Cupid winks

No matter how you got there, it doesn't fit anywhere. "

I said, "I haven't quarreled, have I?"

He said: "Maybe you happened to be in the rebellious period at that time. I appeared in front of you, a person from another world, and you accepted me naturally."

He looked at me and smiled: "Will you quarrel with others? I can't imagine it."

I said, "Xiuxiu."

Xu Yanchen laughed even wider: "Is Xiuxiu okay now? She's too thin, has she gained some flesh?"

I said, "Pretty good."

Xu Yanchen said: "You said she is like your sister, she...Maybe you grew up together, she has experienced the process of you from childhood to adulthood, she may know something that I don't, she may be an outlet for your emotions. "

I smiled and smoked.

I took a puff on my cigarette, then switched hands to hold the phone, and my mother's voice shifted from my left ear to my right ear.The mother said: "Yesterday I had a meal with Lao Zhong. He felt very sorry for you, but he didn't know how to face you, saying that he was useless to teach a daughter."

I said, "Let Uncle Zhong not blame himself too much. Xiuxiu said that he has done a good job."

Mother said: "Why do you keep talking about her!"

I said, "I'm talking about her..."

Mother got angry: "Don't talk about her! Don't talk about her!"

I said, "I shouldn't have mentioned her..."

My mother got even more angry: "If this goes on like this, I'm going to see a psychiatrist too!"

I said, "I'll be back on the evening flight later."

Mother said: "It's too late..."

I said, "It's fine."

Xiuxiu's psychiatrist advised her to do some exercise, not too strenuous, and yoga is the most suitable, so Xiuxiu signed up for a yoga class.She goes to the gym where Xu Yanchen works part-time for classes, every Sunday night from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-].I don't worry, I send her off and pick her up.

During the three hours she was in class, I either went to the movies, or read books and did my homework in the cafe next to the gym.

Once, I arrived at ten o'clock, and Xiuxiu's teacher dragged the hall, and I waited for her in the front hall of the gym.Xu Yanchen came over to strike up a conversation with me, and asked me, "Are you here to pick up your sister again?"

I said, "She's the equivalent of my sister, yes."

Xu Yanchen raised his eyebrows: "What did you do?"

I said, "We grew up together, and our parents are friends."

Xu Yanchen smiled: "Father, do you use old-fashioned words?"

Xu Yanchen asked me: "How old are you?"

I said, "Twenty."

"I'm 29," he said.

I said, "I can't tell."

"Women need to be flattered that they are young," he said.

I said: "Men also need it, but men don't say it and pretend they don't care."

Xu Yanchen laughed loudly and asked me: "Would you like to have something to eat together, your sister's friend is at least an hour longer."

Xu Yanchen and I went to the spicy hot pot next to the gym to eat fragrant green peppers, fragrant fish, cold seaweed shreds, and couple's lung slices.

I asked Xu Yanchen, can you eat such a greasy food when you are working out?

He said that he had enjoyed it and hadn't eaten for a long time.

After eating for a while, I was full, and Xu Yanchen didn't move his chopsticks anymore.I said, you ordered too much, I said, pack it up, don't waste it.Xu Yanchen said with a smile: "Isn't ordering so many dishes because I want to eat slowly with you and sit with you for a while?"

I looked at the time, Xiuxiu was about to finish class, but it wasn't that fast.I said, let's sit back again.

We sat for a while, finished the cold dishes, and packed up the leftover spicy hot pot. Xu Yanchen had to go back to work, so I took it away.

I picked up Xiuxiu and took her home by taxi. When she saw the takeaway box in my hand, she sniffed her nose, then imitated Munch's "Scream", and said to me: "Your mother saw you eating this , she is going to act in "Golden Lock" again!"

I laughed, and I said, "I'm waiting outside, I won't go in yet, I'll go in after I'm hungry again."

She said, "Throw it away."

I said, "Waste food will be punished by God."

She said: "Then you go to my house to eat, then rinse your mouth with mouthwash, and rinse it several times."

I didn't go to her house to eat the packaged spicy hot pot. The taxi drove to her door, she got out of the car, and I asked the driver to drive back to the gym.

I sat at the entrance of the gym and ate a packaged spicy hot pot. At around twelve o’clock, Xu Yanchen came out with a group of colleagues. When he saw me, he kept his expression on his face, greeted his colleagues, and walked towards the direction where I was sitting. come over.He was standing under the bus stop sign not far from me to light a cigarette.Some of his colleagues crossed the road and walked away, and some rode away on a battery car. He looked back at me and asked me, "Shall we go for a walk?"

I took a few mouthfuls of fragrant pot fish that I hadn't finished eating, and walked with Xu Yanchen on Baima Street in the early morning.

I asked Xu Yanchen: "What time is your train tomorrow morning? Have you packed everything?"

Xu Yanchen replied with a smile: "Sometimes I feel like you are my elder."

I said, "You think I'm long-winded?" I laughed, "Didn't you think it was warm to be cared about before?"

He laughed: "I saw you on the other side of the road just now, and I recognized you right away. I think you haven't changed at all." He looked at me, his eyes looked into mine, we were about the same height, and our eyes could be on the same level. "It's like forever not here," he said.

I asked, "Then where am I?"

Xu Yanchen pursed his lips, smoked a cigarette, squinted his eyes and said: "You are also an adult, so you can mess up like this."

The mashed paste, the Fengshun dialect, has a feeling of being exquisite and glib.My mother also said I was glib just now.My mother told me a long time ago that you should not take other people's words seriously, or take them too seriously.

I laughed and said, "I'm already thirty."

Xu Yanchen said: "I'm over 40."

I said, "You're not old."

He nodded: "I'm not old." He pointed to the east: "I'll come back from good times."

"Okay come again?"

"It's just over the Four Seasons Plaza, do you know the Four Seasons Plaza?"

He scratched his cheek: "It's a bit like the flower guest house we used to go to." He laughed abruptly, threw the cigarette on the ground, stomped it out, and muttered, "How do you know how to come back to a place like Four Seasons Plaza?" As for the place, you are the big director, watching operas and art exhibitions...do you live in the new district?"

I said, "Don't say that." I said, "I think Malaxiangguo is delicious."

Xu Yanchen raised his head and smiled at me, and I followed suit.I said again: "The tea in the Huahua Guest House is pretty good Tieguanyin."

Xu Yanchen said: "The boss knows a tea farmer who grows tea trees in Wuyi Mountain."

I said, "No wonder."

The flower guest house is located on the flower road in Fengshun, next to the flower wholesale market.The flower guest house is always very fragrant, and there are always many small flying insects in the flower guest house.

We chatted there, took a bath, ate takeaway, ham sausage and instant noodles, smoked a pack of Hongtashan for [-] yuan, drank a bottle of snowflakes for [-] yuan, and watched shoddy reeds.He asked me, have you ever done it with a man, and I nodded.We were still kissing and sitting there, and for a while, I didn't come home for three days.My mother asked me if I was busy with my homework.I said, I'm in love.The mother said, that's very good, bring it to my mother to meet.

Xu Yanchen said that he was going to meet some friends and say goodbye to them.He said, "I have a nine o'clock train tomorrow morning."

I said, "Bon voyage."

I finished my cigarette and stood with my hands in my pockets.He smiled and said, "When I mention this word, I think of Fengshun."

He sighed: "I still like Fengshun very much." He said, "A friend of mine who came here is also from Fengshun, and he studied at Fengshun University. So you are still alumni, and your age is about the same, maybe you know each other. .”

I asked, "What's his major?" I asked, "The next thing is...?"

Xu Yanchen said: "His surname is quite rare. His surname is Shu, Shu from the Kingdom of Shu. He looks like..." His eyebrows on both sides were raised high, his forehead was covered with forehead lines, and his tone was flirtatious: "If you have seen him, Will not forget him."

I was surprised: "So shockingly ugly?"

Xu Yanchen scoffed, I smiled, what else did he have to say, Xiuxiu's text message came, asking me if I was too sad, and I was lost on the side of the road, lost my mind.I greeted Xu Yanchen: "I'm going back, Xiuxiu is urging me."

We shook hands.When shaking hands, Xu Yanchen glanced at my left hand and asked me: "Are you married?"

I said, "Not long ago."

"Yes and..."

I said, "He Xiuxiu."

Xu Yanchen was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly grabbed my hands with both hands, his palms were very warm.He said to me earnestly: "Xiaoye, it is impossible to be a human being who treats no one badly."

He always called me that when we hung out in the flower guest house, and he would tell me this and that with all his heart.

He said, Xiaoye, love is fleeting.

He said, Xiaoye, love is forever and ever.

I said, I want to stay here, I don't want to go home.

I said, I'll never see a person I want to see every day again.

I hugged Xu Yanchen's shoulders, and hugged him well, not tightly or loosely.I kissed him, kissed him slowly.I learned a lot from him, and at one time I was addicted, and at one time only happiness was with me.At one point I was dizzy, I didn't know what to do, what to have, what to lose.At one point, I felt like I wasn't me anymore.

It was my mother who pulled me back, I became me again, I didn’t deviate from any expected track, I graduated, I got a job, I became famous, I lived in a big house, drove a fancy car, collected watches and wine.I get married, I marry my childhood sweetheart, and my family is happy and harmonious.This is the life I deserve.

After I said goodbye to Xu Yanchen, I went back into the