See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Time flies, and the day seems to suddenly come to the day to go to the Wetland Park.

Both Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng were a little nervous at the same time, even Chuncao was infected by this tense atmosphere, and sat quietly in the car without talking.

If it were someone else, they would definitely be able to see the abnormal atmosphere, but Gu Heng and Shen Qingzhou had their own concerns, and no one noticed what was wrong for a while.

Fortunately, as soon as he arrived at the Wetland Park, Chuncao was freed from the atmosphere just now, and ran in a hurry.

It is almost summer now, and the weather is getting hotter. Many passers-by are wearing short-sleeved clothes, and Gu Heng and Shen Qingzhou are no exception. Only Chuncao is still wearing long-sleeved trousers, panting after running for a while.

"Isn't it hot for Chuncao to wear?" Gu Heng asked. He saw that there were clothes sellers outside the park, and asked, "Do you want to buy a short sleeve for Chuncao to change into?"

"No need." Shen Qingzhou shook his head, "Chuncao's health is not good and she gets sick easily. It's better to wear more than less."

Although Gu Heng felt that something was wrong, he didn't say anything. After all, he had never raised a child, so he must not be as experienced as Shen Qingzhou.

In addition to the Lover’s Lake, there is a small river in the park, so there are water guns and small fishing nets at the entrance. Gu Heng bought one as before, and called Chuncao who was running and playing: “Chuncao, let’s go, let’s go in!”

Chuncao ran over immediately when she saw what was in Gu Heng's hand, and asked, "Uncle Gu, did you buy this for me?"

"Yes." Gu Heng handed the things to Chuncao, Chuncao couldn't put it down and played with it, pulling Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng towards a place with water, and they approached Lover's Lake after a while.

The two walked behind the spring grass holding hands, the closer they got to Lover's Lake, the more sweaty their palms became, and in the end they stopped holding each other at all and let go of their hands.

Lover's Lake is a famous sanctuary for couples, so when you first arrive there, you can see couples walking around holding hands, and some are in the middle of a passionate relationship looking for a secluded place to kiss. On the contrary, they are like Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng. It's rare to have children like this.

But it is also because of the large number of couples, there are many more things sold around Lover's Lake than in other places, and they are all things that young couples like, either ice cream or cotton candy. Pointing at the ball of colorful cotton candy, he said, "Dad, I want to eat that!"

Shen Qingzhou dotes on Chuncao very much, when he heard that Chuncao wanted to eat, he immediately said: "Xiao Heng, you bring Chuncao to play here, I'll go buy her marshmallows."

"Okay." Gu Heng nodded, he was obviously still in a tense mood and hadn't recovered from it. At this moment, no matter what Shen Qingzhou said, Gu Heng would only reply well.

There is a dug small canal around the lover's lake, and Chuncao is squatting beside the canal to catch the leaves floating over with a small fishing net, while Gu Heng is watching her from the side to prevent her from falling.

However, Chuncao has a lively personality. Once she is familiar with a place, she will jump up and down. This time is no exception. She ran to the canal here and then to the canal there. Gu Heng was a little tired and she didn't see her yet. A little tired.

Gu Heng glanced at Shen Qingzhou who was still queuing up to buy marshmallows, and said to Chuncao: "Chuncao, let's sit on the stool over there and wait for your father, okay?"

"Okay, I... ouch!" Chuncao nodded obediently, but just as she stood up, she tripped over a small stone and fell to the ground with a plop.

Gu Heng was taken aback, and ran over to lift Chuncao by her armpit two steps at a time, and asked, "Are you all right?"

Chuncao didn't cry, she chuckled and said, "Uncle Gu, I fell a big ass!"

Gu Heng blamed himself all of a sudden, checking if she had broken it, but before he could move much, he saw a hole in Chuncao's trousers, as if he had hit a small stone, and soon the trousers were stained. There was a trace of blood, and Chuncao's knee was broken.

"Are you okay? Does it hurt?" Gu Heng immediately stretched out his hand to check the injury, but he didn't expect his hand to be pushed away by Chuncao before it even touched it.

Chuncao's expression was a bit tangled, but more of it was fear. She didn't seem to want to say anything, but she had to say it. After stuttering for a long time, she said in a voice like a mosquito: "Uncle Gu... Dad said no, no You can touch my blood."

Gu Heng didn't care about this, he didn't even think about it: "The leg is broken, let me see if there are any small stones stuck in the wound, can I touch anything, it won't hurt if I touch it, let me hurry up I'll see if there's anything wrong!"

Gu Heng was a little anxious, because Chuncao didn't seem to have a good blood coagulation function, and the not too big wound kept bleeding out, which made him a little nervous, for fear that something would pierce the wound deeply.

But Chuncao was very resistant, she didn't let Gu Heng touch her at all, she was so anxious that she almost cried out, but she didn't say the specific reason why she didn't let Gu Heng touch her. Chuncao hugged her.

Chuncao's face turned pale with fright, he pushed Gu Heng and said with difficulty: "Uncle Gu, I, I... I'm sick..."

Suddenly, an unbelievable idea rose from the bottom of Gu Heng's heart. He watched Chuncao stop moving for a moment, and stood there stiffly. Chuncao also came out of Gu Heng's arms and ran to a place two steps away from him place.

"Chuncao...you...what disease are you suffering from?" Gu Heng's voice was trembling when he asked this sentence, he prayed that God would not be the result he thought in his heart, but it seemed that God did not His request was not heard.

Chuncao hesitated for a moment, but said obediently: "Father said, the name of this disease is HIV."

Gu Heng's complexion suddenly turned pale. For a moment, why did Shen Qingzhou need money, why did Chuncao always wear long-sleeved trousers, had to take medicine every day, hadn't gone to kindergarten yet, and why Shen Qingzhou's house always smelled faintly of disinfectant , everything seems to have the answer.

The name "HIV" sounded like a thunderbolt, and his mind kept churning about how AIDS was transmitted. How did Chuncao get this disease?She is still like this, could it be her mother brought it to her?So Shen Qingzhou...is there?Then he himself... Will he also have it?

Just when Gu Heng stood there as if struck by lightning, Shen Qingzhou came back with cotton candy. Seeing the dignified atmosphere between Gu Heng and Chuncao, he frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

However, when he approached and saw the wound on Chuncao's knee, he seemed to understand everything. He saw Gu Heng confirming to him with a trembling voice: "Chuncao's illness...is it AIDS?"

"Yes." Shen Qingzhou nodded expressionlessly, and his nod seemed to have irritated Gu Heng. He involuntarily took two steps back, and there was panic and excitement that was too late to hide on his face. Fear.

Seeing this, Shen Qingzhou smiled mockingly, stuffed the cotton candy into Chuncao's hands, hugged her, and said, "Don't worry, I don't. Chuncao usually pays attention to it, so it won't infect you."

But even so, the fear on Gu Heng's face did not decrease a bit. He seemed unable to digest this matter, and stood there in a daze, unable to utter a word.

It wasn't until Shen Qingzhou had turned around and left with the spring grass in his arms that Gu Heng came to his senses, chased after him and asked, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

"Master Gu," Shen Qingzhou smiled coldly, and said, "If you knew that my daughter has this disease, would you still sign the nurturing agreement with me?"

Gu Heng was speechless again, and he was thinking to himself, if he had known about Chuncao's situation at that time, would he have continued the agreement with Shen Qingzhou?Gu Heng himself doesn't know anymore. People are always afraid, and he is no exception. He knows how the disease spreads, but he can't guarantee that he really won't have prejudice.

He once saw a video of an AIDS patient walking on the street with a sign around his neck saying "I am AIDS, can you give me a hug?" One afternoon, no one hugged He, he didn't welcome the first person who hugged him until the evening. The AIDS patient persisted for a day and finally shed tears. He asked the person who hugged him, "Why did you come to hug me?" Laughed with the person who hugged him He smiled and said, "Because I am too."

This video left a deep impression on Gu Heng, because he thought at the time that if it was him, he would not hug someone with AIDS. AIDS will not be transmitted.

But what about replacing this person with spring grass?Will he go for a hug?Gu Heng doesn't know anymore, he is in a daze now, the person who has lived with him for so long actually has AIDS?This is simply a big joke, and a joke he can't bear.

Gu Heng followed Shen Qingzhou far away, and it was almost summer, but he seemed to feel a gust of cold wind.

He raised his head and looked at Chuncao who was being held by Shen Qingzhou. The Chuncao who fell down and got a deep wound on his knee could still smile and say to him, "I fell a big butt!" Crying silently in his direction.

Dou Da's tears kept falling, as if she was complaining why her Uncle Gu ignored her, Gu Heng's heart throbbed in pain when he saw it.

But now he can hardly take care of himself, his thoughts seem to have turned into a mess, he is angry and angry, mixed with a trace of guilt, but he doesn't know what he is angry about, what he is angry about, and what he feels guilty about.

He didn't understand, but Chuncao's tears and Shen Qingzhou's sudden indifference seemed to pour boiling water on his heart, so hot that he almost cried out, he felt that he had to do something, Even if he just wanted to clear his mind right now.

So Gu Heng sped up his pace a little, caught up with Shen Qingzhou, and said, "Let's go to the hospital first."

Seeing Gu Heng who was still a little far away from him even after catching up, Shen Qingzhou's expression dimmed a bit, and he continued to say expressionlessly: "Okay."