I love you for the rest of my life

Sitting alone on the narrow balcony, Zhang Juan could even smell a musty smell.The light in the room came through, and there was light behind him, but there were only shadows in front of him.

"Yan Tong, I'm not going back."

Zhang Ju'an wants to change this sentence, Yan Tong, I can't go back.Yan Tong, what do you think I should do?

"Zhang Ju'an, what are you talking about?"

"Yan Tong, let's leave everything to time."

Yan Tong, who had a premonition for a long time, could only smile when he heard Zhang Juan's words.If Zhang Juan saw it, he might not have the heart to say these words.

After a long time, Yan Tong asked Zhang Ju'an: "Zhang Ju'an, will I die if I like you?"

Zhang Juan didn't answer, only a longer silence.But even if Zhang Juan didn't speak, it would hurt more than anything else.

"Zhang Ju'an, don't regret it."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Juan slowly put down the phone.He turned his head to look at Xiang Xiu who was sleeping in the room, she was curled up under the quilt, her face was still not good.Before she fell asleep, she held Zhang Ju'an's hand tightly, with an almost pleading tone.

"Brother, please take me away. Don't tell mom about me. I'm afraid. Brother, I beg you. One night I had a dream. I dreamed that after mom knew I was pregnant, she angrily threw me Drag it to the hospital and say you want to abort the child. Brother, I beg you."

Zhang Ju'an put his arms around Xiang Xiu, and he kept calming her down.

"Okay, brother promises you."

Zhang Juan had no choice, not only for Xiang Xiu, but also for Yan Tong and his family.He didn't know what would happen in the future, and all he could do was to fulfill it.

It's just that in this perfection, the only one Zhang Juan didn't perfect was Yan Tong and himself.

At night in the town, the wind is very cool.Zhang Juan sat alone on the balcony, letting the wind blow him slowly until he was so cold that he became numb, and the pain was not so painful.

After a long night, Zhang Juan watched the sky brighten up bit by bit.Hearing movement behind him, he turned his head to look at Xiang Xiu who just sat up from the bed.

"Xiang Xiu, sleep a little longer, it's still early. What do you want to eat later? I'll make it for you."

Xiang Xiu smiled slightly, but her face was still pale.She had a bad life for a long time before, and she couldn't even sleep well.Even in the middle of the night, I can wake up several times.Last night was the most solid night she slept.

"Brother, make me dumplings, I want to eat your dumplings."

"Okay, go back to sleep, I won't disturb you. When you wake up, you can eat hot dumplings."

"Ah."

After Xiang Xiu fell asleep again, Zhang Juan went out, and he wanted to buy ingredients first.The misty and rainy morning in the town is misty, and the mist in the mountains is lightly covering it, which can't hide the verdure.

The phone rang, it was Zhou Xingzhi calling.

"Zhou Can, good morning."

"Ju An, Xiang Xiu's cell phone can be connected. She just told me that you are with her."

"Well, I'm here with her."

"That's good."

"Zhou Can, promise me one thing."

"Okay, I promise you no matter what."

"If Yan Tong asks you where I am in the future, don't tell him. I will change my number after today, and I will call you again if I need anything."

"Why... so suddenly? Isn't it always good?"

"Zhou Can, not everything will always be fine. Of course, I also hope that it will be fine. But I have nothing to do. As for the future, I will leave it to time."

"I'm not used to being so sad all of a sudden. But it's okay, you just have to remember that no matter what happens, I'm behind you. Say yes, brother for life."

"Well, forever."

After Zhang Juan returned to the rented house, he was making dumplings for Xiang Xiu when he accidentally dropped his mobile phone into the bucket next to him.When it was picked up, it was no longer usable.

Xiang Xiu got up from the bed, she walked to the balcony, and stood in front of the door staring at the steaming pot.

"Brother, I'm hungry."

"Wait a little longer, cook for a while."

Xiang Xiu chuckled, then ran to move a small bench to sit in front of the table.

"Don't be rash, you have to always remember that you are not alone now."

"Okay, got it."

Zhang Ju'an smiled gratifiedly, because Xiang Xiu who looked like this was Xiang Xiu.Seeing her smile, Zhang Juan felt that everything would be fine.Everything will gradually get better.

A week later, Zhang Juan took Xiang Xiu and left the town.They made their way north and settled down.

Zhang Juan left, he left everything behind.Just as Xiang Xiu gave up everything for him, he will do it for her too.

At the beginning of October, Zhang Juan got his mobile phone back from the repair shop.Beside the bus stop, he sat down and looked down at his phone.Although he bought one temporarily later, he was reluctant to throw away the broken mobile phone.With a mentality of trying his luck, Zhang Juan asked someone to repair it, but he did not expect that it could be used again after it was repaired.

He didn't use his mobile phone very much before, and there were very few things in his mobile phone, so when he saw that there was still a video stored in his mobile phone, he looked puzzled and clicked to open it.

What came into view was a door, the door was opened, and Zhang Juan saw himself sleeping on the bed in the video.

The person who took the video moved very lightly, making almost no sound.

The camera was getting closer and closer to the sleeping Zhang Juan, and then the camera suddenly turned, it was a face that Zhang Juan was very familiar with, Yan Tong.

This was the first time Zhang Juan saw Yan Tong after five full months, and he felt a sudden dull pain in his heart, as if the five months had turned into a sharp knife at this moment, stabbing heavily into his heart.

Yan Tong in the video still didn't make a sound, just looked at the camera and smiled triumphantly.

He paused every word, and that mouth shape said, "He is mine."

Zhang Ju'an tightly held the blacked-out mobile phone, covered his face with one hand and wept, his shoulders shrugged slightly due to the subdued crying.

The No. [-] bus stopped, and the driver leaned over curiously, and looked at Zhang Juan, who was the only one standing on the bus stop, but he closed the door and drove the car away without seeing him move.

He sat on the platform for a long time, and the street lights around him turned on one by one, and the lights of passing vehicles made him a little dizzy.

He stood up and started to walk, the numbness and stiffness in his body gradually subsided.

The oncoming wind at night was a bit chilly, and Zhang Juan slowly woke up.

He was born in debt, owed his mother Xu Nuan his life, owed the old man a daughter, owed Xiangxiu a family...

But Yan Tong, I owe you, I can't pay it back...

It is very cold in the north, and the colleagues who work together know that Zhang Juan is from the south.

"Zhang Ju'an, the snow in the north is very heavy, and the roads are also very slippery. I have never been to the south, does it snow there?"

"The south where I live is very poor, and there is not a decent snowfall."

Zhang Juan's south is very poor, a snow is a luxury for him.He is afraid of the cold, but he likes winter, because winter is worth looking forward to.There are plum blossoms, and if you are lucky, you will also encounter snow.

In my memory, the only time I made the biggest bet was at the end of the first year of high school.The rustling snowflakes fell like goose feathers, spreading everywhere.

Yan Tong stood in front of him, with white snow on his hair.Sometimes when I think about it, at that glance, Zhang Juan seemed to see the white head.

A colleague said: "Then you can see enough in the north this winter, and don't dare to say anything else, just this snow, there is only a lot more."

Zhang Juan smiled and said, "That's right."

What Zhang Juan missed was always the snow in the south.The south where he lives is very poor, and there is not a decent snowfall.Even so, it is unparalleled in a poor life.