Cupid winks

He meets an enthusiastic barber shop owner and wonders what will become of his dark, long hair.I said, "S drove by himself and went to an apartment building."

I took a taxi and followed, but I didn't go up, I waited downstairs.

I said: "I kept moving when I was a child. Sometimes I lived on the third floor, sometimes on the fourth floor, and sometimes I moved back to the third floor. Do you know that our husband's houses there all look similar, with gray walls and corridors? It's dark and smells very damp. You said it rains all the time in Taiwan, but it doesn't rain all the time. The rain soaks the furniture, and when it's not raining, water drips down..."

I asked him: "You seem to like watching movies. Have you seen that movie? A movie about a man talking with a towel and a piece of soap. I don't know what it's called. I go to the bathhouse to take a bath. It was broadcasting, and later it was broadcasting that Zhu Yin was being watched by someone, and later, it was broadcasting that Weng Hong was a court lady or concubine in the Qing Dynasty."

The man said, "Did the towel keep crying?"

I leaned on my arm and smiled: "301, 307, 401, 402, I have been misremembering, often knocking on the wrong door, opening the wrong door. I will be beaten and scolded, and they will scold you. What's the matter with you kid I can’t even remember my own home! I said stubbornly, this is not my home! I ran away. I went to the bookstore to read comics, martial arts comic books, which are long gone now, and now... there are fewer bookstores, and bookstores sell pens , sell coffee, sell food."

I touched my face, and the bartender had mixed a glass of wine, which was exactly the same as the one I finished drinking just now.The bartender brought the wine, brought it to me, and took away the empty glass.I looked at the man: "You ordered wine, do you want to drink?"

The man said, "I'll give you some."

I pointed to his glass and the man said, "Your story hasn't gotten to the point where I need to numb myself with alcohol."

"To what extent?"

"A Zhong lived in that apartment, or S was physically punished by his father."

I was drinking, almost choked, swallowed the wine, and said, "Your thoughts are too dark!"

The man said: "The villagers betrayed the samurai who came to protect them. Isn't it dark?"

I laughed out loud.I said: "The object of s is a doctor."

I said: "I took a taxi and followed. I didn't go up. I waited downstairs. After S left, I knocked on doors and said that I was raising money for public welfare funds. I wish them good people a safe life. The doctor was wrapped Yan Yanshi came to open the door, he stretched out his hand, I saw the bruises on his wrist, I looked at him, you know... that's the kind... I know, it's him."

"I waited downstairs until daytime. I followed the doctor. I found out that he was a doctor in the emergency room."

I spread my right hand on the table, and the man lowered his eyes to look at my hand, and I said, "I broke a glass window, I'm going to the emergency room."

The man shook his head with a wry smile.I said, "Actually, it's okay," I clenched my fists loosely, and I asked the man, "Have you ever fought?"

The man nodded.I said: "Then you should know that the first fight is the easiest, the second is the hardest, because you still remember the pain of the first time, so..." I drank and smoked, "Fight, you must win , win, all the pain can be offset."

The man said, "Do you often get hit on the head with a hot water bottle in Internet cafes?"

He still remembered the previous story, I laughed for a long time, and I said: "I often get hit on the head for a mouthful of hot food, a mouthful of water, and a bench to sleep on."

I said, "I'm here to survive, s..."

"s?"

I scratched my hair: "I told you, S fights very hard."

"You can't beat him."

"I can't beat him." I smiled, "He's trying to be the Lion King." I said, "He's not a violent man, he's not a violent person. He doesn't beat the child, he beats his subordinates very hard, he beats him when he says he doesn't agree with him, because s is most like his father, and his father often takes him by his side, you should have heard it a long time ago, his father It's the underworld."

The man responded.I went on to say: "Cutting off fingers, cutting ears, hitting mouth with a hammer, he saw it growing up from a young age, and violence has become a way of dealing with things, just like when we go out, we either take the bus, take a taxi, or ourselves They drive, they run errands, they drink, they use knives, or they use guns."

I paused, holding a cigarette, and said, "Do you know why I can't hit s?"

"Is he in better shape than you?"

I said, "No, I said it before, I was fighting for my life, he, he didn't want my life."

I laughed: "If we were eating out and suddenly a guy rushed in and pointed a gun at his head, you wouldn't see any panicked expression on his face." I thought about it and learned, "Like In this way, the person with the gun must be more panicked than him."

I learned from S with a blank face, and learned from him to sit calmly at a round table.He might even glance at the man with the gun.Who wants to kill him and who can kill him.

The man said: "Dangerous character, ruthless character."

He said: "One night, I went out to eat noodles with Ah Hua and Yin Yin. We were hacked. The three of us ran all over the street and ran to a park. We sat on the ground and gasped. Personally, all three of them were killed by Ah Hua. When Yin Yin touched her face, her face was covered with blood. She was so frightened that she thought her face was scratched. I wiped her face, and Ah Hua also wiped her face, her face was fine, we were lying on the grass, Yin Yin was still very scared, holding my hand, Ah Hua was very excited, he said, just now was pretty cool, Yin Yin scolded, crazy, filial piety! She said he was crazy. Ah Hua laughed even crazier, saying that he had the feeling of being in charge of his own destiny. He said, do it, it’s much more enjoyable than being a soldier with a machine gun and shooting a target. "

I shivered: "Dangerous person, ruthless person."

The man lowered his eyes halfway: "When the knife hit our table for the first time, it missed. I screamed loudly, and I was also shocked. Ah Hua didn't show any expression, but the knife of the person holding the knife got stuck on the wooden table. Unable to pull it out, Ah Hua pulled out the knife, turned around and slashed at that person."

I said, "The weird thing is that S grew more and more like his dad."

The man raised his eyes, and the corners of his eyes curled up: "Maybe he was his father's child, but he didn't know it."

"Who? Who doesn't know?"

"Nobody knows," the man said.The smoke I exhaled floated to his mouth, like he exhaled it.The man breathed, the smoke scattered behind him, I took out the cigarette case and gave it to him.He shook his head and said again: "Actually, I only realized Ah Hua's excitement at that time later. I was, when we were in the park, when he was talking, my ears were buzzing, and I was grabbed by Yin Yin with one hand. Hold him with the other hand."

He pursed his lips, and the volume was neither high nor low: "I'm scared. I listened to what he said, and I was very scared."

I took a deep breath and lowered my head to exhale the smoke.It's been a long time, so long that I reviewed all the passages that the man said that he and Ah Hua drank beer, ate braised meat, listened to records, they jumped on the train to Taipei, Ah Hua was excited in the park, and the man was very scared.I said: "At that time, I didn't think men were useless, and I didn't think women were hateful. I just...they talked too loudly, like thunder. Who is not afraid of thunder?"

I looked at the man and compared the cigarette in his hand: "Then are you?"

"I'm."

I approached the table and put my hands on the table: "I knew it." I smiled, "It's like when I saw the doctor, I knew it was him." I said, "I don't envy him." , I'm jealous of him, how can I enjoy the whip without feeling pain? I can't, why can't I...Maybe I don't love s enough, if I love him enough, I don't need me Myself, I became the person he wanted."

The man said: "If I were a missionary, you might be going to church with me to be baptized in 1 minute."

We both laughed together.

3.

When it comes to preaching, I think of S's elder brother again.I said: "People who believe in God are so strange. They don't mind believing in God themselves, but they have to ask relatives and friends, A, B, C, and Ding around them, those who know them, and those who don't. They feel that... S's eldest brother feels that he has an obligation. , has this responsibility to save us from fire and water. He feels that people who do not believe in Jesus are very pitiful and deceived in their hearts. He thinks that we are probably the same as people look at orangutans. He thinks that we are primitive and uncivilized. We only know how to eat and drink every day. Believe in Jesus, we will be loved by others, our hearts will be bright, and we will all be sinners with a bright heart. There is one more thing to do every day besides eating, drinking, and lazards. Repent. If you have done something wrong, you only need to repent That’s fine, people don’t need to forgive themselves, they only need to be forgiven by God, I told s, your elder brother seems to run a convenience store, love can be sold, forgiveness, forgiveness, repentance can be sold. S said, My eldest brother was kidnapped when he was a child, so he prayed to God and worshiped Buddha, from the Tathagata to the Virgin Mary, he believed in anyone who could save him, and when he worshiped the Virgin Mary, his father led someone to save him."

The man laughed twice: "Children are so superstitious?"

I said: "Children are the most superstitious. They believe in things too easily. They believe that their father is the most powerful, and that their mother loves them the most. They believe in Santa Claus and Christmas elves. They believe that the old lady who lives alone upstairs will eat children." I thought about it, "But kids these days don't seem to believe in Santa Claus very much."

"It's a pity," said the man.

I also said: "Pretty