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"Sir, what do you need?" The handsome bartender asked with a smile.

"Just have something to get drunk." Sit down on the bar and let your thoughts fly wild.

This is a bar, a gay bar.When I sat at home for a long time and couldn't find my balance, I came to this place that I said I used to come to often.

Come to this confused place and use alcohol to numb me who is confused.

Sometimes, a short escape gives people a great buffer.I need such a buffer, whether it's my spirit or my emotions...

Conch girl... Conch girl...

I don't want to ask why you appeared without warning, and I don't want to ask why you disappeared without leaving a word. I just want to ask you, do you think of me now?Have you ever felt a little bit of reluctance?

Cups of cold and spicy liquid swallowed with sadness and helplessness.The liquid without temperature is like a pair of sharp and sharp knives, cutting my throat and stomach with each knife. Wherever it goes, it is unstoppable and painful... The drops of wine accidentally falling from the corner of my mouth, instead of Tears told my grief for me.

I don't know how many cups I've downed, I feel the sound around me getting smaller and smaller, my head is buzzing, my face is hot, and I feel dizzy all over.However, this feeling is really comfortable, hehe.

"Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, how do you feel?"

It seemed that someone was slapping my face and talking to me, I tried to open my eyes to look like him, hehe, I couldn’t recognize him.

"Hey, I can't see clearly what you look like. Hee hee." I grabbed his arm and looked straight at him, "I'm telling you, you, you have to be quiet..." I used Wrapping her hands around his neck, she leaned close to his eyes and breathed softly in front of him.

"My, sea, sea, snail, is gone, she, don't, don't want me...hehe...don't want me..."

The man frowned slightly, "Hey, it's nothing, Han Luo didn't want you, good..." The man hugged me into his arms, patted my back gently, and coaxed me gently.

I leaned into his arms, sobbing and crying.

"Damn, who asked you to sell wine to him? Tell your foreman to come see me tomorrow!"

I felt the world spinning for a while, and then I heard someone whispering in my ear: "Xiaoxiao, good boy, let's go home."

My head was dizzy, and I felt that the voice was far away from me, and my whole body felt light and light. This feeling is really good.

"Uh-uh-uh-"

It's noisy and my head hurts.

"Uh-uh-uh-"

So noisy, so annoying!

Pulled the quilt to cover the painful head that was about to explode, but the phone kept calling.

Following the vibrating sound, I found the phone, "Hello!"

"Xiaofan, why did you answer the phone?"

"Ok?"

"Ouch, my ancestor, you haven't gotten up yet? Are you not going to work today?"

"Headache, I don't want to go..." Rubbing his head that was about to explode.

"You have a headache? Are you sick?" The voice was an octave higher than before.

"No, I guess I drank too much alcohol. Don't talk about it, I feel uncomfortable. I'll sleep for a while." Hang up the phone, pull the quilt over your head, and continue to sleep.

I always feel that something is wrong, but what is wrong. Pulling back the quilt, I opened my eyes as heavy as lead, and I saw a familiar room, my room.

Phew, my room.

my room! ! !

How did I get back? ? ? ?

Close your eyes, try to think back, only a gentle voice, a gentle caress...

who's that person?Now, where is he?

"Xiaoxiao, don't stay in bed when you wake up, get up and eat something before going to sleep."

"I'm not staying in bed, I'm thinking about things..."

! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

With wide eyes, he looked at the door of the room in surprise.There was a man standing there, a handsome man in a shirt and my apron looking at me with a smile.

"Who are you?

"What's wrong with me?" The strange man touched his face, "Why are you looking at me like this, is there anything strange on my face?"

I shook my head and stared at this strange man intently, watching him approaching me step by step, watching him pick me up from the bed without blinking, and let him hug me without moving.

"Finally, finally I hug you again, I miss you so much..." The man whispered affectionately in my ear.

"Xiaoxiao, why don't you speak? Are you still angry?"

I pushed away the man who was hugging me, and suppressed the shock in my heart, "I don't know you."

In fact, I have a lot of questions I want to ask, who is this man in front of me, what is my relationship with him, and why does he appear in my house.However, all the words can't be uttered, only such an emotionless sentence can be uttered.

When the man heard my words, a trace of loneliness flashed across his eyes, but then a gentle smile appeared on his face.

"Xiaoxiao is so cruel, she even forgot about me." He stretched out his bony hand and rubbed my hair, "But it doesn't matter, I have engraved you into my soul, even if you forget me many times, No matter how many times you walk away from me, I will find you back. I will never forget you, let alone abandon you." He paused, "I remember enough..."

Carved into the soul?No matter how many times you forget, you won't leave me alone?

What this man said is really touching.

"I'm not Liao Xiaofan. I'm me, not your him."

His words really touched my heart, but his words were addressed to the former Liao Xiaofan, and his love was for the former Liao Xiaofan.

I'm just another person with his identity and appearance.

"Xiaoxiao..."

"The Liao Xiaofan you knew disappeared in a car accident a year ago. I don't know if he will appear again, but I can be sure that he is completely gone now." I carefully looked at the handsome stranger in front of me. The man's thick eyebrows slanted into slightly longer bangs, his eyes were full of sadness like peach petals, his tall nose stood silently, and his thin lips were stubbornly pursed.

Suddenly, I felt a little pain in my heart.Before I knew it, I stretched out my hand to his frowning brow, and just when my hand was about to touch his brow, he grabbed my hand and put it on his lips for a soft kiss.

"I don't care who you are, no matter what you become, I love you. I love you, it has nothing to do with your appearance, gender, temper, family affairs, background, I love you just because you are you. Only That's all."

Love me just because I am me?

I withdrew my hand blankly, speechless.

Silence, endless silence.Just when I thought I was about to fall asleep again in this boundless silence, he spoke.

"Okay, don't be in a daze, go wash your face and brush your teeth, breakfast is already ready, I'll tell you something about me after breakfast."

It turned out that his name was Han Luo, and he was 27 years old this year.It's my ex-boyfriend.He owns the gay bar he "picked me up" yesterday.His parents are still alive, and he has an older brother. Because of his homosexuality, he fell out with his family.

He only told his basic information and didn't mention the past of the two of us at all.Perhaps it is for this reason that I do not reject him too much, but this does not mean that I accept him.I don't accept him, it doesn't mean I don't believe him, on the contrary, I believe he is my lover, because there is always a vague figure that looks very sad in my mind, I don't know the specific appearance of that figure, However, I know that this person is the owner of that figure. For more than 20 years, only his back is left, which is really important.Why it repelled him, I don't know.

I feel that regarding my relationship with him, the past between me and him is not only my taboo, but also has a knot in his heart, but if he doesn't say it, I won't ask.

Just because I don't ask, doesn't mean I don't have doubts in my heart.Now I just want to watch him quietly and see how he continues to wake up the amnesia lover's ridiculous scene.

It is worth mentioning that he is the "Conch Girl", heh, what a Han Luo girl.

Life, it seems, is beginning to be interesting, huh, huh.