See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

The teacher assigned homework to the kindergarten children for the first time, asking them to bring a pot of plants to the kindergarten the next day, and tell everyone what kind of plant they brought.

Shen Qingzhou bought a pot of small wild chrysanthemums for Chuncao and brought them to school. The small wild chrysanthemums were so beautiful that they were full of flowers. The children immediately forgot their fear of spring grasses and ran over to see the flowers.

Some people smelled the fragrance, some touched the petals, and some even broke a flower.

Spring grass is very generous, she said: "You can pick one if you like!"

When the children heard it, they stretched out their hands to pick the flowers. After a while, the little wild chrysanthemums brought by the spring grass became bare.

She was not angry, she was still smiling, and when she introduced her plant, she held the potted plant and said, "This is a very beautiful flower, so I gave it to my good friend." !"

Besides her, another child also brought a pot of flowers. He was the first child to pick the flowers of the small wild chrysanthemum.

Chuncao didn't know what the potted flower was, but thought it was pretty, so she leaned over and asked, "What is your flower? Can I pick one?"

Children sometimes move their hands faster than their mouths. Before Chuncao finished speaking, his hand touched the flower. The child suddenly panicked. He let go of his hand, and the flower pot shattered on the ground, and the soil splashed all over the ground. , The originally beautiful flowers have become dirty.

The kid burst into tears, crying and shouting, "The monster touched my flower, I'm going to die, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

A child started, and the other children also started crying for no reason. After a while, the crying sounded loudly, and the teacher hurried to coax them.

At this time, I don't know which child suddenly cried and said, "I touched the monster's flower just now, will I die too, woo woo woo..."

Now, the children holding the flowers just picked from the spring grass in their hands threw the flowers on the ground, crushed them with their feet, chopped them up, and then fell into the teacher's arms and cried loudly.

Chuncao's eyes were also red, she cried very quietly, but big tears fell down one by one like broken beads, she pursed her lips, crying without a sound.

No one coaxes her.

Because of Chuncao, all the children couldn’t stop crying. The teachers had no choice but to take Chuncao out of the classroom so that the children could not see her, and then went back to comfort her and almost cried. Angry children.

Chuncao is outside, looking at the teachers talking softly through the window, watching the children crying in other people's arms, and watching the small wild chrysanthemums on the ground that have become dirty and black.

Since then, the reputation of Chuncao's "monster" has gradually spread, and a group of children who don't know anything has started a silent, seemingly inconspicuous school violence like a child's joke. .

The teachers also find it troublesome, and they keep Chuncao separated from the children in almost everything. Chuncao is alone no matter where she is or what she does.

Chuncao's words became less and less, she hardly talked in the kindergarten, and she didn't like to laugh anymore.

But Shen Qingzhou didn't know at all, because Chuncao looked the same as usual in front of him, but Shen Qingzhou felt that Chuncao seemed to be a little more mature, and he attributed this to the fact that Chuncao had grown up.

Later, the children became more and more excessive. They could point to Chuncao with a smile and call her a "monster" and even said that her father was also a "monster" because she was a "monster" and her mother also left her because she was a "monster". And went.

Chuncao experienced anger for the first time, she screamed: "I am not a monster! My father is not a monster either!"

The teacher was not there at the moment, so I didn't know what to do, and no one was watching the children, so they picked up what they had at hand and threw it at Chuncao, shouting, "Hit the monster! Hit the monster!"

For a while, pencils, erasers, pencil cases, and picture books with innocent stories all fell on Chuncao, and this time Chuncao couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears.

The teacher heard the movement and ran over to stop the children. Chuncao was very uncomfortable, and she was in pain. She wanted to cry in her favorite teacher's arms, but the teacher didn't come to her.

Chuncao didn't want to cry, nor did she want to laugh.

The teacher didn't tell Shen Qingzhou about this matter, she didn't want to make it big, but Shen Qingzhou found out right away, because when he came to pick up Chuncao for the first time, he didn't get Chuncao's smiling face.

He didn't ask what happened to Chuncao. She saw some bruises on Chuncao's body and immediately understood what happened. He looked at the teacher with a cold face and asked the teacher to explain to him.

But the teacher said that this was a normal fight between the children, and Shen Qingzhou went directly to their principal, but the matter was still left unsolved, because every child in Chuncao's class participated in this incident, and the law does not blame everyone. Children are no exception.

Shen Qingzhou didn't say much, he took Chuncao back and asked for three days off to solve this matter.

On the first day, he talked about it in the parent group, but no one paid attention to him.

The next day, he went to the kindergarten in person and waited for the parents who were picking up their children, but he got angrily abused by the parents. They felt that Chuncao was harming their children by being in the same class as their children.

On the afternoon of the third day, Shen Qingzhou found a group of people to block the parents who came to pick up their children from school at the school gate.

"What's the matter, you're going to beat us!" the parents yelled.

"Yes." Shen Qingzhou remained expressionless, "You don't know how to take care of your children, so I'll teach you how to take care of them."

The children cried out in fright, and the faces of the parents became ugly.

"So many of us are afraid that you will fail!" Someone shouted.

Shen Qingzhou sneered: "Okay, I know you're not afraid, you'd better do it, and then we'll leave a record together and see if we can cheat me or your children's future."

Suddenly, no parent dared to speak.

In the end, under Shen Qingzhou's strong/hard/demand, every parent brought their children to apologize to Chuncao, even though they were reluctant.

It was at this time that Chuncao stopped going to school at home every day.

……

Gu Heng felt pain in his heart when he heard that, he looked at Chuncao's extremely peaceful sleeping face, and felt that fate was unfair, but there was nothing he could do.

After Chuncao finished the infusion, the three of them returned home. They didn't know if it was the effect of the medicine. Chuncao slept all the way home without waking up.

Shen Qingzhou put Chuncao back on her own little bed, seeing that Chuncao was sleeping soundly, his complexion became better, he kissed Chuncao's forehead, and gently closed the door of Chuncao's room.

Gu Heng was sitting on the sofa holding his mobile phone and didn't know what he was looking at. When he saw Shen Qingzhou returning to the living room, he suddenly put away his mobile phone, but Shen Qingzhou still saw clearly what Gu Heng was doing just now. He was searching for HIV.

"Brother Shen, Chen." Gu Heng was a little inexplicably nervous. He moved a little to the side to save some space, thinking that Shen Qingzhou would sit next to him, but Shen Qingzhou misunderstood Gu Heng's intention.

He looked at Gu Heng as if he was facing an enemy and smiled coldly. He turned and went back to the bedroom. After a while, he took out a stack of test sheets and threw them on Gu Heng: "Twice a year for physical examination, I will ensure that I If you don’t have this disease, if you are worried, go to check it yourself tomorrow.”

Gu Heng stared blankly at Shen Qingzhou, and mumbled, "That's not what I meant..."

"Then what do you mean?"

Gu Heng couldn't answer. His mind was in a mess. He wanted to say something to Shen Qingzhou, but he felt that a high wall was erected between the two of them, making it impossible for them to communicate. .

Seeing Gu Heng's silence, Shen Qingzhou sneered again, went to the bedroom alone after washing, and closed the door with a snap.

Gu Heng also sat alone on the sofa for most of the night. He smoked a whole pack of cigarettes and scratched his hair anxiously, not understanding why things turned out like this.

Gu Heng was angry, he was angry with himself and Shen Qingzhou, he was angry with himself why he was so timid, and he was angry with Shen Qingzhou for hiding it from him.

Didn't you say you're going to be a family?Isn't it said that a good family should be honest with each other and not hide from each other?Then why didn't Shen Qingzhou tell him?

Shen Qingzhou was always like this, always hiding his past tightly, and he was always like this, knowing nothing about what happened to Shen Qingzhou when he was not by Shen Qingzhou's side.

Gu Heng touched his pocket, the ring was still lying quietly in it, he took it out and opened the ring box, two parallel plain circles were intertwined, just like the relationship between him and Shen Qingzhou, who could be the same tomorrow morning? They are not next to anyone, but they just want to get entangled.

Gu Heng's eyes were a little sore, he put the ring back and covered his eyes and sat back on the sofa.

On the other hand, Shen Qingzhou in the bedroom was also uncomfortable. He didn't intend to hide it from Gu Heng, but he didn't want to talk about such things. He thought that if it was someone else, he wouldn't be willing to talk about it. It wasn't for himself. He just didn't want Chuncao to get hurt, and he didn't want Chuncao's favorite Uncle Gu to look at her with disgust.

From Shen Qingzhou's point of view, Gu Heng is still a child, as brilliant as he was at the same time, he is unwilling to bring sadness and sorrow to Gu Heng, he wants to bear it alone.

Maybe he thought too much, his identity, Gu Heng's identity and Chuncao's illness seemed to be saying that he shouldn't be with Gu Heng, it was a mistake for them to be entangled like this, even fate was trying to figure it out to separate them.

He is not suitable for Gu Heng at all.

There was a dull pain in Shen Qingzhou's heart, he clutched his chest in a daze, this wasn't the first time it hurt, but it seemed every time it was because of Gu Heng.

Maybe he should leave.

Suddenly, as if thinking of something, Shen Qingzhou suddenly got up from the bed, opened his pocket, and there was a ring inside.

Shen Qingzhou looked at the ring and smiled wryly. After all, he and Gu Heng could not become a family, he was still alone.

Shen Qingzhou sighed, opened the locked drawer in the room, and locked the ring in, as if he had opened the lock and said goodbye to certain things.

He knew that he was not worthy.