Cupid winks

Reborn to shine again.

Throughout the ballet, I saw that Sun Yu danced the Balansay, the Arabesque, the peak climbing pose, the looking down pose, the crane standing pose... It's so strange that I can remember all of these awkward names.I still remember that after the performance, Xiuxiu asked me to eat hotpot. We went to a hotpot restaurant near the theater, sitting in the lobby, seating four people. When ordering food, Xiuxiu told me: "There are two more people coming."

I look at her and she smiles.She kept smiling at me, making me feel hairy.About ten minutes later, the bottom of the pot was served, and the two people she mentioned also came.One is Sun Yu, walking in front, Xiuxiu saw him and waved to him, Sun Yu also saw Xiuxiu, the eyeliner on his eyes was still there, and the glitter on his face was not wiped off, he sat opposite me , also like on the stage, radiant.The other one is Ye Haowen. He was walking behind. After Sun Yu sat down, I saw him. Sitting opposite Xiuxiu, she quickly glanced at Sun Yu beside her.

I wanted to laugh, pinched my tiger's mouth, and held back.

Xiuxiu said enthusiastically, "Let me introduce you!"

"This is my cousin, Sun Yu. You saw him dancing just now. He is so good. We learned to dance together when we were young. As for me, I did a half-baked dance. He has become a professional dancer and has been touring in Europe. , It’s rare to return to China to perform, and the previous time I returned to China, I was engaged, but the engagement is now cancelled, Ah Wen was still giving them a speech at the wedding banquet, but it was cancelled, so it was cancelled.”

"Oh, this is my husband, Ye Haowen, you know him, right?" She looked at me and blinked her bright eyes.She knew it, she knew it a long time ago, so she said that day that she knew everything about me.

"But you may not know that he works in an advertising company. You may not know that the three of us grew up together, and their company did the promotion of the dance troupe's performance this time."

I'm drinking.She probably knows me better than I know myself.

"This is……"

She is going to introduce me to Sun Yu and Ye Haowen.

She paused for a short while, her eyes flicked on Ye Haowen's body with a bit of cunning, her smile froze on her lips, and the smile overflowed from her eyes.Ye Haowen laughed with him, drank water, looked at the phone, and pressed the phone.Sun Yu smiled slightly, it was polite, politely waiting for Xiuxiu's smile to speak next.

I also want to join their deliberate, concealed or hypocritical jokes. After all, the four of us eating at the same table are really funny, and it is worth laughing.So, I laughed and decided to introduce myself: "I am..."

I looked at Ye Haowen and Xiuxiu from the corner of my eye, and I looked at Sun Yu.Who am I?What kind of existence am I?

I'm……

It was a long time ago, on a cold night in the twelfth lunar month, Ye Haowen left from Sun Yu’s engagement banquet. He drank a little too much, but he was still not drunk. He drove through most of the city and came from the new district of Rongjiang. In the old city, he parked the car casually, wandered aimlessly, and followed a strange man who might be his kind like a headless chicken to his destination——No. clubhouse.He was wearing a white shirt, a checked gray suit, checked gray trousers, a black bow tie, and a pair of black leather shoes, shiny with oil. He exchanged glances with Manager Fan who was sitting at the front desk, and Manager Fan led him to the basement. He walked under the ambiguous light that is sometimes popular and sometimes pink, and listened to Manager Fan's introduction to him. Our technicians here do physical examinations every month. They are very safe and healthy. They are of all ages, and of course they are all adults. Well, of course they are voluntary. One hour, you can do whatever you want. You can look at it first. If you are not satisfied with this technician, you can change it. It’s okay to delay the time. If you are satisfied, you are welcome to come again.

The time should have been 11:15 p.m.

I am 3 minutes later, 11 shop 18 minutes, he will meet, you can provide him with massage service, oral sex, masturbation, sexual intercourse service in one hour, if you are not satisfied, you can change me, if you are satisfied, you can get off Visiting my unlicensed massage therapist Shu Xue again.

I was a senior in another department who hadn't spoken a word to him when he was in college a long time ago.

He comes in, sits, lays down, we still don't say a word, I massage his shoulders, arms, thighs, inner thighs, masturbate him.He put his hand into my clothes and gently touched my waist.

"My surname is Shu, the name of Shu from the Shu Kingdom in the Three Kingdoms is..."

Me too, a long time later, on another winter night in a world of ice and snow, Ye Haowen called. He said that he was in Germany and it was snowing outside. He also said that he had nothing else to do and was counting the snow. The person on the other end of the phone.

I couldn't say my name, so Xiuxiu hugged my arm and said to me affectionately: "His name is Shuxue, the snow of Xuehua! Look at his skin, does he live up to his name!"

As soon as she finished speaking, I received a WeChat message from Ye Haowen. It has been two months since his last WeChat message.The last message he sent me was: I have something to do, so I'm leaving first.The hospital is full of doctors and nurses, you are fine.

What I replied was: just a broken bone.

What Ye Haowen sent to me at the hot pot dinner was: How do you know Zhong Lingxiu? ?

Sun Yu asked at the dinner table: "How did you and Xiuxiu meet?"

Xiuxiu rushed ahead of me and said, "I'm following him!"

I think she's telling the truth.I went back to Ye Haowen: At the hospital that day, she registered for me.

I want to talk about how I met Xiuxiu again, but Xiuxiu snatched my mobile phone, put it under her arm, squeezed the meat for me, and complained: "Don't play with your mobile phone! Eat and eat, She also took away Ye Haowen's cell phone, "Ah Wen, don't play with your cell phone either! It's rare to go out for dinner with Shu Xue."

We ordered the mandarin duck pot, both sides of the pot were open, Sun Yu was blanching vegetables in the white soup, and Xiuxiu was putting meat in the red soup, steaming their faces.Sun Yu asked me: "So you also do pottery?"

Xiuxiu said: "He is also a craftsman!" She looked at Ye Haowen, "Awen often took care of his business, but he didn't know that we knew each other."

Ye Haowen looked at me and said, "Yes, no one told me that."

I drank water, Xiuxiu picked up the meat for me, hugged me, and winked at me: "We don't need to report to him for everything, who does he think he belongs to us? Even if I am his wife, I can have my own privacy too, right?"

I put my head down to eat the meat, Xiuxiu gave me a few more kicks, and I nodded repeatedly.

They each have their own privacy, but I have no privacy at all.

Sun Yu said: "When two people live together, it is better to have some space of their own, so that friction is not so easy."

Xiuxiu said: "It's best to meet the same number of times a week as when we were in love, so that the feeling when we were in love can last until marriage."

Sun Yu said: "So now you only meet on weekends every week?"

Xiuxiu laughed.Ye Haowen said softly, "How is it possible, we see each other every day."

Xiuxiu said: "I cook at home every day and wait for him to come back to eat."

I chewed the meat with my head down, trying not to make a sound, but Xiuxiu turned the topic to me again.She did it on purpose.I know.

Xiuxiu said: "However, Shu Xue wanted to be a doctor before, and she still thinks about it now. He broke his leg a while ago, and he was lying in the hospital and was still reading medical books. I read a few pages about brain surgery and so on. , I feel dizzy and dizzy."

I said, "I used to think, but now my dream is to save money to buy a house."

Sun Yu smiled and said, "It's pretty good."

Xiuxiu clapped her hands loudly, and her voice was even louder: "That's right! He and Awen are from the same university!"

Ye Haowen said: "It's a different department, I didn't know each other when I was in college."

Xiuxiu said: "It's possible that he doesn't know you. You don't know him, you don't know him, it's impossible. The incident when he was in college made such a big fuss..."

Her voice gradually lowered, she was waiting for someone to ask, waiting for Sun Yu to ask.I know.Even if no one asked, and Sun Yu didn't ask, she would still continue talking.I know.

Sun Yu didn't ask.Xiuxiu herself said: "He had very good grades back then, but it's a pity..."

I ate meat, drank water, and said nothing.What else is there to tell about my story? It’s not just a few paragraphs or a few sentences.Cause: I had a teacher-student relationship with the assistant classroom, and I was gay. The process: we were raped and accused, and the result: the associate professor was killed, and I was caused by a neurasthenia. A bit of dramatization means that I can’t survive, I can’t die , All betrayed relatives.

I wanted to hear how else this story could be told, how she would tell it.

Xiuxiu said: "It's a pity that there were some disputes in school because of emotional issues. At that time, their atmosphere was not as open as it is now. Now homosexuality is common and fashionable. In the past, people would look at it with colored glasses. He fell asleep. Sometimes I have nightmares, talk nonsense, it's pathetic."

If there is a god of love in this world, then the god of love should also have the title of god of war. The sculptures about her should be covered with plague and fleas, covered with carrion and vultures, so that people can know how dangerous she is at a glance.Do not approach.

Xiuxiu touched my back, her palms were warm.

I smile.Sun Yu looked at me and asked me: "Why is Xiuxiu finished talking, do you have nothing to say?"

His eyes are dark but bright, I think he has seen through Xiuxiu's tricks, and I think he has seen through the relationship between the people at our table, which makes me feel relaxed.I shrugged my shoulders and asked me to say it myself, then I will say it again, and I will take the trouble to tell you over and over again, so that you can hear it