After transmigrating into Shamat's male supporting role

Chu Xingci's inner emotions were too complicated to express.

He looked at Gu Heng, angry, wronged, puzzled, unbelievable... All kinds of emotions collided and mixed in his heart, and finally turned into tears and flowed out.

"How can you do this?"

"You lied to me."

"I was so scared at the time. I was afraid that something would happen to you. I was worried about you. I thought I had harmed you. I was so guilty that I was dying. Tell me now, those are all lying to me."

"I trust you so much."

Chu Xingci was so shocked by the information that Zhou people learned that he was about to collapse.

Not without suspicion.

Those bastards that night, so many people, all had dicks in their hands, but they didn't hurt him from the beginning to the end.

Gu Heng obviously had an accident, but the subordinates around him were so calm, and the rescue team came so timely.

And after waking up, Gu Heng behaved uncharacteristically.

It's not that he didn't have doubts, but because it's Gu Heng, he is willing to trust him 100%, without the slightest doubt.

Even if something was wrong, he never thought of doubting Gu Heng.

He gave Gu Heng trust, but Gu Heng used this trust to hurt him.

Chu Xingci looked at Gu Heng with anger and questioning in his eyes, but the tears could not be stopped no matter what.

Gu Heng was at a loss: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Damn you for making him cry again.

But he didn't know what to do to relieve Chu Xingci's anger.

In other words, the damage had already been done, and no matter what he did or said, he could not cover up the fact that he had hurt Chu Xingci.

Chu Xingci trembled uncomfortably, closed his eyes and did not look at him, and his voice became cold: "Go out, I don't want to see you now."

It was the first time he treated Gu Heng with this attitude, and it was also the first time he was so angry.

Hearing his words, Gu Heng pursed his lips, his face was ashen, and he said dryly, "Okay."

He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something more, but he still didn't say anything.

There is nothing to say, he deserves it, this is his punishment.

Chu Xingci never treated him too much.

The moment he decided to tell the truth, he was ready to bear the consequences of deceiving Chu Xingci.

Everything is his own doing.

Gu Heng took a look at him, took into account Chu Xingci's reluctance to look at him with his eyes closed, and then dragged himself out of the ward.

When he walked out of the ward and was about to close the door, Gu Heng turned his head and looked back.

Chu Xingci had already turned around, leaving only his back view, and never looked at him from the beginning to the end.

Seeing this scene, Gu Heng only felt pain in his heart, as if the air around him had been evacuated, and there was a kind of suffocating despair.

He might be completely screwed.

The door of the ward was completely closed, leaving only Chu Xingci in the room.

He threw himself onto the bed, tears streaming down his face.

During this time, all the tears in his life were almost shed.

Chu Xingci raised his hand to wipe his tears, but suddenly saw the ring on his hand.

Seeing the ring, the already sad heart became even more angry.

Is it cheating the way you like me?

He took off the ring and threw it out angrily.

A small one disappeared in an instant.

But after throwing it away, he was even angrier.

Because he regretted it the moment he found himself throwing the ring out.

Obviously that person is so bad, why would you regret throwing it away?

But in the next second, Chu Xingci was still wiping away his tears while looking for the ring that was thrown somewhere in the room just now.

He was angry that Gu Heng deceived himself.

But even more angry that he was cheated so miserably that he was still reluctant to part with Gu Heng.

The ring was thrown out and rolled to nowhere. Chu Xingci searched all over the room, and finally found it in the corner between the cabinet and the wall.

Just as he grabbed the ring in his hand, there was a sudden sound of the door opening behind him.

Chu Xingci stood up and looked towards the door.

The person who came in was a strange middle-aged man, wearing loose cotton and linen clothes, with a gentle face, giving people a very comfortable feeling at first glance.

"You are?" Chu Xingci had just cried, and his voice was hoarse.

Who knows, the man looked at him in surprise, as if he knew him very well: "Are you awake? Congratulations, you look very healthy."

Chu Xingci looked at him and repeated again: "Who are you?"

The man smiled at him, and replied: "Gu Heng's psychiatrist, I made an appointment last week for psychological consultation today, what about others?"

Hearing the words "psychological consultation", Chu Xingci became nervous for a moment, and then pretended to be indifferent and said: "I don't know, you can contact him yourself."

The psychiatrist turned his eyes around him and smiled: "Perhaps, compared to Gu Heng, I feel that you need my help now. Can I talk to you?"

"I've always heard Gu Heng talk about you, but I've never really known you before."

Chu Xingci looked at the doctor and seemed to be in trouble, but he still said to the doctor in the next second, "You sit down first."

He poured the doctor a glass of water, and the two sat on the sofa.

The doctor's eyes fell on Chu Xingci.

The expression on his face was too obvious, obviously he was in a bad mood, and he didn't have much desire to chat. He was still playing with a ring in his hand, but his eyes always fell on himself, as if he had something to ask, but He hesitated to speak.

The doctor smiled and said softly: "You want to know why Gu Heng needs psychological counseling?"

"I don't want to know." Chu Xingci retorted.

He is still angry, and the energy has not slowed down, and he is completely duplicity when speaking.

The doctor pretended he didn't see it, and said directly: "After you were in a coma for a week, his friend contacted me and asked me to give him psychological counseling. It's a pity that the effect was not good. He is very vigilant and does not allow anyone to explore His inner world, he doesn't even want to talk to me."

"But the only exception is you."

Chu Xingci clenched his hands unconsciously, and after glancing at the doctor, he retorted softly: "No, he still lied to me."

He had the heart to lie to me, to see me so uncomfortable.

"What's the conflict between the two of you? I don't go into it. I'm just telling you about his state. You should be very familiar with him. Have you ever noticed something wrong with him before?"

Chu Xingci pursed his lips.

Of course, when he read the book, he knew what kind of villain Gu Heng was, so he would feel that he was a pervert, a snake spirit.

If Gu Heng used the same way of robbing the heroine on him, let alone falling in love with Gu Heng, it would be considered good tempered if all differences were resolved.

However, after he got acquainted with Gu Heng, Gu Heng hid it so well and obeyed him so well that he even forgot what kind of person the villain in the original book was.

After falling in love with Gu Heng, he also thought about the things Gu Heng did in the original novel, but he always felt that Gu Heng would not treat him like the heroine.

To put it bluntly, he was confident, he knew that Gu Heng would not let it go.

He could feel such strong love and such a cherished attitude.

The doctor continued: "He drew a self-portrait of himself. Perhaps, I think you should take a look."

The doctor pulled out the photo on the phone and handed it to Chu Xingci.

It was Gu Heng's painting. He had seen himself in Gu Heng's pen, sunny, cheerful, with bright colors. Looking at the painting would only make people feel happy.

However, the painting in front of him made him feel suffocated and depressed.

In the gray sky, towering buildings stand on both sides, squeezing out a narrow road.

In the middle of the road was a filthy monster, but upon closer inspection, it was discovered that it was piles of gauze covered in clotted blood.

Through the gauze, only a pair of children's eyes can be seen protruding from a thin slit, but there is a dead silence in those eyes.

The gauze was like an iron chain, tightly bound the bruised child, it was protection and imprisonment.

This is Gu Heng's self-portrait.

This is his inner world.

His Brother Heng, it turned out that there were so many pains in his heart that he didn't know.

Looking at the painting, Chu Xingci felt extremely amused.

The doctor said from the side: "You can take a look at the next one."

He swiped the screen, and another painting appeared.

It is still tall buildings, gauze, and children, but this time the sun came out, the gray mist was dispelled, and the surroundings were bright. The child in the painting opened his eyes wide and looked up at the sun. His eyes were stung by the light and began to cry. , also reluctant to look back.

"that is you."

You are the sun, you can push through the clouds and give him a ray of light.

But the sun is always out of reach, and even looking at it for a while will sting your eyes.

This is the definition of you in his mind.

I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light.

Gu Heng saw the light, so he tried his best to keep the light.

However, how could the sun stay for him.

No matter how much he did, it would be a waste of effort. After all, he would still fall into darkness.

"No." Chu Xingci's voice suddenly sounded.

I am not some kind of sun, I am a living person, who can cry and laugh, and who loves someone to death or life.

I am not out of reach.

Chu Xingci took a deep breath.

He was still angry because of Gu Heng's deception, but he still loved him and felt sorry for him.

"Doctor, brother Heng, how to treat this disease?"

The doctor frowned in distress: "It's very difficult, there is almost no possibility of recovery."

Chu Xing's resignation tightened.

"However, this difficulty is only for me. If you want me to cure his illness, it is really too difficult for me."

"However, if it were you, this matter should not be difficult."

You are his only medicine.

"Then what do I want to do specifically?" Liang Yao asked.

"There are many things that can be done, kissing and hugging, any intimate behavior, behavior that makes him happy, can make him better. Also, let him come for psychological counseling on time, don't let me dove again. "

Hearing these words, Chu Xingci got up immediately: "Doctor, please wait a moment, I'll go and bring him back for consultation."

After leaving the ward, Chu Xingci looked for someone everywhere.

But the phone couldn't be reached, and the person couldn't be found. Chu Xing asked the hospital staff to help adjust the surveillance, and only then did he know that the person had gone to the rooftop.

Chu Xingci immediately went up to find someone.

The iron door on the roof was rusted, and when it was pushed open, there was a harsh creaking sound.

When Chu Xing resigned and entered the rooftop, he immediately saw the figure with his back turned to him.

He walked over, and the sound of his shoes stepping on the concrete floor was not small.

He had just taken two steps, and before he had time to approach, he heard Gu Heng's voice in a bad tone: "Get out."

Chu Xingci:? ? ? ?

scold me?

He stood where he was, with a cold tone: "You said, then I'm going to get out?"

As soon as these words came out, the back instantly froze, as if in disbelief, and it took a while to turn around.

Seeing the moment when Chu Xing was asked to resign, Gu Heng panicked instantly: "No, I thought it was someone else, not scolding you, don't be angry, how could I scold you."

He explained incoherently.

Chu Xingci's eyes fell on his fingertips, and the two slender index and middle fingers were holding a half-smoked cigarette.

Seeing Chu Xingci's gaze fall, Gu Heng panicked even more, threw the cigarette and stomped it out.

However, this action made Chu Xingci notice the bottom of his feet, where there were cigarette butts all over the place.

Gu Heng was completely desperate.

Chu Xingci stepped towards him.

"No, my body smells very heavy." Gu Heng backed away, as if he had some kind of virus on his body, and it would be contaminated if he got close.

Chu Xingci didn't listen to him, and continued to approach.

In a panic, Gu Heng took off his cigarette-smelling coat and threw it on the ground, covering the cigarette butts all over the floor.

In this way, the smell of smoke should be less.

Seeing his movements, Chu Xingci sighed.

That sigh easily touched Gu Heng's mood and made his heart throb.

"I haven't smoked for a long time, this time is an exception." Gu Heng stood there stiffly like a child who made a mistake, nervous and at a loss.

"It's just smoking, I'm not so delicate, I can't even smell the smell of cigarettes."

After a pause, Chu Xingci spoke again and called out, "Brother Heng."

Chu Xingci kept paying attention to Gu Heng's expression. He could clearly see that at the moment when those two words were spoken, Gu Heng was stunned for a moment, and immediately, those dark, lifeless eyes lit up instantly.

It turns out that a word from me will make you so happy?

Chu Xingci lowered his eyes, took out the ring that Gu Heng gave him, and handed it over: "Return the ring to you."

At that moment, Gu Heng experienced the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

Immediately, he quickly adjusted his mood.

It's normal, it's too normal, after knowing the truth, Chu Xingci doesn't want to be with him, it's normal, it's the right choice.

He was just a little uncomfortable.

It didn't matter, it was enough to make Chu Xingci feel better.

Gu Heng stretched out his hand and took the ring tremblingly, then asked in a hoarse voice: "After that, we will still be friends, right?"

Am I still qualified to stand by your side again?

You called me Brother Heng just now.

Hearing what he said, Chu Xingci smiled: "What are you thinking? How can we be friends."

Gu Heng's heart was smashed to pieces by these four words.

Yes, what are you thinking.

After doing such a bad thing, it's good enough not to turn against each other. How dare you expect to be friends like before.

Gu Heng was completely desperate.

He will be crazy, but I am afraid that being crazy will hurt you.

Don't worry, I will solve myself first before I can't help but hurt you.

No one, including myself, can hurt you anymore.

Just when he had already figured out how to solve himself, Chu Xingci's voice sounded again.

"Are you sure we're going to be friends in this kind of relationship that we like each other? Are you willing or not. You put away the ring. When you recover from your illness, I'll put it back on."

These words directly caused Gu Heng's brain to crash.

Am I already crazy?They're all starting to hallucinate.

Just when he was wondering whether those words just now were true or hallucinations, Chu Xingci had already picked up his coat that was still on the ground.

"Brother Heng, you don't need to endure or hide in front of me. You can do whatever you want. If I can't accept it, I will tell you that I can't stand this matter, and I will discuss it with you."

"It's like smoking. I don't mind the smell of smoke, but it hurts your body if you smoke so much at once..."

Gu Heng hurriedly said: "I won't smoke anymore, really."

"This is your freedom. You can smoke if you want, and you don't smoke if you don't want to. Don't worry about me."

"Okay." Gu Heng hurriedly agreed, obedient as hell.

Chu Xingci suspected that he would let him jump off the building now, and he jumped off immediately without saying a word.

"Just listen to me, what about you, do you have anything you want to tell me?"

"Yes." Gu Heng's voice seemed to be suppressing something, "I, I want to hug you."

Not just a hug, the sudden surprise made him unable to restrain his emotions, and he urgently needed to do something to vent it out.

He wanted more, but he only dared to ask for a hug, and asked cautiously, for fear of making the other party unhappy.

He looked at Chu Xingci beggingly.

"No."

Chu Xingci refused without mercy: "I'm still angry, you can only hug me when my anger subsides."

Gu Heng froze instantly, his eyes were full of loneliness, but he was still obedient to death, Chu Xingci said otherwise, no matter how much he thought about it, he dared not take any action.

Chu Xingci looked at him, as if he regarded him as the whole world, holding him on the tip of his heart and cherishing him extremely.

This feeling is simply irresistible.

Chu Xingci laughed: "Although you can't hug me, I can hug you."

After saying that, he opened his arms and hugged Gu Heng forcefully.

At that moment, Gu Heng's heart was empty, the hole where the cold wind was blowing was completely filled, so full that his eye sockets were a little sore, so full that he couldn't help but quietly shed a tear.