Cupid winks

In my heart, my mother thought about it, Xiao Zhan is actually suitable for you.It doesn't matter if it's a man, you know your mother has always been very open-minded about your love life. "

I said, "I know."

Mother smiled: "Speaking of this, I think that you got your driver's license before, and your mother gave you your first car. You drove the car and took the gymnasium for a ride."

I said, "Do you still remember what happened so long ago?"

How long ago was that?

That must have been ten years ago.

It happened after Shuxue appeared and disappeared.

But he appeared again.

He just showed up in his simple and even shabby work clothes so lazily.His chest is black and a phone number is printed on the back.There was a red glow on his chest and a sunburned scar on his back.He wears slippers, ugly plastic slippers, five dollars a pair?Three dollars a pair?The lights are cheap, and so are the services he sells.

His hands slide warmly across my neck.

We did it once on the massage table, and afterwards, he lit cigarettes, collected money, counted it, and thanked me with a polite smile.

Thank you boss, welcome to come again next time.

After I went back, I watched a lot of movies and listened to a lot of songs. When I got up in the morning, I went to eat morning tea, quick sand custard buns, crystal shrimp dumplings, Yuanbei white porridge, Jinsha cold melon, with Puer tea.I have an appointment with Xiuxiu.Xiuxiu yawned and asked me: "What are you doing, did you encounter any unpleasant things?"

She said, "Have you encountered such an unhappy thing?"

She opened her hands and gestured, as if she was holding a big bag of things that she couldn't hold in her arms.She stared at me.

I asked her: "Yesterday you were too busy in the studio to go to sleep again? Would you like a cup of chicken soup to make up for it?"

Xiuxiu rolled her eyes, then smiled, pushed me, and said, "Tell me quickly to make me happy."

I said, "I'm not unhappy."

I said, "Anyway, if you are happy, you will pass if you are unhappy."

But, sometimes, the moment of happiness passes over my heart, and when I leave, the unhappy things are pressed on my heart, waiting to fall.

It flutters down.

I turned around, turned my back to Shuxue, faced Tianxing across the road, and switched hands to hold the phone.

Mother asked, "Is there another mail?"

I responded, smoked, and ran out of cigarettes.I took the cigarette butt and said, "He has a name, Xu Yanchen."

Mother said: "He is much older than you, and his job is not very good, but his name is very polite."

Mother said: "He and you are people from two worlds."

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The poem is Pound's poem, Metro Station.When it comes to Shuxue, Ye Haowen's thoughts are scattered:) Most of the time, personal pronouns are used.

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I said, "I know."

The mother continued: "What did you say is serious with you? Where can he be serious? What is he serious? How far can he think? You are together, how will he explain to his family? If it is not for giving birth to him Son, there will be three older sisters in the family? It’s really lucky that they can have children. They can still have a child after they are over 50. They don’t care about raising them, so what if they are sent to a big city? Didn’t they finish high school? It must be in the mother’s womb Li was malnourished, with well-developed limbs and a simple mind... I really don't know how you got along with him in those six months. Fortunately, you separated, otherwise you would be bothered by the affairs of their big family. It's also Xiuxiu, go What kind of yoga is learned in the gym, if she didn't go to learn yoga and you went to pick it up, this kind of thing wouldn't happen."

My mother sighed, sighed, I lit another cigarette, took a puff, and when she stopped sighing, I hurriedly said: "Practicing yoga is good for the body, and the psychologist said that yoga meditation will be very helpful to her." .”

Mother said: "Of course I know that yoga is good for the body."

I said, "I'm sorry."

My mother said: "Isn't it good to find a coach to teach at home? One-on-one teaching, you can learn more thoroughly, and it's not like you can't afford the money."

I smiled.My mother said: "After studying for two weeks, I won't go there." Mother continued to reprimand Xiuxiu, "It's weird, and you are too. She didn't even ask for someone to pick her up, so you just go along."

I said, "It's late in the evening after class, so it's better to have someone to pick you up."

The mother said: "Her dad doesn't know how to find a driver? If you go to pick up, you also take a taxi. You are so active. Do you know that she just sees that you are so active, and she takes care of you. You grew up together. You know the bottom line, like a mother, like a daughter, their mothers and daughters really have a way of dealing with men, do you see that you have nothing to do with her?"

I didn't speak, but my mother called me sadly, and I responded, and she said: "You learn a lot, you know now, don't you? What did my mother tell you before, and what other people say to you, don't take it too seriously." Treat, never take it seriously, because no one takes their own words seriously, if you take it seriously, you are stupid and you will get hurt."

I echoed, "Yes."

Mother said: "Do you think it's annoying for your mother to talk to you so much when you are so old?"

I said, "No, it all makes sense."

I flicked the ash.

My mother said: "Mom is afraid that you will take detours. My mother did not explain these principles to me when I was young, so I took a lot of detours."

After saying this, the mother fell silent.I hurriedly asked, "Are you going to the Jockey Club tomorrow morning?"

Mother said again: "The house in my hometown has been sold."

I said, "I'll come back tomorrow for a few days."

The mother said: "It's okay, you have your own life, you are an adult, and children will leave home when they grow up."

Mother's voice was dry.

I said, "I haven't been back for a long time, too."

Mother laughed and said, "The last time I came back was with Xiuxiu. Now Xiuxiu and the others don't know where they went."

My mother asked me: "Is it because of the children that you separated?"

I said, "No."

My mother said: "I really can't figure it out. Your education and work are decent when you talk about it. Your father and I will not lose you. Your conversation, your appearance, which one can be faulted? How many people do you know? Mom, do I want to introduce someone to you?"

I smiled: "You are a queen who sells melons, and you sell melons and boast."

The mother also laughed, and was even more puzzled: "Zhong Lingxiu didn't graduate from high school. She spends all day making mud at home. She doesn't look right when she looks at people. She speaks very meanly. If we didn't know Lao Zhong, she would I have been friends with you for so many years, and I know that her nature is not bad..." My mother also said: "You are just too obedient, and you are easily attracted to this kind of person who is completely opposite to you. You have to remember that you are in love, looking for a partner, not going to Helping the poor is not for charity." The mother kept talking, "If I knew it, I wouldn't have gone to that elementary school, a good private school, what kind of quota for poverty alleviation, and let you sit next to that poor boy, we Spending so much money is to make you do charity at a young age? The old man and the old woman have done bad things all their lives, and they only go to charity when they are old, otherwise they will not be able to go to heaven." The mother sighed and said, "Amen. "

My mother believes in the Lord, especially in selfless love.She took me to church, and we listened to the pastor's sermon and told stories from the Bible. Everyone is guilty, everyone can repent, and everyone can be forgiven.There is the whitest lamb in the world, but Satan will turn into a black goat to confuse the world.People are always deceived by Satan and blacken the lamb.

My mother told me that my mother believes in this, but it does not mean that you also need to believe that your life can only be chosen by yourself.Mother said, we can't hurt others, we have to love everyone, no matter what choice you make, what kind of person you become, mother will love you.Will you love your mother like this?

I said, I will.

When I was with Xu Yanchen, I introduced him to my mother.We went to eat Peking duck together, the three of us sat in a private room, the table was very big, there were three seats between each of us, my mother handed me a car key on the table.At that time, I just got my driver's license, and she gave me a car.I was so happy, I drove after dinner, and my mother said, go for a drive.I said, I will send you back first.

I sent her to the door of the house, couldn't hold back my excitement, kicked the gas pedal and left.

That day I drove for a long time, very far, along the expressway, and almost drove to Mingzhu City. Finally, I parked the car in the underground parking lot of Fengshun Botanical Garden and sat in love with Xu Yanchen in the car.

That day, when I came home, in the dead of night, when I passed the door of the living room, the door was open, I glanced, and I saw a woman sitting there.At first I thought it was Aunt Bao, my mother's personal servant. Aunt Bao has the habit of sipping a few sips of wine at night. A woman with a cup of yellow soup is a mother.

My mother seldom drank alcohol, except for entertaining guests. Her prejudice against alcohol is: alcohol paralyzes people's nerves, paralyzes people's consciousness, and makes people's perception of the world dull and dull.

My mother said that the wine should be drunk when socializing, and it is enough to remember the names of some wineries.

Mother held a half glass of whiskey in her hand.

Ardbeg's whiskey, the only whiskey in the family, my father likes its spicy entrance and the smoky aftertaste at the end.As for which year and which bottle, I can't smell it.

I asked softly, "Mom, why aren't you asleep?"

Mother lowered her head, her voice flat.

"When the child grows up, he can't keep it," she said.

I sat next to her, and I gave her the car keys back, and I said, "I'm sorry." I went to shake her hand.

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