die away

It has been half a month since I came out to my family. Both Yang Yi and I were kicked out of the house by our parents. In order to resist our parents, I simply did not go to work. My father found me and Yang Yi after he found out.

"Uncle, we..."

"You fucking shut up! I don't want to talk to you!"

"Can't you come to me if you have any dissatisfaction?" I yelled.

"You...you are really my good son!"

Yang Yi sat next to me and kicked me. He reminded me to pay attention to my attitude. If his father was sitting across from me, maybe I would consider my attitude, but my dad would forget it.

When my father saw him sitting next to me, he immediately stood up and dragged me aside. I was almost dragged down by him.

"Dad, what are you doing!"

"What the hell am I doing?! I'm doing it for your own good! I don't want you to fall!"

"Why do you fall into depravity after falling in love? Just because Yang Yi is a man?"

"You... this... this is a pervert! You are perverted because of him, do you know that!"

I have always admired my dad since I was a child, and he handles all the big and small things in the family. Sometimes I even envy my mother for finding such a good man, but now this man makes me so sad.

"I'm not a pervert, I'm not! It's you who are too stubborn!"

"I'm stubborn? Well, let's not talk about that, you don't even go to class because of him, why? This man is more important than your future?"

"He is my future!"

"What did you say?" Dad stared at me for a moment.

"Without him, I have no future! I just..." Dad's fist came down, it was nothing compared to the folding chair that day, even if I was beaten, I stared at him without showing any weakness.

"uncle!"

Yang Yi ran over to check my face, I pushed him away and took a step forward, "Hit, as long as you agree to us being together, you can do whatever you want."

Dad turned his head and stared at Yang Yi, "Yang Yi, if I knew you and Bai Si would be like this, I would never be friends with your dad!"

"Uncle, we..."

"Okay, stop talking. I really misread you. By the way, I have to tell you something today. Your father is in the hospital. As for why, you should think about it yourself."

"what!"

I looked at Yang Yi, I knew that his feelings for us were not shaken, he was just worried about his father, I wanted to grab Yang Yi's hand to comfort him, but I couldn't.

Yang Yi took out his mobile phone to call home, and the call was connected quickly. He was anxiously asking about his father's situation, while I was suffering from my father's resentful and complacent eyes.

"Look, what have the four old people become because of you two!"

"Aren't you fine?"

"Bastard! Your mother is already lying in the hospital. You are willing to make me sick too!"

"..." When I mentioned my mother, I finally fell silent. I almost forgot that the person standing opposite me was not my enemy, but my father.

Dad slowly sat down and wiped his face, "Bai Si, you can stay with Yang Yi if you want."

"..." I froze for a moment, why is he so kind all of a sudden?

"Unless your mother and I are dead!"

I just knew he couldn't say good things, I really did lose my parents, they've changed since they found out I'm gay, and it's always made me hate them.

I also sat down and looked at him coldly, "Then if I die, do you agree that we are together?"

"What are you thinking about!"

I looked up at the person in front of me, no, he shouldn't be considered a person, "I was thinking about something just now..."

The ghost messenger pointed to the chessboard and said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"Excuse me." I picked up the black chess and began to think about where to put it.

"Don't dwell on the past all the time, it will only increase your resentment."

"Yeah." I understand what the ghost officer said, but it's so difficult to do it, I will put down the black chess piece and say, "Is there any other way to prevent me from being punished?"

"Why do you always think about those useless things?" Guicha looked at the pieces on the chessboard and frowned, feeling that he had to lose this game.

"Can't even think about it?"

"It's just a waste of your time."

"........."

"But there is really a way to save you from being punished, and you can reincarnate smoothly."

"any solution?"

"Find a substitute."

"Looking for a substitute?" I suddenly remembered the ghost movies I've seen before. Many ghost movies have ghosts looking for a substitute.

"Well, didn't you kill yourself? Find another person, fool him, let him jump from here, and you will not be punished, and you can leave here to reincarnate."

"Then... what will happen to that person?"

The ghost guard sneered, "Hehe, of course he will continue to be punished for you, unless he also finds a substitute, or he can let go of his obsession."

"It turns out that there is such a thing."

"I advise you not to do this."

"why?"

"Finding a substitute is also harmful, and sooner or later you will get retribution on yourself if you do something bad."

"In that case why are you still telling me?"

"There are so many lonely souls and wild ghosts here. If I don't say anything, they will. Rather than letting them fool you, I might as well remind you first, don't you think so?"

"..." I lowered my head, and I don't know when my feet appeared again.

The ghost messenger tapped the white chessboard, "It's time, let's continue when you come back."