I love you for the rest of my life

After Xiang Xiu settled down, she learned how to make pottery from a master craftsman in a small town.

The phone restarted, and Zhang Juan, who had been waiting for a long time, finally spoke to Xiang Xiu.

"Xiang Xiu, where are you?"

Zhang Juan's voice was urgent, Xiang Xiu was still wondering, isn't everything all right?What's going on here?

"Brother, are you looking for me? My mobile phone has been broken for the past two days, and I just fixed it."

"I know everything about you. You said that your mobile phone is broken, which is also a lie."

"Hahaha... what can I do?"

"How long will you keep it from me and mom?"

Xiang Xiu's smile froze on her face: "Brother, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand?"

"You didn't go to college at all, and where are you doing now? I don't worry about you alone."

"Brother, are you angry with me?"

"No."

"Aren't you lying to me? Being angry is just being angry. Don't worry, I'm fine. Besides, I think I'm just a rotten piece of wood, not suitable for staying in school. What I yearn for more is a different life outside. You don't have to feel guilty, these are all things I want to do, and I haven't given up anything. I am what I am now, and I like it very much."

"But I don't like you like this."

"Brother, don't say that, I will feel guilty."

"Tell me, where are you, I'm going to see you."

"See me, and then? Drag me back? Then what? The result is not the same, it's just a different place. I like my life now, brother, can you understand me?"

"What about mom? Have you ever thought about what will happen if she finds out? Xiangxiu, you are not a child anymore. You can't hide these things from the family in the future. Mom and I will be very worried, you know?"

"I know, but I'm not a child anymore. Brother, I have grown up. I can walk my own way."

"Okay, then I don't care about you."

As soon as Zhang Juan finished speaking, he hung up the phone.At this moment, he couldn't calm down.As stubborn as Xiangxiu, she has never changed this point.It's just that now, it's getting worse.

After the call was made, Zhang Ju'an still didn't know where Xiang Xiu was.He was still standing in the station, looking around blankly.Everyone in this station has his own clear direction to go, only Zhang Juan, he doesn't know where he should go.All he knew was that he should meet Xiang Xiu.

"You shouldn't be angry. If you say something like that, Xiang Xiu should be sad."

Zhang Juan stared at the phone screen and muttered to himself, and called Xiang Xiu again.

"Xiang Xiu, brother was wrong. I shouldn't have said that just now. I won't leave you alone, no."

Xiangxiu sniffed, then she raised her hand to wipe away her tears.Recently, it's strange that tears flow as soon as they are said.Xiang Xiu kinda hated herself like this, always shedding tears over trivial matters.

"Well, I know, what you said was angry. I was wrong, and I shouldn't hide it from you. You should be angry, too."

Hearing Xiang Xiu's crying voice, Zhang Ju'an softened his heart.

"Cried?"

"No."

"Give me an address, and I'll find you."

"Brother, let it take a while. When I settle down, I will tell you where I am. Believe me, I can take care of myself, okay? Brother, don't tell mom about my affairs."

"okay, I get it."

"I want to change my mobile phone number, wait for me to contact you."

"Well, I'll wait for you."

"Well, bro, take care of yourself too."

When Zhang Juan walked out of the station, he saw a burst of bright light, the sun was hanging high in the sky, making him dizzy.

Regarding Xiang Xiu's matter, he seemed to be unable to change anything.And his own affairs are still a mess.

Zhang Ju'an was thinking about himself and Yan Tong, and also thinking about what Grandpa Yan Tong said.In a way, they are actually quite selfish, thinking only of themselves.Zhang Ju'an thought that as long as two people are sincere, then what's the point?

But after thinking about it, there were actually a lot of people between them.They have come out of the most difficult step, but what about the future?Because two people are together, hurting others.If one day in the future, this hurt will become deeper.Then there will be hatred between him and Yan Tong.

In Zhang Ju'an's mind, the figure of Grandpa Yan Tong is still in his mind, he is getting old.

Everyone walks in this world and lives with flesh and blood, so how can we be happy for the rest of our lives?

With such thoughts in mind, Zhang Juan returned home, ready to go to class.And Yan Tong still hasn't come back.

It's been a month, and everything seems to be the same, nothing has changed.Only Yan Tong found it strange that Zhang Ju'an, who had always been indifferent and not talkative, seemed to be even less talkative.Recently, he has always been alone and taciturn.

"Zhang Ju'an, what's the matter with you recently?"

"It's okay, I'm going to school."

"I'm going to drive you."

"No, you rest."

Yan Tong frowned, and replied aggrievedly: "Oh."

Zhang Ju'an didn't look at him, nor did he notice the loss of words.Holding the textbooks used in class, he went out.

Yan Tong stood in front of the window, he watched Zhang Juan slowly walk out of sight condescendingly.I don't know why, but I feel a little uneasy.It felt as if Zhang Juan beside him was just a puppet that could move freely.No heart, no emotion.

As for Xiangxiu, who was living again, she lived alone in a simple and narrow rental house.Just like yesterday, she squatted by the trash can and vomited again.

On the third day after leaving Shi Yang, Xiang Xiu knew that she was pregnant.She hid herself and cried all afternoon, and she didn't know why she cried so badly, she just felt that the description of fate making people is really predestined.No matter how you escape, or where you flee, it seems to be of no use.You deserve it, nothing less.

It's people who are wrong, but the little life in the stomach is innocent.Xiang Xiu chose to be born, and as for the future, that will be in the future.All she can think of for the time being is only in front of her eyes.

With her belly growing, Xiangxiu quit her job.The only savings she had was almost exhausted by her.There was no one around her, and the sense of desperation grew stronger.

In the end, there was nothing but retching, which was very painful.Tears rolled down Xiang Xiu's face, she always felt that if this went on, she would really die here.

Originally, Xiang Xiu still wanted to be brave, even if she was alone, she could live a good life.When this little life comes out, she will be two people.

After all, life is cruel, she has been struggling, living in poverty for half a month.This sense of desperation intensified after seeing Cary's money run out.

Xiang Xiu sat paralyzed on the ground, she was leaning against the wall, her eyes were empty.

With the last hope, she still called Zhang Ju'an.At this moment, Zhang Juan was coming out of the classroom and on his way to the library.

"Brother, I'm Xiangxiu."

"It's been so long since you called me."

"elder brother……"

"You're crying again."

"Brother, can you help me?"