doomed and reversed 1

After that, I didn't see that woman for a long time, even when I was discharged from the hospital, I still didn't appear on that boulevard.I reviewed my actions that day more than once, only to realize that I was actually just an inexplicable man to that woman, and the more I recalled, the more I was sure that when I communicated with her, the woman's mother was standing I watched from the sidelines.So in the end, he just asked me to leave with a gentle face, and didn't make things difficult for me.

But what is all this for?

After recovering, I canceled my sick leave and went to work in the company again. .Back at the company, an unusual atmosphere permeated the crowd.At first I didn't pay much attention, but then the news came to me by myself. It turned out that the crisis that had been hidden in the dark due to the company's shortcomings in operation and management has now surfaced little by little.Its outbreak started from the resignation of a company executive, and then it was a series of chain reactions.

In this way, people's hearts are floating, and they are in panic all day long, and the company's situation is getting worse.After one month of wage arrears, I had the idea of ​​leaving the company. Of course, the reason for my decision to resign also included wanting to give myself a fresh start.I have gradually accepted my identity, but I know that I cannot fully accept it after all.Rather than struggling with self-soothing, it is better to withdraw completely.However, in the company here, resignation must be approved by the above, otherwise it will be directly disqualified when applying for the next job.

It shouldn't have been a difficult task, but for some reason my approval was delayed.Anxiety and depression made me fall into an extremely depressed mood. After thinking about it, I took a week off to ease my bad situation.

On the second day of my leave, I went for a walk on the street of my home alone. When I saw the bustling crowd, my heart was not as satisfied as when I was in the hospital, because the people on the street were hurrying and expressionless.I am walking slowly, like an outlier in the crowd.

Unconsciously, the body's instinct to seek a sense of security made me turn into a small alley.The alley is very narrow, and the sound of light footsteps stirs inside.

In fact, a long time later, I still think that human instincts often force us to make some choices, and these choices cannot be changed, like fate in the dark.

My instinct to seek security made me meet her again.When I saw her, she was attacked by two gangsters, foul language, frivolous behavior, everything was annoying.

"What are you doing!" I scolded.The two people turned around at the same time as if they had been prepared, took out a knife from their pockets, and twirled it between their fingers.

"Sensible, don't interfere with our business!" I clenched my fists, and my eyes were fixed on their knives.

"Help me!" the woman whispered.Her voice was somewhat familiar, and when I saw her face, my heart skipped a beat, wasn't she... the woman who was in the hospital that day?Since it's her, I can't just stand by and watch. I can't help people I know.

But the current situation is not good for me.Maybe the next time I go out, I have to bring a knife as well, as if I came here, and this kind of thing happens one after another, and the frequency and similarity make people feel abnormal.

Seeing that I had no intention of retreating or advancing, the two gangsters became anxious and impatient.They have at least a slight hole in their thinking.

"Go or not!"

I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down, "I don't mean anything else, I just hope you can understand what I'm doing and what I'm about to do." The calm tone made them a little confused, but they didn't As for making them despise me, "If you are doing it for money, I will give it to you, but I hope you will not hurt that lady, or yourself."

The bastard raised his chin, I understood, took out a black wallet from my clothes, put it on the ground, and kicked it.They picked up the wallet, flipped through it, and suddenly their expressions changed.He looked at me with a complicated expression, and then at his wallet.Then... it seemed like he was running away.

"Are you okay?" The woman's pale face made me feel distressed for a while.She nodded, but her steps backed away again, as if she was repelling me. "I don't mean anything..." She was stunned for a moment, then took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry, I just..." "It's nothing, I'll take you out." Then she turned and picked up the wallet and put it in her pocket.Along the way, I tried to find something to talk about, but because of the strangeness, she was always careful, as if I was a terrible demon.

"Don't go to such a remote place alone in the future." I reminded with some frustration.Unexpectedly, these words made her, who had gradually calmed down, change her expression drastically.She was trembling all over, bit her lip tightly, folded her arms around her chest, and shook her head constantly.I took a step forward, and she took a step back. Seeing that she was about to step into the air, I jumped and brought her back.

"Don't touch me!" she yelled.I opened my mouth wide in surprise. "Don't touch me!" came another cry.People around have cast strange eyes.But no one stepped forward to stop me.She must have experienced something terrible, and then my mind jumped out, the woman in the hut on a rainy night, couldn't help but feel sympathy for her in front of her.

I carefully put her in my arms and patted her on the back, "Actually, I am also a woman...you don't have to be afraid." I don't know what kind of psychology, I told her all my experiences up.She didn't believe it at first, but after I said the words that proved that I was a woman without changing my face, she nodded with a blushing face.

But she still thinks that I am actually a transgender person, so she found a lame reason for time travel because she was afraid of being looked at strangely... Well... But anyway, she at least believed that I was a woman, and therefore, no longer treated me I rejected it, and what made me dumbfounded was that she was afraid of hurting my self-esteem, and she did not refuse some of my actions, but instead had a sense of pandering to them.

She is really a very good girl... After going back and forth, I became good friends with her, um... In less than three days... I think a large part of this is because of my unique identity!Since she was originally a woman, there was no threat to her.And because of the physical characteristics of men now, she may also have the purpose of helping me to overcome male phobia.

At first I refused, but when I saw her blinking eyes, tender voice, and coquettish appearance, I surrendered.And I started searching online for ways to overcome androphobia.Inevitably, I came into contact with the symptoms of androphobia.But out of respect for other people's privacy, I did not deliberately inquire.I started to go shopping with her, and when some men asked for directions, I tried to let her solve it by herself, so that she could communicate with men normally.Her progress is also obvious. For this reason, she always said that it was the reason why I was behind her. Without me, she would still be nervous.

Instead of taking this as a word of modesty, I began to wonder if there were fatal limitations to my approach.But all these considerations, I never said to her.Oh, it suddenly occurred to me that I haven't told you her name, Mo Yubing.