After transmigrating into Shamat's male supporting role

When he walked out of the room, Chu Xingci lost all strength.

So long in the rain, crying for so long, and endured so much torture.

He was exhausted to the extreme, and he could only hold on with one breath.

He couldn't hold it anymore, what about Gu Heng?He still suffered from such serious injuries.

Chu Xingci didn't dare to imagine, and as soon as You Qi closed his eyes, all kinds of terrible thoughts appeared in his mind uncontrollably.

He was so exhausted that he couldn't hold it anymore, so he stood in the courtyard of the hotel, leaned against the wall for strength, and looked down at the marble-patterned floor tiles under his feet.

Just looking at it like this, looking at it, thinking of Gu Heng again, tears flowed out after a brush.

He was really, really scared.

Why are you crying, you can't cry.

But the lacrimal glands are not under his control at all, as soon as he thinks of the word Gu Heng, it starts to overflow.

The person who was arranged by Gu Heng to take good care of Chu Xingci couldn't bear to watch Chu Xingci like this, so he left temporarily, leaving him a space to be alone.

Chu Xingci spurned himself while wiping away tears.

A voice suddenly sounded from behind.

"I'm so happy to see you become this virtue."

He cried for a while and turned his head to look over.

Chu Wenchi's disgusting face appeared in front of him.

"How pitiful."

"Deserving it."

"Because something happened to Gu Heng, the Gu family won't let you go, right?"

"Are you afraid that the Gu family will find you, so you hide and cry alone? You are really cowardly."

Chu Xingci looked at him coldly. He was triumphant, as if he had the upper hand, and the smile on the corner of his mouth could not be suppressed.

"You don't know, do you? I was the one who found those people. I gave my father the notice of kidnapping you. All your news leaked out through my hands. Are you surprised?"

"Do you know how disgusting it is when I saw you pretending to please Gu Heng at school?"

"You're not fucking gay, are you?"

"I usually seduce Gu Heng a lot"

After finishing speaking, Chu Xingci punched him on the mouth.

A punch full of anger.

Chu Wenchi was beaten and fell to the ground. He couldn't even get up. He opened his mouth and spat out a bloody tooth.

Chu Xingci sneered.

It's real.

In his current state, he didn't even have the strength to stand still, even Chu Wenchi could be hit by him.

He is not even interested in punching a second time.

He looked at Chu Wenchi contemptuously, and said coldly, "Just mention him again, and I'll knock out all your teeth."

That look, like Chu Wenchi's some insignificant garbage.

To be stared at like this, the anger of Chu Wenzhi's departure,

You are fucking like this, what face do you have to look down on me?

He rushed forward angrily and wrestled with Chu Xingci.

"You look down on me? I'll tell you that from the moment I entered the gate of the Chu family, you looked down on me."

"I'm your brother, why do you look down on me?"

"You might as well die."

"Why wasn't you the one who was swept away by the waves?"

"Anyway, I offended the Gu family. You will die sooner or later. Why don't I give you a ride?"

Chu Wenchi lost his mind in anger, and Chu Xingci was already exhausted, and his eyes started to turn black after he moved his hands twice.

Seeing him so weak, Chu Wenchi seized the opportunity, pushed him to the ground, and beat him.

He clamored for Chu Xing to resign, but he didn't dare to take it seriously. He just wanted to vent his inner resentment.

But he had never fought before, and he didn't know where he could fight and where he couldn't, so he grabbed a rock and threw it on his head.

He didn't have much strength, but the stone was sharp, and the weak Chu Xingci was hit by him, and he passed out immediately.

Blood spread across his forehead.

After Gu Heng was swept away by the sea, he was quickly rescued by the search and rescue team hidden underneath, but he didn't go back immediately.

The torrential rain came with a small typhoon. It was so sudden that he was not the only one who had an accident.

The group of search and rescue teams would do their best to rescue everyone, but he was the only one among those people.

According to the plan, he will be returned to the hotel by the search and rescue team in the early morning of the next day.

Everything in the plan was not perfect, the only thing that went wrong was Chu Xingci's attitude.

He thought that Chu Xingci didn't like him, so he needed to go to great lengths and expend so much energy to provoke Chu Xingci.

However, before the heavy rain hit, he discovered that it was not his wishful thinking all along.

Chu Xingci also liked him.

His purpose has been achieved.

When those gangsters appeared, he could easily stop the subsequent development.

But he still chose to proceed according to the plan.

Chu Xingci liked him.

But he greedily wants more and more and more.

So even until his goal has been achieved, there is absolutely no need to do this again.

Still, he chose to continue following the plan.

If the plan is successful, Chu Xingci, who likes him, will like him even more, how wonderful?

He knew too well how to make Chu Xingci feel bad.

It’s not enough for me to protect you, it’s only because you’re injured, the wound is open and bleeding, for you to see, that’s how you feel bad enough.

I saved you, it's not enough, I almost lost my life to save you, in this way, your impression of me is deep enough.

You have nothing to do, but I am covered in bruises and almost died. Does this mean that you not only like me, but maybe you can love me more?

Despicable and greedy, this is the self he has been hiding all along.

How could Chu Xingci like him like this?

So you have to hide it well and use special means to make him fall in love with you and make him willing to stay by your side.

His plan came to fruition perfectly.

He even looked forward to what a wonderful scene it would be when he went back tomorrow and saw Chu Xingci.

Chu Xingci would definitely cry, crying for him, his eyes were swollen from crying, and when he saw him, he threw himself into his arms in surprise and inconceivable, and hugged him and cried.

After crying, he would use his soft voice to greet him and care about his injuries.

When he finds a suitable opportunity, he can

It was logical for Chu Xingci to agree to be with him.

He even thought about what Chu Xingci would say.

"Brother Heng, didn't you promise me not to fall in love before the college entrance examination?"

"I was talking about not dating girls, baby."

He even thought about how to respond, even picked out the promise ring, put it in his pocket when he went back, and gave it to him when the time was right.

What a perfect plan.

However, he could guess Chu Xingci's mood until he would cry and feel uncomfortable, but he couldn't guess his own heart.

Right now, he feels very, very uncomfortable.

I can't even figure out why I feel uncomfortable.

Obviously the baby I've been longing for is about to get it, isn't it?

This discomfort reached its peak when watching the video sent by his subordinates.

In the video, Chu Xingci was crying. He was sitting in the hotel lobby with his head bowed, tears streaming down his face, but he didn't make a sound. He bit his lip and suppressed it to the extreme. Two sobs.

Gu Heng has always felt that he has a psychological problem, and he especially likes to watch Chu Xingci cry, especially when Chu Xingci cries for him.

As long as you imagine that scene, you will feel wonderful, even refreshing.

But now Chu Xingci was really crying, and he was crying so pitifully.

But he didn't have a trace of refreshment in his heart, he just felt uncomfortable, and he was so uncomfortable that he was almost out of breath.

Just looking at Chu Xingci's appearance, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to suffocate, his heart seemed to be pinched by a hand, kneaded and tortured over and over again.

At that moment, he tasted regret.

At this moment, all he knew was that he didn't want Chu Xingci to suffer as much.

He would rather be the one crying like this.

Gu Heng was at a loss, obviously flustered and regretted, but he was still pretending to be calm with a cold face.

"Go back, go back immediately."

It took time to go back and forth, and Gu Heng and others were anxious and restless. Just thinking about how Chu Xingci was crying, he was about to go crazy.

It's clear that she doesn't want to let him suffer even if she feels wronged, but it's him who made him cry like that.

The longer the time dragged on, the more regretful and anxious he became.

However, there were still people on the other side of the phone who kept sending him videos.

Chu Xingci cried, and talked harshly to his father because of him, and even took a knife because of him.

In the rainy weather, the signal was extremely bad. There was no way to load the video at one time. It could only be loaded bit by bit, frame by frame.

As if the frame rate had been slowed down, the distressing scene was infinitely lengthened, and the video of just a few minutes became a knife to torture him, repeatedly lingering at him.

He knew that Chu Xingci would be uncomfortable, but he never thought that Chu Xingci would be uncomfortable to this extent.

He was completely panicked.

After finally returning to the hotel, he rushed in immediately and asked where he was.

He wanted to hug Chu Xingci and tell him that he was fine and nothing happened.

Don't feel so bad.

But the lobby was empty, and there was no sign of Chu Xingci at all.

The phone received a belated message.

"Master Xingci is in the hospital."

The moment he saw these words, something in Gu Heng's heart collapsed.

Why did you go to the hospital?

How did you end up in the hospital?

Didn't he have someone take care of him?How could there be such an accident?

He planned well, how could there be an accident?

hospital, ward.

When Gu Heng rushed in, he didn't care about anyone, and went straight to Chu Xingci's ward.

Chu Xingci was lying on the hospital bed, his face was red and hot, his eyes were also very red and swollen, and his head was still wrapped in gauze.

The moment he really saw Chu Xingci, he wished he could slap himself twice.

With red eyes, he asked the doctor what was going on.

The doctor was taken aback by his expression, took two steps back, and stabilized himself, saying: "High fever, dehydration, exhaustion, and a hit on the head, there may be a slight concussion."

Gu Heng was trembling all over after hearing what the doctor said.

Look what the fuck you've done.

"Dehydration is easy to say, infusion is enough, energy is exhausted, just get enough sleep. If the fever does not subside tomorrow morning, it may burn the brain, cause a series of complications such as pneumonia, and concussion, brain matters , we can't say for sure, some people are fine after opening a ladle, and some people become vegetative when they are lightly knocked."

"Let him get rid of his fever tonight and then talk about other things."

While the doctor was speaking, Gu Heng's eyes kept falling on Chu Xingci.

When the doctor mentioned a symptom, he mapped it to Chu Xingci. If there was no corresponding one, his heart ached a lot.

By the time the doctor finished speaking, he was so distressed that he was about to suffocate.

Before the doctor left, looking at Gu Heng who was kneeling in front of the hospital bed, holding Chu Xing's hand to resign, he couldn't help but mention something.

"Student, you may have some mental problems. Of course, it's just a guess. To be safe, go see a doctor when you have time."

As a doctor, the look in Gu Heng's eyes as soon as he entered the door made people feel that something was wrong, very sick and crazy. To have such eyes, the owner probably has some psychological problems.

It is not clear that the problem has not erupted now, but sooner or later it will erupt, and if it is not resolved, there will be endless troubles.

Gu Heng heard what the doctor said, but he didn't take it seriously.

How can he care about himself now.

Gu Heng knelt in front of the bed, holding Chu Xingci's hand that didn't get the needle in both hands, resting his forehead against that hand, his shoulders trembling slightly.

He regretted it thoroughly.

He was despicable and greedy, he tried to create an accident to move Chu Xingci, and then calculated his sincerity.

He has low self-esteem and fear. He never believed that Chu Xingci would like him since he left. He felt in his bones that he was unworthy. Only by using improper means can he be worthy of you. Even if he got it by chance, he would lose it immediately.

He was terribly disturbed, he was terribly afraid.

Like a neurotic, he morbidly speculates about things that never happened, and trembles for everything that never happened.

In the end, it was his sickness that hurt Chu Xingci.

He seemed to be swallowed by the darkness, everything was pitch black, and the only light in the darkness was snuffed out by his own hands.

After a while, he raised his head and revealed a

Eyes flushed, face wet with tears.

He wiped away his tears, regained his indifference, got up, and went to the bathroom to find water.

A towel dipped in cold water and constantly wiped can relieve a high fever.

Gu Heng brought water and a towel, a little clumsily, but carefully wiped his cheeks, neck, and arms with the wet towel

Once, again, the two towels were wiped alternately, and when one was hot, the other was replaced.

His expression was indifferent, no one could see that he had cried just now, and no one knew what kind of pain he was suffering in his heart now.

After wiping like this all night, when the sky was slightly white, Gu Heng's arm was so sore that he was about to fall off.

Chu Xingci's fever began to subside, and the skin on his body finally turned from abnormally red to fair again.

When the doctor came over, he was relieved to see that Chu Xing had dismissed his fever.

"As long as the fever goes away, that's fine."

"Doctor, when will he wake up?"

"This, I can't tell."

After saying this, the aura in Gu Heng's whole body sank a bit.

The doctor couldn't help but said: "You are like this, you haven't slept all night? You can't torment yourself like this even if you are in good health."

Gu Heng turned a deaf ear.

"Your friend won't feel good when he sees that you have become like this in order to take care of him?"

The doctor didn't know where his words hit the other party's point. The boy who didn't listen to him just now was stunned for a moment, then got up obediently, went into the bathroom to wash up, and after he came out, he moved a stool to sit in front of Chu Xing. Resigned from the bed, grabbed his hand, lay down on the bed and closed his eyes.

He couldn't sleep, but when he remembered Chu Xingci's anger at him because he didn't take care of his body.

If you let him know that he is torturing himself so much now, he will definitely be angry again.

He has learned to be good, and he will be obedient and obedient from now on.

Chu Xing asked him to cherish his body, and he would never take his body seriously again.

He knew he was wrong, and he will be very obedient in the future.

With this thought in mind, Gu Heng fell asleep.

He was indeed tired, and slept very deeply.

Until, there was a loud noise in my ears.

"Chu Shengguo, if you dare to touch my son, I will risk my life to kill your son."

"Don't think I'm afraid, I'll do anything if I'm in a hurry."

"Do you have a conscience? How could my son do such a thing? Someone must have framed him. He has been more obedient and sensible than anyone else since he was a child. If you don't believe him as a brother, it's fine. You even call the police to arrest him. What kind of bad luck did I have in my previous life?"

This is the corridor of the VIP ward of the hospital. People passing by are quiet, not daring to breathe loudly.

But at this moment, in the corridor ward, the voice of the old woman crying and threatening echoed everywhere.

Gu Heng got up, first took a look at Chu Xingci's state, touched his forehead, and made sure that the temperature had completely dropped, then he frowned and left the ward.

In the corridor, the old lady was pulling Father Chu's sleeve and crying for Sapo.

The old lady has completely lost face, sitting on the ground, even if it provokes strangers to watch, she doesn't hold back at all.

What is face, her son is about to be sent to prison by that unfilial son, and his life is almost gone

Yeah.

Father Chu called the police last night to provide clues, and he tossed until midnight. Today, he finally had time to come over to see his son, and was entangled by the old lady.

He was alone again, and he couldn't escape the old lady's entanglement like a shrew.

Gu Heng looked displeased, and winked at the bodyguard guarding the door.

Without hesitation, the bodyguard strode forward without showing any mercy. The two dragged the old lady, and each of them blocked the old lady's crying mouth with one hand.

Gu Heng walked over, looked at the old lady indifferently, tilted his head and said, "I only cry for my son, not my grandson. It seems that you don't know about Chu Wenchi yet."

Hearing the words Chu Wenchi, the old lady struggled hastily, but was suppressed by the bodyguards.

"Your son is still fleeing here in other provinces. It's really not easy to catch him, but your grandson was thrown into the police station last night, and he will probably be transferred to prison tomorrow."

"Your grandson is seventeen, and none of the legal responsibilities he should bear can escape."

"Intentional murder, combined with kidnapping, at least three or four years."

"But don't worry, I will work hard to keep your grandson in prison for the rest of his life."

"In the environment of a prison, there are murderers, rapers, thieves, and everyone else. I believe your grandson will have a wonderful life in it."

Gu Heng stabbed the old lady's heart with every word.

His son was wanted and was living outside, and his grandson was already in prison. The two most precious people in his life had fallen into this situation.

The old lady couldn't cry anymore.

After Gu Heng said these words, he gestured with his eyes, and the two bodyguards immediately dragged him downstairs.

There was an instant silence in the corridor.

Father Chu watched the old lady being dragged away indifferently, took a look, then looked away, and walked into the ward.

Gu Heng also followed into the ward.

Father Chu didn't know how to take care of others. Looking at Chu Xingci's appearance, he felt extremely distressed, but he was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

After Gu Heng went in, he took a cup, dipped a cotton swab in water, and slowly moistened Chu Xingci's dry and chapped lips with the wet cotton swab.

Father Chu watched and followed suit, and took a cup of cotton swabs to moisten Chu Xingci's lips.

They were both old and young, but they all had the same stern face, the same taciturnity, and the same lip balm for Chu Xingci.

Gu Heng glanced at Father Chu, but said nothing.

If it was before, he would confidently say to Father Chu: You can't protect Xing Ci well. From now on, I will protect Xing Ci's people.

But now, heh, what qualifications does he have to say this.

No matter how good the Chu family was, they didn't let Chu Xingci suffer this kind of crime.

Father Chu has pushed back all the work these days, wanting to care more about Chu Xingci, and by the way, deal with the mess in his family thoroughly.

After staying for a while, he left the ward and went directly to the hospital director's office.

The director knew him well, and father Chu refused everything he wanted to make tea for him.

He's not in the mood to greet people right now.

"How soon will the DNA test result be available?"

"The normal process was a week faster, and it was much slower.

A plural.In your case, we can open the back door for you within 24 hours. "

"Okay, what kind of samples do you need, take one of mine first, and I will ask someone to pick up the other."

Father Chu didn't completely decide to do a DNA test until today.

In other words, the moment he decided to do a DNA test, he no longer regarded the old lady as a mother.

He doesn't deserve it.

Did dna just to make sure.

If not, he would naturally be relieved.

Because she wasn't her own mother, she was partial to such a degree. His son was lying in the hospital because of those two beasts, and the old lady could justifiably scold him for being heartless.

If after the test, the two are the biological mother and child, then it doesn't matter.

This kind of result will only make him feel even more chilled, and he will be more determined to draw a line with the old lady.

Throughout Sunday, the doctor said that Chu Xingci's condition was improving, but he still showed no sign of waking up.

On Monday, Gu Heng asked for leave and stayed by Chu Xingci's side day and night.

Shen Lang and Cheng Jianing knew about this, and rushed to the hospital to see Chu Xingci.

Shen Lang was rough, caring for Chu Xingci, insulting Chu Wen for being late.

But Cheng Jianing noticed something was wrong with Gu Heng.

He called Gu Heng out and asked what was going on.

Gu Heng was silent for a moment, and told the whole story of what he had done.

The more he listened, the more shocked Cheng Jianing's expression became, and he was about to collapse at the end.

"You just, did you really do that?"

"Since he already likes you, why continue?"

"Why would you do this if you let him know about it?"

Yeah, why should it be like this?

Normal people can't understand at all how poor and barren their hearts are, like a bottomless pit.

No matter how it is not satisfied, no matter how it is not satisfied.

Can't feel at ease, can't believe it.

Those things that normal people are born with and cannot be normal, but for him, they are extravagant desires that he can never learn.

Gu Heng raised his head and looked at Cheng Jianing, his eyes were blank like never before: "What should I do?"

My heart is always like a knife being twisted, every share and every second is suffering.

Taking care of Chu Xingci's free time, he acted like he was masochistic, took out the video his subordinates sent him at that time, and watched it over and over again, trying to empathize with Chu Xingci and understand how uncomfortable Chu Xingci was at that time.

He was miserable, but he felt that he didn't even have the right to suffer.

You made him like this, what right do you have to suffer?

Cheng Jianing never saw Gu Heng like this, after all, he is still his brother.

He said, "If Chu Xingci didn't know about it after waking up, what would you do?"

"Treat him well, make up for him well." Try every means to make up for it.

"Then what would you do if he knew what you did?"

"Do everything possible to make him forgive."

"Haven't you already thought about it?"

You can't let go, so you can only give up everything in exchange for a chance for him to forgive.

even if,

Just an opportunity.

After Shen Lang and Cheng Jianing watched Chu Xingci, they came back a few times.

But without exception, Chu Xingci still didn't wake up.

A whole week has passed, and all the injuries on Chu Xingci's body have healed up, and the doctor's examination showed no problems.

But he just can't wake up.

As Chu Xingci was in a coma longer and longer, Gu Heng went crazy looking for doctors everywhere.

He has found all those who can be found, whether they are domestic or foreign, retired or working.

But without exception, all of them have a reply: "No way, I can only wait."

Gu Heng who was waiting was on the verge of collapse, going crazy several times.

He could hardly control his emotions.

Cheng Jianing couldn't stand it anymore, so he found a psychiatrist for him.

Gu Heng didn't want to go anywhere, so the doctor could only fuck.

The doctor came to the ward, asked a lot of questions, and said a lot, but Gu Heng couldn't listen to them all.

"Your current state is related to your childhood experience, which also involves some mother-child relationship. Would you like to talk to me about your relationship with your mother?"

"I don't want to."

A mother who stabbed her son with a knife, and a son who sent her own mother to a mental hospital, what is the value worth talking about?

Gu Heng refused to cooperate the whole time, and the doctor had no choice.

Before leaving, he tentatively said: "This boy has been awake, there may be some psychological reasons."

Gu Heng, who had been lacking in interest, suddenly raised his head and stared at the doctor, as if grabbing a life-saving straw: "What do you mean?"

"Everyone has the function of self-preservation. Did he encounter something that made him feel particularly uncomfortable and painful before he fell into a coma?"

Gu Heng's voice became hoarse in an instant, and he said after a while: "Yes."

"That's right. It is very likely that this incident caused him too much pain. The pain was almost comparable to death. He couldn't bear this pain anymore, so he subconsciously didn't want to wake up and face the pain that caused him pain. of that."

After listening to the doctor's words, he suddenly smiled.

He always thought it was Chu Wenchi's blow, which made Chu Xingci still unable to wake up.

But I didn't expect that in the final analysis, it turned out to be my own fault.

Listen, the degree of pain is almost similar to death.

This is what you brought to him.

Mental pain is far more painful than physical pain

Gu Heng clutched his chest, almost unable to stand still.

The doctor didn't expect that his words would cause such a big reaction to the other party, and realized something, and hurriedly said: "The incident, or that person, that brought him pain must be more important to him than life. Otherwise, he wouldn't be in such pain."

More important than life?

Gu Heng looked up blankly.

So, is he so important in Chu Xingci's heart?

"If something happens to the person he values, he will feel even more uncomfortable, and maybe he won't want to wake up again."

"Think about it differently. If the person lying on the hospital bed is you, what do you want the most important person in your heart to do?"

If it was him lying on the hospital bed, he hoped Xingci would live well

My life, continue to be the same as before, love to eat and laugh, and do what I like.

If he can't wake up again, he only asks Xingci to forget him completely.

With such a good personality, he will definitely suffer again to death.

He would rather Xingci forget him and leave his life completely, and he doesn't want Chu Xingci to feel any more uncomfortable.

The doctor's words apparently reassured him.

He will not leave, let alone forget, but he can try his best to live his own life well, so as not to let Xingci suddenly wake up one day, and see him without even a human face.

"Don't think that the patient doesn't know anything when he's in a coma. Even if he's in a coma, his subconscious is still active. He can't see what's going on around him, but he's more or less perceptive."

The psychiatrist left after leaving this sentence.

From this day on, Gu Heng changed.

Moved a table and a bed to the ward, next to Chu Xingci, took care of Chu Xingci seriously every day, and earnestly studied by himself.

He takes good care of himself.

Every day when taking care of Chu Xingci, Gu Heng would hold his hand and talk to him.

"I'm fine, why are you still awake?"

"I prepared a ring for you that day, and I wanted to give it to you the next day."

"Your father's DNA test results came out, and they are really not biological mother and son. Your father has completely cut the line with that group of people."

"Mr. Chu, when are you going to wake up and give me a lecture? Those girls in the live broadcast room miss you like crazy."

I'm also going crazy.

Waiting endlessly, as if there is no end in sight, every minute and every second is his punishment and suffering,

Half a month later, Gu Heng took a water glass and a cotton swab as usual to moisten Chu Xingci's lips.

After lying down for so long, his lips were still as moist as ever, with a light pink luster.

Gu Heng took water droplets with a cotton swab, and sent them to Chu Xingci's mouth bit by bit.

Afraid of choking him if there is too much water, he can only use this method. After drinking a small glass of water, it will take half an hour.

Gu Heng didn't think it was too troublesome, he just did it slowly, waiting for the next second, whether Chu Xingci would open his eyes.

After thinking about it, he suddenly felt that Chu Xingci's lips seemed to move.

It was fleeting, and when he looked again, there was no movement again.

hallucinations?

This hallucination is not the first time.

When I hold his hand and talk, I always feel his fingers move, when I stare at him, I always feel his eyelids tremble, and when I fall asleep in the middle of the night, I hear Chu Xingci call him softly "Brother Heng", and then woke up suddenly.

Every time one is an illusion.

But every time, even if he knew it was a hallucination, he couldn't help holding a little hope, waiting quietly for a few minutes, looking forward to his waking up.

This time was no exception, Gu Heng continued to moisten his lips while looking at his face expectantly.

Looking forward to the next second, the surprise will come.

One second, one minute, 1 minutes. After the water in the cup was fed, Chu Xingci still didn't make any movement.

This time was no exception, it was still an illusion.

Gu Heng was disappointed, but he was also used to such loss, so he turned around and prepared to put the cup back.

Suddenly there was a hoarse, almost inaudible voice from behind: "Brother Heng."

He froze all over, and the hand holding the cup trembled slightly, almost crushing the cup.

He dared not turn around.

That voice sounded again, much louder: "Brother Heng."

He turned around stiffly. Chu Xingci was lying on the hospital bed with his head tilted. When he saw him turn around, a smile appeared on his lips.

Is it a dream?

Gu Heng walked over cautiously, knelt down in front of the bed, his eyes were level with him.

Those hands tremblingly touched Chu Xingci's face, it was soft and hot, it didn't disappear, and it was still smiling.

He said, "Brother Heng, did you secretly kiss me?"

He woke up, not a hallucination, not a dream.

Gu Heng held Chu Xingci's hand with both hands and bowed his head.

A kiss, lightly landed on the back of his hand.

Gu Heng bowed his waist, lowered his head, and knelt in front of the bed, his posture was almost devout.

His lips left his hand, but Gu Heng didn't look up for a long time.

Chu Xingci only felt drops of water running across the back of his hand.

Those were the tears he finally let out after he was on the verge of collapse and endured the pain for so long.