bad luck in love

With a fever and exhaustion, he fell into a groggy sleep all night, and when he woke up, it was already the next morning.He stared at the water beside the bed, the person lying asleep beside the bed, as well as the dropped latch and the door covered by the chair, and slowly recalled what happened last night.He gently raised his hand and touched his forehead, feeling that the fever had completely subsided.He sighed, before the class was over, even the teacher and the villagers were tossed about by him.Zhang Qiqu, who was lying on the bedside, fell asleep all night, with his arms still on Shen Yu's legs through the quilt.With the slight movement of Shen Yu's legs, Zhang Qi, who had been keeping a nerve for him, woke up immediately, and stretched out his hand to touch Shen Yu's head like a conditioned reflex, and finally felt relieved after feeling that his body temperature was normal.He didn't look at the gloomy and probing eyes, took a moment to pick up the gloomy cup, got up and poured him a glass of water, then sat back on the ground and lay down on the bedside again, "Brother Yu, I'll sleep a little longer."

Shen Yu stretched out his hand and plucked his hair randomly twice, suddenly felt that this action was a bit too intimate, and put down his hand again: "Why don't you go back to sleep on your bed?" He glanced at the other single bed that was empty next to him.

"You also know that I live in the same dormitory as you. As soon as I came back yesterday, I saw you locked the door." Zhang Qi evaded the seriousness and pretended to be a little resentful and muttered: "I sleep very hard, and I am afraid that you will sleep on the bed over there. I couldn't wake up if there was any movement, so I slept here."

Shen Yu probably understood Zhang Qi's overtures, "I felt very nauseous when I came back yesterday, so I subconsciously locked the door first. I wanted to pack it up and then open it, but I fell asleep when I didn't know it, thanks for your hard work."

Zhang Qi giggled, looked up at Su Yu: "It's not hard, it's just that you really scared me to death yesterday."

"Thank you, go back to bed and sleep for a while." I have never been taken care of or cared about when I was sick, and I am used to being alone, so I don't know what to say to Zhang Qi.He probably guessed what Zhang Qi was thinking, but he couldn't just open his mouth and say that he agreed with his body.The key is that even if they promise each other with their bodies, they have to sleep with Zhang Qi by themselves, so wouldn't it be even worse for him.

"I'm too lazy to move, let me lie down for a while longer." Zhang Qi looked depressed and didn't know what he was thinking. There was too much content in his eyes, warm and direct, basically looking at the other party without any concealment.

Shen Yu couldn't help being startled, and then raised his eyebrows: "Then I'll sleep a little longer."

Hearing what he said, Zhang Qi obediently closed his eyes, probably because he was really tired, and he fell asleep quickly.Shen Yu didn't really fall asleep, he looked at Zhang Qi lying on the bed like a child, the corners of his mouth curled up.I thought to myself, a well-behaved and good-looking child is really cuter.

When Zhang Qi woke up, Shen Yu was sitting on the bedside reading a book. He was still lying on the side of the bed, with his arms and head resting on Shen Yu's calf, but Shen Yu's calf was almost motionless under his pressure.Zhang Qi woke up and dozed off, completely ignoring his aches and pains, and opened his mouth to care about his depression: "Brother Yu, do you want some water?".

Shaking his head depressed and helpless, he said to him: "Don't worry about me, I usually get a fever overnight and I'll be fine."Zhang Qi didn't move after hearing this, as if he didn't intend to stand up.

"Are you going to stay here?" Shen Yu leaned over, brushed Zhang Qi's hair casually, slid his hands down the ends of the hair, and pinched the tips of his ears.

Zhang Qi was shocked by Shen Yu's sudden action, and blushed instantly.Shen Yu smiled slightly, confirming his guess, so he stretched out his retracted hand, gently pinched Zhang Qi's chin to make him raise his head.Zhang Qi was forced to stare into gloomy eyes like this, it was so beautiful.He didn't struggle to resist, nor dodge, just staring fiercely at Su Yu's slightly raised eyes with a slight smile.

Shen Yu put on a playful expression: "Do you like me?".

When Zhang Qi heard this sentence, his brain exploded with a "boom".Although he pretended to be calm, he couldn't hide the blush on his face.For Zhang Qi, liking is liking, there is nothing to hide, that is not his style: "I like it".

This person is really interesting, and Shen Yu couldn't help laughing.The smile on the face in front of Zhang Qi was too confusing, "Brother Yu, you really look good when you smile." Zhang Qi's voice was a little hoarse, and he stretched out his hand gloomyly to pass the water glass by the bedside.He tightened his facial expression and asked, "So, are you chasing me?".

"No, no, no. I know Brother Yu must have a boyfriend or girlfriend. I don't want to disturb you."

"Oh? Is there, who is it? Why don't I know?" Shen Yu couldn't help but want to tease him.

"What name did you call yesterday, although I didn't hear it clearly?" Zhang Qi thought for a while, anyway, it's like this, why don't you give yourself an assist.

"If I chase him, is there hope?" He blinked his eyes cooperatively as he spoke, as if expecting a gloomy answer.

"You like me? Why?" Looking at the person in front of him gloomily and playfully, although I can't say many people who like me since I was a child, there are indeed quite a few. Most of them are external, even if many people refuse to admit it's just I like his face.Shen Yu clearly knows that her character is not likable at all, and to use the current popular saying, she is an "veteran cadre".When he was a teenager, he didn't have much youthful vigor, and his hobbies were out of tune with the mainstream, or he didn't have anything that he cared about or liked very much at all, let alone show the enthusiasm and desire that he should have at that age.However, for people in their 20s, isn’t the most attractive thing the most attractive thing is the lonely courage of “knowing that there are tigers in the mountains, but walking towards the tigers” when they were young, and their hopeful eyes towards the world?But he doesn't have any of these. Once he understands it deeply, most people will think that he is boring and boring.Just like Qi Nianzhi, when you turn around, you will be attracted by an interesting and young soul, Qi Nianzhi, Qi Nianzhi... So, just liking the outside is also liking, it's okay.Maybe it's better for me to stop at a little bit.

"Do you want me to tell the truth?" Zhang Qi looked into those eyes that were obviously distracted, and interrupted his wandering with a sound.

"Well, to be honest"

"I don't know you, but I like you. I like that you are handsome, have a good figure, and have temperament"

"So, cough, what result do you want? Do you want to sleep with me or sleep with me?" Shen Yu was too lazy to beat around the bush.

"Brother Yu can do it if he needs it, and it's okay to fall in love. I can do it, anyway, I'm single." Zhang Qi was not frightened by the depression. After all, he is also a pure gay who has been bent for 20 years. This scene is still so-so past.

"I'm not ready to talk about a relationship for the time being. If you want, you can get to know me slowly. In the future, you will probably feel that I am really lacklustre inside. I can also try to understand you. Or we can just maintain a simple bed partner relationship, it's okay .You are very interesting, I don't want to turn down a lover who is interesting and good-looking".

Zhang Qi was almost stunned by the pie that fell from the sky, and nodded quickly without thinking about it.Seeing that he had lost his ability to think, Shen Yu immediately reminded him: "My lover, I also have three chapters of agreement. First, it is not allowed during the teaching period; second, it is exclusive. If either party falls in love, the relationship will be terminated by default; Private life. Kind of a gentlemen's agreement, I don't like trouble, and I'm sure you don't either."

Although the two of them lived together in the same room every day, they spent a month of supporting education in peace and harmony.When Shen Yu is not in class, he reads in the dormitory. The signal of the mobile phone is too poor. Occasionally flashes of inspiration are enough to send a text message. The phone calls are intermittent, and he can't hear what the other party is saying at all.They gradually got used to living without electronic equipment, and even thought it would be great to buy a piece of land in the countryside to farm in the future.Zhang Qi basically sat on the bedside reading with Shen Yu in the dormitory, drank the black tea brought by Shen Yu at school together, and occasionally played backgammon with Shen Yu.Shen Yu couldn't help being a little impressed by Zhang Qi, a kid. This guy has an out-of-the-ordinary personality. He can sing and chat, but he is just crazy.But when he was with me, he was in a different way, relatively silent and busy with his own business, Zhang Qi would devote himself to the things at hand, quiet and well-behaved.

At first, Shen Yu thought that Zhang Qi wanted to establish some kind of connection with himself, even if it was just a lover relationship, even if he didn't do anything, he could occasionally kiss, hug and hold high.But the other party didn't. He showed a strong interest in everything that was gloomy, enthusiastic but not eager.When Shen Yu needs to be alone, Zhang Qi will silently attend to his own affairs, not disturbing but accompanying him.In fact, Zhang Qi sighed hundreds of times in his heart, why he was so cowardly, even though it was an agreed lover relationship, but he didn't even dare to touch a finger of the other party.Until one morning, Shen Yu came back from a run and saw that Zhang Qi was still sleeping soundly under the quilt. Thinking that the other party had a class in the morning, he went and lifted his quilt without saying a word.Zhang Qi aggrievedly opened his eyes, staring at depression, and started the mode of acting cute and pretending to be cute.Shen Yu glared at him viciously: "It's useless, hurry up, your class in the morning", he also tapped the timetable on the wall.What I thought in my heart was "Damn, no wonder Qi Nianzhi wanted to cuckold me for a little goblin who can act like a baby", his chest felt sore for a moment, he was depressed and didn't expect this person to cause such serious sequelae to him, so he was embarrassed by himself. for a while.

Shen Yu picked up the cup and drank a big sip of water to finally calm down his emotions. At this time, the little fairy Zhang on the bed had already knelt up with the quilt in his arms, and was about to fall back onto the pillow when he knelt. "How can children sleep so well nowadays?" Shen Yu took his own pillow and was about to wake the child up, but Zhang Qi stretched out his arms and hugged him: "Don't hit me".

Shen Yu let him hang on his body for a while, the child seemed to have received some kind of instruction, raised his head and kissed the corner of Shen Yu's mouth, then quickly dodged and ran to the side to put on his clothes.It was a conspiracy to co-author, and he smiled gloomily, ignoring him.Zhang Qi was about to go out for class after washing up, when he was depressed, he carried him back at the door, pressed him against the dusty wall and kissed him hard for a long time, until Zhang Qi begged for mercy.Shen Yu patted the ashes off his body and stroked his hair to comfort him.So the distracted Teacher Zhang used more willpower than preparing for the college entrance examination before, and managed to stabilize his mind and go to the classroom.After that day, Zhang Qi began to look forward to the stars and the moon, looking forward to the end of his teaching support.

A month passed quickly, depressed and even experienced the long-lost sense of happiness in such an unhurried life.He knows that this sense of happiness comes from Zhang Qi's cleverness and deliberate creation, even if it has nothing to do with love, both parties cherish it.After returning to school, apart from going to the hotel, they would occasionally have dinner together.In the eyes of the outside world, it seems that the revolutionary friendship after the end of the teaching support has been maintained. There are also posts about Shen Yu and Zhang Qi in the post bar of Big B one after another.

"Picking up Mr. Shen from the Faculty of Arts and Zhang Xiaoqi from the Faculty of Science"

"This photo is too CP, Mr. Shen is cool and handsome, Zhang Qi is cute and cute"

"Don't match up blindly, Mr. Shen is clearly a cold beauty, what a cool and handsome man"

"That's right, they are obviously the wrong model, don't make a blind match"

"Isn't beauty attack very popular? Why can't it be matched?"

"So sisters and brothers, does anyone know the truth"

"Let me prove that the two of you are just friends you met while supporting education, and it is impossible to fall in love."

"I'm coming too. Zhang Qi and I are both from the Department of Physics. It is said that this person is single and aristocratic, and he doesn't like fixed couple relationships."

"Are you frigid?"

"Hey, I don't think he's dating someone who is ugly. When he was in high school, he picked wild flowers and weeds because of his harmless appearance."

"You are poisonous. What does it mean to have a harmless appearance? Zhang Qi's face is definitely one in a million. It makes you say it like green tea or white lotus."

"When someone picks flowers and grass in high school, it means that they can be picked easily, so it's none of your business?"

"Big news, big news, I heard that Liu Yang from the Academy of Social Sciences is with a big sister from the outer courtyard."

"Damn, is there any reason for God! Mr. Shen from the Faculty of Arts has broken his sleeves, Wang Zi from the Faculty of Economics only loves food, Li Chen from the Faculty of Science has a master, Zhang Qi from the Faculty of Science is single and aristocratic, and Liu Yang from the Faculty of Social Sciences is with his sister from the Faculty of Social Sciences." .So, is there any one of the influential figures in our school who is a single dog that can be chased normally?"

"I think Wang Zi and Liu Yang can still conquer it for a while, the rest, there is really no way"

"Mr. Shen can only watch from a distance, that kind of male god is really beyond reach, it's just a delusion in the world"

"To be honest, Mr. Shen, I haven't thought about it at all. After all, I have to undergo a sex reassignment operation."

Wang Zi called Shen Yu on WeChat to check out the post. He happened to be eating out with Zhang Qi, so he turned on his phone and swiped while he was bored.Zhang Qi in the photo is brilliant and moving. Just looking at such an innocent and beautiful face, it is completely unimaginable that this kid would have a prodigal legend of "acting on his appearance" when he was in high school.

Shen Yu put down his chopsticks: "Hey, Zhang Qi".

"Huh?" Zhang Qi still had a ball of rice stuffed in his mouth.

"It's pretty cute," she said with a grin.

"What?" Zhang Qi quickly swallowed what was in his mouth, and said indistinctly.

"Someone on Tieba said you are frigid." Sullen deliberately emphasized the three words of frigidity. Zhang Qi's face flushed, but his mouth was still unforgiving: "Cough, you are not the most, the most clear about this."

Shen Yu nodded thoughtfully: "That's really enthusiastic."Hearing what he said, Zhang Qi became a little annoyed and kicked Sullen under the table. He was no longer frightened by Suzy's indifferent expression.What "delusion on earth"?Those are all gods born out of everyone's obsession, it's not melancholy at all.The melancholy in Zhang Qi's eyes is not floating in the sky, he has the smoke and fire of the world, he is very touching when he is gentle, and he is a typical example of a hard-spoken and soft-hearted.No matter what it is, as long as you act like a baby, there is basically nothing you can do about depression.

"Students in your department said that you are a single nobleman and don't find a regular partner. Why?" Shen Yu was suddenly a little curious.

Zhang Qi took another bite of the food and squinted his eyes: "Didn't you say that you don't ask the other party's private affairs?".

"Small chat, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it." When Shen Yu asked, it was purely out of curiosity, and he himself felt that it was unnecessary to ask, after all, they didn't really want to fall in love with each other.

"Actually, it's nothing else, I just find it troublesome, too troublesome." Zhang Qi looked at the person opposite: "I'm a handsome dog, and the people I like are not ordinary people, but good-looking people are a bit dangerous. They are all involved in some troublesome things, so I am too lazy to talk about it."He sighed while talking, "Every time I put my heart into it, when I look back, I find that the person who used to sleep next to me is just a painted skin, and I don't know anything about him, it's terrifying. ?".

Shen Yu probably understood what he meant, and also understood his mood, so he nodded and said, "I understand."

"The more you think about it forever, the more you will hate it. After all, it's not as good as having fun all night long." Shen Yu couldn't see the answer in Zhang Qi's eyes. I don't know if he really looked away, or because he was sad and disappointed.

"So, you told me at the time that it's okay to be a lover or fall in love, but you want to play with me?" Shen Yu curled his lips. In fact, he didn't really care about this answer.But if this is the case, Zhang Qi may have more faces he doesn't know.The gameplay between them can also be bolder, and naturally it will no longer be the gentle, considerate and cautious in the past.

"I like yours first, and of course I leave it to you to choose how to play. Do you know what a real face dog is? You know it's a pit, but you step on it many times," Zhang Qi said self-deprecatingly.

"Then it's my fault that I didn't choose to fall in love, otherwise I'm afraid I'll be tricked to death by you, a male classmate with a story." Shen Yu didn't realize at all that he might be the pit that Zhang Qi was talking about.

"The first time I saw you, I knew you were also a male classmate with a story, each other"

Shen Yu is a perfect lover. He is romantic and interesting, and he is definitely gentle and considerate to Zhang Qi. Occasionally, when he plays hard, he will worry about the other party's health, and considerately postpone the check-out time of the hotel until the afternoon.It's just that Shen Yu rarely stays in the hotel and sleeps with Zhang Qi. Zhang Qi often only sees the room card next to the bed when he opens his eyes.He knew that depression was not indifference, but that he didn't want to give himself the illusion of being in love with the other party, and the lingering after the carnival was unnecessary for them.All the nostalgia between them is basically due to external desires, to satisfy each other without disturbing each other, a simple relationship, no trouble or pain, at least not for now.During that period of time, Zhang Qi cured his depressed insomnia and dreaminess. Although he could not cuddle up to sleep, he would not have any more messy dreams, and his spirit was obviously much better.When we met occasionally at school, Zhang Qi would greet Shen Yu warmly, just like the cheerful sunshine he showed in front of others.Shen Yu looked at the innocent face of the other party, thinking of how this little fairy looked like she was about to cry when she called her name on the bed.Really, angel and devil, these two faces gradually overlapped in Shen Yu's mind.He responded with a smile, wrapping the secret between the two of them seamlessly.