Cupid winks

Shaking his head, he took out his hand and sat sideways.In the darkness, I saw a strand of her hair sticking out of her black figure outlined by a single line.

I said, "I came back a bit late today."

She raised the wine glass, touched the wine glass with her lips, put down the wine glass again, turned her face slightly, and said to me: "I have a car, I have a boyfriend, and the car just parked at the door of the house and drove away without even looking at my mother." gone."

The ice cubes collided in her glass, like someone was tapping something lightly.She said: "Isn't mom going to tie you by your side? You can go out and venture into your own world. You should go for it. A man, a good man has ambitions everywhere. When it comes to love, it doesn't matter what kind of person you are." , the most important thing is that you are happy."

I think of a Chinese class a long time ago, we learned Zhu Ziqing's "Back View".Zhu Ziqing wrote a figure of a bloated staggering clumsily picking up oranges that fell on the ground.

I feel like one orange that fell on the floor, I feel like many oranges that fell on the floor, and at the same time, I'm that bloated and shambling person.

I said, "No...don't say that..."

The mother said: "Mom is very happy. I saw the gym today. Mom knows that my son is a person with great love in his heart. Even if we are not in the same world as us, we can't look down on them. They also have the right to be loved." .”

The mother whispered: "Maybe...after all...you didn't crawl out of my stomach."

I said, "It's got nothing to do with this." I said, "Don't think about it that way."

The mother said: "Maybe my mother made a wrong decision. Do you think that my mother is selfish? You don't even want to give birth to yourself, you can't even do the most basic thing, and you still advertise yourself as a good mother, a good mother." I expect my son to respect and love himself."

I rubbed my mother's shoulders, I couldn't see her expression clearly.Even at night, all the curtains are drawn tightly in the rooms where the mother stays.

We are wrapped in darkness.I was surrounded by my mother's sighs: "Everyone has their hateful and lovely places. You should look at other people's lovely places. You should ignore their hateful places. Never hate others, hate is Hate a tiring thing, a very consuming thing.”

"Don't hate Mommy, okay?"

I said, "How could I hate you!"

Mother stands up, probably laughing.Should be laughing.

She smiles most of the time, gentle, kind, generous, appropriate, delicate, gentle, and dignified.

I also stood up, I thought my mother was going to hug me.she didn't.

Xu Yanchen said that I don't know how to hug people very much, and I can't hug people too tightly.He taught me how to hug and asked me, do you think hugs are old-fashioned?I said no.I said, teach me something else.I said, it seems that there are many things that I think I can do, but in fact I don't.

The mother said softly on the phone: "Mom is worried that you will be hurt too deeply by Xiuxiu... Love is still a very good thing, you know?"

I said, "I know."

"You'll find it," said the mother.

I said, "Yes, I will, don't worry."

Mother said: "But don't find someone from a different world from you, you won't be happy."

The day after I talked with my mother, I separated from Xu Yanchen.



Later, I ran into Xu Yanchen once, in Rongshi, on the day Sun Yu returned to China to hold an engagement banquet.Sun Yu and his then fiancé, Ai Li, held an engagement banquet at the Dreamland Theater in Rongshi. Dreamland was sponsored by Ai's family fund, and the entire theater was reserved. Several members of the dance troupe where Sun Yu worked came to perform a dance. Short Dance, from an excerpt from The Merry Widow.Xiuxiu rolled her eyes and said, "Why do you dance this at someone else's engagement party?"

I said, "Sun Yu enjoyed watching it very much. It's also a relaxing and joyful play."

Xiuxiu rolled her eyes at me: "Merry? Still a widow?" She vented her nose, "Of course he wants to be happy. Did he throw a glass at his engagement banquet? How can he be so respectful?" Xiuxiu Xiu told me again, "Their Bai Lisa must have had an affair with Ellie."

I laughed: "Bai Lisa? And Black Lisa? If there is a yellow-skinned Elizabeth in their dance troupe, will it be called Huang Lisa?"

Xiuxiu pushed me.The white-skinned Elizabeth is a colleague of the Sun Yu Dance Troupe. They played Swan Lake. She is Odette. Sun Yu is not Prince Siegfried. He played "Swan Lake" and played the black swan in reverse.Reversing strings is his forte.

Sun Yu and Ai Li met in Munich. Ai Li is from Rongshi, and most of his relatives and friends are in Rongshi, so he chose to come here to get engaged.

I said, "It's not appropriate to dance other ballets. The stories of other ballets are either too sad or too sad."

Xiuxiu said: "So you see Russians are so good at dancing."

Xiuxiu said: "The ice and snow breed heavy sadness, and the rainy days breed deep poetry. Great artistic creation has nothing to do with good weather."

I said, "Gauguin painted Tahitian Woman on the Beach in Tahiti."

Xiuxiu laughed and said, "That's a pioneer! It's not great! Only Michelangelo is great!"

I laughed, Sun Yu was socializing with Ai Li at the wine table while holding a wine glass, and I went out to smoke.

The entire Dreamland Theater is non-smoking, including the restrooms.I went outside the theater and stood by the side of the road to smoke.Xu Yanchen saw me across the road and called me. When I looked up and saw him, I recognized him immediately and called him too. Xu Yanchen smiled and waved to me, and ran towards me.

I said, "What a coincidence?"

Xu Yanchen also said: "What a coincidence!"

He was wearing an army green cotton overcoat with a button missing. He looked at me and I looked at him. He rubbed his hands. I hurriedly took out the cigarette case and gave him a cigarette.I lit a cigarette for him, and we smoked and talked on the side of the road together.

He first asked me: "Why did you come to Rongshi?"

I said, "I've moved here now, and I work here."

I handed him a business card, he looked at the card, flicked it, clicked his tongue, and said: "I knew you would be promising, creative director, amazing, amazing." He looked at the cigarette in his hand, " All smoked are Chinese."

I smiled: "Fortunately, all promising people smoke cigars."

Xu Yanchen laughed out loud.I asked him, "What have you been up to lately? You also moved to the financial market?"

He nodded, looked at the road, narrowed his eyes, and said, "I've moved here for a while, and I plan to go back to my hometown."

He pointed to the theater behind us and asked me, "Are you coming to the show? Intermission?"

I said, "A friend of mine is engaged, and the engagement banquet is held here."

Xu Yanchen was not without surprise: "Can we still hold engagement banquets here?"

I said, "He's engaged to the boss's son."

Xu Yanchen raised the corner of his mouth, looked at me and said, "We are really people from two worlds."

I said, "Don't say that." I joked, "They are all earthlings born from the womb."

Xu Yanchen said mockingly: "Reincarnation is a technical job."

I said, "Is your family all right?"

He nodded: "Everything is fine, no illness or disaster, how about you?"

I also nodded.

Xu Yanchen has three older sisters, namely Lingling, Sidi and Xiangdi. After his mother gave birth to him at the age of fifty, she specially asked someone to make a fortune for him. She chose such a name, saying that it would bless both civil and military affairs and have many children. Good luck.After finishing elementary school in their hometown, he was sent by his parents to the home of distant relatives in Mingzhu City. He spent a lot of money to enter the key middle school No. [-] Middle School. He worked hard to get into the senior section of No. [-] Middle School. After studying for two years, Ran.dropped out of school.Xu Yanchen and I complained that when he was in high school, he was so tired from studying that he couldn't read anymore. The study committee member of their class came to the place where he lived to help him make up lessons. Play non-machine.

I said, your high school life is really colorful.

Xu Yanchen sighed, the pressure is too great, if I don't release it, I guess I will be depressed.

Xu Yanchen said that the parents of the study committee saw his text messages with the study committee members, and the study committee members became depressed.As for him, he ran away from his relative's house and arrived in Fengshun.He said that he lingered in the flower guest house for a while, and one night, a man knocked on his door, kept asking him to open the door, kept knocking on the door, his voice was so loud, so loud, he was scared half to death, and ran away again .He has no diploma or degree, so he has to do odd jobs everywhere, and he does three jobs by himself, washing dishes in restaurants, doing odd jobs in gyms, and cleaning toilets in hotels.Among these three jobs, after looking at them, he felt that the gym was the most suitable and promising path for him, so he followed a personal trainer and showed his hospitality all day long, buying cold drinks in summer and making hot tea in winter, and occasionally I also need to help the private teacher vent their personal anger, private.He wanted to burn the fire with the hope of being promoted by the private teacher, but he was also clever and followed the private teacher a lot. After the private teacher left, the boss asked him to step up.

I asked Xu Yanchen: "Why do you want to go back to your hometown?"

Xu Yanchen said: "I have saved some money and want to go home and open a gym."

I said, "It's fine, I hope everything goes well."

Xu Yanchen said: "Thank you."

He suddenly thought of something, and laughed himself out. I looked at him, and he scratched the bridge of his nose, and said, "Do you remember? You took me to the opera together before, and I fell asleep."

I said, "I don't understand Italian either, and I'm sleepy, but I drank a lot of coffee before the show."

Xu Yanchen said: "We were watching a movie at home, and I also fell asleep."