I love you for the rest of my life
Chapter 129: Distressed
Zhang Juan stood in the huge campus, behind him were pink and white crabapple flowers, which were charming in the sunshine.
"Xiang Xiu, don't cry, tell me what's wrong with you?"
"Brother, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore. I'm scared, really scared."
"I won't want you, don't cry, tell me where you are, I'll go find you now."
"If you really see me like this, you will not want me. Brother, I'm sorry, I always don't listen to you, and I always make you angry. You don't like me, and I deserve it. But brother, I now ...I really miss you. I feel so bad, am I going to die? If I die, will you be sad? Will you always remember me?"
"Enough! Tell me where you are?"
Xiang Xiu was talking nonsense, her voice becoming more and more choked up.Her words disturbed Zhang Ju'an's heart and made him feel very hurt.
After roaring angrily, Zhang Ju'an tried his best to endure and calm himself down.Even his tone softened.
"Xiang Xiu, tell me, where are you? Don't cry, I won't let you go, I'll come to you now, right now."
Xiang Xiu leaned against the cold wall, in a daze.Her only hope is Zhang Ju'an.
"Zhang Juan, I used to think that our relationship is deeper than blood. But one day everything changed, Zhang Juan, do you still want this family?"
Xiang Xiu didn't call out brother, but directly called out Zhang Ju'an's name.She wanted to call him that, had thought of it for years.But Xiang Xiu didn't dare, and even became cautious about that liking.Because she knew very well that from the beginning to the end, she was just a younger sister in Zhang Juan's eyes and heart.She and Zhang Ju'an can only be younger sisters.
Love someone too much, knowing that there is no result, no hope, so life will be very painful.Originally, Xiang Xiu was about to be freed from this pain because she met a man named Shi Yang.But in the end, that person pushed her back into the boundless sea of suffering.
Xiang Xiu always felt that she would drown.Shi Yang's flat boat finally sank.She and him may never reach the shore.
Zhang Ju'an knew what Xiang Xiu meant.This made him feel a deep sense of powerlessness, and Zhang Juan also hated himself.
"Xiang Xiu, I will always be your elder brother. I will not want you, nor this family. Be obedient, tell me, where are you?"
The answer is the same as expected, but when I really hear it, I still feel very sad.Xiang Xiu smiled and lowered her head, as if resigned to her fate.Tears dripped, hit the ground, and shattered into flowers.
"Well, brother, I will always be your sister."
In the end, Xiang Xiu gave out her address.She didn't want to die in this rented house, she wanted to see this little life come.She will never be alone again.
Zhang Juan left in a hurry, and when he got on the train, he realized that he should call Yan Tong.Yan Tong said earlier that he would wait for Zhang Juan to come back at home.
When Zhang Juan thought about it, he had no chance.The signal on the train was poor, so Zhang Juan gave up after trying a few times.
The sound of the train passing the rails sounded regularly, and with a swipe, it went into the cave again.Zhang Ju'an could see the dim light, and the next moment, the train came out of the cave, and the eyes were bright again.
This kind of picture keeps repeating, like putting a very old film on the screen of a movie.The light and tone are low, sinking into people's hearts.
It was the next morning when Zhang Juan took the bus to the town.The town was similar to the day when Xiang Xiu came, and the white mist was faintly visible in the mountains.
Zhang Ju'an walked on the bluestone road in the small town, asking side by side and walked over. After 15 minutes, he finally stood in front of the hut that Xiang Xiu had mentioned.
Zhang Ju'an raised his hand to knock on the door, but suddenly stopped, and then the hand that knocked on the door fell.Zhang Juan didn't know what he was doing, probably because he felt that he owed Xiangxiu too much.
"Xiang Xiu, brother is here."
The door opened, and what Zhang Juan saw was a completely different Xiang Xiu.In Zhang Ju'an's memory, Xiang Xiu was such a lively and cheerful person, she seemed to have endless energy at any time, and she was always bouncing around him.The Xiang Xiu in front of him was so haggard that his heart ached.
The moment Xiang Xiu saw Zhang Ju'an, tears filled her eyes, blurring her sight, making her look so unreal.In a trance, I still think that this is probably a dream.
After Zhang Ju'an wiped away Xiang Xiu's tears with his hand, he gave Xiang Xiu a hug and comforted her softly.
"It's okay, brother is here."
When Zhang Ju'an came, Xiang Xiu's sky was bright again.
There was no accusation or questioning, the first thing Zhang Juan did when he came in was to clean up the messy house.After everything was cleaned up, he went out to buy vegetables and came back.
The room is small enough to be seen at a glance.A bed, a desk, and a chair.The balcony is very small, just enough for cooking.Other than that, there is no extra space.
Xiang Xiu sat on the bed with her knees hugged, she looked palely at Zhang Ju'an who was making chicken soup.Big tears fell down, Xiang Xiu didn't cry out, but raised her hand to wipe away the tears quickly.She was afraid that Zhang Juan would see it, so she cried again.
This person can't give her anything, but is willing to give up everything for her.It's both distressing and annoying.
Just before entering the door, Zhang Ju'an hugged Xiang Xiu and said, "You won't forget it, brother will help you, everything will be fine. Xiang Xiu, trust me, everything will be fine."
Xiang Xiu looked at Zhang Ju'an on the balcony, and she murmured softly: "But what should I forget..."
On this day, Xiang Xiu finally fell asleep steadily.She has been lethargic recently, but often wakes up and sleeps restlessly.It's all right now, Zhang Ju'an is here, and her heart is at ease.
No matter how strong the wind and rain outside, Zhang Ju'an will always be that umbrella.
Zhang Ju'an sat on the chair in front of the desk, keeping his eyes on Xiang Xiu.The eyes revealed that there was distress and self-blame.
If, if, too many ifs make people regret it.What Zhang Juan can do now is to take good care of her.
After the night fell, Zhang Juan took the chair to the narrow balcony, found a place to settle down, and sat down.This night, he suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, what kind of feeling was that?Zhang Ju'an had never smoked before, he only smelled a faint smell of tobacco from Yan Tong's body.He didn't dislike the smell, but he thought it was not good for Yan Tong to smoke all the time.
After leisure, Zhang Ju'an remembered Yan Tong.So he took out his mobile phone, and after being quiet for so long, it turned out that it was out of battery.
Zhang Juan got up again to find the charger, and after plugging it in, he turned it on again.The first thing he did was to call Yan Tong.
"Hello, Yan Tong."
"Ah."
Yan Tong's voice was hoarse and alienated.After Zhang Ju'an disappeared for so long, Yan Tong walked around every corner of the Normal University like crazy.He couldn't get through the phone, so he searched for all the people he could find, and he also searched for places where Zhang Juan might go.
After doing everything that can be done, the last thing Yan Tong can do is go home and wait.When Zhang Ju'an finally called, Yan Tong just answered him with a "hmm" indifferently.
The moment he opened his mouth, Yan Tong felt a sharp pain in his throat. He still held half a cigarette between his fingers, and there were cigarette butts all over the ground at his feet.
"Xiang Xiu, don't cry, tell me what's wrong with you?"
"Brother, I'm afraid you don't want me anymore. I'm scared, really scared."
"I won't want you, don't cry, tell me where you are, I'll go find you now."
"If you really see me like this, you will not want me. Brother, I'm sorry, I always don't listen to you, and I always make you angry. You don't like me, and I deserve it. But brother, I now ...I really miss you. I feel so bad, am I going to die? If I die, will you be sad? Will you always remember me?"
"Enough! Tell me where you are?"
Xiang Xiu was talking nonsense, her voice becoming more and more choked up.Her words disturbed Zhang Ju'an's heart and made him feel very hurt.
After roaring angrily, Zhang Ju'an tried his best to endure and calm himself down.Even his tone softened.
"Xiang Xiu, tell me, where are you? Don't cry, I won't let you go, I'll come to you now, right now."
Xiang Xiu leaned against the cold wall, in a daze.Her only hope is Zhang Ju'an.
"Zhang Juan, I used to think that our relationship is deeper than blood. But one day everything changed, Zhang Juan, do you still want this family?"
Xiang Xiu didn't call out brother, but directly called out Zhang Ju'an's name.She wanted to call him that, had thought of it for years.But Xiang Xiu didn't dare, and even became cautious about that liking.Because she knew very well that from the beginning to the end, she was just a younger sister in Zhang Juan's eyes and heart.She and Zhang Ju'an can only be younger sisters.
Love someone too much, knowing that there is no result, no hope, so life will be very painful.Originally, Xiang Xiu was about to be freed from this pain because she met a man named Shi Yang.But in the end, that person pushed her back into the boundless sea of suffering.
Xiang Xiu always felt that she would drown.Shi Yang's flat boat finally sank.She and him may never reach the shore.
Zhang Ju'an knew what Xiang Xiu meant.This made him feel a deep sense of powerlessness, and Zhang Juan also hated himself.
"Xiang Xiu, I will always be your elder brother. I will not want you, nor this family. Be obedient, tell me, where are you?"
The answer is the same as expected, but when I really hear it, I still feel very sad.Xiang Xiu smiled and lowered her head, as if resigned to her fate.Tears dripped, hit the ground, and shattered into flowers.
"Well, brother, I will always be your sister."
In the end, Xiang Xiu gave out her address.She didn't want to die in this rented house, she wanted to see this little life come.She will never be alone again.
Zhang Juan left in a hurry, and when he got on the train, he realized that he should call Yan Tong.Yan Tong said earlier that he would wait for Zhang Juan to come back at home.
When Zhang Juan thought about it, he had no chance.The signal on the train was poor, so Zhang Juan gave up after trying a few times.
The sound of the train passing the rails sounded regularly, and with a swipe, it went into the cave again.Zhang Ju'an could see the dim light, and the next moment, the train came out of the cave, and the eyes were bright again.
This kind of picture keeps repeating, like putting a very old film on the screen of a movie.The light and tone are low, sinking into people's hearts.
It was the next morning when Zhang Juan took the bus to the town.The town was similar to the day when Xiang Xiu came, and the white mist was faintly visible in the mountains.
Zhang Ju'an walked on the bluestone road in the small town, asking side by side and walked over. After 15 minutes, he finally stood in front of the hut that Xiang Xiu had mentioned.
Zhang Ju'an raised his hand to knock on the door, but suddenly stopped, and then the hand that knocked on the door fell.Zhang Juan didn't know what he was doing, probably because he felt that he owed Xiangxiu too much.
"Xiang Xiu, brother is here."
The door opened, and what Zhang Juan saw was a completely different Xiang Xiu.In Zhang Ju'an's memory, Xiang Xiu was such a lively and cheerful person, she seemed to have endless energy at any time, and she was always bouncing around him.The Xiang Xiu in front of him was so haggard that his heart ached.
The moment Xiang Xiu saw Zhang Ju'an, tears filled her eyes, blurring her sight, making her look so unreal.In a trance, I still think that this is probably a dream.
After Zhang Ju'an wiped away Xiang Xiu's tears with his hand, he gave Xiang Xiu a hug and comforted her softly.
"It's okay, brother is here."
When Zhang Ju'an came, Xiang Xiu's sky was bright again.
There was no accusation or questioning, the first thing Zhang Juan did when he came in was to clean up the messy house.After everything was cleaned up, he went out to buy vegetables and came back.
The room is small enough to be seen at a glance.A bed, a desk, and a chair.The balcony is very small, just enough for cooking.Other than that, there is no extra space.
Xiang Xiu sat on the bed with her knees hugged, she looked palely at Zhang Ju'an who was making chicken soup.Big tears fell down, Xiang Xiu didn't cry out, but raised her hand to wipe away the tears quickly.She was afraid that Zhang Juan would see it, so she cried again.
This person can't give her anything, but is willing to give up everything for her.It's both distressing and annoying.
Just before entering the door, Zhang Ju'an hugged Xiang Xiu and said, "You won't forget it, brother will help you, everything will be fine. Xiang Xiu, trust me, everything will be fine."
Xiang Xiu looked at Zhang Ju'an on the balcony, and she murmured softly: "But what should I forget..."
On this day, Xiang Xiu finally fell asleep steadily.She has been lethargic recently, but often wakes up and sleeps restlessly.It's all right now, Zhang Ju'an is here, and her heart is at ease.
No matter how strong the wind and rain outside, Zhang Ju'an will always be that umbrella.
Zhang Ju'an sat on the chair in front of the desk, keeping his eyes on Xiang Xiu.The eyes revealed that there was distress and self-blame.
If, if, too many ifs make people regret it.What Zhang Juan can do now is to take good care of her.
After the night fell, Zhang Juan took the chair to the narrow balcony, found a place to settle down, and sat down.This night, he suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, what kind of feeling was that?Zhang Ju'an had never smoked before, he only smelled a faint smell of tobacco from Yan Tong's body.He didn't dislike the smell, but he thought it was not good for Yan Tong to smoke all the time.
After leisure, Zhang Ju'an remembered Yan Tong.So he took out his mobile phone, and after being quiet for so long, it turned out that it was out of battery.
Zhang Juan got up again to find the charger, and after plugging it in, he turned it on again.The first thing he did was to call Yan Tong.
"Hello, Yan Tong."
"Ah."
Yan Tong's voice was hoarse and alienated.After Zhang Ju'an disappeared for so long, Yan Tong walked around every corner of the Normal University like crazy.He couldn't get through the phone, so he searched for all the people he could find, and he also searched for places where Zhang Juan might go.
After doing everything that can be done, the last thing Yan Tong can do is go home and wait.When Zhang Ju'an finally called, Yan Tong just answered him with a "hmm" indifferently.
The moment he opened his mouth, Yan Tong felt a sharp pain in his throat. He still held half a cigarette between his fingers, and there were cigarette butts all over the ground at his feet.
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