dawn will pass

After a busy day, Xiang Shujing enjoyed the time walking on Xintong Road the most. She deliberately slowed down and wanted not to go home so early to face the busy homework from the classroom.

Today, Ai Luoping walked in front.Xiang Shujing looked at this person, and the grievance in her heart came out immediately. Although she knew that she would only appear narrow-minded, after all, others didn't know that she was treated as a comparison, and she couldn't vent her anger if she was angry. .But even though she had endured it again and again and was used to it, but this time, maybe it was because of her emotions, maybe because the teacher's aggressive aura was still in her mind, she couldn't bear it anymore.

Xiang Shujing rushed to Ai Luoping quickly, the boy was taken aback.

She asked: "Ai Luoping, shall we talk?"

Ai Luoping looked into her eyes, wondering what was going on in her mind, maybe she was telling the dream of a knight again?Ai Luoping remembered that after that night, Xiang Shujing's grades had improved a bit, but they fell again after a while. Could it be that she was still thinking about her dream of being a knight?Didn't focus on studying at all?

"Your dream of being a knight is quite good. If you study hard first, it will definitely come true in the future." Ai Luoping came up with an answer that he thought was perfect.

Xiang Shujing didn't expect Ai Luoping to say such a word out of nowhere, and was a little dazed.

After a few seconds, she spoke again.

"Hey, actually I don't want to tell you this, I just want to..."

"what?"

"Can you tell me how you study so well? For the sake of a friend, you can tell me everything. I promise I won't pass you. You are first and I am second. How about it?"

Ai Luoping suddenly laughed.

Xiang Shujing was puzzled.

Ai Luoping said: "How about this, you come to my house every night, and I will give you tutoring, so you should have no problem with the last book."

Xiang Shujing's eyes almost glowed.

"Okay, okay, thank you, Ai Luoping! You are indeed my best friend!"

Ai Luoping's smile instantly became a little dry.

The two agreed that starting from tomorrow night, Ai Luoping would be responsible for tutoring Xiang Shujing's studies.

When they got home, the parents of the two naturally agreed, especially Ai Luoping's mother, Fang Lin, who was very satisfied with her son's behavior. Xiang Shujing was not a stupid child, maybe it was just the influence of the family that made this girl a little If Ai Luoping can make her stand in the excellent formation without putting in, the neighbors will definitely praise Ai Luoping's character of helping others, and by the way, she will be more proud of it, so she agreed without hesitation. So much so that everything that happened later made her regret her decision very much.

On the first night of tutoring, Xiang Shujing prepared a bunch of questions, and under Ai Luoping's patient explanation, all the questions were easily solved.

On the second night of tutoring, Ai Luoping prepared a bunch of test papers and questions, but Xiang Shujing's knowledge level was really limited, and after doing a small part, it was already early morning.

On the third night of tutoring, Xiang Shujing was able to initially solve the tasks assigned by Ai Luoping. Even though Ai Luoping said it was only the basics, Xiang Shujing was very happy for a long time.

After tutoring for a month, Xiang Shujing made rapid progress in a monthly exam. All the teachers and classmates began to admire her. Many students came to ask her about her study methods. Even the teachers came to her specifically to express their hope that she could tell her. A desire to learn how.However, Xiang Shujing really had no way to talk about it, and only perfunctoryly said some inspiring words such as "Heaven rewards hard work", others only thought that she had enlightened, and did not ask more questions over time.Even when she got home, Qin Rui was very pleasantly surprised when she found out that she took a big bag of fruit and sent it to Ai Luoping's house. Ai's mother had no choice but to accept it.

That night, Xiang Shujing came to Ai Luoping's house for counseling as usual.There are still two test papers on Ai Luoping's desk, one for her and the other for Ai Luoping's self-improvement.Seeing her coming, Ai Luoping said, "I'll give you a monthly exam tonight to see how well the tutoring works." After finishing speaking, Ai Luoping handed Xiang Shujing another apple and told her to eat some first. So as not to get hungry in the middle of the exam.

Xiang Shujing, who just finished the monthly exam and did well in the exam, was not very happy to do the test paper again, took the apple with one hand, and pushed the test paper aside with the other hand, saying: "I did not do well in the exam this time, you I also saw that, let's not study tonight, how about we chat for a while, and just relax after the exam and relieve stress?" In fact, Xiang Shujing didn't even want to ask Ai Luoping's opinion, she just wanted to do so.

Ai Luoping thought for a while, and finally nodded.

The first heart-to-heart chat between the two began when they grew up.

Adolescent boys and girls always have indescribable curiosity about feelings, just like being bitten by a mosquito, they always want to scratch it vigorously, even if it is bloody, because the pain can be tolerated, but the itching is not. The itch is deep in the heart, like thousands of claws scratching and scratching on the heart, thousands of streams flowing through the fields in the heart, that inexplicable turmoil, the unreasonable itching, always occurs at the most easily shaken age, Wave after wave stimulates one's senses, heartbeat, and even emotions.And the two students who are about to enter the threshold of adulthood, Xiang Shujing and Ai Luoping are in such a beautiful, ignorant and embarrassing age. For a long time, what should I talk about? Is it an exploratory topic like asking Ai Luoping "what's it like to be so cold at a high place"?When he still asked the realistic question "Which university do you want to study in the future", Ai Luoping broke the silence first, and asked:

"Xiang Shujing, do you have someone you like?"

Xiang Shujing's face turned red. In the conservative era, this question seemed to be locked in a taboo, as if anyone who touched it easily was a sinner. At the same time, a trace of doubt also rose in Xiang Shujing's heart. Luo Ping has always been a good student, why did he ask such a taboo question for no reason?

Xiang Shujing cast a look of incomprehension at Ai Luoping.

And Ai Luoping didn't intend to explain, and just quietly looked at the girl, looking into her clear eyes.

The two of them just watched silently.

Time seemed to stand still.

However, at the next instant, Ai Luoping's face suddenly magnified in front of Xiang Shujing's eyes. She was so surprised that she forgot to back off. She would be pregnant, Xiang Shujing felt a little fear, she subconsciously wanted to push Ai Luoping away, but Ai Luoping stopped approaching at this moment, he stretched out his hand to grab Xiang Shujing's resisting hand, Put it on his chest, on an autumn night, he didn't wear very heavy clothes, Xiang Shujing felt his heart beating, and he did too, and Xiang Shujing's face was already as red as a cherry , lovely red, revealing luster.

Ai Luoping spoke, and the apple-flavored breath from his mouth hit Xiang Shujing's face, and he said, "Xiang Shujing, actually I..."

Xiang Shujing's eyes widened.

He paused, summoned up his courage, and said, "I want to be with you."

As soon as Ai Luoping finished speaking, he suddenly felt his scalp go numb.

Xiang Shujing felt that his soul had been frightened.

The two corpse-like people maintained this posture and looked at each other quietly, but each of them was thinking of something else in their hearts, or it was blank.

Xiang Shujing's apple fell to the ground, the sound made her smart, she turned her head, got up, and ran away from Ai Luoping's house as if flying.

The boy looked at the girl who ran all the way home from the window sill, his expression was unprecedentedly dignified, he thought, maybe he was rejected.

Ai Luoping lay paralyzed on the bed, feeling that all the energy of the previous 17 years was exhausted at this moment.

Maybe I have always liked Shujing, maybe I am used to being quietly by his side, thinking that this can last forever, but in the end I was still reckless.Ai Luoping was very confused, he turned off the light, and quietly covered the quilt, no one would pay attention to a weak sobbing sound in the darkness.

At the same time, Xiang Shujing was sleepless all night.

After rushing home, Xiang Shujing avoided Qin Rui's eyes, and said that the results of the monthly exam just came out today, and Ai Luoping saw that he did well in the exam, so he relaxed.Qin Rui also felt sorry for her daughter on weekdays, so she didn't take it to heart, and only told her to rest well.

In the middle of the night, there was silence. The boys and girls were lying on their beds with their own concerns, not knowing what to do.

I ruined everything myself, the boy thought.He was sad and had no dreams all night.

And when the girl recalled that embarrassing scene, her heart still couldn't help beating. Even though she felt a little ashamed, she couldn't help but think about it, savor it over and over again, and feel the beauty and bewilderment of her first love.Xiang Shujing suddenly remembered those domestic and foreign words that he had seen before, describing such indescribable and passionate first love words, this is really a beautiful feeling in life, the person you like also likes you, no matter how you think about it An extremely happy thing, she unconsciously put herself and Ai Luoping into those beautiful love stories from ancient to modern times, Liang Zhu Hua Die, White Snake Xu Xian, and Hero Meng, two people and two horses, traveled all over the famous mountains and rivers, walked Go to the ends of the earth, watch the dry sea and rocks, and make the most moving vows on the most dangerous and steep cliffs.The unforgettable love is embarrassing. She hopes that her love is also great and free. She wants to hide in the world with Ai Luoping, and the two of them will no longer care about the hustle and bustle of the world.Thinking of this, Xiang Shujing suddenly wanted to rush to Ai Luoping's house now, and tell him that he agreed to his request, or suggestion, or something.In short, she also wants to be with Ai Luoping. Even though the school repeatedly prohibits puppy love, the wonderful taste of love will soon be based on this taboo that cannot be stopped. Eve and Adam in the Garden of Eden are willing to eat the forbidden fruit, just for Enjoy the sweetness of that moment, isn't the more dangerous the more charming?It was late at night, and Xiang Shujing held back and told Ai Luoping that she also wanted to be with him so passionately. Thanks to Ai Luoping, she also found out that the two should have been together a long time ago. Emotional repression only comes from unworthiness. Xiang Shujing has always been a person with extremely low self-esteem. Low self-esteem will restrain her true emotions, thinking that all good things should be obtained by others, and she cannot covet them. At this moment when I figured it out , Xiang Shujing really wanted to fly out immediately to find Ai Luoping, and tell him how excited she was. Xiang Shujing's heart was filled with great happiness. She couldn't sleep, and she didn't want to sleep. Once upon a time, the childhood sweetheart's feelings, the unknown and desirable future, at no time in the first half of her life was she so sure of herself, so confident, so eager and determined to have something.Her heart was burning, thinking of every image that came naturally to her mind.

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