Gu Heng suppressed his crying, but a faint sob still fell into Chu Xingci's ears.
When had he ever seen Gu Heng like this, and seeing him like this suddenly, his heart ached.
"Brother Heng." His voice was soft and messy, and the gaze he looked at Gu Heng was also gentle and unbelievable.
Gu Heng raised his head, the tears were wiped away, only reddish moist eyes remained, staring at him silently.
Chu Xingci felt distressed.
"I'm sorry Brother Heng, I shouldn't wake up now, I'm sorry for making you worry."
Chu Xingci coaxed softly.
Gu Heng lowered his eyes.
No, he should be the one to say sorry.
Gu Heng opened his mouth, but he couldn't say that sentence.
How dare he tell the truth of the day.
I dare not face everything that will happen after telling the truth.
Just as he was thinking wildly, Chu Xingci suddenly said, "Brother Heng."
Gu Heng looked at Chu Xingci.
In the next second, Chu Xingci's hand was on his shoulder, and he got closer and closer, giving him a superficial kiss.
Gu Heng was still at a loss, Chu Xingci's lips had already left his lips.
He couldn't even tell whether the scene just now was real or just an illusion created by him.
However, the next moment he heard Chu Xingci say:
"Kiss you, don't cry."
At that moment, Gu Heng's heart was filled with soreness and sweet emotions, and he was both happy and uncomfortable.
How do I match?
I hurt you like that.
You have to beat me and scold me, completely break the boundaries with me, and stay away from my crazy, that's the right way.
How can you kiss me?
The gentle treatment made Gu Heng flustered and didn't know what to do.
Chu Xingci hadn't noticed it yet, leaning on the hospital bed, looking at Gu Heng, his smile seemed to be sweet enough to touch people's hearts.
"Brother Heng, have you prepared a ring for me?"
Gu Heng was taken aback: "How do you know?"
"I heard it in my dream. I slept soundly, but I heard you talking to me in my dream. It seemed sad and wanted me to wake up, so I was in a hurry to wake up."
"So, is the ring real?"
Chu Xingci raised his eyes, and looked at him with moist and bright eyes, with a light of anticipation shining in them, like a broken diamond.
Stared at by such eyes, Gu Heng's heart seemed to be being pinched by a hand over and over again, flustered and nervous.
"Yes, it is true."
Gu Heng took out the ring that was always on his body.
The black velvet ring box was opened, and there was a platinum piece inside. It was a simple and classic style, and five small gemstones of different materials and colors were inlaid on the ring surface. Under the sunlight outside the window, the gemstones shone dazzlingly. .
Gu Heng took out the ring, and when he was about to put it on Chu Xingci's hand, he hesitated for a moment, and flinched from holding the ring.
Now, is he still qualified to wear this ring for Chu Xingci?
While hesitating, Chu Xingci's voice sounded with a smile: "Hurry up and put it on for me."
Why did Brother Heng become so strange after waking up?
She didn't respond when she kissed him, and she hesitated to ask him to wear the ring.
Gu Heng met Chu Xingci's expectant gaze, gently took his left hand, and put the ring on his ring finger.
He secretly measured the size of the ring and specially asked someone to order it, so the size is completely suitable.
The five gemstones on the ring face, the first is amethyst, Amethyst, the second is diamond, the third is cloud stone, Opal, the fourth is ruby, Ruby, the fifth is emerald, Emerald.
The initials of each of the five gemstones together are adore, love.
He thought for a long time before he came up with a way to express his love implicitly with gems.
He also thought for a long time, how to tell Chu Xingci how much he loves him when he puts this ring on Chu Xingci.
But now, he seems to be dumb, and he doesn't even have the courage to speak.
The layer of window paper between the two has been completely pierced.
Chu Xingci, who thoroughly understood the other party's heart, was enthusiastic and sweet, with undisguised deep love in his eyes.
But Gu Heng didn't even dare to look at it, like a monster hiding in the shadows, who obviously longed for the light, but was terribly afraid that when the light came, it also showed his ugly appearance.
If Chu Xingci could see his appearance clearly, if Chu Xingci knew about that matter, he didn't think he would be forgiven.
When hope and despair coexist, he never feels that hope will come to him.
"Brother Heng."
Chu Xingci's voice pulled him back from his thoughts: "What?"
"Get up, your knees will hurt if you keep kneeling on the side of the bed. I'm done drinking water, go and pour it for me." Chu Xingci's tone naturally contained a hint of coquettishness.
That's the tone you would have for someone closest to you.
Gu Heng hurriedly got up, took the cup and poured water for him.
After pouring the water, Gu Heng couldn't bear Chu Xingci's hot gaze from time to time, so he found an excuse to leave the ward.
"I'll go to the doctor to check you out."
The doctor came and was forced to give Chu Xingci a full body checkup, from hair strands to toenails, a thorough checkup.
"If he can wake up as much as possible, it means that he is fine, and other parts of his body are also in good health. After two days of observation, he can be discharged from the hospital."
Gu Heng was relieved only after confirming that he had fully recovered and that there was nothing wrong with him.
After the doctor left, Chu Xingci drank water and ate some liquid food to replenish his strength, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.
While lying on the bed, although Gu Heng scrubbed him seriously every day, Chu Xingci still felt that taking a bath was more comfortable.
There was the sound of running water in the bathroom.
Gu Heng listened to the sound of Chu Xingci taking a bath besides the sound of water inside.
As soon as the voice stopped, he glanced nervously toward the bathroom.
It was only at this moment that he had a down-to-earth sense of reality and was convinced that Chu Xingci had really woken up.
It's not a hallucination, it's not a dream, it's really waking up.
Smile at him, act like a baby to him, and even accept his ring.
However, Gu Heng couldn't be happy at all, his heart felt as heavy as a big rock.
Chu Xingci has already woken up, but how long can he hide that matter?
Even if he used all means to completely conceal that matter, so what?
He couldn't hide it from himself, he would never forget how he hurt Chu Xingci, and he would never forget how painful Chu Xingci was.
He did something wrong, and he will be trapped in guilt and fear for the rest of his life, tortured like an endless Lingchi.
Chu Xingci came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and saw Gu Heng sitting beside the bed with his head down, looking absent-minded and lonely.
It seemed that his whole body was plunged into endless sadness.
Chu Xingci was only distressed, and he didn't even bother to brush his hair, so he hugged Gu Heng tightly.
A wet hug, and his distressed messy question: "Brother Heng, what's wrong with you?"
I woke up, I like you, shouldn't I be happy?
Hug me and kiss me, why don't you do anything?
Why are you still so sad?
Gu Heng raised his eyes, glanced at Chu Xingci, but quickly looked away in the next second, like a child who has made a mistake, at a loss.
"What if, I mean, if I did something wrong, hurt you, or lied to you, it was just a hypothetical, and it made you miserable, what would you do?"
Chu Xingci said without hesitation, "I will be very angry, very angry."
This answer made Gu Heng's heart sink.
This reaction was too obvious. Chu Xingci seemed to have sensed something vaguely, but he still didn't quite understand, so he coaxed softly:
"Even if I get angry, even if you do something wrong, it doesn't matter, I still like you."
"And if I feel bad, Brother Heng, you will feel even more uncomfortable, right?"
Gu Heng heard Chu Xingci's comfort, but the voice in his heart became more and more chaotic.
Will you really forgive me?
can you?
What I do is so bad, and I am such a bad person, it is already a luxury to try my best to make you like me.
How dare you ask you to forgive me after making a mistake.
No, he is too bad to be forgiven.
If discovered, all he will face is complete abandonment.
Even someone as good as Chu Xingci couldn't bear such a bad him, so he would just stay away and hide from him.
Gu Heng fell into his own emotions, and the sadness in his whole body was almost overflowing.
The first time Chu Xingci met Gu Heng, he couldn't coax him well, but instead became more and more sad.
He was anxious and worried.
"Brother Heng, what the hell happened? Seeing you in pain makes me feel bad too."
Hearing what he said, Gu Heng raised his eyes and saw Chu Xingci pinching someone, with a worried expression on his face, unable to smile, he shivered violently.
Am I making you unhappy again?
Because of me again, this smiling face lost its smile, leaving only worry.
Look, what has Chu Xingci become because of you?
why are you so bad
Gu Heng gritted his teeth, opened his tightly pursed lips slightly, and said softly, "I'll tell you something."
tell him the truth.
Whether it's angry, forgiven, or abandoned, in short, I don't want to lie to you, hurt you, or make you unhappy.
"That day, everything that happened at the beach was arranged by me."
The moment these words were spoken, the big stone in Gu Heng's heart fell down.
I can calculate and deceive anyone without a trace of guilt in my heart.
But when the same method is used on you, I feel tormented in my heart and feel restless.
"Actually, I knew there would be a rainstorm that day, so I asked you out on purpose just to take advantage of the rainstorm, just to better fulfill my plan."
"Actually, after I fell into the sea, I was rescued immediately, and I didn't suffer any injuries at all."
A series of confessions made Chu Xingci completely dumbfounded.
He could understand every word Gu Heng said, but when combined together, he just didn't understand what it meant.
It took a long time for my dull brain to realize what Gu Heng's words meant.
"You, you mean..."
"Everything that happened that day was my plan."
"The group of gangsters took knives and attacked you, and you were all injured. How could it be..."
"I was hurt just to make you feel bad. It's true that your uncle wanted to kidnap you, but I stopped him. Those gangsters just used the name of kidnapping to cooperate with me in acting."
"If it weren't for those gangsters, I would have created an accident myself."
Dead silence.
It took a long time to know that after digesting what Gu Heng said, Chu Xingci asked hoarsely, "Why?"
why?
Because I am a mean person.
Because I want to use conspiracies and tricks to calculate your sincerity.
Because I am clearly unworthy, but greedily want to have you.
When had he ever seen Gu Heng like this, and seeing him like this suddenly, his heart ached.
"Brother Heng." His voice was soft and messy, and the gaze he looked at Gu Heng was also gentle and unbelievable.
Gu Heng raised his head, the tears were wiped away, only reddish moist eyes remained, staring at him silently.
Chu Xingci felt distressed.
"I'm sorry Brother Heng, I shouldn't wake up now, I'm sorry for making you worry."
Chu Xingci coaxed softly.
Gu Heng lowered his eyes.
No, he should be the one to say sorry.
Gu Heng opened his mouth, but he couldn't say that sentence.
How dare he tell the truth of the day.
I dare not face everything that will happen after telling the truth.
Just as he was thinking wildly, Chu Xingci suddenly said, "Brother Heng."
Gu Heng looked at Chu Xingci.
In the next second, Chu Xingci's hand was on his shoulder, and he got closer and closer, giving him a superficial kiss.
Gu Heng was still at a loss, Chu Xingci's lips had already left his lips.
He couldn't even tell whether the scene just now was real or just an illusion created by him.
However, the next moment he heard Chu Xingci say:
"Kiss you, don't cry."
At that moment, Gu Heng's heart was filled with soreness and sweet emotions, and he was both happy and uncomfortable.
How do I match?
I hurt you like that.
You have to beat me and scold me, completely break the boundaries with me, and stay away from my crazy, that's the right way.
How can you kiss me?
The gentle treatment made Gu Heng flustered and didn't know what to do.
Chu Xingci hadn't noticed it yet, leaning on the hospital bed, looking at Gu Heng, his smile seemed to be sweet enough to touch people's hearts.
"Brother Heng, have you prepared a ring for me?"
Gu Heng was taken aback: "How do you know?"
"I heard it in my dream. I slept soundly, but I heard you talking to me in my dream. It seemed sad and wanted me to wake up, so I was in a hurry to wake up."
"So, is the ring real?"
Chu Xingci raised his eyes, and looked at him with moist and bright eyes, with a light of anticipation shining in them, like a broken diamond.
Stared at by such eyes, Gu Heng's heart seemed to be being pinched by a hand over and over again, flustered and nervous.
"Yes, it is true."
Gu Heng took out the ring that was always on his body.
The black velvet ring box was opened, and there was a platinum piece inside. It was a simple and classic style, and five small gemstones of different materials and colors were inlaid on the ring surface. Under the sunlight outside the window, the gemstones shone dazzlingly. .
Gu Heng took out the ring, and when he was about to put it on Chu Xingci's hand, he hesitated for a moment, and flinched from holding the ring.
Now, is he still qualified to wear this ring for Chu Xingci?
While hesitating, Chu Xingci's voice sounded with a smile: "Hurry up and put it on for me."
Why did Brother Heng become so strange after waking up?
She didn't respond when she kissed him, and she hesitated to ask him to wear the ring.
Gu Heng met Chu Xingci's expectant gaze, gently took his left hand, and put the ring on his ring finger.
He secretly measured the size of the ring and specially asked someone to order it, so the size is completely suitable.
The five gemstones on the ring face, the first is amethyst, Amethyst, the second is diamond, the third is cloud stone, Opal, the fourth is ruby, Ruby, the fifth is emerald, Emerald.
The initials of each of the five gemstones together are adore, love.
He thought for a long time before he came up with a way to express his love implicitly with gems.
He also thought for a long time, how to tell Chu Xingci how much he loves him when he puts this ring on Chu Xingci.
But now, he seems to be dumb, and he doesn't even have the courage to speak.
The layer of window paper between the two has been completely pierced.
Chu Xingci, who thoroughly understood the other party's heart, was enthusiastic and sweet, with undisguised deep love in his eyes.
But Gu Heng didn't even dare to look at it, like a monster hiding in the shadows, who obviously longed for the light, but was terribly afraid that when the light came, it also showed his ugly appearance.
If Chu Xingci could see his appearance clearly, if Chu Xingci knew about that matter, he didn't think he would be forgiven.
When hope and despair coexist, he never feels that hope will come to him.
"Brother Heng."
Chu Xingci's voice pulled him back from his thoughts: "What?"
"Get up, your knees will hurt if you keep kneeling on the side of the bed. I'm done drinking water, go and pour it for me." Chu Xingci's tone naturally contained a hint of coquettishness.
That's the tone you would have for someone closest to you.
Gu Heng hurriedly got up, took the cup and poured water for him.
After pouring the water, Gu Heng couldn't bear Chu Xingci's hot gaze from time to time, so he found an excuse to leave the ward.
"I'll go to the doctor to check you out."
The doctor came and was forced to give Chu Xingci a full body checkup, from hair strands to toenails, a thorough checkup.
"If he can wake up as much as possible, it means that he is fine, and other parts of his body are also in good health. After two days of observation, he can be discharged from the hospital."
Gu Heng was relieved only after confirming that he had fully recovered and that there was nothing wrong with him.
After the doctor left, Chu Xingci drank water and ate some liquid food to replenish his strength, then got up and went to the bathroom to wash up.
While lying on the bed, although Gu Heng scrubbed him seriously every day, Chu Xingci still felt that taking a bath was more comfortable.
There was the sound of running water in the bathroom.
Gu Heng listened to the sound of Chu Xingci taking a bath besides the sound of water inside.
As soon as the voice stopped, he glanced nervously toward the bathroom.
It was only at this moment that he had a down-to-earth sense of reality and was convinced that Chu Xingci had really woken up.
It's not a hallucination, it's not a dream, it's really waking up.
Smile at him, act like a baby to him, and even accept his ring.
However, Gu Heng couldn't be happy at all, his heart felt as heavy as a big rock.
Chu Xingci has already woken up, but how long can he hide that matter?
Even if he used all means to completely conceal that matter, so what?
He couldn't hide it from himself, he would never forget how he hurt Chu Xingci, and he would never forget how painful Chu Xingci was.
He did something wrong, and he will be trapped in guilt and fear for the rest of his life, tortured like an endless Lingchi.
Chu Xingci came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and saw Gu Heng sitting beside the bed with his head down, looking absent-minded and lonely.
It seemed that his whole body was plunged into endless sadness.
Chu Xingci was only distressed, and he didn't even bother to brush his hair, so he hugged Gu Heng tightly.
A wet hug, and his distressed messy question: "Brother Heng, what's wrong with you?"
I woke up, I like you, shouldn't I be happy?
Hug me and kiss me, why don't you do anything?
Why are you still so sad?
Gu Heng raised his eyes, glanced at Chu Xingci, but quickly looked away in the next second, like a child who has made a mistake, at a loss.
"What if, I mean, if I did something wrong, hurt you, or lied to you, it was just a hypothetical, and it made you miserable, what would you do?"
Chu Xingci said without hesitation, "I will be very angry, very angry."
This answer made Gu Heng's heart sink.
This reaction was too obvious. Chu Xingci seemed to have sensed something vaguely, but he still didn't quite understand, so he coaxed softly:
"Even if I get angry, even if you do something wrong, it doesn't matter, I still like you."
"And if I feel bad, Brother Heng, you will feel even more uncomfortable, right?"
Gu Heng heard Chu Xingci's comfort, but the voice in his heart became more and more chaotic.
Will you really forgive me?
can you?
What I do is so bad, and I am such a bad person, it is already a luxury to try my best to make you like me.
How dare you ask you to forgive me after making a mistake.
No, he is too bad to be forgiven.
If discovered, all he will face is complete abandonment.
Even someone as good as Chu Xingci couldn't bear such a bad him, so he would just stay away and hide from him.
Gu Heng fell into his own emotions, and the sadness in his whole body was almost overflowing.
The first time Chu Xingci met Gu Heng, he couldn't coax him well, but instead became more and more sad.
He was anxious and worried.
"Brother Heng, what the hell happened? Seeing you in pain makes me feel bad too."
Hearing what he said, Gu Heng raised his eyes and saw Chu Xingci pinching someone, with a worried expression on his face, unable to smile, he shivered violently.
Am I making you unhappy again?
Because of me again, this smiling face lost its smile, leaving only worry.
Look, what has Chu Xingci become because of you?
why are you so bad
Gu Heng gritted his teeth, opened his tightly pursed lips slightly, and said softly, "I'll tell you something."
tell him the truth.
Whether it's angry, forgiven, or abandoned, in short, I don't want to lie to you, hurt you, or make you unhappy.
"That day, everything that happened at the beach was arranged by me."
The moment these words were spoken, the big stone in Gu Heng's heart fell down.
I can calculate and deceive anyone without a trace of guilt in my heart.
But when the same method is used on you, I feel tormented in my heart and feel restless.
"Actually, I knew there would be a rainstorm that day, so I asked you out on purpose just to take advantage of the rainstorm, just to better fulfill my plan."
"Actually, after I fell into the sea, I was rescued immediately, and I didn't suffer any injuries at all."
A series of confessions made Chu Xingci completely dumbfounded.
He could understand every word Gu Heng said, but when combined together, he just didn't understand what it meant.
It took a long time for my dull brain to realize what Gu Heng's words meant.
"You, you mean..."
"Everything that happened that day was my plan."
"The group of gangsters took knives and attacked you, and you were all injured. How could it be..."
"I was hurt just to make you feel bad. It's true that your uncle wanted to kidnap you, but I stopped him. Those gangsters just used the name of kidnapping to cooperate with me in acting."
"If it weren't for those gangsters, I would have created an accident myself."
Dead silence.
It took a long time to know that after digesting what Gu Heng said, Chu Xingci asked hoarsely, "Why?"
why?
Because I am a mean person.
Because I want to use conspiracies and tricks to calculate your sincerity.
Because I am clearly unworthy, but greedily want to have you.
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