doomed and reversed 1

After being comfortable passively accepting conversations initiated by men, I intend for her to be able to do this proactively.As expected, she was extremely repulsive.But under my rounds of bombardment, she finally nodded.But in order to set up a suitable ladder, her first object was me.

To be honest, her performance can be said to be perfect.I even began to wonder if she came to start a conversation with me according to the standard of provocative.For the first time, I had a strange feeling for her.Looking at her red lips, I wanted to kiss her for the first time.She also seems to have noticed the difference in me, and every communication seems to have a little provocative meaning in it.Finally, after she touched my belly for the 230th time, I spoke.

"It's not good for you..."

She blinked her eyes, quite innocently, "What's wrong?"

I took a deep breath and distanced myself from her, "You are wrong, normal communication between a man and a woman starts with mutual respect..."

"Did I disrespect you?" she asked me with a smile, taking a step closer to me.

"It's not... you're like... like you're teasing me." I said in embarrassment.

She paused and pursed her lips.For a long time, "Is this flirting?"

"..."

The days when someone is with you always fly fast, and in the blink of an eye, a month has passed.

"Honey, do you miss me?" I had just finished breakfast when someone rang the doorbell and opened the door. It was her.

"Hey! Have breakfast so early today!"

"I have to go to work."

Seeing her confused look at "Working", I was a little curious about her identity.

"Yeah, don't you have to go to work?"

"No, I just resigned because of something that happened a few days ago. So... you found a new job"

"Well, yes, the company's approval came down."

"It's okay to find a job so quickly."

I smiled, "What are you carrying?"

"Breakfast...but since you've eaten it...I'd better throw it away"

"How can anyone know that every piece of Chinese food is hard work. Besides, you haven't eaten yet!"

"So much, I can't eat it all by myself."

"The rest, I'll eat it when I come back, you can put it in the refrigerator."

"Then you are leaving soon?" she asked.

"Well, work starts at 07:30. You can't be late on the first day."

"07:30"

"Well, it feels too early, but fortunately it's closer."

"In City A, there are very few companies that start work so early."

"No way, the salary of this company is high."

Yu Bing smiled, "Then you hurry up and clean up, and I'll close the door later."

"what?"

"But, the key..."

"I got one."

"..."

"What?" she asked me with a smile.

I shook my head, made some preparations, picked up my bag and went out.Before leaving, she stopped me.I looked at her suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

She looked at me for a while, then stretched out her slender and white hands, and gently adjusted my tie and collar.Some dim light in the room shone on her face, making her look soft and quiet. At that moment, somewhere in my heart seemed to be deeply moved.It's like a place suddenly becomes empty, like a place suddenly softens into water.

"Why are you so flustered? You still have four or ten minutes. You have to pay attention to your appearance when you go to work in the company on the first day." Her tone was like her movements, extremely gentle, like a newlywed couple, his wife gently reminded her Husband going out.

I was a little flustered by my own thoughts.After hurriedly saying thank you, or blushing and nodding, he hurriedly opened the door and walked out.Afterwards, I felt remorse for my behavior. In fact, there was no need for that at all. It was just an exhortation from friends.Instead, I think too much.

The new company looks high-end and rigorous in all aspects.Everything seems to be going on meticulously.Or completely lost popularity, I admit, my impression of the new company is not very good.But the novelty and the inner satisfaction caused by visual transmission made me accept my choice for a long time.

The progress of getting along with new colleagues seems to be smooth, because everyone is very enthusiastic at the beginning.The stranger the friendlier, at least on the surface.Perhaps the more modern the company, the clearer the division of labor, the more stylized things, the more human feelings become redundant.In such a company, everyone can act confident.In such a company, because of the lack of troublesome favors and truth, I am more lonely.

Sometimes I wonder if everything would be better if I dressed as a student, after all, getting along doesn't cost anything.Stepping into society, everything is endowed with a purpose, appearing utilitarian and complicated.Because of the choice, everything is given value, and the communication between people is naturally like this.

So when I came back to my apartment after a day of working like a machine and found the door unlocked, a warm current lingered in my heart.

"You're back!" She put on her apron and came out of the kitchen with the dishes. She walked over and looked at me with a smile.

"Are you cooking?" I put my purse aside and put on my slippers.

"Yeah, but—" Her face was stained with a faint blush. "It's the first time, I don't know - but the dishes are pretty good!"

I smiled and raised the tip of my nose, "It's very fragrant."

She froze for a moment, then turned around, "Why don't you come and have a taste."

Facts have proved that the eyes can really deceive a person. Looking at the table full of "delicacy" with all kinds of colors, I really can't believe that the "thing" that appears in my chopsticks belongs to one of them.

"How about it?"

"Well, it's not bad, it's quite to my taste." I said against my will,

"is it?"

"Yeah." I tried my best to look sincere in my eyes when I met her.

"Let me taste it." As he said that, he was about to pick up the one that I thought was the worst of them all, even though it looked good.

"Hey! Wait a minute." I hurriedly held her hand, and she looked at me in surprise, "What?"

"Uh, this dish is my favorite, you can give me all of it." Hearing this, she pursed her lips and nodded, "Then, you can eat it."

I breathed a sigh of relief, but then realized that I was still holding her hand, so I retracted it awkwardly.

"Then let me try this." "Hey, don't."

"You like this too?" "Yeah."

"Okay, then I'll pick this up." "I like this too."

After repeating this, she tried to stop all the dishes on the table, and finally she put down the chopsticks in her hand. "I don't cook well, do I?"

"Where is it? It's delicious."

"You're lying." She had a determined face, letting my comforting words swallow her unconsciously.

"Anyway, it's very to my taste. And how can such a beautiful dish be unpalatable?"

"Isn't it fancy but useless?" She sighed, "It just looks delicious." Seeing her sudden sadness, I knew that something must have happened.He frowned slightly, and put down the chopsticks in his hand.

"Ah Hai." "Yeah." "Am I beautiful?" "Yubing, what happened?"

She lowered her head, letting the darkness cover her expression. "Since I was a child, many people have taken the initiative to get close to me, but in the end, they all left without exception. The gorgeous flowers attract bees, but after withering, those bees leave."

I took a deep breath and put my hand on the cold hand.

"Ah Hai, if one day you find that I have nothing but my appearance, will you leave me?"

"How come?" "They are all like this—" "That's them, I'm not them, and Yubing, you are better than you think." "Really? But I can even cook simple meals Not good." "How could it be? After all, you are trying it for the first time, and you made the dishes so beautiful for the first time." "But they are not delicious." "They are very suitable for my taste, and, some It is the first time for a person to cook, although the taste may be better, but the appearance is not good, and in the end it is full of color and fragrance, you just have the color first, and you can also have the color and fragrance in the future." She looked suspiciously I had to change the subject.

"Pfft, Ah Hai—" He said and pulled out the hand that was held by me. "You still said that the dishes I cook are not delicious."

Hearing this, I looked at her with some doubts,

"Since you like the dishes I made today so much, you have to finish them all tonight——I will supervise you."

"..."

I had a stomach bug that night, and the next day, I called in sick because I woke up with a fever the next morning and ended up in the hospital.