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"I am an orphan."

I smiled: "Who isn't?"

I said: "If you have parents, you must not be an orphan? If you don't have parents, you must be an orphan? Family, affection, any relationship is just a form of companionship, a feeling." I laughed to myself, "Why? It’s all about feelings.” I sighed, “But I can’t think of any other words, or other words to describe it, and I haven’t read a book for a few years.”

The man followed with a smile, gently.He said: "Man is a sensory animal." He also said, "I haven't read much, so I always hope that children can be scientists."

"You have a child?" I was a little surprised, I didn't expect him to have a child.He is like a person who has been loved by many people, loved one person, never loved, never married, and has no offspring.

The man said, "I don't, if I have."

I drank and said: "Don't talk about the senses and the senseless. Humans are animals, and most of the time they rely on instinct and intuition."

I said: "After hearing his dad's phone call and seeing the news, he thought of the conversation he heard that night. He developed a survival instinct, which prompted him to actively Be a part of the family and actively imitate his dad."

I said: "His father would physically punish his subordinates in the backyard of their house. He beat those people with rulers and wooden sticks. Some of those people were lying on a long bench, willingly punished, some were tied up, tied up, and some He kept silent, and thanked his father after being beaten. Some of them collapsed on the ground with snot and tears after being beaten, and couldn't stand up. S always remembers the way his father beat people with a ruler. "

I took a sip of the wine, pursed my lips, and continued: "When he said this, I thought of the way he waved the whip in Babylon's private room. The whip was very short, and the straps were harvested one by one. The bunches swayed and made the sound of salad salad, and they slapped people, as if it was raining heavily."

I once dreamed about s, dreamed of a heavy rain, he stood in the rain, soaked and became transparent, I touched him in the rain, kissed him, hugged him, and knelt in front of him , The rain hit my back, and it hurts intermittently.I couldn't stand the pain and woke up. S was sleeping next to me, we squeezed into the narrow bed, I touched his hand, I kissed him, I hugged him.He asked me, what's wrong?I said, I dreamed about you.He said, then continue to sleep and continue to dream.He said, what I can't give you here, I hope I can give you in my dream.

After finishing one cigarette, I lit another one, took two puffs, and said: "I have a friend who loves to play, and after learning about training, choking, and other crooked things, he really wants to try it. He found an online forum and learned a lot of code words. He found an s for himself. He felt that controlling others and dominating others is a human instinct, so he wanted to do the opposite. Curious, being beaten and ordered, can it really be a pleasure? Then he met that s, in a hotel, it was okay at first, the man just ordered him to kneel, lick his feet, and make furniture , He also learned some knowledge from the forum, begging that person, calling him master, treating himself like a dog, begging that person to beat him, when he got here, he couldn't take it anymore, he only felt pain, no pleasure at all , he began to ask himself, why did I come here to be beaten for no reason? He quit and ran away. So, he concluded with me, he said that masochists are born, they cannot be cultivated, they are not normal, no one A normal person would be willing to send himself to someone to beat him. He said, and since he was young, he has always won fights with others. When someone beats him and he hurts, he wants to resist."

The man looked at me with deep eyes, and I said, "This is really my friend's story."

The man smiles, shrugs his shoulders, I surrender, and I say, "Me and s did try, I asked for it."

I said: "I have always won fights since I was a child. Once in an Internet cafe, a man hit me on the head with a hot water bottle, because we ordered instant noodles together, and mine was served first. He suspected that the network administrator discriminated against him. He didn't go to the network management theory, he came to me to vent, we fought, he attacked first, I was not prepared at all, I was hit by him on the head, it hurt, and I was dizzy, but I never gave up in a fight, I used wires Wrapped around his neck, I strangled him and passed out. I passed out myself. The two of us were taken to the hospital together."

After talking about this, I suddenly had nothing to say, and the man didn't speak, and we sat quietly.There were still no other customers in the store, so I looked back at the clock behind me, it was past seven o'clock.When I turned back, the man said, "It's raining heavily."

I asked, "Is it the rainy season?"

"The rainy season hasn't arrived yet, it's coming soon." The man said, "In my impression, it rains all the time in Taiwan, whether it's Taipei or Tainan."

"In January and February, the rain is continuous, and it is getting colder and colder. In March and April, it rains heavily, and everywhere is green. In May and June, it is rainy. From July to September, there are typhoons from time to time. When it rains, It’s an exaggeration. The sky seems to be falling. It’s starting to be October. It’s drier. It’s almost New Year’s Day. When we’re rushing around, it’s raining again, but when the weather is good, it’s really good. There is a road downstairs in my house The street is very white, I don’t know why it is so white, it’s not asphalt, and it’s not like cement. When the weather is good, the sky is blue, the street is white, and the trees are green. I sat under the tree with a few friends Smoking, drinking beer, eating stewed meat, sitting at night, when there were too many mosquitoes, we went into the house and listened to records. Ahua's family has been a ghost boy for generations, worshiping a horse king, saying that it is a horse from the sky, and stepping on disasters Overcoming difficulties, responding to requests. He has been practicing swords since he was a child, the Seven Star Sword, and he dances very majesticly." The man smiled, "He is a trendy boy among us. When I was 16 years old, I ran away from home with him. We hopped on the train to Taipei, I brought two records and he brought a pair of leather shoes."

I said: "I'm in Taipei and lived at S's house for half a month. He is very busy during the day and has a lot of business. His family has several companies, trade, real estate, and everything. He has many clients to meet and many documents to deal with." , In the evening, after dinner, at 08:30, he will definitely go out. I can feel what he is going to do when he goes out, and I followed him once."

I didn't go on, I asked the man: "Are you sixty?"

The man let out a sigh of relief and looked at me with a smile: "I thought you were going to ask me if I was gay."

I laughed, shook the ash in the ashtray, glanced at the man, and asked him, "Why do you think I would ask this?"

The man said: "Because it's more personal, isn't it just exchanging secrets when we two strangers chatting?"

I shook my head and said: "No, sometimes strangers talk to strangers, they are not on the same frequency and the same tune at all, but they can still continue talking. We just find someone we don't know to vent our emotions. We just find someone we don't know to vent our emotions. Want sympathy, don't want sympathy, contempt, become someone else's gossip."

The man looked at me with his usual, calm, indifferent eyes.I think he is more than sixty.I pouted my chin and said, "Your hair is well maintained, and it's still quite dense."

The man smiled and leaned back, his thick black hair spread out against the yellow wall, his face looking older.The man said: "I passed by a barber shop yesterday. The boss was so enthusiastic. He stopped me on the road and dragged me in. I couldn't understand what he said. When I was two hours old, my white hair turned into black hair. They have two mice in the store, and there's a poster of The Magnificent Seven on the wall."

"What poster?"

"It's the American remake of Seven Samurai."

"Oh, is it about seven powerful warriors protecting a village, only to be betrayed by the villagers?"

The man laughed twice and said, "Is there that part behind?"

I said, "Don't you all like to read such stories, reversals, and human nature?"

The man said, "It's not so dark." He paused, "I think "Saving Private Ryan" is pretty good too."

I put my arms on my cheeks and smoked: "You don't refuse people? It doesn't look like it..."

The man asked me: "Then what am I like?"

"I'm over 60," he said.

"How much?"

"Much more."

"Fuck..." I lowered my head with a smile, drank the wine in my glass, and said, "I'm not a policeman, and I'm not a material for torture to extract confessions."

The man said: "How could the police be so polite as you? Before they even started talking, they took off their shoes and slapped you. They cut your hair off when they saw that you had long hair. They beat you until your nose was bruised and your face was swollen. It’s like a pig’s head, if you go to the market to buy pig’s head meat, the boss won’t sell it to you, so let you go home and cook your own head.”

I said, "A family in Wenshan District serves delicious red meat."

The man yelled in the direction of the bar counter, which seemed to be in English, and then said a series of words, which should also be in English, and the bartender got busy behind the bar counter.I looked at the bartender and said, "You said you were an orphan, and you said just now that you escaped from your home. Is this your adoptive parents' home?"

The man said, "Yes."

"What do they do?"

"Sell meatballs in front of the Temple of the Three Princes."

"Oh, it's not selling pork heads in the vegetable market."

The man laughed heartily, I looked at him, the bartender shook the ice cubes and made a clanking sound, glanced at him briefly, and I looked at the bartender again.His complexion is dark, he wears a white shirt, a black vest, a black bow tie, and his hair is grown very long.if