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12

Gu Luming felt that the world seemed to have played a huge joke on him.

"Do you know where Dr. Song went to work after he resigned?"

"How could I know this, he left so suddenly, no one expected it."

"Then, do you know why he resigned suddenly!"

"This... I don't know very well. Are you Doctor Song or something?"

Who is Song Yi? He is...

he is nothing...

****

"Hello, Teacher Du, I'm Gu Luming. It's a pleasure to meet again."

"Could it be the legendary Dr. Gu who came back from Germany?"

"You don't need to say that, just call your name. I used to be an intern under you."

"Ah! The undergraduate is from our school?"

"Yeah, I graduated six years ago."

"I remembered, isn't it the intern that Song Yi likes so much! I didn't expect that after so many years, we will become colleagues!"

"I just graduated, and many clinical things are immature, so I have to ask Mr. Du to take care of me."

"Why do you still call me a teacher? You can just call me Brother Du."

"Brother Du, I heard that Master... Senior Brother Song no longer works in the Second Hospital, did he transfer to another research hospital?"

"Well... You asked about Song Yi, I don't know much..."

"Why did he..."

"It's his personal reason, and I don't want him to go. He insists on it himself, and there's nothing he can do about it."

"His own reasons? Why? Didn't he stay well? I saw him in Hawaii last year."

"Hey, the twists and turns here are complicated."

"Then...then do you know where he is now?"

"This? I heard that I didn't go to another hospital. I don't know the details. Hehe, it turned out to be such a big deal. You knew it when you came back. But our circle is small, and it will make people mess up whenever there is trouble. We all know. Maybe Song Yi is really unable to survive because of these things. Well, well, let’s not talk about these things. Dr. Gu, when will you come to work? "

"Brother Du, don't make fun of me. The Personnel Department hasn't announced the specific time yet, but it should be this week."

"Old Du, the family members of the patients in the 7th bed said that they will be discharged from the hospital, so hurry over there."

"7 beds again?!"

"Mr. Du, you are busy, so I won't bother you."

"Wait, you... If you really want to know about Song Yi, you can go to Chen Songlin. You know Chen Songlin, the one in the orthopedics department on the nineteenth floor."

"know."

"Just say something clear."

"Ah."

"It's not seeking revenge!"

"……no."

"That's fine, that's fine."

Chen Songlin from the Department of Orthopedics, this person, Gu Lvming, knows more than that, his ears feel callused.This name is almost always bound to Song Yi, whether it is in school or during internship.It is said that the two are best friends who have played together since junior high school, and they have a strong friendship.

But he knew Chen Songlin, but Chen Songlin didn't know him.

"I'm looking for Dr. Chen Songlin."

"Old Chen, I'm looking for you."

"Which bed is it?"

"Can I take a step to speak?"

"What's the matter?"

"I'm here for Song Yi."

"No comment. I'm busy, don't waste my time."

"Wait! I mean it."

"Oh, you reporters are really serious about smearing us. What the building management is doing, why do you let everyone in."

"I'm not a reporter..."

"Then who are you?"

"I'm Gu Luming, who will be hired next week. I'm sorry, I'm too anxious to introduce myself immediately."

"Gu Luming? The Gu Luming who published the heart paper in New England in April?"

"Yes, you also pay attention to this news?"

"So-so, I glanced at it when I saw it. I thought you were not going back to China. Welcome, comrade. Although our hospital is raised by the second mother, it is still good."

"I thought my teacher, Song Yi is still here."

"Ah?! Could it be that you came back after Song Yi?"

"........."

"It's a crime."

"........."

"Forget it, stop talking about Song Yi, he is useless now."

"You know where he is now!"

"do not know."

"Even a phone number will do."

"Sorry, I really don't know. He disappeared and couldn't even find his brother, let alone me."

"You must know."

"........."

"You're his best friend!"

"Feel sorry……"

"I've been looking forward to this day since six years ago, to be able to work with him! I really want to see him! Even if it makes me give up, I still want to see him!"

"Everyone is like this. I'm really afraid of you. I have time after get off work in the afternoon. Let's have a meal together."

"it is good!"

****

"Hey, Song Yi, I don't know where to start. Why did you study medicine?"

"Me? Because the elders in the family are all in this line of work."

"Your parents are both doctors."

"Well, my grandfather is Gu Jinwei."

"Pfft...cough cough cough, don't say such explosive news all of a sudden, my heart can't bear it."

"Feel sorry……"

"I guess you must know what Song Yi's family is like. In fact, his family didn't approve of him studying medicine, especially his brother. When he was in high school, he especially liked obstacle races. If he doesn't come to be a doctor, continue Cultivate that hobby, maybe one day we will be able to see him in the equestrian program broadcast in the Olympic Games. It's a pity that he insists on fighting with his brother, and he will do it if his brother refuses to let him. If I say it, he will not fit for a doctor."

"Why? He's very talented."

"Whether he has talent or not is another matter. I mean his personality is not suitable. It's better to be cold as a doctor. There are so many patients, and you can't sympathize with each of them. Song Yi is easy to soften his heart. Being a doctor will be very difficult. Hard work. In fact, when we were in high school, we encouraged him to enroll in preschool education. It’s great to be admitted by this major, anyway, he likes little kids, hahaha.”

"........."

"Sometimes, things that are understandable intellectually are hard to see emotionally. Dr. Gu, let me ask you, if there are two patients who urgently need a heart transplant, patient A is an old man over [-] years old and can afford it." Can afford the full medical expenses. Patient B is a young man under [-], unable to pay for the operation. The former is worse than the latter in terms of surgical success rate, complications and prognosis. However, if the former misses this operation, he is likely to suffer There are no new transplant sources. If the latter continues conservative drug treatment, the disease can be controlled in a short period of time. At this time, if there is a transplant source, who will you choose.”

"A."

"why."

"Your introduction is too general. To be honest, I can't make a judgment unless I have detailed medical records. And the source of transplantation is quite special. Assuming that AB patients have similar conditions, and the severity is almost the same, the hospital must prefer A. Operation."

"You're right, even I prefer to do this kind of surgery... I don't mind if I smoke one."

"It's okay, you can smoke."

"Song Yi, a patient was admitted three years ago. He was 23 years old and his name was Chen Lei. Cardiomyopathy, myocardial fibrosis had already involved the left ventricle area. In other words, if you don't change your heart within three years, you will definitely burp. It is suggested that he take medication and wait for the donor’s heart to be transplanted. Unfortunately, the speed of the deterioration of his condition exceeded Song Yi’s expectations. There was no other way. In the end, he had to perform left ventricular volume reduction surgery to remove part of the fibrohypertrophic myocardium. Although the operation The effect is very good, and Chen Lei's heart function has also recovered after the operation, but the symptoms are not cured. You are a researcher in this area, so you should know better than me."

"With the current technology, there is indeed no other method of thorough treatment except for heart replacement. Could it be that Song Yi made that Batista?"

"As soon as the surgery is done, he'll be overwhelmed."

"Oh, I can imagine it."

"It would be great if it weren't for being a genius, not so much conceit, not so much self-esteem, and not so much burden on your shoulders."

"That Chen Lei... is that B who didn't get the transplant source?"

"You guessed it."

"What happened to him after that?"

"died."

"died?"

"He died on the operating table. At that time, his myocardial fibrosis was approaching the advanced stage. In theory, receiving conservative treatment would allow him to live longer, and he might be able to wait for a second chance for a heart transplant. His family also I am actively raising money. But this is just the most optimistic idea. No one knows how long his heart can last. Medication can only control complications, but cannot prevent his heart from continuing to fail. Moreover, his The family can't afford the medical expenses afterwards. His final result is to wait for death."

"........."

"Song Yi is very unwilling. He has always insisted that Chen Lei is more suitable for this heart transplant. The lower risk of surgery and the better prognosis are one of the reasons. More importantly, Chen Lei is very young and has a long life in the second half of his life. From a selfish point of view, Chen Lei is his patient, so he must have feelings. Whether it is emotionally or intellectually, he really wants Chen Lei to accept this heart transplant. The operation fee is not a problem at all, he can help Chen Lei pay for it."

"Then why was Chen Lei still excluded from the surgery?"

"Why did the dean let him do it? This Chen Lei can pay all the medical expenses for the operation, and then what about Zhang Lei, Wang Lei, and Li Lei? Leaving aside the hundreds of thousands of expenses, why should he say that another patient is not worth it?" Transplant that heart? I can understand how he wants his patient to get better, but how can such a thing as the allocation of medical resources be explained clearly. Later, Song Yi insisted on performing a second necrotic myocardium resection on Chen Lei. Surgery, he is really crazy, with his seniority, he is not qualified to decide on his own to do this level of surgery, he is crazy, but the group of nurses and anesthesia accompanied him to go crazy, he really thinks he is still a halo Even if the family members sign all the consent forms, he will be punished afterwards. What's more, Chen Lei's death during the operation is almost a medical malpractice. Then things got so big that the dean was so angry that he was hospitalized. You You may not have heard much about it abroad.”

"It's a big fuss, why. Chen Lei's family doctor made a fuss?"

"It's even worse. Chen Lei's mother jumped from the top of the surgery building and died on the spot. Reporters from all over the city flocked over. The dean couldn't hide what happened to Song Yi. If his brother didn't wipe his ass behind him, I think he really can't eat and walk around. Now that I think about it, I will be pissed off by him, he is usually such a smart person."

"But even if that's the case..."

"How could it not be. He is a person who has never suffered since he grew up. He can have whatever he wants. Family, career, and communication, as long as he wants to have it, he can easily get it. His brother dotes on him He was so grown up that he still looked like a child. Chen Lei’s death hit him hard, as did those messy reporters. Moreover, the patient who had a heart transplant also passed away due to immune rejection after the operation. Something happened, and his whole body is gone."

"What's the matter with Fang Yuan? I remember they were talking about getting married before I went abroad."

"Yeah, we're talking about marriage. Fang Yuan really wants to get married, but Song Yi isn't very active. You know what's going on with the Song family. They look down on Fang Yuan very much. His parents have always disapproved of their marriage. Song Yi works. Crazy, go to the hospital every day, procrastinating and procrastinating. No wonder Fang Yuan is depressed."

"depression?!"

"Fang Yuan is infertile. It is said that it is difficult for her to conceive."

"........."

"She didn't dare to tell Song Yi that her thoughts piled up and she exploded. She cut her wrists and committed suicide, and it was gone when she found out. Hey, I knew that Song Yi was blocked when these things happened. When he left, I thought he just wanted to Going out to relax, he not only quit his job, but also didn't plan to come back at all."

"Did no one persuade him, just let him go?"

"Who knows, maybe he really can't do it. Like him, there is no way to hold a scalpel anymore."

"But what else can he do besides being a doctor?! You are his best friend, shouldn't you persuade him to come back. He is suitable for staying in the operating room, and he was born for this!"

"Do you think I want him to run away like a turtle? Haven't I persuaded him! His mouth is so worn out that he almost kneels in front of him to let him come back. What do you want from me? Cut off his hands and feet and bring him back to Beijing." !"

"..., sorry, I don't mean to blame you, I just..."

"I know, you don't need to apologize. At that time, I was much more violent than you are now. Song Yi had a heart disease, and there was no cure. Sometimes I think it's not a bad thing for him to leave. It's better than staying in Beijing and going crazy. You don't know how afraid I was at that time that if he couldn't think about it, he would just...hey, let's not talk about it, Xin, have you eaten yet?"

"Ah."

"But I don't see you moving your chopsticks a few times."

"Thank you, I'm a little...can't eat. I'll pay the bill and ask the waiter to serve another fruit platter. You sit down for a while."

"Hey, there's no reason for you to pay the bill. I'll pay and I'll pay. Anyway, you've come to the Second Hospital, so just treat it as my new colleague. I haven't talked about Song Yi with anyone for a long time. It's rare that someone listens. I complain about him."

"Where, it should be me thanking you for telling me so much about Song Yi."

"Oh, looking at me this way, I really have a big mouth, shaking Song Yihei's history all over at once."

"........."

"Hahaha just kidding, this is for you."

"This is……?"

"That guy's current lair."

"Ruilin? Where is this?"

"I don't know where it is in Jiangxi."

"How did he go there?"

"Who knows, maybe it was just pointing at the map of China before boarding the train, or maybe it was a twitch of the brain. Well, I have to go back, my wife made several fatal phone calls to me."

"Thank you...really."

"Thank you. Young man, we still need to look forward."

"Thank you."

Gu Luming watched Chen Songlin's leaving back melt into the night and into the chaotic world, but the eyes of Chen Songlin when he met him just now flashed back in his mind.

Even though Chen Songlin's mouth was veiled to persuade him to retreat, his eyes seemed to say that he was right there, in that bottomless abyss.

go find him.

take him home.