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Gu Luming didn't know what words to use to describe his current mood. He had been away from Song Yi for too long, and he spent too little time with Song Yi.In the past, he was attracted regardless of his own safety, by the beautiful, powerful, dazzling Song Yi who was like a castle in the sky.Now Song Yi has no aura, not even the intoxicating look.

Gu Luming was so angry that he couldn't control himself.He has done so much, forcing himself to study abroad, hoping to have a career status worthy of Song Yi.But Song Yi did not hesitate to throw away those honors, throw away the crown on his head, like a defeated king, leaving his home in rags.Song Yi was not defeated by Chen Lei's death, nor was he defeated by Fang Yuan's death, nor was he defeated by the nonsense media.

He was defeated by himself!

coward!coward!

Why don't you try harder, why don't you be stronger...

At least for me, for a few more months.

I'm back, and I'll stand by your side, and stand behind you.If you are tired and want to fall down, just fall down as much as you want, and I will definitely catch you.If you want to relax, I will accompany you to any place in the world.You are afraid to continue to stand on the operating table, and I will be your knife and your eyes.You can just treat me as your junior, you can ignore me, or even hate me.But don't, don't be so decisive as to cut ties with me completely.I can't find you, I can't find you anywhere, I'm scared.I'm scared!

Gu Luming loved Song Yi as much as he hated Song Yi at that moment.But this kind of hatred gradually dissipated as Gu Luming was finally able to observe Song Yi secretly in the dark like smoke coming out of his mouth.

Gu Luming has voyeurism.

He has always been reluctant to admit this, because he has only peeped at Song Yi, and has no desire for others.And these so-called voyeurism are limited to those photos that Song Yi secretly took without his knowledge. He dared not do anything more outrageous, and he didn't have that chance.In fact, Gu Luming felt that it was largely due to lack of opportunities. He believed that if he was given enough conditions, he would definitely be able to muster up the courage to do some shameful and nasty things.

Ever since he found out that Song Yi was teaching at the No. [-] Middle School, Gu Luming got the No. [-] Middle School's foreign vehicle pass.Never underestimate the list in the doctor's mobile phone address book. You can live your life without eating seafood or watching movies, but you can't predict the day when something goes wrong with your body.

But Gu Luming didn't go to No. [-] Middle School frequently. He didn't want to be discovered, let alone Song Yi.In his camera, there are gradually more photos of Song Yi's decadence and laziness, which are completely different from all the images saved by the camera before.

Sometimes Song Yi would stand on the balcony, leaning against the fence to smoke; sometimes he would be surrounded by a group of students; The rain suffers terribly.His aesthetic preferences have hardly changed, and black makes him look more depressed and thinner.It's just that most of the time, Gu Luming couldn't take pictures of Song Yi's face clearly.He only dared to keep a distance from Song Yi.

Song Yi no longer holds a scalpel, and finally he no longer has to sleep uneasy, and he can finally walk leisurely. There are even several months of paid vacations a year that allow him to sleep as long as he wants. point.

It seems difficult for Song Yi to develop some pleasing muscles. He is always very thin and lacks exercise.Gu Luming doubted whether Song Yi with such a physique would be able to survive an operation that lasted several hours if he stood on the operating table again.

The campus of No. [-] Middle School is very green. It is located in the suburbs, adjacent to short hills, and there are groves and bushes everywhere.The biological laboratory building is surrounded by a group of tall trees, and a piece of land is circled downstairs as a training base.The biological laboratory building is an old three-story building. The white tiles are yellow over time, and the iron bars on the gate are also covered with red rust. You can touch the rust residue with your hands. The atmosphere is very suitable for horror. film framing.After passing the biological building, a few dozen meters away is a small forest, where there are several sets of stone tables and chairs scattered here and there.In summer, many students will come here to escape the heat.In the depths of the woods, for some reason, a basketball court has been stubbornly used. You can often hear the boys shouting and the sound of basketballs slapping on the ground.I heard that before the playground was built, physical education classes were held in the grove.

Gu Luming often sat on these stone chairs, watching Song Yi walking out of the teaching building from a distance, or Song Yi who smoked on the balcony during class.This is a wonderful location, covered by trees, and you can see the balcony corridors of Song Yijiao's classes.

"Hey, what are you doing, Diddy? (What are you doing here)"

Gu Luming turned his head, and a girl wearing a No. [-] Middle School uniform was not far from him, and asked in confusion.She speaks the Ruilin dialect, and the locals always speak the dialect subconsciously, and Mandarin is not their habit.Fortunately, Gu Luming could barely understand some simple Ruilin dialect.

Gu Luming replied to her in Mandarin: "Sketch from life." As he spoke, he lit up his sketchbook.

This is Gu Luming's disguise for himself. Compared with the camera, the sketchbook is too less aggressive.

The girl also switched to Mandarin, "Can I see what you drew?"

Gu Luming nodded, and the girl walked over, leaning closer to look at the sketchbook.

"Ah, isn't this Old Song!"

"Old Song?"

Gu Luming glanced at the painting, there was Song Yi on it, but it wasn't a close-up, it was just an embellishment to make the scenery more beautiful.

"It's the biology teacher from the class next door. Although he doesn't teach our class, we all know him."

"Is he famous?"

"Well, that's right. We really want him to come to our class to teach biology. I heard he is actually a handsome guy!"

"It doesn't look like it."

"That's appearance, appearance! It's all fake. But the Lao Song you drew seems to be recognizable with just that. Why did you draw him?"

"Just happened to see it."

"Oh, that's it. Why do you think Lao Song dresses himself up like that? Are boys the kind who buy clothes only because they can't bear the dirt? My father's clothes are bought by my mother, and so is my brother. Speechless. I guess Lao Song must still be single."

As she spoke, she showed a disgusted expression.I don't know if she's complaining about Song Yi's poor clothes, or if she just thinks that all the men around her are outrageously dressed.

"Will you come here to draw again tomorrow?"

She asked with a flushed face.

Gu Luming shook his head, he had to go to work tomorrow, but he happened to be off today.

The girl showed obvious disappointment.Someone called her name not far away, she racked her brains and chatted a few more words with Gu Luming, and Gu Luming waved goodbye, and ran to her friend.

Gu Luming lowered his head, flipped through the front page of the sketchbook, the paper flipped through, every page had Song Yi, every page was Song Yi.

Gu Luming has voyeurism.

But he refused to admit it.