See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Chuncao's wound was indeed very deep, and a small stone was deeply embedded in it, making it painful to look at.

Because of Chuncao's special situation, Shen Qingzhou did not leave the hospital with Chuncao after taking out the pebbles to bandage the wound, but hung him with water.

When Chuncao was getting the needle, it was distressingly obedient, neither crying nor fussing, and the nurse who saw it couldn't help being a little lighter.

Today Chuncao ran for a long time, and Gu Heng discovered her little secret with Shen Qingzhou, Chuncao was already tired and wanted to rest, so after hanging up the water, she fell asleep in Shen Qingzhou's arms not long after. caught.

Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng sat across the seat, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Gu Heng looked at Shen Qingzhou frequently, but Shen Qingzhou didn't give him a look. He just focused on looking at the sleeping spring grass in his arms, not knowing what he was thinking.

In the end, Gu Heng couldn't take it anymore, as if looking for something to say, "Chuncao... when did she get this disease?"

"I brought it with me when I was born." Shen Qingzhou said, suddenly he smiled coldly, and said what he said before, "Don't worry, what I don't have, can't infect you."

"I didn't mean that," Gu Heng said, "I just..."

But he just stayed there for a long time and just didn't come out to say anything. Fortunately, he shut up, and the atmosphere between the two of them suddenly became quiet again, until Chuncao frowned in his sleep.

It was Gu Heng who first noticed that Chuncao was frowning. Ever since he stopped talking to Shen Qingzhou, he had looked at Chuncao from time to time. Shen Qingzhou slightly closed his eyes, wondering if he was resting because he was tired, after all, he hugged the spring grass and did not let go all the way.

Seeing Chuncao frowning, Gu Heng thought that Chuncao was not sleeping well, and was about to remind Shen Qingzhou to change his position, but before he could speak, he heard Chuncao crying in his sleep.

"Dad... I don't want to go to kindergarten..."

Shen Qingzhou was awakened suddenly, and stretched out his hand to pat Chuncao's back, comforting Chuncao, perhaps feeling that a familiar person was by his side, Chuncao just cried and fell asleep again.

"Chuncao... what happened in the kindergarten?" Gu Heng asked.

Seeing that Chuncao stayed at home and didn't go to kindergarten before, Gu Heng thought it was just that Shen Qingzhou spoiled Chuncao too much. The children always cried when they went to kindergarten for the first time. , but Gu Heng was in a daze, feeling unreal.

However, Shen Qingzhou didn't care about Gu Heng's mood at this moment, and he smiled coldly: "What do you think Chuncao will experience in the kindergarten if he has this disease?"

Gu Heng suddenly felt unimaginable, he couldn't imagine what would happen, but he instinctively felt a wave of fear, as if his heart beat faster.

After Shen Qingzhou finished speaking, he returned to his expressionless expression. Gu Heng felt a little uncomfortable. He didn't understand why the relationship between them had dropped to a freezing point. He reached out to touch the ring in his pocket, and felt a dull pain in his chest. , I don't even know how to make facial expressions.

Just when Gu Heng felt that they would remain silent forever, Shen Qingzhou suddenly spoke. It seemed that he hadn't talked to anyone for a long time. It was a bit difficult to speak, but he continued, saying: "Chuncao used to when……"

What Shen Qingzhou was talking about was when Chuncao was just old enough to go to kindergarten. At that time, Shen Qingzhou was very busy with work and couldn't take good care of Chuncao, so he was looking forward to sending Chuncao to kindergarten. Worrying about not being able to eat on time and order.

When she went to kindergarten for the first time, Shen Qingzhou bought a little duck schoolbag for Chuncao. Chuncao was bouncing around with the schoolbag full of childishness. Shen Qingzhou took her by the hand and sent her to the campus.

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When she left her parents for the first time, she would always cry, no matter how good Chuncao was, she would cry heartbreakingly when she saw Shen Qingzhou was about to leave. Take the spring grass back and stop going to school.

But children always have to leave their parents to fly by themselves, Shen Qingzhou also understands this truth, so he gritted his teeth and turned away, even though Chuncao cried and said: "Dad, don't go!"

Fortunately, emotions come and go quickly in the children's world, and by the time Shen Qingzhou went to pick up Chuncao in the afternoon, Chuncao could already laugh and tell him the fun stories about the whole day in the kindergarten.

She said that she likes Teacher Li the most, and she also made a good friend, and a little boy said that she likes her and wants to confess to him. She has no playmates since she was a child, and now suddenly there are many children who can play with her, she is so happy up.

So when Shen Qingzhou sent Chuncao to the kindergarten the next day, she raised her hand and said "goodbye, Dad" to Shen Qingzhou, and then took the teacher's hand into the kindergarten without even turning her head. It is said that the attraction of kindergarten is already greater than that of Shen Qingzhou.

Shen Qingzhou shook his head with a smile in the back. There was some sourness in his heart that he was still growing up and didn't seem to need him that much, but it was more joy, because his spring grass had grown healthy enough to be able to go to kindergarten. age.

The following days were routine day after day, sending spring grass to kindergarten, going to work, leaving get off work, picking up spring grass home, this was Shen Qingzhou's daily life.

He thought that this kind of life could last for a long time, at least until Chuncao went to junior high school, but he didn't expect that his life would soon change back to the original state where he could only put Chuncao at home alone.

Shen Qingzhou is a person who doesn't like to bother others, so he did the same when he was teaching Chuncao. You must do things that Chuncao can do by yourself, and you must not trouble others. If you can't do it yourself and need help, then you must Say thank you seriously to the person.

For a child of Chuncao's age, there are not many things that can be done, especially when Chuncao is suffering from a horrific disease, even less can be done.

Shen Qingzhou often told Chuncao that she should not tell her about her illness easily, but what he told Chuncao more was that if there is a doctor to help her, then she must tell the doctor that she is sick, so that the doctor can be better. deal with.

Chuncao is very obedient, so she did this.

It was a summer, the weather was very hot, the children's resistance was not very good, and they always suffered from heatstroke. Chuncao was not in good health, so she was no exception, because it was too hot and she had a nosebleed for some reason. The teacher hurried over to take paper to stop the bleeding.

Children are very naive, the one who can stop the bleeding must be a doctor, so Chuncao said crisply in front of everyone: "Teacher, I have HIV, you should be careful!"

Suddenly, she was a little confused when she heard the HIV teacher, but she was also dumbfounded for a moment, and immediately realized what HIV is. Immediately, she paused in place with a tissue, advancing or retreating for a while.

Blood dripped onto Chuncao's clothes, and Chuncao looked at the teacher blankly: "Teacher, why didn't you come here?"

This sentence seems to have reminded the teacher in situ that everyone has learned AIDS-related things since childhood, especially how it is spread. Everyone understands it, and the teacher is no exception.

Even so, she was scared, but she was a teacher, so she had to help Chuncao, which she did.

The nosebleed stopped quickly, and Chuncao continued to smile happily. The young girl didn't know that something had changed.

The teachers gradually stayed away from Chuncao, and they would not touch her if they could not touch her, and the children were no exception. They didn't know what HIV was, and they cared for Chuncao with the kindness in children's nature, but the teachers didn't dare to take the risk , if the spring grass accidentally infects a person, then their kindergarten will be over, so they take the children far away together, and don't touch the spring grass if they can.

Chuncao didn't care either, she grew up almost alone since she was a child, it was good to have someone by her side, even if no one approached her, it didn't matter, she was already very happy.

In the afternoon, when Shen Qingzhou came to pick up Chuncao, the teacher told Shen Qingzhou about it. She said that the kindergarten hoped that Chuncao could drop out of school.

Shen Qingzhou was very angry, but he acted calmly. He already knew that such a thing would happen, and he knew how to deal with it. He asked the teacher, "You don't want your garden to discriminate against AIDS patients on the Internet, do you?" ?”

The teacher turned pale. They all knew what it meant. No one wanted to be accused of discrimination, even if they really were.

The next day, Chuncao went to kindergarten as usual, but everything has changed since today.

It's not that what happened to the teacher, after they talked with Shen Qingzhou, they knew that he was not easy to deal with, so they didn't make things difficult for Chuncao, it was the children who changed.

They were also at an innocent and curious age. When Chuncao talked about her illness, everyone heard it. When they got home, they curiously asked their parents, "What is HIV?"

Every parent's face changed drastically when they heard this question, asking how they knew, why they knew, and what happened?

The matter of Chuncao spread like this, and they resisted Shen Qingzhou in the parent group, but Shen Qingzhou didn't pay attention to it, he had experienced many things before, and he didn't care about what they said and did at all.

But Chuncao was different, and she felt a different atmosphere the next day.

I don't know what the parents said to the children, and what kind of scourge they described AIDS. Every child looked at Chuncao with fearful eyes, even Chuncao's good friend who had just made an exception.

No one wants to play with her anymore, she is isolated.

I have to say that Chuncao is also a big heart, she plays alone when no one is playing with her, and often she can run wildly by herself. Kindergarten is already a very lively place for her. Very satisfied.

Until that day comes.