dawn will pass

The next day, at dawn, Xiang Shujing lifted the quilt and woke up Qin Rui who was still sleeping soundly. Qin Rui was so frightened that she woke up from the bed, thinking that Xiang Shujing was going to be late, but when she looked at the alarm clock, it was only 6 o'clock. Arrived, I feel strange.Xiang Shujing hopped into Qin Rui's room and told her to go to sleep, go to school by herself today, and eat breakfast on the way.Qin Rui thought that Xiang Shujing was just enlightened, and was going to devote all her efforts to study. She was very happy, and told Xiang Shujing not to be too tired, and the energy during the day was also very important, while thinking about when to send something to her Ai Luoping's family, in order to thank Ai Luoping for his daughter's guidance and promotion.Qin Rui felt more and more that her daughter would be as good as Ai Luoping.

In fact, apart from not being able to sleep at all, Xiang Shujing just wanted to get up early and wait for Ai Luoping to tell his heart.Xiang Shujing thought about what to say when they met all night. The meaning of this aspect is different from before. Xiang Shujing hasn’t been looking forward to something for a long time. From today onwards, their relationship has become unusual. Luo Ping has been together all the time, from getting married to having a child, Xiang Shujing's face was burning hot, and his heart was scratching like a little paw, and his heart was itching.She came to the streets of Xintong Road, waiting for her Xu Xian, Liang Shanbo, devoutly like a pilgrim's heart.

Ai Luoping was walking on the way to school as usual, he was not worried about meeting Xiang Shujing, because she would definitely not get up so early, he began to think about how he would get along with Xiang Shujing in the future, after such an embarrassing incident, Ai Luoping felt that he was simply too impulsive, maybe he should try to test Xiang Shujing's inner thoughts, instead of telling the whole story when he was excited, such an impulsive temper is definitely not his normal self, as expected, love is blind Yes, I must not get too close in the future.

Then Ai Luoping raised his head, and he saw Xiang Shujing.

Xiang Shujing walked towards him, and he didn't even have time or space to escape.

It's over, Ai Luoping thought to herself, she was about to be rejected again, she must have made it clear that she didn't care what she wanted.Ai Luoping closed his eyes, desperately like a moth pounced on a flame, and like a terminally ill patient, waiting for death to come.

"Ai Luoping?" Xiang Shujing called him.

"En." Ai Luoping hurriedly lowered his head, not wanting her to see the sadness in his eyes.

"I want to tell you about last night..." Xiang Shujing took a deep breath and said, "It was last night..."

"Needless to say, I know, it doesn't matter, we are still friends, this cannot be changed by anyone." Ai Luoping pretended not to care.

"Hey, have you misunderstood?" Xiang Shujing saw Ai Luoping's serious expression for the first time. Although it felt like he was trying to hide something, she thought it was funny, but she couldn't really laugh , this fool, he still doesn't know that he is about to face great news.

"Misunderstand what?" Ai Luoping raised his head, and Xiang Shujing saw his red eyes, and she wanted to tell Ai Luoping the good news even more urgently.

"That's... I'm also 'that' you."

"What?" Ai Luoping's mind suddenly went blank, and he suddenly understood what Xiang Shujing meant.

Both of them blushed.

After a while.

"Let's go, go to school." Ai Luoping tried his best to suppress the throbbing in his heart and said calmly.

"Okay." Xiang Shujing replied with a bright smile, which moved Ai Luoping.

Ai Luoping's heart gradually cleared up, the two walked all the way, until they parted at the school gate, Ai Luoping realized that his facial muscles had stiffened from laughing.

All morning, Xiang Shujing's mood was cheerful and bright, and he wanted to finish class and school early, and see Ai Luoping earlier.

Everything is still the same as usual, it's just that the two understand each other's thoughts better and become closer.

But the intimacy has grown by leaps and bounds again.

In the winter vacation of the third year of high school, the two walked together on the street on a winter night, dating, walking, and chatting endlessly like all young couples.

Ai Luoping asked: "Do you still have a chivalrous dream?"

Xiang Shujing said: "Yes. I have always been there, and I want to travel to every place, not for fame or profit.... Do you know Sanmao?"

Ai Luoping said: "I know. But I don't like that kind of wandering life. I still prefer stability."

Said to Shujing: "Oh." I was disappointed for a while, but I hoped that Ai Luoping would say "but as long as I'm with you..."

But there was only silence to greet her.

Twelve midnight.

When the fireworks are lit at night, the whole night is like daytime, the sound of the fireworks explosion is deafening, Xiang Shujing can hardly hear what Ai Luoping is saying, only thinks that the fireworks are so beautiful, Ai Luoping is by his side, and wants to be with Ai Luoping Luo Ping just watched the fireworks like this, and she was obsessed with watching them until they got old.

Ai Luoping slowed down his breathing, and gradually moved closer to her.

At this time when the fireworks bloom in the winter night, when the whole country is cheering for the arrival of the new year, when they passed the age of 17 and are about to turn 18, in the new year of 2008, the two of them, With a feeling of pure love and a desire to never be separated from each other, they bravely put each other's lips on each other's lips, tossing and turning, tasting this shy and sweet love.

This is their first kiss together.

Probably the cleanest and purest relationship in life is this time.

I will meet countless people in the future, but this throbbing and restless mood is hard to get back.

At the beginning of the Hua Deng, Yiren is graceful.

The imperfection of life is precisely its most charming part. Everyone walks step by step. Whether the road ahead is thorns or heaven, you have to walk bravely to know it. However, bad luck is often like a path lurking in the dark. The venomous snake in the place is always waiting for the opportunity to immerse us in the beautiful joy, and catch us off guard, and we will fall into this body filled with venom, but our minds are still extremely excited, drowning ourselves in the water. , knowing the danger, but still pushing away everyone's goodwill.

When the neighbors in the neighborhood came out to look for Xiang Shujing, Fang Lin happened to see the scene she shouldn't have seen, and it was enough to make her regret her original decision.

But she didn't have time to regret it, the pity in her heart was far more than the astonishment at this scene, and she even felt that the bad news she told this girl might immerse her in pain for the rest of her life.

Ai Luoping and Xiang Shujing walked together hand in hand, they were also taken aback when they saw Fang Lin.

But she had no choice.

"My child, Auntie will tell you." Fang Lin pulled Xiang Shujing aside, and her anxious expression temporarily suppressed Xiang Shujing's shyness and embarrassment caused by the revelation of her love affair.

"Son...you have to hold on..."

An ominous premonition rose in Xiang Shujing's heart.

"child……"

Xiang Shujing held his breath.

"Your mother... something happened to her."

Xiang Shujing reacted for a while, looking at Fang Lin in disbelief, the whole life of "boom" in her mind, as if her body collapsed, and another round of fireworks came, but the world was silent to Xiang Shujing, she seemed On the verge of death, struggling, tens of thousands of hands wanted to drag her down the fire pit. Instead of enduring this pain, she would rather leave with her mother.

"Shujing!" After the excessive silence, Ai Luoping began to worry. He understood what his mother meant. With a slightly open mouth and cheeks full of tears, she wished she could bear the pain instead of him.

Xiang Shujing closed her eyes in pain.

The last sentence Ai Luoping heard her say that day was: "Thank you, Aunt Fang, for telling me." From this simple sentence, he could hear the despair in a girl's heart, the farewell of family affection, and the unspeakable courage to go to hell.

Qin Rui's funeral was held in a cloudy and rainy weather. The funeral expenses were pooled by Qin Rui's parents and relatives. They thought that for a family that needed to pay for school fees all year round, they didn't have much savings.Qin Rui's mother died in a car accident on the way home, and the driver fled.

Xiang Shujing walked in the front of the funeral procession. She had no tears on her face, but was sickly pale. These days, her tears flowed day and night, she didn't eat too much, her eyes were still red and swollen, and her face was sunken. His eyes were dull, like a walking dead.Her heart was frozen without a trace of emotion.

Fang Lin didn't ask too much about what she saw that day.She just told Ai Luoping: "You should know what you need to do."

Ai Luoping's nose suddenly became sore and unbearable.

At the end, Fang Lin added: "Find a suitable time, not now." After she finished speaking, she left, her footsteps stomped on the floor, piercing Ai Luoping's heart like heavy sharp knives.

Ai Luoping endured the tears for a long time before they rolled down. He turned his back and secretly wiped away the tears, pretending nothing happened.

Xiang Shujing started to live alone, and began to learn to gradually accept the fact that her mother was no longer there.

Xiang Zhenyin wanted to live with Xiang Shujing in the past, but Xiang Shujing was reluctant.

If you leave, you won't be able to see Ai Luoping every day.she thinks.

The day continued like this until school started.

But Xiang Shujing finally understands that happiness is only temporary, and the so-called life is short because it is always full of thorns, requiring people to walk alone, even if they are accompanied by others, they will be like strangers after all.For example, at this time, Ai Luo stood calmly in front of her, expressionless, as if the cruel words that Xiang Shujing had just heard did not come from his two thin lips.

A few minutes ago, Ai Luoping said, "Let's break up."

Xiang Shujing was stunned.

Thousands of words and words have been thought about, but I don't know that Ai Luoping can be so cruel.

She wanted to yell hysterically and scold Ai Luoping. Since she had lost her favorite mother, why did Ai Luoping sprinkle salt on the wound? Xiang Shujing didn't understand, Ai Luoping was crazy, I despise myself, in this case, why do I say I like myself, why do I have a kiss on New Year's Eve, a kiss like a nightmare, like the key to open Pandora's box, so that bad luck will follow.

Xiang Shujing retreated again and again, as if facing a sinful devil.

She thought: This world is not suitable for her.She thought of what was written in the book, Xanadu, she wanted to go there alone and forget everything she had experienced now.The knight who hadn't appeared for a long time came out again.Dressed in white clothes, a long sword, and fluttering hair, this time, Xiang Shujing saw his face was resolute and resolute, with a sharpness between his brows that cannot be underestimated.Her mind was in a mess, but she suddenly smiled again, laughing so relieved that Ai Luoping's heart trembled, she was leaving, she had decided to pursue the life she wanted, stay away from here, all these made her feel sad People sad things.

She left Ai Luoping a back and said, "Goodbye."

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