Cupid winks

He, he found a bottle of rat poison, poisoned my mother, and killed himself by taking the medicine himself.

"I live on the same street as Ahua, and his father helps to arrange the funeral affairs of my parents. I go to them every day to eat, sleep, and have nightmares. Ahua said, this ghostly place is so boring to stay in. Let's go to Taipei .”

I choked and couldn't speak for a long time.After a long time, I said: "That Walkman became mine later. The kid committed suicide, and the Walkman was left to me. I always wanted it very much, and cherished it for a while. Later...

I scratched my face, smoked a cigarette, and said, "It disappeared when I was moving. At that time, the thing I wanted was a mobile phone. After a few days, I forgot about it. Now, I kind of miss that Walkman. People Does being nostalgic mean he's getting old?"

"It means he can't keep up with the trend."

"It shows that he doesn't follow the trend anymore, and doesn't care about the trend anymore."

"It means that he doesn't care about the eyes around him."

"Do you really not care? Maybe I want to look different." I said.

The man said: "Everyone is born different from others."

I said: "A different 'ordinary', a different 'ordinary', a different 'normal'." I looked outside, the rain was still falling, and it was still soft and soft.

I said, "I keep thinking about s, is it because I haven't been with him? No, no, I don't have to be together. If we had sex once, I might not think about him again." I thought Thinking, thinking, talking, "Love is a thing, one day it comes, and one day it goes away. It's not that I haven't loved someone before. When I feel it, I stay together. When I feel wrong, I leave. It's normal. Yes. I never forget about s..."

"Sounds like you're obsessed with his body," the man said.

I laughed: "You are so mean."

"At my age, it's my privilege to be mean," said the man.

I said, "You don't look old."

The man was surprised: "You actually said that your mouth is not sweet."

I laughed, and the man said: "It's nothing to be old, who will not be old, who has never been young? I don't mourn that I am old, old, how old, how old, it is just a state, some numbers, except in the self-introduction Sometimes it can be useful, but it is useless at other times.” The man smiled, “But I am old, I wake up at four o’clock in the morning, and I can’t sleep at night. The slave owner who invented God must be the one who invented cigarettes and alcohol. old man."

We laughed at the same time, and after laughing, I said: "I really miss S's body. I don't have any higher pursuits, what kind of spirit, soul... I think love is to embrace and stay together, It is to hold hands, hug, and go to bed. Make love, make love, love to do. I read on the Internet that that kind of training can be done without any physical contact, and one party can climax. They also advocated that this is the ultimate training, the form of love Extreme."

"You don't agree?"

"I don't agree, but I can understand, I don't agree and it doesn't prevent some people from thinking that there are too many forms of love, too many forms." I smoke, "But some forms are evil, really evil. I don’t know why people praise love, making it seem like life is incomplete without love, and making some people use the name of love to take advantage of the opportunity to do evil.”

The man said: "Just like flowers, some flowers are fragrant, and some flowers are smelly."

I said: "Some flowers will bear fruit, and some flowers will not."

The man said: "Oh, young man, when you say that, I feel that the whole earth is full of greenery and vitality."

I smiled and said, "There were times like this in the past, and in the future... there will be times in the future."

I said: "Let me tell you, S's second brother is engaged in scientific research, and the things he researches are quite science fiction. I have seen him do experiments, and he is unsmiling. It seems that he is not easy to get close to. It's easy to talk, I'm pretty boring staying at S's house, one day, when my second brother came home for lunch, I just woke up and had dinner, so he asked me if I wanted to visit their lab. That's what he asked , are you the third boy's boyfriend?"

The man smiled, and I continued to imitate my second brother's Taiwanese accent: "Then... hey, why don't you come to our laboratory to see. The beef jerky made by our laboratory is quite delicious."

I went to the laboratory of the second brother, ate their own dried beef jerky, and watched them do experiments.

I said, "Maybe it's because my eating habits are so ugly." I sighed and wiped my chin, "I have a childhood problem, you know, whenever I have something to eat, I eat desperately, and I have to grab the bowl before others put it away." Before you leave, eat everything in my bowl before you take it away." I blinked and thought of s talking about me, "s said, watching you eat, your appetite will become quite good, you eat very well fragrant."

To put it bluntly, it is delicious to eat, but to put it bluntly, it is embarrassing, gobbling, starving to death and reincarnated.

s can really speak nicely. s will also do many "good" things. On a rainy day, he will give me an umbrella. I have a fever and hang water, and he will accompany me all night. I said in the middle of the night that I want to read comics. On the ground, he helped me use the flashlight while I read comics.We went to see a movie, the basement theater at No. 384 Yingchun Road, he bought Coke, fried chestnuts in sugar, we ate while watching.We didn't talk much about whether the movie was good or not. We discussed that there seemed to be one more wild cat nearby, and one less group of wild dogs. He said that he wanted to eat Xiaolongbao for breakfast, and I nodded.

The man asked suddenly: "What good thing did you think of?"

My eyelids twitched, I quickly covered my chest, and exclaimed, "Do you have mind reading skills?"

The man was helpless: "Your eyes are bright, it's night, it's so dark here, your whole body is bright."

I asked, "Do you have severe astigmatism?"

The man laughed, I crossed my legs, and glanced outside. A dark car was passing by on the wet street. Only one headlight was on, and that light was also wet, like an eye full of tears. .

I said, "Let's talk about that experiment."

"There is a robot dog and a robot. Of course, I personally think that dogs are not like dogs, and people are not like people. The main reason is that they are just metal frames. When the dog stands up straight, the two things are exactly the same when the person is lying down. I think they are things... they are objects. Anyway, in order to distinguish them, they have a word 'dog' on one head, and a word 'human' on the other." I made a gesture, and it was stuck on the forehead I went on, and I continued, "Actually, when I went, the experiment had come to an end. This experiment lasted for three months. Every day, the robot dog and the robot would do one thing. The human gave the dog a bowl of water, and then they Right in their room—they have a room, just like normal people’s rooms, with a bed, a table, books on the table and all that mess, and they can fuck themselves The robot can read, you know, the dog can... the dog can also read." I was a little joking, but the man's expression was very serious, and my smile disappeared, I cleared my throat, Say, "Meanwhile, in another room, they had a real dog, a real man, a boy, and they were in the exact same room, with a bed, a table, books, crayons, toys, At the beginning, the dog and the human were completely strangers, and then every day the boy would give the dog a bowl of water. That’s right, the robot dog, you know that the machine can be programmed, right? After setting what it wants to do, what it needs and so on, the settings they give the robot dog completely simulate the real dog, it needs water, it needs food, it needs to eat, it needs water, it will feel hungry, it When water and food are needed, the programmer will sense it, and then use the corresponding instructions to make it satisfied. So in fact, it is really no different from a real dog.

"They found that after three months, a very intimate relationship was established between the real dog and the real person. The dog would cling to the person, wag its tail at him, and need his caress, but the robot dog, completely simulated There is no such interaction between the robot dog of a real dog and the robot, which is also a robot that completely simulates a human being."

The man asked, "What's the problem?"

I asked him, "Do you see this as a problem?"

The man frowned slightly, and I said, "Because the robot dog doesn't feel like a dog."

I said: "S's second brother wants to figure out how to make a robot dog understand that he is a real dog. Loyalty, obedience, taming, how to write a program."

I said, "He said he was inspired by a show that taught people how to train dogs. Professional dog trainers teach children how to develop a good relationship with dogs, and they use water."

I've always thought the word "good relationship" sounded ridiculous, so I said it again: "Good relationship..."

The man said, "Probably because the robot dog doesn't really need to drink water."

"But drinking water is only a process. If the brain thinks that the body has drunk water, this process can be completely omitted." I said, "Actually, I also said the same thing as you, and S's second brother answered me like this .”

The man said: "Drinking water is not only a process, it may be a way to divert attention, and many emotions may be precipitated while drinking water."

I shrugged: "This is what their scientists want to figure out. I just want to figure out, can a dog become like a human, and can a human become like a dog?"

Become loyal, become obedient, become willing to be domesticated.

man laughing