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15

Ruilin is a very small city, very small.

He and Song Yi met again unexpectedly in the hospital.Not well designed.

A young man died on the emergency operating table, is he an adult?Maybe not.

Song Yi sat on the stairs of the escape passage and smoked, his panting sound made people think he was crying.Gu Luming couldn't help interrupting him, interrupting his intention to cry bitterly.

After all, he is still a doctor, isn't he? The mission of saving lives and healing the wounded remains in his heart, and he can't see people die.

Gu Luming always thought that Song Yi was much greater than himself.Song Yi's patient died, on the operating table, Song Yi would be sad, heartbroken, and mentally broken.But he, Gu Luming, can't. He is the kind of standardized doctor Chen Songlin said, and he can't empathize with the pain of strangers.He is cold-blooded in his bones, whether he treats family members or patients.He can be polite to patients, but sympathy is rare and cheap.

But what Gu Luming never expected was that the relationship between him and Song Yi actually turned around.

On that scorching summer day, Gu Luming couldn't believe how Song Yi was ruining his hands.That's a surgeon's hand, not for farm work!If Song Yi hadn't looked at him expressionlessly with his sweaty face, he might have had a fit on the spot.

Song Yi didn't remember him, of course.They haven't seen each other for almost nine years, and Gu Luming has only appeared in Song Yi's 30-year life for two months, not to mention that kid still wears a mask, and his arrogant and arrogant appearance is completely different from what he is now.Gu Luming sometimes wondered, would Song Yi remember him, would he have a place in his memory?Or he is just a passer-by in his life.Just like the soap used to scrub hands in the operating room, there is no difference between this soap and that soap, and no one will pay special attention to it.

Gu Luming is that inconspicuous piece of soap. The foam that he rubs can disappear completely in two seconds under the rinse of clean water.

But it doesn't matter, they can get to know each other again.

Hello, my name is Gu Luming, and I am Wang Li's chief surgeon.

Look, a self-introduction that has nothing to do with the past.

Song Yi also introduced himself.

Song Yi, Wang Li's teacher.

Finally, between him and him, it was no longer Doctor Song and Intern Gu, nor Senior Brother Song and Junior Brother Gu, but Teacher Song and Doctor Gu.Will one day become Dr. Song and Dr. Gu?

Being close to Song Yi again made Gu Luming nervous.His eyes always follow Song Yi uncontrollably, it's because of miss and longing.He was afraid that Song Yi would turn around suddenly and find the explicit gaze he hadn't had time to withdraw.He had to clasp his hands tightly to restrain himself from touching Song Yi's body, even if it was just a piece of skin on his shoulder.

Song Yi was always very thin, with a slender waist, slender legs, and the protruding shoulder blades that were exposed when he took a bath, he could almost be said to be thin.

He wanted to ask him if someone would prepare glucose and chocolate energy bars for you while I was away.Have you eaten well and slept well?After Fang Yuan died, did you see a psychiatrist?

Gu Luming wanted to hold Song Yi tightly in his arms, and crush his bones into his own flesh and blood.He wanted to scold, how could you stab me in the heart with a knife so nonchalantly.

Gu Luming didn't know if it was the right choice for him to follow Song Yi to this small mountain village, bathe with Song, sleep with Song, wear Song Yi's clothes, and enjoy the wind in the rapeseed field.This is almost a plot that only appears in dreams.Many years ago, they also slept together on the bunk bed in the duty room, but at that time he only cared about being tired, only cared about complaining about others, and only cared about indulging in the pain of not being able to admire, without knowing how much every minute and every second was worth cherishing.

Is God testing his concentration?To test him as a person, can the remaining beast thoughts in his heart be restrained by reason?

My God, you won the bet.

Gu Luming felt lucky at a certain moment.It's not just limited to his and Song Yi's eyes that meet in the field.

Fate should love to play tricks on others, when he heard that Song Yi was going to move out of the No. [-] Middle School dormitory and come back to live in the urban area, he seemed to have the illusion of being hit by an apple on the top of his head.On that day, he did what he thought required the most courage in these years - called Song Yi and invited Song Yi to live with him!

And Song Yi actually agreed.

At that time, Gu Luming even rejoiced that all of them had brought about such a result.He compromised, he admitted defeat, and he no longer secretly cursed this unfair fate, complaining about everything.He secretly rejoices that he has the privilege, he has become the most special person, the person who has the most secrets of Song Yi, and the person who has seen the most faces of Song Yi.

There will never be anyone like him who loves the brilliant Song Yi who is the son of heaven, but also loves the weather-beaten Song Yi even more.

He began to fall in love with the city of Ruilin, and even the rain that had troubled him in every possible way felt rich and lively, nourishing his heart.

How wonderful it would be to live like this for a lifetime, he and Song Yi, like two lovers who have never spoken of love, live together in the same room, living in tacit understanding.If you want to see him, you can see him, if you want to find him, you can find him immediately.

The moment Song Yi wrapped his arms around his neck behind him and asked affectionately when the food would be ready, Gu Luming felt that all the darkness before was over.His light is all around him.Gu Luming planted the sun in his home.

However, Gu Luming did not expect that someone would take away his well-cared-for sun so soon.

What kind of woman is that, she is ugly and vulgar, and she can marry herself in a hurry just for the wishes of her parents, it's ridiculous!absurd!

She is not as gentle as Fang Yuan, not as conversant as Fang Yuan, she is just the kind of young woman who can be caught on the streets of Ruilin, with Fang Yuan in front of her, how could Song Yi fall in love with her!

What's more, what's more...the way she looked at Song Yi was not as affectionate as Fang Yuan's!She doesn't love Song Yi, this woman is a liar!

Song Yi, don't trust her!

Don't fall in love with her!

Don't—marry her!

Gu Luming has always known that Song Yi likes children very much. He even guessed that Song Yi will be with Fang Yuan for a while, and Fang Yuan's preschool education will give her a lot of professional favorability.It's a pity that God made a big joke on them. Song Yi, who likes children, and Fang Yuan, a kindergarten teacher, will never have their children in their lifetime.

Liu Yan has a child.

Half of Gu Luming's heart was bleeding, and the other half was jumping for joy.

Song Yi can finally have his own child, but he is finally going to marry another woman.

God, this thief slapped him hard again.But he can't cry, he has to redress to attend Song Yi's wedding, he has to be strong, not to lose face on such an important occasion.

But he didn't dare to look at Song Yi, he didn't dare to look at the joyful crowd, he was afraid that if he took one more look, he wouldn't be able to help crying.

Song Yi moved out and moved to a new house.

Gu Luming began to feel that going home was a torment.

Song Yi's potted plants, Song Yi's succulents, Song Yi's couch that he likes to dwell in, the chair Song Yi loves to sit on, Song Yi's water cup, Song Yi's recipes, the smell of Song Yi's aftershave...

Gu Luming was going crazy, he couldn't bear to breathe alone again.

The taste of the food marrow is known and cannot be cut off.

Gu Luming has been living in Corey's duty room for a long time, and he tries to use his work to numb himself instead of looking through Song Yi's phone number in the phone's address book.

However, what surprised him even more was that Song Yi got married at the speed of light, and then divorced at the speed of light.

In fact, he has already noticed a clue. Liu Yan's prenatal depression is sudden and weird. Song Yi frequently asks him out to drink and complain. Their marriage is not harmonious at all.Gu Luming's resentment towards this woman suddenly rose, why didn't she take good care of Song Yi, why did he have such a hard time occupying Song Yi!Isn't it her and her family's idea to have a baby?There's nothing to be depressed about, she should be happy to tie up Song Yi with her child!

This family has no idea who the son-in-law they are going to face is, and what is the background of their in-laws.

Brother, don't be afraid, I'm by your side, I'll always be by your side.

You are tired, I can think of me, I am really happy.

Chen Songlin called him and said that Song Yi planned to return to Beijing.At Song Yi's wedding banquet, he and Chen Songlin exchanged their current contact information.He guessed that Chen Songlin might have figured out his shady thoughts, but Chen Songlin didn't point it out, and even exchanged glasses with him for several drinks.

After Gu Luming got the news, he was stunned for a long time.

Song Yi is going back to Beijing.

Song Yi is going back to Beijing?

Song Yi is going back to Beijing!

Gu Luming was a little at a loss.But at this moment, he had a strong desire to impress Song Yi before he left.And he did.The scene he had dreamed of for a long time, standing on the same operating table as Song Yi!

Late-night emergency department, thoracic and cardiac surgery, he was the chief surgeon, and Song Yiyi assisted.It was perfect, it fit all his fantasies.

However, it seems to have gone a little too far.

Song Yi was unusually angry.He questioned, he wanted to explain.But what can Gu Luming say? Could it be that I love you so much that I worked so hard to find you after finishing my PhD abroad, but you ended up living in another country without saying a word, so I came after you again.

I'm sorry, brother.But I never lied to you, I have always treated you with the most sincere heart!

Don't look at me like that, brother.Don't say such things, brother.

You will never know how much weight you have in my heart.

Don't deny me!

The figure of Song Yi leaving in the cold wind reminded Gu Luming of Song Yi's appearance walking alone on the emergency passage, lonely and alone.

Gu Luming couldn't move his feet and caught up. He was also very cold.

Once Song left, Gu Luming couldn't stay in Ruilin anymore.

He quickly resigned, packed his bags and returned to Beijing.

When his parents learned that he was coming back, they said that he had finally gone crazy enough to realize how stupid it was to run away suddenly.Gu Luming lamented that his parents, the closest family members, had never understood him.

Like Song Yi, he took the direct flight back to Beijing from Ganzhou, and maybe even the check-in channel was the same.

The sky outside the plane window was rarely clear. Gu Luming thought that he would never forget the rain in Ruilin, the city that he will never forget, but he still had to say goodbye after all.

Farewell, his Rilin.

Farewell, my love.