doomed and reversed 1

During the summer vacation, under the intimidation of my friend Xue Xue, I finally embarked on the road of no return to Mount Emei.All the way, the peaks are steep and steep, with thin rocks.This is an unimaginable beauty for Xue Xue.But it was almost a kind of torture for me. Because she insisted on admiring the wonders, I was forced to take a slow train. It took thirty hours from Shandong to Sichuan, which meant that I had to wait on the train. Thirty hours.

Regardless of how much I hate everything as a clean freak, just the fact that I need to stay in an airtight box for a full thirty hours is enough to give me a lot of headaches.On the train, my sanity gradually became hazy, and I even forgot how I got off the train, how I came to Mount Emei, and then fell... Everything seems to be destined, and tragedies always seem to be carefully planned. Designed, and the reversal seems so illusory and ironic at the end.

Before losing consciousness and falling into the abyss, I thought that the last of me would be found after the body was severely decomposed.Instead I woke up, at least consciously.I have time-traveled, and I have also changed my gender and become a man. All this is beyond the scope of my comprehension. It is inevitable that I will be in a trance for a period of time after waking up, and I don’t know where I am.But finally accepted it all.

This body should be an orphan, with no parents, withdrawn personality and no friends, really no friends at all, and even his colleagues don't seem to know that there is such a person in the company.Except for his body and appearance, he is really as small and transparent as all the cities in this city, like the air in an empty box, never being cared about.

These are good things for me, but at the same time they make me helpless.Because of this, no one will notice my difference, but I also cannot feel the feeling of being supported. I am just a girl, and I don’t understand many things.Perhaps this has also become the foreshadowing of everything. As I have said before, it seems to be destined.

It was a thunderstorm night, the situation and atmosphere were rendered just right, like the beginning of a skit.Unexpectedly, I, who is changeable in the sky, would be drenched in water after getting out of the subway.My mood instantly fell into an underestimation. The temperature was still high at that time, and I felt as if I was wrapped around my whole body by a python, feeling uncomfortable and dizzy.

When I was in a hurry to hide from the rain, an unusual cry entered my ears. After a fierce inner struggle, I still searched for the sound that was getting more and more miserable and seemed to disappear, and walked or ran. go.It was a dark corner in the modern city, dilapidated and yellowed houses, like dangerous buildings but standing as usual.

Stepping on the muddy stairs, I came to a room. The door of the room was closed tightly, but the voice that made me nervous did come from here intermittently.Almost without thinking, I kicked the door open.In sight, there are a few naked|naked men, and a woman who is surrounded by them and desperately resists.My sudden visit stunned them for a while.Then there was a fierce battle, my whole body was bruised and my clothes were torn, but at that moment there was only one thought in my mind, to protect that woman shivering in the dark, because I could understand what was going on in her heart Desperation and pain.

Protect because of understanding.Fortunately, I called the police on the way here, and those people were all caught.And the woman and I were also brought into the police station.Later, the development of the matter is no longer in my memory. I only know that after being locked up for one day, I was released the next day.Back in that small but exceptionally clean home, I braced myself to go to the bathroom to take a shower, and then fell asleep.I had a fever, burning pain all over my body.

This is the first time I get sick in another world, and it makes me extremely vulnerable.I sent myself to the hospital. With multiple fractures in my body, I sat in a wheelchair and put on bandages. I looked like a mummy. At that time, I was regretting why I refused the kindness of the police and went home alone. Could it be that I was so numb at the time, could it be difficult to feel the pain in my body?

At first I was pushed by the nurses, and then I slowly started to walk by myself, but I was still some distance away from being discharged from the hospital.There is a lawn in the hospital, surrounded by trees, it is a kind of enjoyment to walk in the shade, but this should be for others, because I can see real people coming and going here, It is a kind of enjoyment.There are smiles on their faces, and even many people will smile at me when they see me.This makes me, who has been in a sense of loneliness for a long time, cherish it very much.

So this place has become my favorite and most frequented place.It was here that I met her.It was a sunny day, and she was holding a book, sitting on a white bench, reading quietly.The bright yellow sun gilded her blue and white striped hospital gown with a golden halo.She has long flowing hair, her face is soft and beautiful, and her posture is dignified and quiet.Her calm demeanor made my restless, empty, and fragile heart instantly return to a moment of calm.

I couldn't control my steps and walked towards her. "Hi." I said nervously.She trembled, quickly closed the book, and lowered her head.She seemed to be afraid, after a lot of struggle, she finally raised her head, "Hello." "My name is Lin Chenghai." "Yeah." I noticed her, clenched my fist in one hand, my eyes wandered, and my legs glanced at her. On the one hand, if I'm not mistaken, she was afraid of me.This discovery immediately embarrassed me.

At the same time, I also know that her performance does not seem to be the state that a normal person can show.What ever happened to such a demure person She is so healthy from a distance, and she is so charming up close, but what is it that makes her afraid of me?Is it because I look scary, or is it because of her.

Thinking like this made me even more curious about her.

"you are afraid of me"

She was stunned for a while, and her face suddenly turned pale.

"Have we known each other before?"

She didn't answer, as if immersed in another world, the book in her hand fell to the ground.Her body seemed to go limp, and she was about to fall to the ground, so I quickly supported her.But she started to break free vigorously, and before I could react, someone pulled me aside.I watched in a daze as the woman was embraced by a middle-aged woman. "Bing'er, don't be afraid, mom is here!"