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Song Yi has always been an astonishing genius.

Gu Luming didn't know how to face the fact that Song Yi was no longer in the Second Court, or even in Beijing.

A year ago, that person was still a representative of the world's young doctors, and he talked vigorously at the cutting-edge medical summit, leaving a back view that others could not match.

Now it seems that everything is just Gu Luming's own fantasy.

Song Yi will never stand on the operating table again, never show dazzling smiles after putting on a mask and hat, never again, return to the stage where he has worked so hard and finally stepped into it.

The distance that I thought had been shortened suddenly became infinitely far away, farther than ever before.

Chen Songlin said that Song Yi was no longer the Song Yi he thought of, but Gu Luming didn't believe it.

He is going to find Song Yi.

Making this decision did not cost Gu Ledming much time and energy.He hasn't signed a formal contract with the Second Academy yet, so he can leave at any time.

Even if the whole world thinks he's out of his mind, it doesn't matter if he doesn't want a good job and goes somewhere he doesn't know.

Song Yi was there, at a place that could be reached directly with a single train ticket.

He is going!

Go to Song Yi's side!

Ruilin is on the Beijing-Kowloon Line. It takes a day and night train from Beijing.Gu Luming thought, Song Yi probably bought a ticket to the terminal, got on the train, lay down and slept, woke up and got off the nearest train.

What Chen Songlin said was right, Song Yi simply wanted to go to a place where no one knew him, and he left without a plan.

When Gu Luming came to this small southern city, it happened to be rainy this year in summer.In the week since he checked into the city center hotel, the heavy rain has not stopped.Gu Luming grew up in the north, and it was a bit difficult for him to cope with this continuous rainy day.He didn't know that Song Yi would actually like this kind of humid southern city.

Ruilin is very small, starting from the city center, it only takes four or 10 minutes to drive into the border of the neighboring county.Ruilin is huge, with a permanent population of hundreds of thousands. Song Yi is hiding here. How long will it take him to find him?

Gu Luming is sensitively aware that this will be an infinitely long battle.It is impossible for him to search for Song Yi in a big way, and it is even more impossible for him to print Song Yi's photo on the missing person notice and paste it all over the telephone poles in the streets and alleys of Ruilin.He needs to settle in this city and also needs a job.

He can't do anything but be a doctor.

He went to the People's Hospital in Ruilin to apply for a job, with a little hope that he would meet Song Yi unexpectedly in the hospital.But it is a pity that after he became a new doctor in the general surgery department of the People's Hospital, he searched all the personnel lists but could not find Song Yi's name.He always thought that one day he would pass by Song Yi on the streets of Ruilin, and after thinking about it, he would scold himself for being an unrealistic fool.

Gu Luming had fantasized about countless ways to meet Song Yi again, but the most fascinated thing was the casual glance in the sea of ​​people.It turned out later that when the two of them really met, Gu Luming would always be the one who recognized each other at the first sight.But Gu Luming was unprepared at that time, so he threw the javelin steadily into his heart with the trance and quickness.

The weather was not bad that day, Gu Luming was supposed to leave work on schedule, but was thrown a task by the director who couldn't get away because of emergency surgery - to pick up people.The director's daughter is in the first year of high school in the county's No. 1 middle school in the suburbs. The princess is so spoiled that the family members will go crazy if they are late for a minute.The director walked over and handed the car keys to Gu Luming, with an eager and anxious expression on his face.Gu Luming complied, and the director's face turned cloudy immediately, saying that the little girl knew the car, so he didn't need to bother looking for it.

So Gu Luming drove the director's brand new Buick to County No. [-] Middle School.

No. [-] Middle School is a fully closed high school, and students are not allowed to leave the school except on weekends.The director's car has a pass issued by the school, and he can enter and leave the school during the weekend when he picks up students.

Gu Luming moved into the school bit by bit along the crowded traffic flow, and stopped downstairs in the little girl's dormitory.He deliberately reversed the car so that he could leave directly after picking up the person.From the direction of his line of sight, he could see the students turning at the T-junction ahead, and the joy of returning home from the holidays was fully displayed on their faces.Studying may be the most carefree period of time in one's life after being sensible.

The students passed by the Buicks in groups of three and four, and some naughty ones deliberately came over to use the car windows as mirrors.

In the past, Gu Luming might be very impatient with these childish actions.Now his mentality has changed. Looking at these children, he feels that he is old, and it is impossible to do such simple and crazy things again.Because I feel embarrassed, afraid of losing face, and habitually consider whether the consequences of an event are beneficial to me.

What about Song Yi, what does Song mean to him?Gu Luming sometimes asks himself this.He can be sure that this mindless pursuit will not benefit him.He sometimes feels tired, why does he want to live in this strange southern city, he doesn't like the rain here, he can't understand the dialect here, let alone the food here.And in this second-class hospital, he is the only Dr. All his madness and self-sufficiency in Heidelberg seem like a joke.

But he also felt unwilling.

From 21 to 27 years old, the craziest and loneliest years of his life.If he gives up now, what are his previous persistence?He is afraid, he is afraid that if he gives up now, he will no longer have the strength to chase again.At his current age, he can at least make himself crazy until he is 30 years old.

It would be great if I could go back to my student days.Don't be so proud, don't look forward and backward so much, meet Song Yi earlier, fall in love with him earlier, earlier...

A tall and thin figure gradually walked out of the corner, and some nearby students greeted him with laughter.Gu Luming leaned on the seat, hesitantly shelved his gaze in a disinterested manner, subconsciously took a second look just because of the man's towering height.

The man wore baggy clothes and huge black-rimmed glasses. His hair covered the contours of his face, and he looked slovenly.As he got closer and closer, he turned his head to greet the students, showing a smile that made Gu Luming's mind stuck.

Gu Luming's face was expressionless, but his hands on the steering wheel were trembling.His gaze seemed to be glued, unable to peel off from the man.Until the man turned around and walked into the canteen building by the road.Looking back, what came to his heart first was not joy, but lingering fear.If he hadn't done the director a favor today; if the director had let his daughter go home by herself; if there hadn't been that sudden emergency operation...

At this moment, Gu Luming was sitting on the back of the chair dripping with cold sweat, his suddenly relaxed hand was already showing slight convulsions, and his chest heaved violently due to his gasping.He looked like someone who had suddenly woken up from a nightmare.

Gu Luming closed his eyes, and what came to mind was the operating room, the operating table, the surgeon in green surgical gown, and the slender fingers holding the scalpel carefully peeling off the protective layer of the heart.

He couldn't control his tear ducts, and the parasympathetic seizure was much scarier than he had imagined.

Chen Songlin said that Song Yi is no longer the Song Yi from before.Gu Luming didn't believe it.

Now he saw Song Yi wearing gray clothes, hiding his eyes behind huge glasses, as if even his hair was lifeless.

The Song Yi who hangs himself on the edge of the cliff and is always busy; the Song Yi who is talked about by everyone; the Song Yi who stands on the podium of the International Medical Academic Summit; One, I have completely let myself fall from the clouds.

There is no hospital like a giant white tower, no white coats dancing wildly when walking around, no annoying medical records piled up as high as hills, and no surgery so tense that you are sweating... The teaching building of Ruilin No. 300 Middle School is not high, and the road surface is still under construction because of the surrounding area. The sky is full of dust from the construction, and even leftover grease can be seen on the dinner plates in the cafeteria.The biology teacher has three classes a day, and there are students who work hard and students who don't care.The teacher's dormitory is only 150 meters away from the teaching building, and only [-] meters away from the canteen.Going back and forth to these places over and over again every day, teaching the same textbooks, correcting the same test papers, watching the students under the podium change one after another, and then completely return to comfort and mediocrity.

Gu Luming did not understand the joy of being a teacher.How many holidays?Still being pissed off by some brats.

Song Yi tucked the textbooks under his arm in the way of medical records. If he changed his clothes, Gu Luming would think that he just went to a certain medical school to give a few lectures.

The surgery teaching book is three times thicker than the high school biology textbook, but it is too thin to single out the heart.

The heart is surrounded by countless blood vessels, beating tirelessly, pumping blood, and doing its best to keep the organism in it alive.It doesn't know whether it is supporting a dedicated scientist or a perverted murderer.It is strong, but also fragile.

How powerful does it take to repair a broken heart?

Song Yi used to love this very much, as if climbing one dangerous peak after another.

But Song Yi's heart is broken, who can fix it?

Gu Luming claimed that he did not have this ability, he could only hope that the horrific wound would stop crying under the caress of time.

The continuous rain in Ruilin finally stopped, revealing the joyful sunshine.

And Song Yi finally returned to his life in the most incredible way.

Song Yi has always been an astonishing genius.