die away

"You bastard! Bitch! Why did you do this! Why! What did we do to you to treat us like this! You bastard! You even revenged us like this! I... my son... my son!"

Dad hugged my dead body and cried very hard. It was the first time I saw him cry, and it was the only time. I was very happy that I won. He finally saw me no longer beating or scolding, only this time I just felt that I was his own son.

I smiled and came to him and said to him: "This is the result of you not fulfilling us. Isn't this the result you want? Why are you crying?"

"You're distracted again."

"Huh?" When I came back to my senses, my father was gone, and in front of me was the ugly face of the ghost messenger, "I'm sorry."

The ghost messenger threw away the chess piece, "What did you think of? You laughed just now."

I touched my face, did I smile just now?

"I just thought of my dad."

"Well, then what?"

"I...sometimes I still think it's good to die."

The ghost messenger sighed, "That's why you can't escape the sea of ​​suffering."

"How to say?"

"You think suicide solves everything?"

"..." Guicha's eyes were lazy and impatient, like a teacher who has been in education for many years looking at a student who doesn't understand anything.

"What did you kill yourself for?"

"Revenge on them."

"Is the revenge over? Did you solve any problems?"

"I……"

"You are dead, your parents still won't accept you, and they won't accept your boyfriend, and even hate him even more, and your boyfriend is still healing the emotional injury of losing you. The most important point is, You are not together, and you will never be together. And if you are a ghost, you have to accept the punishment of suicide. When you are a head, even the ghost does not know. This is the result of your suicide. How do you feel?"

"You're right...but I couldn't think of it at the time..." I regretted it for a while, but I would enjoy the thrill of revenge, maybe that's why I couldn't leave here.

"It's not that you can't think of it, you are stupid."

"I'm stupid."

"Hehe, you don't have to think so, after all, you are not the only fool in this world."

"Are you comforting me? I don't like this way."

"Okay, what kind of bicycle do you want?"

When it was getting dark, the ghost messenger left. I sat alone on the roof and enjoyed the night view of the city. Although I have seen this view many times, it is still beautiful.

"Yang Yi..."

Just when I was about to recall the past, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl walked up behind me. She looked familiar, but I couldn't remember where I saw her, maybe it was my former neighbor.

The girl happened to sit next to me, and I looked at her quietly, with big eyes looking into the distance, long hair scattered behind her head, round and full cheeks exuding a breath of life, I envied her, not only her gender , I envy her even more that she is still alive.

The girl cried silently after sitting for a while, the breeze blew over and dried the tears on her face, but it didn't take long for her tears to get wet again.

"Why don't you want me...what's wrong with me...I...I'm not as good as her...asshole...asshole..."

From the girl's words, I heard that she was broken in love, "So you are broken in love."

The girl suddenly looked at me: "Who! Who is talking."

I once heard the ghost messenger say that generally a person will hear my voice whenever he has the thought of not wanting to live. Is this convenient for me to find a substitute?

I want to leave here, and I don't want to suffer from suicide anymore, but more than these, I can't let go of my love for Yang Yi and my hatred for my parents.

"Forget about him."

The girl stood up and looked around, her face turned pale instantly, "Who the hell are you? Come out! Come out!"

I thought to myself that this woman is quite courageous, if she dares to come here alone in the middle of the night, even if she is not afraid of meeting a lonely ghost like me, isn't she afraid of meeting bad guys?

"This is not where you should be."

"You... who the hell are you! Come out!"

I shook my head helplessly and leaned into her ear and blew, "I'm a ghost."

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

I watched her run away from here and smiled wryly. I understand the truth, but why can't I get out?