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"Ancestor, ancestor, where did you go to drink that night?" Li Suming has been following me since I came to the studio early in the morning, repeating the same question all the time.

"Are you free?" I stopped what I was doing, "It just so happens that a guest needs to discuss the details of the wedding video with you, go and have a look."

Continue with your work and ignore his question.

"Ancestor, just tell me, okay, I'm worried about you, if..."

"Stay station." The answer was neither salty nor weak.

Yes, that gay bar is called Yi Zhan, the most famous gay bar in City A. I don't want to know why he is famous, I don't have that interest and leisure.Now I'm only interested in Li Suming's white face and red face.

An inexplicable pleasure rose from the bottom of my heart.

"How are you? Did you meet any strange people there?" Li Suming looked at me nervously.

"Strange person?" I looked at Li Suming playfully, "For example?"

"For example, Han...a strange bad man who asked you to drink with him!" Looking at me firmly, without the slightest guilty conscience.

"I haven't met the strange person you mentioned." I said flatly, seeing Li Suming's expression of relief obviously. "However, I met Miss Conch." Li Suming's pupils shrank unnaturally, and then returned to normal.

"Conch girl?"

"Yes, Miss Han Luo~"

Li Suming's face turned pale instantly, he lowered his head and lowered his eyelids to hide the surprise in his eyes.

"Xiaofan, you..."

"Shh." Stopped Li Suming from continuing, "Suming, I won't force you if you don't tell me some things, but I hope you don't interfere too much with some things."

Reaching out to straighten his slightly messy long hair, "Su Ming, go get busy."

He lowered his head and continued to do what he was doing, ignoring Li Suming.

Li Suming kept looking at me with a hesitant expression, but in the end, he didn't say anything.

Li Su called me when "Xiaofan" got off work, "I'll take you home, you're quite tired today."

"No need, Han Luo is here to pick me up. It was agreed last night." He replied flatly, turned and walked out.

"Xiao Fan!" Li Suming took my hand, "Don't get too close to him..."

"Reason." Turning around, he looked back at the anxious Li Suming.His eyes were filled with confusion.

"He betrayed you a long time ago, and you two are over."

"I don't remember." Lakai Li Suming held my hand tightly, "I don't remember all of it, including his love for me." Even the friendship between you and me, I forgot everything.

Li Suming lowered his head, looked at his empty hands, and murmured in a low voice: "I don't remember... how nice..."

Glancing at Li Suming again, he left expressionlessly.

I walked slowly in the opposite direction from home.In the direction home, there is Han Luo waiting for me, but I don't want to see him, I don't want to think of Li Suming's expression, that kind of tangled and painful expression.

I don't know what role I'm playing in this game, and I don't know what role I'm playing now, but there is a voice in my heart telling me, "Just like this, live according to your own ideas."

Before I knew it, I stopped in front of the "post station".It's almost winter now, and the days are getting shorter and shorter. Although it's already dark, it's only less than seven o'clock according to the time.Walking into the bar, there are very few people inside and it is quiet.

"Have a glass of your wine here one by one." Sit down in front of the bar, ready to drink and pass the time.

"What is this?" Looking at the coffee lying quietly in front of him, "Is it because I didn't express clearly, or did you not understand?"

I don't want to be offended, I'm just curious why there is such a thing as coffee in a bar that doesn't have coffee on the drink list.

"Miss Boss, don't embarrass me." The bartender said with a sad face, "The newcomer Xiao Ke didn't know you last time and was fired by the boss when he gave you a drink. The boss said, you come here I can only drink this for you."

Looking at the coffee in front of him again, he picked up a spoon and stirred it, destroying the beautiful graphics on it and making it into a paste.

"Miss Boss, if there is nothing else, I will go to work first."

I nodded slightly, and he seemed to run away and disappeared.As if if I slowed down a bit, I would have eaten him.

Hehe, lady boss, what an interesting title.

I repeatedly took the spoon and stirred it in the coffee cup, but I just refused to drink it.Looking at the vortex driven by the spoon, I feel that I am also sucked into the vortex, grasping it firmly, slowly becoming addicted, and it is difficult to break free.

The coffee quickly ran out of steam, as did my curiosity about the bar, fading away.

Pick up things, get up and leave.

At the door, the person who had been waiting there put a scarf on me and wanted to embrace me in his arms, but I avoided it.

"It's cold, wear an extra layer of clothes when you go out in the future, don't catch cold." As he said, he took my hand and walked towards his car.

He never mentioned the long wait near the photo studio, nor did he ask why I appeared here.He just greeted me casually.

However, even if he asks me, what can I answer?I don't know the answer myself.

"Li Suming, I told you everything." Han Luo asked suddenly, through the rearview mirror, I could see his nervous expression.I believe that he also saw my sudden expression of nothing to do with me through the rearview mirror.

"Tell me what." It was a question but said in a statement tone.It's not because I'm angry, but because I really feel that it's none of my business.

"Xiaoxiao, do you really not ask anything? Do you really care nothing?"

"What should I ask?" What else could I care about?Asked, did I get the facts or a storyline made up just for me?How can I judge whether these things are right or wrong?I asked, are these things related to me...?

"Ask about our past, why I just showed up now, where I was when the incident happened..." Han Luo parked the car beside the road, "Ask me why I chose to leave and come back now..." Han Luo was sad He looked at me intently, giving me the illusion that in the next second, I would be overwhelmed by the sadness in his eyes, so far that there would be no redemption.

The heart seemed to be tightly held by big hands all the time. It didn't hurt, but it was very uncomfortable. It was so uncomfortable that the whole person could hardly breathe.

"I'm hungry." I lowered my head, avoiding the eyes and expressions that made me uncomfortable.If I don't move it away, I'm afraid that I will really be swallowed up, and I will never recover!Yes, beyond redemption!

"The meal at home is ready. Let's go back and eat." The car restarted and drove slowly on the way home.

We haven't talked that deeply since that conversation that didn't work out.I will not take the initiative to ask him about the past, and he will not take the initiative to mention the past to me.He still picks me up and goes to and from get off work every day, cooks hot meals for me, asks me how I am, and always insists on giving me a goodnight kiss before going to bed.

He asked to live in my house, but he was tactful and didn't say he wanted to share the same room with me, nor did he offer to sleep in the vacant room.That's the finished room.

Whenever I wake up in the middle of the night and watch him tossing and turning on the sofa secretly through the crack of the door, I feel uncomfortable in my heart.Yes, there is a mischievous big hand that has been clutching my heart tightly, each time tighter and longer each time.Under the influence of that big hand, my heart sank little by little, little by little... and slowly sank into the bottomless abyss.

I have a hunch that I'm heading towards an abyss that can crush me to pieces...

I resisted, but all resistance gradually lost strength under Han Luo's gentle care...

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