Find him in the crowd

Chu Zifan spent his adolescence under the nose of his aunt. He was called to talk by his parents after school when there was any disturbance.Therefore, he only confirmed his sexual orientation when he was in college.

At that time, he was secretly in love with a classmate in the building next door, a Frenchman with standard blond hair and blue eyes, standing in the garden and playing the violin, just like a prince who came out of a cartoon.Chu Zifan, who was in love, had a sudden inspiration, and composed several pieces of music to harass others every three days, euphemistically calling them, asking them to help them play.Unexpectedly, the two of them are quite sympathetic to each other in terms of artistic creation, and they are also very willing to play Chu Zifan's repertoire.Chu Zifan was very satisfied at the time and had nothing else to ask for. He has a confidant in this life and has no regrets.It took a semester like this, until the prince introduced his boyfriend to him, Chu Zifan finally felt the feeling of heartbreak, and at the same time opened the door to a new world.With the inspiration brought by his broken love, he began to immerse himself in creation again, regardless of worldly affairs.Later, his work was recommended by the prince to the director of the boyfriend crew, and Chu Zifan started his creative career.

There are gains and losses, this is probably life.

After Chu Zifan graduated, his parents thought that he would finally be able to retire, and when he could retire with peace of mind, this "bad news" was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue.Chu Zifan will inevitably be called to talk, and the seven aunts and eight aunts in the family will take turns introducing all kinds of fair-skinned, beautiful and temperamental girls, hoping that he can "rein in the precipice and turn around".However, although Chu Zifan seems to be obedient, he is very assertive, and once he is identified, he will never turn back.

Maybe it's because my parents are both engaged in art, and their thinking is avant-garde.Or maybe her mother's blood pressure soared for two weeks and finally realized that the body is the capital of the revolution, and the other "roads" are just clouds, so she just let him go.

"What does the other party do? Let's meet him another day." Just be more than one son—that's how you know the bottom line.

Chu Zifan hesitated for a long time before he hesitated and said, "I don't have a date yet." The last boyfriend was Japanese and they broke up before returning to China.

"You don't have anyone to say fart to!" Her mother's angry words came out, "The tossing family is crazy."

"..."

Plan ahead.

Xiang Sixi looked polite, but in fact he was sullen, a person who couldn't stand loneliness.Chu Zifan is just the opposite. The old driver who returned from overseas is a pie, but he is a coward with lust but no guts. Tony laughed at him a lot for that.

Tony's name is Wen Yan, and his English name is not Tony. Because he is the queen stylist of some celebrities, he has a nickname of Teacher Tony.Familiar with the gossip of many celebrities and entertainers, he is known as a know-it-all in this circle.Although Chu Zifan didn't like to spread gossip, he couldn't help but love to listen, so he got acquainted with this person within a few days after returning to China, drinking in some bars frequented by people in the entertainment industry, and flirting with men.

Chu Zifan once made an appointment with Xiao Xianrou who had just debuted. Although Xiao Xianrou was not popular, he still had a few works and millions of fans. He followed him to the hotel like a thief in the dark, but his pants were all gone. After taking off Chu Zifan, he faltered. He took out a handful of big bills and waved his sleeves, but he didn't take away a cloud.After Xiao Xianrou came to his senses, his face turned dark with anger—I didn't come out to pick up the job, so give your sister money!

His cronies pointed out that this made him laugh for more than half a year, and Chu Zifan devoted himself to practicing in school because of this, and did not leave school for two months.

In order to cover up his "counseling", Chu Zifan later simply took the high-cold route, and even bluffed many people. During that time, "no appointment" almost became his mantra.Only a group of bad friends who knew his details often couldn't close their legs with laughter when they saw him pretending to be X.

Chu Zifan and Xiang Sixi are not familiar with each other. They have only met and greeted each other in some public places. At best, they are acquaintances.But thanks to Wen Xing, he has heard many romantic anecdotes about Xiang Sixi.Most of Wen Xun's attachment to Xiang Sixi stems from "seeing but not eating."

Xiang Sixi is quite a gentle and refined person, but in fact he is not shy and doesn't mix in circles, but he can hook up with many people by virtue of his own qualifications.This in itself is very hateful, but he still "doesn't cherish" that on average, every boyfriend breaks up after dating for more than two months. He has a house to live in and likes to live with others. Changing boyfriends is equivalent to changing houses.He doesn't have a fixed standard for judging people, it seems that "anyone is fine as long as he is in a good mood", but this "mood" is indeed the most difficult standard to grasp.

When a certain person is constantly mentioned around you—whether good or bad, you will involuntarily pay attention to this person.

It seemed that it was to prove what Wen Yao said, as long as Chu Zifan could see Xiang Sixi, his eyes would grow on Xiang Sixi's body.There was nothing unusual at first, but after watching it for a long time, I felt that "such a beautiful person should be a star." Perhaps it was Xiang Sixi's behavior, his temperament was so deceiving, Chu Zifan almost felt that Wen Yan was " I can't ask for it, because love breeds hatred." All the bad deeds of Xiang Sixi in his mouth are just spreading rumors.

The strange thing is that this kind of attention will actually escalate. At first, I only think about it when I can see it. Later, I can't help but think about this person when I can't see it.After a long time, even I forgot why I paid attention to him, only every move, every word and deed of that person was seen in my eyes and taken to my heart.

When he couldn't see him, Chu Zifan asked Wen Yan about Xiang Sixi's recent situation.Who has a new cooperation with, what awards have been decided, who is with, and who is broken up with.Occasionally, he would think absurdly, "His boyfriend changes so frequently, maybe it will be my turn next time." Then he left a dispensable item on his contact list.

Wen Hao is a keen person, and he saw through Chu Zifan's little thoughts within a few days. "Are you interested in Xiang Sixi? Always ask me."

Chu Zifan denied it flatly, "You talked about him all day long, and I just followed your topic."

"I have too many people who gossip, and you just remembered Xiang Sixi when I co-authored it? You said it was boring."

"He...he's different."

The people on the table felt as if they had been slapped with chicken blood in an instant, and ordered two dozen more wines, and filled them up for Chu Zifan. "Tell your story."

Chu Zifan "..."

Wen Huan held his shoulders, and said "sincerely and earnestly", "My little musician, don't look at Xiang Si who came out of the ravine in Xiqiong, he has a deep background. Where is the entertainment circle? If he is really just a Can a country boy have the status he has today? So, don't provoke him. Otherwise, one day your Lafayette will come to us to settle accounts, saying that we have led you to ruin. "

Chu Zifan pushed Wen Hao's hand away, "I'm not a child, I can decide my own affairs."

"The wings are hard, I can't control it anymore. You are no longer the innocent boy who spent a lot of money and bought the little fresh meat." Wen Ye brought out Chu Zifan's black history again and "whip the corpse" and the group laughed The people turned their backs on their backs.

Chu Zifan "..."

"So what background does Xiang Sixi have?" someone asked.

"Haven't you heard? He was raised by Zhao Yunxiu."

"Zhao Yunxiu! With a pair of peach blossoms, everyone smiles when they see it. I heard that cannibals don't spit out bones. It's not easy to be able to come out of his hands with all their beards and tails."

"There must be something special~"

After all, they are still restrained when they are afraid of Chu Zifan, but they exchange eyes that everyone understands.But this did not prevent Chu Zifan's face from turning darker under the colorful lights.

"Have you heard of Shen Yi from the Academy of Chinese Painting?" Wen Hao continued to break the news. "I grew up with Zhao Yunxiu. My parents are both professors. One is in the Academy of Fine Arts and the other is in Yanda. He is a scholarly family. He is also the guest of Xiang Sixi, and he also paints for Xiang Sixi. I passed a picture of chrysanthemums, which was regarded as a treasure by him, and I took it with me wherever I went."

"puff!"

"Is this all right?!"

"It's the chrysanthemum that Tao Yuanming likes, Tao Yuanming! The hermit of flowers. Where are you all thinking, a group of little trains."

Wen Hong's explanation did not stop their brains, but added fuel to the fire and made them more excited.

"The ink in your stomach is all used up here, you can't speak if you don't have a yellow accent, right?"

Chu Zifan knew Shen Yi. Although he was a person who hadn't been in contact with him in the address book all the year round, he was classified under the "friends" group.Whether it's Xiang Sixi or Shen Yi, he has no reason to bear it any longer when they are used as dirty jokes.

When Wen Hao saw it was good, he said, "Just kidding. In this way, I will finish this bottle, and treat it as crazy." Then he killed the whole bottle amidst the booing of everyone.

Chu Zifan didn't hold on to it either, the drinking situation was still the same, Wen Hao was also heartless, and when it came to getting up, he still hugged Chu Zifan and talked freely, but there was no mention of the item on the table. Sixi, and anyone related to Xiang Sixi.

In the middle of the night, the bar was scattered, the drunks were drunk, and the voices gradually died down.The music on the stage changed from loud and loud at the beginning to soft and soothing.He looked like a teenager, with immature eyebrows sitting in front of the microphone, singing a Japanese song with a hoarse voice.

The people on the table were stumbling across the sofa, and the rest of them gathered together in twos and threes to play with their mobile phones.Only Wen Ye was still releasing his hormones dutifully, and a strange face was sitting next to him, and the two were exchanging social accounts.

"Wake up." Wen Yan handed him a bottle of mineral water.

"Thank you." Chu Zifan raised his head and downed half a bottle, "I'll withdraw first, you guys continue."

"Don't, withdraw now, you will regret it for the rest of your life." Wen Hao pulled him back and glanced at him. "Look who that is."

Chu Zifan followed his gaze and saw Xiang Sixi.He was wearing a white shirt and a dark blue sweater over his shoulders. He was sitting at the bar talking and joking with the bartender, his left foot stepping on the ground showing a section of his ankle.

"I don't know when he came. When you fell asleep, several groups of people went there—handsome guy, do you have any chewing gum?" Wen Xun asked the man next to him for a box of chewing gum, and stuffed it into Chu Zi's mouth. In Fan's hand, "If there are no accidents, he will have to leave with this bartender today, and this opportunity must not be missed."

Chu Zifan has a crush on Xiang Sixi, but he hasn't thought about pursuing it, let alone now.Most of the time, he just waited silently, hoping that the first person he saw when he turned around was himself.

Wen Hao didn't try to persuade him any more, and was taking selfies vigorously.Chu Zifan chewed the gum one after another, and the strong mint flavor hit his brain.The two people on the bar counter were talking about something, he couldn't see Xiang Sixi's expression, he could only clearly see the bartender smiling while refilling his drinks, his eyes flashed with "bad intentions" in the gorgeous lights , is almost an unspoken secret signal in this field.At this time, Xiang Sixi finally turned around, and the chewing gum box in Chu Zifan's hand was almost deformed by him.But Xiang Sixi didn't look at him, but looked in the direction of the stage, the bartender followed his gaze, the two got closer and said something, and then opened a bottle of wine.

Chu Zifan guessed that he would buy the singer a drink after he finished singing, so he didn't plan to wait any longer.

From his position to the bar, the distance of a few seconds... He didn't allow him to think at all, and he didn't even have time to think up his lines, "Hello." He didn't even calm down his heartbeat.

Although Xiang Sixi was too drunk, he was also so drunk that he was unconscious. He still had an impression of the person in front of him. He had met him a few times and knew that he was a music producer. He even remembered that the director said last week that he wanted to invite this person to write theme song.Chu... "Chu... what's going on?"

"My name is Chu Zifan."

"Hello." Xiang Sixi filled his cup and pushed it to Chu Zifan, "Xiang Sixi." He drank from the bottle.

"I know you."

Xiang Sixi responded indifferently. "my pleasure."

After he came, the bartender walked away sensibly, and went to refill drinks for other guests, as if he wasn't the one who was talking and laughing with Xiang Sixi just now.

Xiang Sixi's perfunctory made Chu Zifan's blood spill on the ground, and he was instantly discouraged. His eyes lingered on Xiang Sixi's body reluctantly, watching his Adam's apple sliding up and down, and even hearing the sound of him swallowing... He raised his head and drank the wine in one gulp, hoping that the wine would strengthen his cowardly courage. "I know you, not because we've met before, but because I like you, Xiang Sixi."

Hearing this, Xiang Sixi was just startled, and gave Chu Zifan a vague look, "Why do you like me?"

Xiang Sixi disagrees with Chu Zifan's confession.Chu Zifan admitted that this was indeed a bit abrupt, and it looked like a joke. On such an occasion, it seemed like talking nonsense.He remembered that Wen Yao had just said that Xiang Sixi had already visited several groups of people, and those people should have struck up a conversation like this, "I like you very much, are you free tonight?" and so on.And he just added "We've met before."

……

Just when Chu Zifan was annoyed that he was about to be dismissed casually, Xiang Sixi suddenly got up and stroked Chu Zifan's lips with a half-smile, and then kissed him.

Chu Zifan smelled a smell of ginseng, sharp but not pungent, followed by a wisp of sandalwood, the quiet and thick woody fragrance restrained the sharpness of ginseng, and when they separated and reunited, a few more petals were attracted during the entanglement The coolness of plum blossoms.The three flavors are mutually reinforcing and complement each other, it seems that they have been perfectly blended together, and the layers are distinct without interfering with each other.Just when I was trying to distinguish it carefully, the smell dissipated.

Xiang Si licked the corner of Chu Zifan's lips eagerly, "I'm free tonight."

"..." Chu Zifan didn't seem to know what happened just now, "Have you figured out where you're going?"

"..."

Is this a successful confession?Is it too fast?

Chu Zifan asked Wen Hao for help in the crowd, but Wen Hao was still chatting with the handsome guy next to him, and didn't want to talk to him at all.Xiang Sixi didn't think so much, and focused on making a quick decision.He dragged Chu Zifan out to take a taxi.After getting in the car, Chu Zifan casually reported the address of his apartment, and Xiang Sixi didn't object.

Chu Zifan didn't have the habit of taking people home casually, besides, he was timid and didn't dare to have any unreasonable thoughts about Xiang Sixi. He just saw that he was drunk and took him back to rest. Make it clear to him.But Xiang Sixi is not a good person.

Chu Zifan still remembers that the few rays of moonlight that leaked from the gaps in the curtains that night shone impartially on the corners of Xiang Sixi's eyes, on the moles of tears in the corners of his eyes, and on the sparkling water in his eyes.He seemed to be possessed and kissed Xiang Sixi's stamina, Xiang Sixi struggled in his arms, and seemed to respond, inseparable.

"Sixi... Sixi..." He called out his name in confusion.

Xiang Sixi responded impatiently, "Ming Ye."

……

When Xiang Sixi got up, it was already 1:[-] noon. He originally planned to wave his sleeves without taking away a cloud, but Chu Zifan blocked the door and asked him to take responsibility.

Thinking about it later, Si Xi still finds it absurd.

"Isn't it ridiculous when you're with me?" Rory said in a strange tone after listening to his complaints, "It's just that when you are so absurd, someone will take care of you, Xiang Sixi, you make me jealous died."

But then he didn't know he had anything to envy.

When she fell asleep, she was sore all over, and when she woke up, she was groggy, Xiang Sixi just spent the whole night on the bed.The moment the alarm clock rang, I was relieved.Fortunately, the fever subsided, and I regained my energy. After breakfast, I got up and continued to compete with the script.Chu Zifan couldn't stop him, so he simply let him go.It's just that I don't feel at ease, I will add a coat to him, and then raise the air conditioner a few degrees, and I am afraid that he will drink cold coffee, and then come in for a hot cup.

Xiang Sixi's hair in front of his forehead was tied in a twitch, exposing his smooth forehead.The eyebrows were trimmed neatly, but the brows were frowning together. Although he couldn't kill a fly, he always wanted to smooth it out for him, and his mouth was pursed, his face full of displeasure.But just like that, he is still cute and charming in the eyes of lovers.Chu Zifan looked at it, and suddenly couldn't help saying, "Xixi, I love you."

At this moment, Xiang Sixi was turning over An Mingye's family tree to greet each other in his heart. He changed a scene several times, completely ignoring that he gave the script to others.The boyfriend's affectionate confession suddenly came to his ears, and he didn't have time to savor it. He replied "Yeah, I love you too", as if reading lines from a script, which can be described as extremely perfunctory.

Hearing the response, Chu Zifan was depressed for a while, thinking that his "inappropriate confession" would never get better.Leave a sentence "Drink your coffee while it's hot." and leave.At the end, he turned back, "Call me when it's cold, and I'll change the heat for you." Seeing Xiang Sixi nodded, but his eyes still stayed on the computer, he thought to forget it, let's change the heat directly later.

This study room was just Chu Zifan's grocery room before Xiang Sixi moved in.It took Xiang Sixi a week to move all his belongings in, making Chu Zifan's duplex apartment instantly crowded.It also made his study a real study, so that for a while when Chu Zifan came in, he felt like he had traveled through time.

Apart from books, Chu Zifan didn't know about the neat four treasures of the study, but he knew it was definitely not cheap.There is a Kesi screen behind the desk, and a special space has been set aside for an antique shelf. Xiang Sixi said, "Although they are not antiques, most of them are gifts from friends, so I keep them all the time." Among them is a Xiangfei bamboo fan with There are two chrysanthemums painted, and a poem "Where did it ever blow into the north wind."

Xiang Sixi likes the fragrance of grass and trees very much.As long as he is working, the study room is filled with the scent of smoky smoke. The raw materials are natural, and they are mixed together and blended with each other. Without extra flavors, he can't help but smell it for a while, which makes people feel refreshed.

Chu Zifan still remembered that Xiang Sixi was attending an award ceremony abroad at that time, and asked him to help bring his incense back, and then sent him an address.And Chu Zifan had been to that address before - when celebrating Shen Yi's birthday.

Shen Yi, a person who is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting and calligraphy, is passionate about classical culture. He is surrounded by immortality, and he does not eat the fireworks of the world. He must drink alcohol at birthday parties.Speaking of which, his apartment is in this Chinese style.

Chu Zifan looked at his completely changed study room, and before he had time to feel emotional, he suddenly remembered Wen Hao's saying, "Xiang Sixi changed her boyfriend to change her house." Are people a little divided?"

It seems that from then on, every cell in his body began to automatically filter out any factors that could affect Xiang Xixi's status in his heart.