Find him in the crowd

Lovers don't always have enough time.Xiang Sixi wished that there were 25 hours a day, even if it was an extra hour, it would be good for them to get along.Xiang Sixi once complained to An Mingye about this matter, and blurted out in a moment of impatience, "I will go to the company with you too, okay? You can arrange any position for me, as long as you can..."

Xiang Sixi stopped before he finished speaking.In my impression, An Mingye's company seems to only accept a college degree or above. In my current situation, I am afraid that I will not be able to cross the threshold, but now this job is all thanks to my fellow villagers.Having only been together for a few months, Xiang Sixi was afraid that An Mingye would misunderstand her by making such a request, and that she wanted to take advantage of him.

An Mingye didn't know the small thoughts in Xiang Sixi's heart, seeing that he stopped in the middle of his words, he just thought he was embarrassed. "In this way, if you come to my room to rest at night, we will have a whole night together."

Xiang Sixi never thought that An Mingye would say such a thing, and before he could turn his head around, his face turned red. "You're kidding me again!"

An Mingye blinked, "I'm serious. Or I can go to your room."

"No!" Xiang Sixi immediately refused, "My room is too small, you probably won't be used to it."

"Just sleeping, a bed is enough, it doesn't need to be big."

Of course it's not as simple as just sleeping, Xiang Sixi is not a child who doesn't know human affairs, he knows exactly what it means to share the same bed.But because of this, he couldn't refuse, and even looked forward to it.

In the evening, when the driver and chef were off work, my aunt went back to her room to rest.After taking a shower, Xiang Sixi changed into clean pajamas and went upstairs quietly.Raising his hand and knocking on the door twice, An Mingye couldn't help but laugh when he saw his hair that was still wet, Xiang Sixi was even more confused by his laughter, "Or, I'd better go back."

"That can't be done." An Mingye closed the door, and pushed Xiang Sixi against the door with his backhand. "Once you come, you are not allowed to leave."

Before Xiang Sixi had time to be shy, she was kissed passionately.Although An Mingye was eager, he didn't lose his temper. Although he seemed domineering, he gave him enough time to breathe, but Xiang Sixi couldn't keep up with An Mingye's rhythm. His heart was about to be sucked out, he couldn't help trembling all over his body, he tightly grasped the corner of An Mingye's clothes, his fingernails sank into his palm through the fabric without even realizing it, thinking that the person who kissed him was An Mingye, he couldn't help but get excited When I woke up, the initial panic had long been forgotten.Let those thick palms move and tease him.But An Mingye didn't seem to be satisfied with this, ended the long kiss, hugged Xiang Sixi by the waist, and looked down at Xiang Sixi, his hair was still wet, with the scent of shampoo and damp water In a fit of anger, he grabbed back casually, but there were still a few disobedient strands of hair falling on his forehead. While unbuttoning Xiang Sixi's button, he said in a low voice, "It's too late to regret it now."

This man was clearly prepared long ago, waiting for his sheep to step into his territory, but now he said something "in time".How could it be too late? It was already too late.After all, at this moment, Xiang Sixi is also longing for An Mingye.

Thinking of this, Xiang Sixi, not to be outdone, reached out and pulled off An Mingye's nightgown... An Mingye kissed his back, and let out a low laugh in his ear.Xiang Sixi couldn't help hugging him tightly, and the tone that spilled out of her mouth turned a few times, and it became a kind of reverie-inducing call, and a low and hoarse chuckle in her ear brought back a bit of clarity, it wasn't enough...

There is nothing sacred at all, it is more like being swept by a violent storm, Xiang Sixi floats up and down in a half-dream, half-awake, momentarily at a loss as to what to do, and then confused by the scent lingering at the tip of his nose, he simply let go and let himself sink, he felt I did something terribly wrong, but I didn't regret it. Instead, I was extremely excited and happy.

"Ming Ye..."

"I'm here."

……

Xiang Sixi is learning how to make sushi recently.In fact, he doesn't like to eat raw food and seafood, but An Mingye likes it, and this kind of food is convenient to make and portable.Usually it is Master Liu who completes the previous steps, and Xiang Sixi is responsible for pinching them together.Even so, he still enjoys making bento for An Mingye.

An Mingye changed his clothes and came down from upstairs. Seeing Xiang Sixi cooking seriously, he couldn't help but go up to tease him, "Today's bento is very rich."

"Which time was it not rich?" Xiang Sixi became bold and dared to talk back.

An Mingye was not annoyed either, he walked around behind Xiang Sixi and put his hands on the desk, looked down and saw the hickey marks on his back, and kissed him again.Xiang Sixi was shocked, and immediately turned around and pushed An Mingye away. Seeing that Master Liu was cutting fish fillets, he didn't seem to notice them, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and cast An Mingye a complaining look.An Mingye's trick succeeded, so he put it away as soon as it was ready, lifted Xiang Sixi's collar, and buttoned the first button to cover the hickey.But he said, "Sixi's craftsmanship is becoming more and more like that, and she has improved a lot."

"That's right, it doesn't matter who taught it." Chef Liu responded unceremoniously. "If you keep working hard, you can become a chef."

"We, Sixi, want to be writers. It's not unreasonable to go around the kitchen every day. As the saying goes, 'a gentleman stays away from the kitchen', but..." An Mingye changed the subject, "I can wash my hands and make soup for me."

Master Liu didn't understand what they were talking about. Anyway, he was just joking and continued to work on his breakfast.

Xiang Sixi told him about being a writer.The two occasionally talked about this topic when they were chatting. At that time, Xiang Sixi said that his dream was to be a college student.After An Mingye explained, Xiang Sixi realized that going to college is not the end, but just the beginning. "Didn't you receive the admission letter? Going to college is a matter of time. Even if it has already been realized, so you think about it. In the long run, you can do it for a lifetime." After An Mingye finished speaking, Xiang Sixi said He blurted out "Then be a writer." He had such an idea because the teacher praised him for his good composition in school, and he could become a writer in the future.

"Writer? Very good, very suitable for you. Anyway, I don't know much about these things, so you have to work hard on your own."

Now An Mingye brought up this matter again, reminding Xiang Sixi that he had set such a goal.Just as he was considering whether it would be better to realize his dream as a cook, An Mingye suddenly said, "Sixi, do you want to go to school? If you want, I can help you."

The snowflakes outside the window fell silently, indicating that this winter is officially coming, this is Xiang Sixi's first winter away from home.He first came to this city to earn money to go to school, later to earn medical expenses for his sick father, and now, to support his family.If An Mingye hadn't suddenly mentioned the matter of going to school, he would have almost forgotten that he still had unfinished studies.

Xiang Sixi had to admit that he was complaining about his family, and always felt that his family was holding him back. He was only 17 years old, but he had to go out to work to earn tuition fees by himself. Why should the burden of supporting the family rest on his shoulders?Every time my mother called, she was cautious, and it took him a long time to ask him before she dared to mention his father's condition, but she never dared to open her mouth about money, and hung up the phone hesitantly.Listening to the harsh blind tone on the phone, Xiang Sixi felt extremely guilty in an instant, and sent home the balance of the card without leaving a penny the next day.After a few days, he began to complain about his family again, and the cycle went on and on, and he was almost numb.

"I'm talking to you." An Mingye stroked his soft hair with his slender fingers.Xiang Sixi came back to his senses and looked at him blankly, "What's your expression, do you want to or don't you want to?"

I want to, of course I want to!For him, this is undoubtedly a big pie that fell from the sky, but if the person who threw the pie was An Mingye, he would not be happy.His tuition fee was not enough for An Mingye to buy a watch, but even though it seemed so easy to An Mingye, he still couldn't accept such... such a handout.

An Mingye is perfect in his heart.Appearance, character, aesthetics, wealth, speech and behavior are all impeccable, and they are like gods.The love between them seems to be in a fairyland, surrounded by fairy air, full of unreality everywhere, like flowers in the mirror of the moon in the water, as attractive as it is, it is as fragile.As long as you can still hear his voice and feel his temperature at this moment, you don't dare to mix other things in it.

Besides, even though he is poor, he still has self-respect. It doesn't matter if An Mingye spends money on going to school by himself.

Thinking of this, An Mingye shook his head quickly. "I can make money myself."

This surprised An Mingye a little. "Do you think that you only need to pay the tuition fee to go to school? Well, I know that our Sixi is a self-reliant boy. So, after you graduate, become a great writer and earn the manuscript fee, then pay me back."

Xiang Sixi was still at a loss, but felt that this method seemed feasible...

"Okay." An Mingye put his arm around his shoulders, "That's the deal. You can register when the new school year starts in September next year. Although it's a year late, you won't miss your homework."

During the Spring Festival this year, Xiang Sixi did not go home.In order to save money and escape, his parents didn't say anything, they only asked him to take good care of himself and not to send any more money. He lives alone in this city, and there are too many places to spend money.The parents' exhortations aroused a little guilt in Xiang Sixi's heart, and he said yes, then turned around and sent home the year-end bonus.Happily, An Mingye did not go home this year.

Although he was happy, Xiang Sixi still asked a question. Although An Mingye talked about him and didn't answer directly, Xiang Sixi was inconvenient to ask. Then he arranged the vacation of the driver, chef and auntie cleaning, and asked the hotel for the staff on duty by the way.Before the holiday, An Mingye prepared a big red envelope for everyone, and Xiang Sixi was no exception.Put the red envelope in the diary, and put it in the bedside drawer together with the previous 300 yuan.

On New Year's Eve, the two slept until noon and made dumplings in the kitchen after washing up.What was supposed to be a good lunch was turned into dinner, and the whole afternoon was filled with fun.Although the appearance is not good, it actually looks like that.After eating the dumplings, the two started to make New Year's greetings on the phone with the singing at the party. Xiang Sixi was fine, and watched the show quietly after the New Year's greetings with his parents. An Mingye was not so relaxed. It didn't stop until the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of power.An Mingye finally put down the phone and started their nightlife with the unforgettable singing of tonight.

Holidays always go by so quickly, Xiang Sixi's arm is over before it recovers from the soreness of tennis rackets.An Mingye, after arranging the company's work for this year and getting it on track, began to plan to move back to his apartment.This time, Xiang Sixi was also taken away by the way.

Xiang Sixi hesitated at first.

As the old saying goes, "If you have food in your hand, you don't panic in your heart." Now I am really reluctant to ask him to quit his job, and he dare not.No matter how many other people have, it is not as good as holding your own.An Mingye said that his English is too bad, so he can enroll in a cram school during this period, and he can keep up with the courses when the school starts, otherwise he will not be able to pass CET-[-] in the future, and he will not be able to get a graduation certificate.

This really frightened Xiang Sixi, without hesitation, he agreed to An Mingye's proposal.Under Xiang Sixi's strong request, the fee for the cram school was paid by himself in the end, and he was very happy at first.But when he went to class on the first day, he realized that after deducting the round-trip fare, the remaining money was not enough for him to have a decent lunch.

However, this embarrassment didn't last long. At breakfast the next day, An Mingye stuffed a wallet into Xiang Sixi's schoolbag, "There is some change in the drawer at the porch, go get it if you need it, and don't come back hungry again." Xiang Sixi blushed when he said that, she thought she was covering it up well.

An Mingye seemed to see his thoughts, rubbed his soft hair and said, "You are still a student, don't worry about making money all day long." Seeing his blushing and pouting, An Mingye looked so angry She's very cute, and her tone is soft, "Study hard is the right way, and there will be opportunities for you to make money in the future. Am I going to hurt you?"

of course not.

Although his self-esteem was frustrated, he still had to bow his head to food and clothing.However, this frustration did not last for a week, and was replaced by the happiness of living together.

An Mingye's duplex apartment is located in a quiet high-end community in the center of the city. The floors are not high, but the lighting is good. The community is rich in vegetation, and you can hear birdsong when you run in the morning.

For the sake of privacy and due to living habits, the apartment is not equipped with a chef and cleaning lady, just the two of them.Xiang Sixi felt sorry for living for free, so she took the initiative to take care of all the housework and three meals for the two of them.On one point, An Mingye has no opinion.Every day when he comes home, there are hot meals, and the changed clothes are neatly hung on the balcony. When he is working, someone makes hot tea for him. Yes, when I come out of the shower, tomorrow's clothes are ready.

They don't dare to expect to live like this, but in this kind of life, they can't see what the future will look like, and everything around them is bright and warm.

Xiang Sixi's cram school is only for three months, 8 in the morning and 6 in the evening, the time is quite good, and he and An Mingye can have two meals in the morning and evening.Compared with the school's exam-oriented courses, this cram school is more oral, and it has indeed corrected a lot of Xiang Sixi's earthy pronunciation.The end of the course happened to be the summer vacation, and Xiang Sixi also mixed into the team of college students to do part-time jobs, distributing flyers or selling promotions in stores, and the salary could be settled daily.

This time, An Mingye didn't stop him.During dinner, Xiang Sixi would share some happy or unpleasant things with him. An Mingye seldom expressed his opinions, but mostly listened quietly, and occasionally spoke words of comfort and encouragement. Useful.

As soon as school started, An Mingye took him to the school to sign up.Xiang Sixi prepared various explanations to explain their relationship, thinking that it was seamless.As a result, from the teacher to the roommates, they automatically understood An Mingye as the elder of Xiang Sixi's family, and they didn't ask a single question.

"Aren't we so unlike lovers?" Xiang Sixi didn't know whether it was joy or sorrow.

"I should be the one who should be sad." An Mingye pinched his chin, "Do I look so old? Like your uncle?"

"Pfft~" Xiang Sixi held back a smile, "It's okay, I'll be as old as you in ten years."

"You math, don't be discovered at school. Otherwise, people will doubt your qualifications for admission."

"I'm serious, you wait for me, when I graduate..." After graduation, I have my own job and don't need to rely on you anymore. At that time...we...

An Mingye patted his forehead, "It's only two weeks. When your military training is over, I'll pick you up."

Xiang Sixi didn't delve into whether he really misunderstood or changed the topic, but finally nodded obediently.I felt sorry for An Mingye who had paid for four years of accommodation, but he only stayed for two weeks. It was a waste.But when I thought that if I really lived on campus, I would only see each other on weekends from now on, and I put this heartache behind me again.

Watching An Mingye leave, Xiang Sixi had time to take a good look around the school.This is a century-old prestigious school. The buildings were refurbished later, but some trees have not been touched. It looks like they are old. The plane trees on both sides of the road seem to have seen all the vicissitudes of the world. The branches and leaves are stacked together to block the scorching sun of September. Strictly.While strolling, Xiang Sixi found his way, and called home by the way.

He doesn't have a phone at home, so he usually calls the village committee, which then uses a loudspeaker to announce, and waits for his mother to trot all the way to the village committee to answer his call.He told his mother that he had signed up for school, so that they should not worry.It’s still the same saying of working to make money, the colleagues are very good, and the leader also takes care of him... I can hear the mother on the other end crying with joy, and kept telling him to take good care of himself and stop sending money to his family. It's not that big of an expense to be discharged from the hospital... By the time I hung up the phone, it was getting late.Xiang Sixi returned to the dormitory, changed into military training uniforms, had dinner with her roommates, and then went to the playground to gather.The military training life officially began.