as if poisoned

My strength is pulling from my body

i can't tell the difference between the masks

I am so tired

The wind is blowing in my ear, slowly, slowly

fall asleep with me

You can forget it when you wake up

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"Xiao Ding... Aren't you about to take the exam? Is it okay to still do the bookkeeping here?" Que Gu walked over to me holding the book slip, with a worried look on his face.A few days ago, he revealed that he was going to take the exam, but he didn't expect him to remember it.

"It's okay, Brother Gu, this doesn't affect me, I'm reviewing everything I need to review, and I can just practice my hands!" I told Que Gu reassuringly that it's really all right, and it's still It frees me up from a lot of things.

"That's good, I'm sorry for you, Xiao Ding." Que Gu touched my head, which made me feel a bit like an older brother treating a younger brother, a little warm.

And Nalan Hao, who was coming in from the door, watched our actions and acted out very dramatically.

"My little Gu...is he going to leave me at last..." He pretended to wipe his tears with his hands, but in fact there were no tears on his face.

With a dark face, Que Gu walked over and held up the book: "You act again, I see how good you can act, how awesome you can be."

In an instant, Nalan Hao seemed to be normal again: "I act? I just greeted you normally." He came to me through Que Gu, "Of course I know that Xiao Ding worked hard, otherwise why would I have worked so hard back then? How about keeping him?" He also rubbed my head with his hand.

I rubbed him without any action, and he flattened his mouth: "I'm not happy, how can Xiao Ding smile at Xiao Gu, but not at me! I'm not happy! I'm going to lose my temper."

"...Stop making trouble." I felt like I didn't know what to say other than these three words.

"..."

"..."

The momentary silence between the two made me feel very embarrassed, and I continued to bury my head in the account book.Ignore them, but this feeling is really good.

There is an elegant wind chime installed by the door, which will ring whenever someone enters the door.At this time, the wind chime rang, and I looked up, was it Yu Zhi and Qin Nuo?

Strange, how do they know that I work here?I only told Sister Qin, so it was Sister Qin who said it?Puzzled in my heart, I still asked, "How do you know I'm here?"

They looked at each other, and Qin Nuo pushed Yuzhi: "Shengjia...go ask the big sister who knows you very well...then...know..."

Wait, now even Huang Shengjia knows that I work here now?

Maybe my complexion is really not very good, that's why they hurriedly apologized, "Yu Yan, I'm sorry, we just feel that you have...some troubles recently, but we really want to help you..."

……help me?If this matter can really help, I don't have to hide.Could it be that he couldn't even hide?

Cowardice is nature, it is deeply rooted in my mind, no matter how I remove it, there are still roots and shoots that are also thorns, and they have always grown in my heart.

"Sit for a while when you come." Although there is really nothing to sit here, although the inside is very clean, there is indeed no place to sit.But I ignored them, I kept my head down and did my own thing, they wanted to come by themselves, so what does it matter if I don’t have a seat?

The two people standing next to us looked at us and exchanged glances.Que Gu said, "Xiao Ding, is this your friend?"

I didn't bother to make any answer at all: "Well", one word made them angry.But if these two people gave up so easily, they wouldn't be a pair of living treasures.

"Hey, hello, I'm the boss here. My name is Nalan Hao. He's the deputy boss. His name is Que Gu. Are you Xiaoding's friends?"

With all due respect, he really looks like he is molesting a child now.I glanced at them and continued to settle accounts.

"We are Yu Yan's friends, that's right..." Qin Nuo replied

"Ah~ How are you guys~" Que Gu said, interrupting Qin Nuo's words.Maybe it’s because I’ve been working for so long and no one came to see me, or maybe I went to work alone and left work alone, making them feel pitiful?

They pulled two chairs out of the small room, and I instantly felt that they were really... gossip

"Come on, sit down, don't just stand." Nalan Hao said.Then Que Gu looked at them and asked, "What's your name?"

"Huang Qinnuo, Lin Yuzhi" Qin Nuo pointed to herself, and then to Yuzhi.I kept my head down, and the numbers in my eyes seemed to be taken apart in my head.

Actually, I was thinking, why didn't Sheng Jia come?