as if poisoned

everything is fine if you are well

I just want you to be well

I'm by your side but I can't touch you

Although it hurts

But just looking at you makes me happy

==================================

I started working in a bookstore. Although the boss was a bit weird, he was quite nice. When he knew that I had other jobs, he didn’t say anything and said he could follow my time. I’m really grateful for that.

Que Gu said to me: "Xiao Ding, write down all your free time, and I will help you make a schedule." He still had a pen and paper in his hand.By the way, Que Gu is the man in the apron.

"Okay, thank you, Mr. Que." I said politely, the boss was probably just a decoration, during the few days I was working, Que Gu was in charge of the store, and I was arranging books to help.

"Just call me Xiao Gu, don't be so ignorant." He patted my shoulder so hard that my thin body almost flew forward.

"Okay, Brother Gu..." I didn't have the guts to call him Xiao Gu directly, that's the boss's patent, so I wouldn't do that.

"..." Turning around, she would go to the counter to sit and settle accounts.

I took the paper and brush he gave me and scribbled down my spare time... Two days ago, a parent just said that I was no longer needed, so I had more time.

I quickly handed it back, "Brother Gu, can you see if I can cooperate with you?"

He quickly poked his head out of the ledger, his brows were tightly frowned, probably because he was struggling with the ledger? "Let me see"

He took the paper and thought about it.

I looked at the account book he had just arranged, and there were three mistakes, and I couldn't stand it: "Brother Gu..."

"Ok?"

"This ledger..."

"Ok?"

"...Three things are wrong"

"Well... what did you say? Can you understand?"

"Hey...understand" is so simple... Isn't this just a question of addition, subtraction, multiplication and division...

"Okay! Then you come and help me settle the score!"

"Huh???" I... heard it right?

"Yes! It's you!"

... Well, I didn't know until after that that he was an accounting idiot.

He gave me the seat so that I could settle the accounts, so I sat down obediently and began to calculate.When I was about to settle the calculations, the boss came back. He probably wanted to call Brother Gu, but he was a little stunned when he saw me sitting on the seat, "Where's Xiao Gu?"

When I raised my head and was about to speak, Brother Gu rushed over: "Brother Nalan!!!!!!!!! Do you know~ Xiaoding will settle accounts~~~ Will settle accounts~~~~~"

"Xiao Ding! Do you know how to settle accounts?" The boss looked at me nervously, grabbed my shoulder and asked me.Nalan is my boss's surname, full name Nalan Hao.

"...I'm just good at math."

"This store is finally saved!!" The boss let go of me, hugged Que Gu, and said excitedly.

... well these two are accounting idiots, I wonder how this store survives

"Xiao Ding, I will give you double salary now, you must stay in this shop, do you know?" The boss said excitedly, but... double?Is it too much?

"Boss, no..."

"Just call me by my name, we really need you here." He smiled broadly, as if he was afraid that others would not know that he was very happy.

"Brother Hao, I don't..." Before I could finish speaking, I was interrupted again

"Don't say it can't be done, without you, I think this store will really close down, maybe" Que Gu next door knocked him with an elbow, and he cried out in pain.

"Then... well, thank you Brother Hao" Anyway, I need it too, so don't pretend anymore, and I'm quite happy here, I feel like I can forget about the person I like.

After I agreed, the two of them happily hugged each other, not to mention how happy they were.Is it really that happy?It turns out that I can also bring happiness!

I went to school the next day as usual, but I was still in a good mood. When I saw Yuzhi coming, I said, "Good morning, Yuzhi."

But this guy came over and touched my head to see if I had a fever. "Hey, you don't have a fever. Are you in a good mood today?"

This is also guessed?I looked at him suspiciously.

"Every time you are in a good mood, you will add my name in front of you when you say morning"

It turns out that he also knows that I hate saying his name, because calling him by his name is like saying my own name, and it feels like I am talking to myself, so I just say morning every time, it seems that I have to change it next time.

Qin Nuo came in, I said good morning, he crawled over and touched my head: "Hey, no fever?"

...How did you guess this?And is it really okay for a girl to crawl over?

Qin Nuo began to explain again: "As long as you are in a good mood every time, you will say morning as soon as I walk in, otherwise you usually wait until I sit down."

How unhappy is my usual appearance?

Huang Shengjia didn't enter the door until the bell rang for class. Although it had been several months since I saw his face, I still couldn't help being moved, "Morning"

"Are you in a bad mood today?"

...What is wrong with him?

"Hahahaha"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha"

These two laughter came from the two people who said I was in a good mood.

"Did you say it wrong? Because I usually greet you first."

I glared at him, "Can't I be in a good mood? You idiot."

In fact, there is another meaning to this idiot, but I can't say it.

==================================================================================================

School is about to start, so I am more poisoned. After all, this is a story I really want to write. I also want to write it lightly, but it feels more relaxed and heavier... I don’t know whether I am torturing myself or letting myself relax up.