bad luck in love

Near the end of the term, the alumni of the teaching support group gathered at KTV to celebrate the successful conclusion of all the teaching support careers of this semester. A group of people were laughing, crying and shouting in chaos.When Shen Yu's phone rang, he was busy blocking the wine glasses raised in all directions, and he answered the phone without looking at it: "Hello, hello".

"Who? Wait, I'm too noisy." Shen Yu took the phone and walked to the side of the street in front of the KTV. He glanced at the caller and fell silent. With one hand, he took out a box of Cigarette, successfully completed the actions of taking the cigarette, putting it in the mouth, and lighting the cigarette.The person on the other side of the phone was silent all the time, and the air was a bit muggy near the summer vacation. He skillfully took a few puffs of the cigarette he held between his fingers, and saw Wei Chen walking towards him with the phone in his head.

Shen Yu put away the phone: "How do you know I'm here?".

"I don't know. The KTV at the gate of your school is more conspicuous. I wanted to make a phone call and make an appointment to wait for you here."

Only then did Shen Yu remember the key question: "What can I do for you?".

"It's okay, I haven't seen you for a long time, check to see if you are still alive. When will you go home? Ask Chen Lu to book a ticket."

"Live very well. No need, I will try to grab it myself. Summer vacation is better than winter vacation."

"You'll be damned if you can snatch it." Wei Chen curled his lips, "Party here?" He pointed to the huge signboard of KTV.

"Yeah" Nodded gloomyly, then he was speechless.The smoke between his lips was flickering with flickering flames.Wei Chen saw an indescribable sexiness on these slightly flirtatious lips: "Do you have time, find a place to sit?".

Shen Yu gave Wei Chen a hard look. He didn't know why, but he felt that the idea of ​​finding a place to sit reminded him of the last time he accidentally went to have a room with this person.He casually extinguished the cigarette: "Why don't we go to the KTV to chat, anyway, there are demons dancing around, I don't have anything to do, so I don't have to find a place alone." Shen Yu just didn't want to be alone with Wei Chen, thinking that KTV is so lively and crowded , never do anything out of the ordinary.

"It's okay" Wei Chen didn't know what Shen Yu was thinking, but he didn't expect that the other party would want him to join his party. Although he still wanted to be alone with Shen Yu, but KTV is just KTV, it's better than before. Arrived strong.

As soon as he entered the private room, before Shen Yu had time to introduce him, Wei Chen ushered in a group of boys and girls rushing forward.The seniors pulled Wei Chen enthusiastically, chatting, chatting, adding WeChat, and singing.Shen Yu quietly slipped to the corner, looking at Wei Chen surrounded by layers of joy.He had never seen Wei Chen like this before. While barely maintaining his gentlemanly demeanor for more than ten or twenty years, he hurriedly looked for a gloomy figure in the crowd. flustered.

Zhang Qi, who has always been the focus in everyone's eyes, doesn't seem to be very interested. From the beginning of the party, he sits alone in the corner drinking quietly, and sometimes talks a few words to Shen Yu.Everyone rarely sees Zhang Qi in this state, and everyone is embarrassed to disturb him. Only Shen Yu knows that Zhang Qi is not really a crazy person, and it is normal not to want to mess around with the crowd occasionally.Occasionally, Shen Yu would like to sit in a corner, like Zhang Qi is doing now, watching his friends carnival quietly by himself.Many people think that such a posture is very lonely. In fact, watching the depression of the crowd, not only is it not lonely, but it is satisfying, and even there will be a surge of quiet joy.He had a vague feeling that Zhang Qi, who occasionally chose to sit in the corner, felt the same as himself.

Shen Yu interrupted Zhang Qi with a smile: "Why don't I get this treatment?" He looked at Wei Chen who was surrounded in the distance.

Zhang Qi rolled his eyes: "It's not because you came out too early, otherwise you can enjoy this kind of treatment for a few more days."

Shen Yu tilted his head to look at Zhang Qi, and said with a teasing smile, "Then why didn't you get this kind of treatment? You didn't come out of the closet? Judging by the looks of the two of you, there is not much difference between them."

Zhang Qi thought to himself, I have not come out of the closet, but the closet is about to be overturned, but you won't let me open the door.After all, he was used to being depressed and mean in private, and liked to tease him, so he said with a self-deprecating sentence: "Maybe they think my character is not good."

Seeing that he was suddenly depressed, Shen Yu habitually raised her hand and ruffled Zhang Qi's hair: "What nonsense?"

Zhang Qi was a little dazed, and for a moment felt that the gloomy tone was almost pampering and comforting.He smiled helplessly. He knew that he couldn't drink, but he clinked glasses with the other party in a rare way: "Brother Yu, the one who came with you just now, he looked at Wei Chen in the crowd, he must be chasing you."

"No, he's a straight man." Thinking gloomyly of Wei Chen's identity, thinking that this person is the only son of the Wei family, and sooner or later he will inherit the family business and the Wei family's fame and wealth.People who don't pay attention to business may only know Wei Qiming. In fact, Wei Chen has been exposed countless times by relevant newspapers and magazines. Wei Qiming never deliberately protects his son's privacy. He wants Wei Chen to quickly get used to this kind of life.No matter what, it is impossible for Shen Yu to admit that Wei Chen is really chasing him.

"But he kept looking at me with bad eyes."

"You can be less evil, be careful of getting old"

Following Zhang Qi's line of sight, he turned his head sullenly and saw Wei Chen walking towards him, Zhang Qi said, "Stop sitting here with me, go and sing with your friend."

Wei Chen's expression was fairly calm, and his voice was calm, he asked Shen Yu, "How much did you drink?".

Zhang Qi glanced at Sullen, and took Wei Chen's words: "One or two glasses, but Brother Yu is not very good at drinking, you should watch him."

"I know." Wei Chen's tone began to waver, Zhang Qi heard a trace of displeasure.Zhang Qi didn't bother to respond to the other party's jealous "I know", and instantly restored his image of a prodigal son, holding a cup and chatting with the seniors next to him.

"Zhang Qi, why don't you fall in love?"

"I don't want to talk, how tired I am"

"Why are you all so Buddhist?"

Zhang Qi smiled: "It's much more difficult than getting a scholarship. We can talk about it, but it's not necessary."

Wei Chen heard clearly the conversation between Zhang Qi and the girl next to him, and the phrase "How tiring" came straight from the loud music.Wei Chen glanced at the other party, and it happened that Zhang Qi was looking at him without avoiding it.The two exchanged a look, but Zhang Qi smiled politely and playfully, and stopped looking at them.Seeing this scene, Shen Yu cursed in her heart that these two human skins were so firmly wrapped, they were obviously wolves or foxes or something.

It was already very late at the end of the night, and Wei Chen didn't say anything to him.Although Shen Yu has improved his drinking capacity over the years, he still has a headache after drinking a glass or two.He didn't really want to go back to the dormitory and ask Wang Zi to get up and ask the housekeeper to open the door, he thought it's better to go to the hotel to sleep well, but he didn't want Wei Chen to follow, so he thought about how to distract him, "Well, don't you have something to tell me? Let's talk."

Wei Chen originally intentionally procrastinated, wanting to create an opportunity to get along with Shen Yu and the two of them. He was not in a hurry to talk about things, or he had nothing to say at all, "It's too chaotic inside, don't be in a hurry."

Shen Yu deliberately said: "It's so late, aren't you in a hurry to go back to the dormitory?".

Wei Chen smiled helplessly: "Are you still human? What time is it, let me take an hour's taxi back to school?".

Shen Yu guessed what Wei Chen was planning, this person didn't speak directly, and twisted around awkwardly.He sighed, thinking that he really couldn't handle this kind of person, but he still prefers Zhang Qi's straight-talking personality.Wei Chen probably also felt that his gloomy patience was reaching its limit, so he stopped beating around the bush: "Don't go back to the dormitory, the twin beds are fine this time."Taking a deep breath, he continued, "You don't have to care about whether I like you or not, you're not ready to accept it anyway. Just treat it like, isn't Zhang Qi's kind of relationship okay?".

Shen Yu glanced at Wei Chen in shock: "Zhang Qi? How do you know his name? What's the relationship?"

Wei Chen: "The girl next to him has been discussing him, so I just remembered the name. Do you think you guys are hiding it well?"

Shen Yu: "Is there anything to hide?"

Wei Chen: "So, it's quite obvious."

Shen Yu: "We don't have that kind of relationship"

Wei Chen: "I know you are not together, I just want to know, since there can be such a person, why can't it be me?"

His brain, which was depressed and drenched in alcohol, was about to stop working. He had a headache so much that he fell asleep, and his tone was not strong: "Can this be the same?" He wondered if Wei Chen's mind was squeezed by the door.

As a result, the other party looked innocent and asked, "What's the difference?".

Shen Yu has already roared in his heart, the difference is too simple and clear, "You want to fall in love with me, possessive of me, and want me to only have you in my heart. But this relationship is closed, you still want to Acting like a prince next to other girls in public. And Zhang Qi and I were just...fucking from the start."He shouted in his heart, but he didn't have the energy to say it out. It seemed that his emotions had been borrowed by alcohol, and he just felt tired at the moment.Shen Yu thought that these didn't seem to be very important, so he chose the simplest sentence that didn't need to be explained: "I and Zhang Qi are in an exclusive relationship, you have no chance."

Wei Chen's eyes were about to burst into flames. In front of Shen Yu, he could no longer maintain his usual packaged appearance.His whole body was stained with anger, which was actually to cover up his already battered and tattered heart.Wei Chen seemed to be out of his body, listening to his own voice asking: "So, what is the difference between you two and falling in love?".

Shen Yu sighed, what's the difference?Two people who don't know anything about each other and basically don't want to try to understand each other, and only a bystander like Wei Chen can ask "what's the difference between dating and dating", a question that only the parties involved can understand at a glance.If Wei Chen had to be given an answer, Shen Yu's answer would be: "There is a beginning and an end".

Wei Chen: "You think going with me to have a room will betray him, isn't that just dating?"

Shen Yu: "Huh? I'll have a room with you but I won't sleep with you. I don't need to worry about him"

"Isn't that clear? It's just the same as before, just find a place to rest. Don't you just want to stay friends with me? But you've been hiding for a semester, what's the difference between this and a stranger ? What’s the difference between someone who broke up with a fucking relationship?”.After hearing Wei Chen's words, Shen Yu was completely speechless.Wei Chen also felt that it was so rare to be so depressed that he didn't know what to say. His heart was like riding a roller coaster, from being furious to involuntarily wanting to laugh and tease the other party.Depression has such a magical power for him, just a few expressions can make him feel overwhelmed, "So you don't feel anything about me? You don't have any friends anymore, and you won't see me in this life, so just treat it as nothing." Did you know him?"

"I like men. It's normal to be in contact with suitable men. It's the same as going on a blind date when you reach your age. If I don't avoid you and let you flirt with me endlessly, isn't it going to be overturned sooner or later?" Shen Yu didn't know what he said in a hurry.

Wei Chen seemed to understand: "With your current attitude, we're done before we start. I've never regarded you as a friend. Whether you let me chase you or stay with me, unfortunately, we can't Go back to the old days you wanted."

Shen Yu touched his trouser pocket, found that the cigarette was gone, and replied with a little emotion: "Yes."

"So, why are you hiding from me? Afraid of getting hurt again? I will solve it, trust me?"

Yes, this love, whether to talk about it or not, seems to be a dead end now.That being the case, why did it make both of them feel so uncomfortable?Shen Yu didn't remember how he and Wei Chen got to the hotel, and he didn't remember what they said afterwards. It seemed that after he realized that this was destined to be a tragedy, his brain was overloaded and shut down automatically.Dimly and gloomy, he vaguely remembered a long kiss with Wei Chen on the hotel bed, and then he seemed to kick that person with a lot of force, and he didn't know if he was injured or not.That night, Shen Yu dreamed again of that figure from the back that hadn't appeared in his dream for a long time. It wasn't Wei Chen, but he didn't know who it was.