paper idol

Qu Lebai spent the night in a cramped, pure white room, tossing and turning, but it was not because of herself, but Rou Jiang.

The relationship is not close to a certain level, Rou Jiang did not spread out all the past.But the tone and demeanor can reveal too much, Qu Lebai knows that Rou Jiang must have gone through a very difficult period, and got to know herself during that period.

It's like fate, but maybe just by chance.Fate is another expression of reality, and it is coincidence that puts on a sacred cloak and comes out to deceive.

While half asleep and half awake, Qu Lebai had another dream.

Yoshimitsu Kataha showed the fragments, in which there are smiles, sorrows and entanglements hidden.These are so similar to Qu Lebai's experience at the moment, she can't help but suspect that it is just a fantasy born of loneliness, so that she can let go of her heavy burden and survive for a while.

But it cannot be denied that she is no longer at a loss because she seems to have found the same kind.The pain turned into curiosity, and she wanted to hug Rou Jiang from two years ago several times.

……

The dream was interrupted by someone, Rou Jiang squatted beside Qu Lebai and called her: "Lele, Lele?"

Qu Lebai opened her eyes in a daze. Before she woke up, she stretched her arms around Roujiang, buried her head in her neck, and said, "Don't cry, don't be afraid, good boy..."

She thought she was hugging Jing Rourou in her dream.

Rou Jiang was a little dumbfounded, thinking: Fortunately, I tied up my hair today so that I wouldn't be pressed down.

Roujiang pushed Qu Lebai again, and said, "Yesterday you forgot your phone in the study, and your dad made several calls, do you want to answer one?"

The faces of sister-in-law and nephew instantly came to mind, Qu Lebai was bounced like a spring, and she was shocked and said: "What time is it!"

"Ten o'clock, I just woke up." Rou Jiang said, "It seems right to wake you up."

Rou Jiang may have just woken up, wearing loose-fitting home clothes, with her hair all combed up, revealing a clean forehead and nape.No makeup was applied, but her face was still rosy, and her skin was very good.Qu Lebai glanced at Roujiang, took the phone, and wanted to call his father back in the first second, but hesitated when he pressed his finger on the dial button.

What was she doing like this, another form of running away from home?What's the use of calling by yourself? There's still no way to solve my sister-in-law's current predicament.

Noticing her hesitation, Rou Jiang asked, "What's wrong?"

Qu Lebai glanced at Roujiang again, locked the phone screen, put it under the pillow, and said, "I used to have an older brother."

She didn't take the initiative to mention this to anyone. Even after she ran away from home, she kept communicating with the boss, but she didn't tell him about it.

She didn't know about it in the first few months, and after knowing about it, only regret and guilt remained.There is no doubt that her brother's death is inseparably related to her. She knows her responsibility very well, so she can only quietly send money back every month, not daring to show her face or make a sound.

She was wrapped in sin, and even her breath was muddy.Sharing this matter with anyone is nothing more than a few words of relief, but I am cowardly and despicable, and I will pretend to be entangled in grief, and finally the past will follow the wind and move forward with grief.She knew she was such a person, so she didn't want to confess to anyone.

Reality has no God.No one can forgive anyone instead.

But Roujiang's eyes are so pure that there are no impurities, it seems that she can always tell her anything.

Qu Lebai stared at Roujiang, and told Roujiang everything.

Rou Jiang didn't say a word, but occasionally nodded to show that she was listening.When everything was over, Qu Lebai unconsciously lowered his head, trying to avoid Rou Jiang's gaze, but still couldn't hold back his anxiety, and secretly glanced at Rou Jiang.

With just this one glance, Rou Jiang said, "Go to the hospital."

"Eh?"

"Do you think they called you for money? Then frankly say that you have no money. You did everything you can to atone for your sins? Then apologize to your sister-in-law. If you really don't care about them, then pretend I didn't say it." Rou Jiang Say, "But, having a mouth is not for people to guess, just as having eyes is not for making you cry."

As soon as the words finished, Rou Jiang gently raised her hand, and gently wiped the corners of Qu Lebai's eyes with her thumb.After the teardrops were wiped away, Qu Lebai realized that he had already burst into tears.

……

In the end, Qu Lebai did not reply to the call, but went to the hospital accompanied by Rou Jiang.

When the parents saw him, they were obviously surprised, and said, "Lele, why are you here?" They looked at Roujiang again, and said hesitantly, "This is...?"

Rou Jiang handed over the fruit in her hand, and said with a smile, "I'm her friend, and I came here with her."

The father didn't lock the door, smiled in disbelief, and said, "I'm not a child anymore, come to see my relatives, is there still something to be afraid of, and I need someone to accompany me?"

"Dad, Mom, I have something to say." Qu Lebai said softly, with a firm tone.The mother was staring at Rou Jiang thoughtfully, but when she heard the voice, she turned her head and saw her daughter's bright and familiar expression.

This look is old, as if the night is about to turn over and become the morning sun.

Qu Lebai took her parents to chat downstairs in the hospital, and Rou Jiang sat in the ward bored, occasionally swiping her phone, occasionally going to the window to look down, but of course there was nothing.

Rongrong lay weakly on the bed, and when she woke up, she didn't see her grandparents. She panicked at first, sobbed twice, and was about to cry.

Rou Jiang took out a small Rubik's Cube from his pocket, handed it over and asked, "Have you played it?"

Rongrong blinked, took it carefully, twisted it twice, then shook his head and said, "No."

Rou Jiang couldn't help laughing, and said, "Then I'll give it to you."

Rongrong hesitated a bit, biting his finger and said, "Really?"

Rou Jiang couldn't help but patted his head and said, "If you eat your hands again, you'll eat me back."

Rongrong quickly moved his finger away.

Children are curious about everything, especially this Rubik's cube is brightly colored, so it is particularly attractive.

After sitting in the ward for a while, a woman came in and was taken aback when she saw Rou Jiang. She hurried to Rong Rong, touched his head, and said, "Is Rong Rong okay?" Looking at Rou Jiang again, she asked: "Hi, are you...?"

Roujiang stood up calmly, said with a smile, "I am Lele's friend, my name is Jing Rourou, and I will accompany her to visit Rongrong."

"Hey? Lele is here? I went shopping, why didn't I see it..." The sister-in-law put the plastic bag in her hand on the bedside table, and hurried to the window to look down.

"She's taking a walk below and chatting with her parents." Rou Jiang said, "You should be Lele's sister-in-law. If possible, can I chat with you?"

The sister-in-law was a little confused, but she still asked: "What are you talking about...?"

Roujiang looked at Rongrong, and motioned, "Shall we chat here, or go out?"

Rong Rong quickly covered her head with a small quilt, and shouted loudly, "I can't hear you!"

The sister-in-law poured a glass of water for Rou Jiang, and asked in a low voice, "So... what are we talking about?"

"She told me about Rongrong's illness, and she expressed regret about it, and I did too." Rou Jiang patted her sister-in-law on the shoulder, and asked softly: "The financial pressure is heavy, she has never told me specific amount."

The sister-in-law lowered her head and said: "I spent hundreds of thousands in the early stage, and all the money Lele sent back has been spent, but the situation is getting worse... This time the doctor said it will cost millions, but there is only a chance to cure it. There is Sometimes even I feel hopeless, Lele she...she puts too much pressure on herself."

"She's always wanted to help Rongrong... after all, it's her brother's child."

The sister-in-law was stunned when she heard the words, then her eyes turned red, and she murmured: "I didn't want to come to seek Lele..." The ending sounded very long, and at the end she added: "If you have money."

Illness is a bottomless pit, even if all the banknotes are converted into steel coins, it will not help.Rong Rong's condition is not a day or two, she is very clear where the money comes from; she is also very clear why the money comes.It's nothing more than Qu Lebai's acceptance of his brother's tragedy, and he thought that he would also shoulder the burden of the family.

My sister-in-law complained about Qu Lebai, but after a long time, she regained her senses and knew that Qu Lebai had nothing to do with the car accident or medical expenses.But she dared not tell Qu Lebai that people are selfish after all, so she dared not say anything.She was afraid that if Qu Lebai would not feel guilty, her son would be hopeless.

——If she had money, she would definitely say it.

The sister-in-law quickly wiped away her tears and said, "Is Lele having a hard time recently? In fact, the medical expenses have nothing to do with her, and there is really no way to ask her for help. She doesn't have to help..."

She could feel that the woman in front of her was sincerely for Lele's good, and maybe the other party could be relied on by Lele... So she finally spoke the truth.It would be great if the other party could convey these words to Lele.

But she didn't expect that the beautiful woman in front of her could have such sharp eyes.

Rou Jiang stared into her sister-in-law's eyes, and said word by word: "You should tell her this in person."

"Hey?"

"She is burdened with guilt and feels that she has been doing wrong. If you don't say forgiveness, she will never reconcile with herself. You are a family, and you don't need this relationship, and you will help each other."

Rou Jiang spoke in a very soft tone, and her eyes were a little wandering.Looking at Roujiang's face, my sister-in-law felt like she was being seen through... Her guilt, her sense of guilt, the circumstances under which she decided to defect to Qu Lebai, and the circumstances under which she kept silent "It's okay"... The woman named "Jing Rourou" in front of me knows all this.

She even said: You are family members and do not need this relationship.

"She can only write novels and is not good at expressing emotions face to face, so I will speak for her." Rou Jiang said: "She is in pain, please, help her."