Find him in the crowd

Chu Zifan was born in a musical family, his parents were veteran musicians, and he wrote many classic pieces in the 16s, which have been handed down to this day. At the age of [-], he was admitted to the Hanover Academy of Music, and after graduation, he was admitted to the National Academy of Music to study Chinese classical music.Established his own music studio two years ago.

There is not much information about him on the Internet, there is almost no scandal or anything, and the attached photos are just some occasions with the crew to promote, most of them are lost in the crowd, and occasionally a few close-ups are still cut off, nothing else can be seen in the photos, just He looks good, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and looks like a student.

In addition, there are some representative works.While studying in Hannover, he wrote a song for a German film. That film won several international A-category awards at that time, and Chu Zifan followed suit.Since then, some of his works have often appeared in some domestic and foreign films.There are several pieces of music that An Mingye still uses as ringtones for his mobile phone, but he did not expect it to come from Chu Zifan.

Most of the news about Chu Zifan and Chu Zifan on the Internet is based on his works, such as which big-produced movie he joined, or which famous singer wrote a song for, and netizens complained that the only bright spot of a certain bad drama is Chu Zifan’s A few bgms, etc... The marketing account on Weibo counted the regulars on the list of "You can rely on your face, but you have to rely on your talent".

And Chu Zifan's Weibo is updated almost every half a month, and it is still a routine work content, which looks like the kind posted by an assistant.But this does not prevent fans from shouting "little brother" long and "little brother" in Pinlun.

little brother?Ah.

An Mingye closed the computer.

Xiang Sixi didn't lie, he really didn't hide his sexual orientation and dating partner.An Mingye found out about Chu Zifan with a random question, and their relationship was simply an undisclosed secret in this circle.If it weren't for his excellent professional standards, he would have been hacked out of the entertainment circle long ago.

Ten years, ten years.

Things are not, people are not, what on earth are you still looking forward to...

For a long time after leaving, he couldn't adapt to life without Xiang Sixi.It's so strange, we've been together for only one year, but in retrospect it seems like a lifetime.

He planned his life perfectly, when to study, when to play, when to work, when to go abroad, when to get married, and when to have children.Xiang Sixi, as a character who appeared in the boring stage of his life, is not perfect, but he is also qualified.Clean, sincere, shy, and generous.When they broke up, An Mingye was very afraid that he would pester him and disrupt his arrangements. In order not to worry about the future, he left the apartment and money as compensation.

But Xiang Sixi didn't bother him, and even left his life neatly, he didn't know whether to be thankful or disappointed.Later, he didn't pay attention to whether the apartment was lived in or sold.For a while, he thought that Xiang Sixi would return the money to him in some way——Xiang Sixi was a little conceited when it came to money.But it didn't, so he felt that Xiang Sixi was different from those little lovers who came and went around him.But that's all.

But during that time, he always couldn't help thinking, could it be that he didn't know where he was?Are you in trouble?Is that enough money?He seems to have never been on a plane, has he thought about coming to me, but he doesn't know how to find me...

That night he dreamed that Xiang Sixi traveled across the ocean to Canada to find him, but when he got off the plane, he squatted on the ground crying helplessly because he didn't know the place and language well.In the dream, he passed through the crowd and ran over unswervingly, but there was nothing, and no one squatted on the ground crying helplessly.He was the only one standing in the empty airport, spinning.

Drive to the airport at 3am.

An Mingye felt that he was crazy, he stood guard at the airport, he thought that if Xiang Sixi really came, he would hug him tightly and never separate again.He wanted to give himself such a chance to make himself crazy once.Wait until morning.

Xiang Sixi left the company and drove aimlessly around in the car.

Pedestrians on the road, wearing masks, kept their heads down.They seemed to know where they were going without looking. The sky was gray and the air was filled with dust visible to the naked eye. In such weather, no matter how happy they were, they would feel depressed for no reason.

Xiang Sixi originally planned to go to the supermarket, but on the way, she remembered that she hadn't finished eating the food in the refrigerator last time - the love dinner didn't last for a few days and was interrupted.One is devoted to revising the script, and the other spends the whole day in the studio. It would be nice to have a sleep together, but having dinner together becomes a luxury.

When passing by the library, he turned his head and took a look—as usual every time he passed by, he couldn't help but take a look deliberately, probably because there is something special here, so he always pays attention to see if he is still there, Is it okay.

Every city seems to be like this - no matter how it is remodeled, there are always a few places that will not change.

But so what.

An Mingye found that Xiang Sixi was very strange recently.He is obviously everywhere but evasive, he is deliberately hiding himself, but because he is too deliberate, he is full of loopholes.

He'll do everything he's got to do, and then disappear.You won't be waiting to talk to yourself like you used to.An Mingye was not used to it.

This seems to be an instinct that people are born with.When I found that I fell in love with that person, the voice that came out of nowhere always reminded me "you like him" over and over again, and I couldn't control some unrealistic fantasies.Escape became his instinctive self-protection.

I heard that Mr. An's house has been renovated and can be moved in at any time. I have been staying here for a while, and I will lose all contact by then, so that I can give up.

Such an outstanding person was born in a different world from himself——Xiang Sixi made a serious calculation, and the only thing he could afford was probably the title of "Student of Yanda University", but the tuition fees have not been paid up to now .Last month, he sent the saved money home to his father to see a doctor. The day before yesterday, his mother called and cried, saying that his father thought the hospital was too expensive and wanted to go home. He tried to persuade his father to cancel the trip. idea.

No matter how young you are, as long as you step into the society, the burden of the family will naturally fall on your shoulders. No matter how difficult it is, you have to carry it, and the tuition fee becomes nowhere in sight.It's not that he hasn't complained, but after all, they are his biological parents, and he has given up everything to raise him, so he shouldn't complain if he still has a little humanity.It's just that he probably won't be able to catch up with An Mingye's footsteps in his lifetime.

"What's the matter? She looks like she's about to cry."

Xiang Sixi was peeling an apple, he was absent-minded, but was startled by An Mingye's sudden words, and scratched his hand.An Mingye was also taken aback, took out pure water from the refrigerator to wash his wound, and took him to the bedroom to find a medicine box to bandage him. "I am so sorry."

"Don't say that, I was not careful." An Mingye seemed to be another world he opened up, in this world, he could temporarily put down the burden of his family and finances, and feel at ease.

"Does it still hurt?"

Xiang Sixi shook his head.His mind was all on An Mingye, so he couldn't care less about the pain.

An Mingye stroked his wound, put it on his lips and blew gently.This blow made Xiang Sixi's hair explode instantly, and he retracted his hand reflexively, afraid to look at An Mingye in fright.

"Xiang Sixi, if you have any difficulties, you can tell me, and I can help you."

The temperature on Xiang Sixi's face instantly dropped a few points, and he regained his senses, "There are some things... But, I can solve them myself. It will definitely not affect my work."

An Mingye said helplessly, "Who told you to work."

Xiang Sixi was puzzled, "Then what are you talking about..."

"Let's talk about something else." An Mingye leaned forward, getting closer to him, Xiang Sixi felt that he was going to be unable to breathe.

"I was drinking with my friends that day, and they said it was good to drink all night, but you called, and they let me go..."

"I didn't mean it. You rarely get so late. I'm just worried... I didn't mean to disturb you guys."

An Mingye's slender index finger pressed Xiang Sixi's lips. "They actually refused to let me go. It was I who said, 'The family members have come to inspect the post. If I don't go back, I have to sleep on the sofa tonight' and they let me go. So... Sixi, would you like to be my family member?"

"I won't let you sleep on the sofa!" Xiang Sixi's short-circuited brain gave such a signal, which made An Mingye think he was simply extremely cute.

"You should say I do."

"I am willing."

As soon as he finished speaking, An Mingye kissed him.

In Xiang Sixi's cognition, kisses are still in fairy tales.The prince's kiss can wake up the sleeping princess, and the princess's kiss can save the prince who has turned into a frog. That is a sacred and beautiful thing.But An Mingye's kiss was not holy, it was an undisguised aggression that seemed to drown Xiang Sixi, and the place where the tip of his tongue swept seemed to bloom, the most beautiful thing in the world was probably nothing more than that.

"I agree, but I can't go back on my word."

An Mingye pressed against the tip of his nose, and Xiang Sixi wished to see every line of his pupils clearly.The unreachable person is right in front of you, so close, you can hold him in your arms as long as you reach out, the pine aroma and hot breath lingering in your nose——

Xiang Sixi clumsily kissed back, as if eager to prove that all this is not fake.There is no skill at all, but he has learned An Mingye's aggression completely.

He went back to the cliff at the entrance of the village, and at his feet was a field of lush wild lilies, swaying in the wind, with a faint fragrance of flowers.The teacher sat beside him and played the guitar, the melody was light and gentle, as if he was stroking his lover's cheek, carefully as if he had found a treasure.Then, the timbre suddenly turned into a lingering tangle of bow and string, inseparable.The melody is soft like a ray of light. The light in winter cuts off the glare and scorching temperature, but still retains the power to melt ice and snow and dispel the cold.

Xiang Sixi opened his eyes, and Chu Zifan's figure gradually became clear. "Wake up."

Chu Zifan put the violin aside and gave Xiang Sixi a fever-reducing sticker, "Is it better?"

Xiang Sixi nodded.I got up and drank a glass of water, "What song was it just now? It's so nice."

While preparing the medicine for him, Chu Zifan said, "I forgot what it's called, it seems to be a piano piece. I'll find the score another day and play it to you—shouldn't I eat first? Taking medicine on an empty stomach is bad for the stomach, right?" ,What do you want to eat."

Xiang Sixi didn't last until evening when he developed a fever and felt sore all over.I fell asleep in a daze, but I didn't expect it to be dark when I woke up.

"Let's make porridge." He didn't really have an appetite, "Just the one downstairs, it's close and fast." The "downstairs" Xiang Sixi said was actually across the road from the community.However, the community is too big. It took 10 minutes to walk to the gate, and another 5 minutes to cross the road. Xiang Sixi didn't want Chu Zifan to run away, so he had to rummage in the bedside drawer. He forgot when he threw it in and whether it was still there. Food delivery call.

Xiang Sixi's bedside drawer is just like a grocery store. For the sake of convenience, he throws the important and unimportant things into the drawer, and it will be a big headache when looking for it.

"What's this?" It looked familiar.Chu Zifan picked it up, it was a wedding invitation card.

The wedding invitation is the most popular Chinese style nowadays. It is bright red. The cover looks like a lattice window. It is fastened with a buckle in the middle, and a blue tassel is dropped. The details are also exquisitely designed. When you open it, you will see a vertical version of the text. The background is also ancient style flowers and birds, looking festive, but not too tacky.

"Why do you still keep it." Having said that, Chu Zifan was very happy.

This is an invitation card from a classmate of Chu Zifan when he got married last year.Because Chu Zifan's handwriting is beautiful, and the regular script is correct, it can be seen that he has been practicing since childhood, and sometimes he will receive errands to write invitations for relatives and friends.

Speaking of which, An Mingye's handwriting is also good-looking, he is used to writing consecutive strokes, and the handwriting is eclectic. Although it is difficult to recognize, it looks chic and elegant.Luo Rui was only five years old and three years old, but his handwriting was slender and delicate. When the teacher corrected his homework, he couldn't help typing "+" as soon as he opened it. He was also a frequent visitor on the list of "artists with good handwriting".

On the contrary, it was Xiang Sixi, a liberal arts student who seriously included calligraphy in his curriculum, but his handwriting was very ordinary.He writes in various ways, and he is more informal than An Mingye. Even his strokes are still in italics, and whether he is elegant or elegant depends entirely on his mood.Individually, it looks a bit strong, but the whole story looks like there are various fights.

Therefore, when Chu Zifan came back with a stack of blank invitation cards, Xiang Sixi watched the excitement and envied Chu Zifan who wrote well.

"What's so good about this marriage? One or two are going to get married."

"Of course." Chu Zifan carefully followed the list and filled in his name on the invitation stickers without raising his head. "Once married, you can justifiably say to others, 'This is my wife' or 'This is my husband'."

"So what? If you're not married, you can't just be together? If you're married, should you divorce or divorce?"

"That's different."

"What's the difference?" Xiang Sixi retorted.

Chu Zifan still did not stop writing "Love needs a sense of ritual."

"Really?" Xiang Sixi didn't agree, but didn't want to refute him anymore, and said casually, "Then when do you plan to get married..." He originally wanted to say, "Then when do you plan to get married, I will give you a big red envelope. "But the following words can't be said.He already hated going to weddings.

"That depends on you." Chu Zifan buried his head in writing the invitation, not noticing Xiang Sixi's ugly face at all, but he happily handed Xiang Sixi a written invitation, "What are you going to do?" Time to marry me."

Xiang Sixi froze on the spot, and it took a while to suppress the sour feeling that was rising, "Who wants to marry you. It's as if the law will approve it."

Chu Zifan smiled, "There will always be that day, and we will definitely be able to wait for it."

"Marriage of two surnames, a contract in one house, a good relationship will last forever, and the match is the same name. Look at the peach blossoms on this day, and the house is IKEA. It is predicted that the melons will be endless in the next year, and you will be prosperous. I would like to write to Hongjian with a white-headed agreement. The alliance of red leaves will be recorded in the mandarin genealogy. This certificate! The wedding of XX and XX is scheduled to be held at XX Hotel at XX am on X, X, X, X. At that time, Chu Zifan and his spouse Xiang Sixi are invited to attend the wedding. We are looking forward to your visit .”

Chu Zifan just filled in the names of the two of them in the blank space of the invitation, but this was the first time that Xiang Sixi saw their names written together, and it was... so beautiful.

For some reason, Xiang Sixi suddenly thought of a song "I don't know who I can borrow a piece of paper from this life to accompany me, the years are safe and stable, and I scream in my dreams"

This can be regarded as "accompanied by a piece of paper".

Xiang Sixi snatched the invitation and mourned for a second for the black history she had discovered.Then he said arrogantly, "I can't find the phone, you go buy it."

Chu Zifan was already happy in his heart, and went to run errands without complaint.Before leaving, he begged for a kiss on Xiang Sixi's lips.

To this day, Xiang Sixi still thinks that their names written together are so pleasing to the eye, but this does not prevent him from being ashamed of his little thoughtfulness.

The bedside drawer was a jumble of trinkets, some even older than that.Most of them are useless, but I just can't bear to throw them away. When I move, I have to pack them up and take them with me.

The author has something to say:

"I don't know who I can borrow a piece of paper from this life and this life to accompany me, and the years are safe and stable, and I scream in my dreams." The lyrics of "Heather's Xiaozha" by the second aunt