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At eight o'clock in the morning, Li Shang showed up at the door of Su Rong's house on time.

Jinghua opened the door. He is also an interesting person. No matter how many times he sees Li Shang, he is always taken aback. Fortunately, this time Li Shang is much easier to get along with than last time, and even greeted him with a good attitude. In order to say hello, he called "Brother".

Jing Hua was stunned enough, and he habitually agreed, and watched Li Shang enter the door before he realized that something was wrong.

Fortunately, Yi Zhan has already heard the sound. He runs in the morning all the year round, so he gets up early.

Like Li Shang, if the crowd is equal to the sheep, they must be the biggest and hardest-tempered rams. They have good physical strength all day long and have nowhere to vent.In the first episode of Li Shang recorded in the UK, the interior of the ancient stone castle was narrow and dark. The entire film crew climbed the tower until their thighs trembled. The director shouted for oxygen. The place where Queen White's two children were dead.In the end, the one who had trouble with Li Shang turned out to be a makeup artist, and no one believed him when he said it.

But Yi Zhan is much more casual than Li Shang. Whether Li Shang is willing or not, the dresscode he learned back then is always with him, and he came home to take a shower and change clothes.Well-dressed and holding coffee.Yi Zhan was wearing slippers and shorts, and was still brushing his teeth. When he saw him, he smiled: "Is the parking lot windy?"

Li Shang ignored him, looked at his clothes with a frown, and said, "Go and put your pants on."

Yi Zhan has too many similarities with him, so he has a deep logical understanding of Li Shang. Hearing this, he knew why, and immediately smiled: "Don't worry, my sister has even seen me taking a bath. Now you It’s too late to find a replacement.”

Li Shang is a person with indifference in his bones, let alone how other people dress, he might not even look at it if he freezes to death in front of him. Yi Zhan's words really hit his heart.

It's impossible for Su Rong to wake up at this point. After rinsing his mouth, Yi Zhan came out and asked him, "What did you say to your sister last night? It took you so long to come back."

"Just what I told you."

"Did you tell me everything?" Yi Zhan opened his eyes wide.

"of course."

"Then what about your painting? Did you give it to him?"

"Ah."

Yi Zhanqi laughed.

"You are really stupid, you are so stupid, you have four second and two kings?" He smiled and said with emotion: "Don't say you know me when you go out, I won't be your wingman anymore."

It was rare for Li Shang to be scolded by someone before he pushed his head to the ground, so he asked him coldly: "What do you mean by four kings and two kings?"

"That's right, eh, I can't tell. Jinghua, bring the cards here. I'll teach you how to play and you'll know."

When Su Rong got up, what he saw was this scene - Li Shang was sitting on the tatami playing cards with Jing Hua and Yi Zhan, and Mai Mai, who had just woken up, was standing by the side holding his conch piggy bank, and it seemed that he had entered again. Li Shang was the one who bought the shares, because Li Shang asked him: "What is 32% of 3? for you."

Mai Mai never expected to get up early in the morning to be taken a math test, frowning earnestly, she didn't even wear shoes, and stood there with bare feet watching.

No one believed it, and Li Shang, who was in the seven-figure range for any announcement, gave himself a holiday, and played Doudizhu here for two yuan a piece, and he was so serious.

But his eyes are still so good, he saw Su Rong at a glance, and there was a smile in his eyes, but he also knew that Su Rong must be unhappy when he smiled, because Su Rong's emotions have not dissipated, so he just looked at him and called him "sister" .

Mai Mai hurriedly called "Dad" and ran over, telling him seriously: "Dad, I have already earned nine yuan."

Su Rong has always been a little doting on him, so she didn't talk about him, just hugged him up, touched his head, and asked him: "Are you hungry, do you want to have breakfast?"

"I've eaten." Mai Mai was still immersed in making money, and quickly ran over to stare at Li Shang, but Li Shang stopped fighting and stood up instead, because Su Rong was putting on his coat.

Everyone in this room knows Su Rong, but Li Shang has long been the best among them. When he saw Su Rong like this, he knew what he was going to do, so he stood up and said, "I just came here to say something. Go, you don't have to go out to hide from me."

When he said this, even Jing Hua was surprised, yes, he is Li Shang, so he shouldn't speak like this.

"What?"

"The makeup artist in the studio is free." Li Shang said calmly, "I know my sister doesn't want to come back, but I still want to ask."

Jing Hua still has his eyes wide open, what's so strange about that, he is Li Shang, and outsiders have always been NPCs, he didn't care about anyone's eyes when he was bad before, and naturally he won't when he gets better.That's how arrogant he is to the extreme, he doesn't care whether others think he's too fierce or too humble.

Moreover, Li Shang did what he said, and he really went out. The atmosphere in the living room was a little awkward, and even Mai Mai looked a little disappointed.It seems that I have become the one who broke the harmonious scene, and in fact, I am, but I care too much.Like Pei Yin, he would not have this kind of psychological pressure, so what if he overturned the table, anyway, he wanted to make himself happy.

After all, it is four different.

Nothing to do in the afternoon, Su Rong went to replace the card, the original mobile phone card was retrieved, connected to the social software account, Huang Lei sent a message in the group boringly, urging Luo Wei to post photos of the stock, saying that the boss asked for a long vacation for a week, fans could not follow the schedule, Send a selfie to comfort them.

Luo Wei then posted the cherry blossoms downstairs in the company, accompanied by a sideshow of Li Shang's spring issue. It was a warm spring atmosphere, and Huang Lei posted again: I really want to fall in love.How long do you think it will take for the boss to chase Brother Rong back?

The vegetation in Xinghai is always very good, and the crabapple is still blooming this season, so Su Rong found a tree to sit under.I don't know why, but now he often feels tired, and the trees and flowers can't comfort him. He just wants to retreat into his room, cover his head with the quilt, think about nothing and pay attention, and just sleep like this until the end of time.

But the phone rang soon, and Tong Xiaojia might be late, but she would never be absent.Then he said that he knew he had returned to Beijing yesterday, and then asked Li Shang if he was looking for him, what he had been doing these past few months, and why he was nowhere to be seen.

She has a kind of enthusiastic vitality in her body, and she is also young. She is actually a good time, and she should be in love vigorously, or learn from Yan Siyun, make money vigorously, and use love as a swap.After all, it is the age with the best healing power, and it's okay to be beaten.

"Will you come out to play? It's my birthday tomorrow. I found a planning company this time. Let's play escape rooms together. An Yunlin and the others have become addicted to board games recently..."

"I want to sleep at home."

"What's the matter with you, so decadent? You and Li Shang quarreled again? Isn't he very good now, his temper is better, have you seen his show, he is really hardworking, my uncle even praised him Well, they are not easy to praise people."

"I haven't watched it yet."

"Then take a look." Tong Xiaojia probably thought that he felt that he wanted to persuade him to make peace, and said directly: "I didn't ask you to forgive him, and I'm not the Virgin. It’s ok, vent how you like, just don’t ignore him. Don’t take it seriously, how many people are watching, if Qin Jianjia’s literary green tea takes advantage of the loophole, I will die. Be angry, sister, The Long March is one step away, so don’t turn around and go home. What’s the matter with giving up the person you’ve managed to tame to someone else?”

"Okay." Su Rong hung up the phone and continued to doze off. The spring sun is just right. If the sun continues, it may really heal slowly.But after that, it will probably be summer.Using the title of the article they wrote about the traffic era, it is called the sun is fierce, everything is visible, and autumn and winter will probably not be far away.He didn't know why recently, but he suddenly felt that people are actually very small things, and maybe all the endings have already been doomed.

The next day, Li Shang came to deliver breakfast as before. Today he wears a light-colored jacket. In fact, he has been wearing a light-colored jacket because of the color of his eyes. But this time, he looks good in a light-colored baseball jacket. Su Rong Sleeping until noon, Mai Mai went to school, and it was Lin Sa who opened the door at home.

Lin Sa has been running for several months, and has never read the evaluation of his show. In fact, the response is very good.Because the degree of commercialization is too low, it is even more praised to the sky. Fortunately, there are many eccentrics in the fashion industry.As soon as he came back, it took him a long time to deal with various news, and he also received invitations from some design schools, asking him to be a teacher.

When he saw Li Shang, he was also very calm, and invited him in. Li Shang also treated him much better, and said directly: "Xiao Su asked me to play the leading role in the new movie, but I never told you."

"It's okay, I don't mind these."

It should be the credit of that program, and maybe Yin Xi's operation.

"Is my sister still awake?" Li Shang instinctively went to the bedroom. He always did whatever he wanted, but this time he stopped. He seemed to build a dam to stop all the things he was used to doing before.

Lin Sa watched from the side, and suddenly said: "I don't know why, I always feel that this will not work."

"What doesn't work?"

"In your eyes, what does Xiaorong look like?"

"Do you want to know, or do you want to investigate?"

Li Shang still kept his arrogance, but he softened it a little, so Lin Sa laughed when he heard him say this, and said to himself: "In my opinion, Xiaorong is a very delicate creature. Do you know birds, whose wings are very delicate? Fragile, with many flying feathers, it is easy to destroy them, but if you cut a small piece of feathers, you will not be able to fly. But it is very difficult to rebuild, otherwise, why can humans only simulate gliding, but not flight?"

"You stopped taking love class and started talking about aerodynamics?"

"My love class has long been over." Lin Sa laughed: "But I think, I may not be a good teacher of love class, after all, I don't have any satisfactory results. In the class of love, Xiaorong may Much healthier than me..."

"I'm in my senior year, are you telling me this now?"

I don't know where he got these sarcasm in his tone, it used to be funny when he was angry, but now he put away his sarcasm, it's just funny.Maybe because the school was dominated by British humor, so I learned so much irony.

"It's okay, anyway, you are a smart person, you can figure out a way for yourself."

Lin Sa's prophecy seemed reasonable, because on the third day, Su Rong was still in that listless state.Although Li Shang is as immovable as a mountain, he is actually vigilant in his heart. He is a bit like a warrior in a fairy tale who embarks on a new journey. Although he is powerful, it is still a new world. Everything is unknown and there is no precedent.The only rule is that it cannot be the same as before, otherwise Su Rong must go to a faraway place like before.

So this time when Su Rong said he was going out, he didn't bother, and asked him where he was going seriously.

"I go for a walk."

But Su Rong didn't go for a walk. He went to Tong Xiaojia's birthday party. Li Shang knew because Tong Xiaojia sent a message half an hour later: "Okay, Li Shang, Su Rong is here. If you don't come, you still say you are not Hiding from me on purpose."

Li Shang originally thought that their group of people tossing around all day was too mentally retarded. Probably this generation of wealthy and happy teenagers since childhood are all the same. It has nothing to do with nationality.Recently I played Werewolf, a group of people sat together and took turns to speak, just like the Alcoholics Gathering abroad, Li Shang satirized after watching it once: "Is this an Anonymous mutual aid society for the treatment of mentally retarded?"

Tong Xiaojia was so angry that he wanted to hit someone. In fact, this game was brought up by Yan Siyun. She has recently been working on a beautiful girl learning to be a bully. She wants to get close to the market of her peers.But it was already too late. In the era of the rise of Internet celebrities, news in the entertainment industry lagged terribly. After all, it took a long time to plan a program to pass the review.By the time the show comes out, the young people have already moved to the next area.

But they still played very vigorously. This time even Su Rong tricked him into playing. Su Rong is not as smart as before recently, and his cleverness is also empirical. He can't do things like words. Yan Siyun grabbed him and said A bunch of rules made him dizzy.He played two games and was stabbed in both. He silently went to eat and play with his mobile phone.

When Bo Yan sent the news, he was drinking fruit wine at the party. Bo Yan sent him a photo. It was a cut lemon with a dinner plate next to it, but the side of the document could still be seen, Su Rong Smiling, he gave him back the wine he was drinking.

Bo Yan came back quickly: My sister has such a drinking capacity, how dare you drink Long Island Iced Tea?

He had seen Su Rong's drinking capacity, and he was a little tipsy with just one glass of kumiss, but Su Rong was so quiet when he was drunk, he couldn't tell at all.Su Rong has never understood alcohol, and she was laughed at by Li Shang because of this in the past, and she was shocked when she saw the news, but she had already had two glasses of alcohol, and the drunkenness quickly picked up, and she always smiled when she answered Bo Yan's phone call : "What did you have for dinner?"

I showed it to him 3 minutes ago, but Bo Yan still replied seriously: "Fried salmon and salad. Where are you, I will pick you up."

"Okay, wait until I send you the location." Su Rong replied with a smile.

But his location has not been sent, Bo Yan called again, and a girl answered over there: "Who are you?"

"Bo Yan."

Su Rong was woken up by a cold towel. Tong Xiaojia asked the bar counter directly for an ice bucket, and put an ice towel on his face. Su Rong screamed coldly. She just asked him hard-heartedly: "Don't sleep, talk to me first." Clearly, why did you recruit Bo Yan here?"

"I'm drunk, and he's coming to pick me up." Su Rong told her seriously: "Don't be afraid, Bo Yan is a good person."

Tong Xiaojia laughed angrily at the drunk: "Whoever asks you if he is okay, this kind of person is very good when chasing you. If you don't believe me, ask Yan Siyun, if you catch up, you will spend a lot of time. Don't talk about you, they even star As a plaything, look at how miserable Cheng Man is now..."

"Then you still give him the address?" Yan Siyun on the side said with a smile.

"Hey, it's as if you dare not give it, that's Bo Yan."

In fact, Tong Xiaojia thought that Bo Yan was calling a driver to come over, but he didn't expect him to come up by himself.It was An Yunlin who opened the door, and he was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he was looking for some female celebrity, but he was thinking that this was too much of a secret, who knew that Bo Yan went directly to the lounge to pick up Su Rong.Tong Xiaojia was still worried, and kept watching. Yan Siyun, wearing a beautiful pure white sweater dress, also came over.

"Mr. Bo." She seemed to know Bo Yan, but seeing that he didn't react, she said, "I'm Jiaxue's classmate."

Jiaxue was none other than the girl who lived in Zhenyuan. Speaking of which, she was actually no worse than Yan Siyun in the class back then.But the entertainment industry is indeed difficult to break into, young girls will inevitably have the idea of ​​quitting, and Bo Yan seems to be a very good home.Although it is said to be a golden house, but such a good-looking young man who is not married, I am afraid that there are not many in the country, and the life of the canary looks so good...

It's just that if you stay in the cage for a long time, if you release it to fly, you may fall to your death.

The girl Yan Siyun and Tong Xiaojia are a bit complementary. Tong Xiaojia is fierce and inwardly soft, but she is a fresh little white flower with a strong heart hidden under her appearance.Bo Yan couldn't understand why, he glanced at her and said, "Yan Siyun, right?"

"Mr. Bo has a good memory."

Tong Xiaojia was terrified, and waited for him to leave before saying, "You're looking for death, why are you pissing him off?"

"What are you afraid of? He's very magnanimous. He won't take revenge for such a trivial matter." Yan Siyun only smiled: "It's good to get his attention."

"Why did you attract his attention? Don't you be interested in him, do you really want to play with fire?" Tong Xiaojia thought for a while, and then let go: "But it's useless if you have intentions. He seems to be very nice to Su Rong. If you come to pick him up in person, you won’t like him.”

It was rare for Bo Yan to drive by himself, so he tied Su Rong with a seat belt and put it in the co-pilot. The drunk Su Rong was also very well-behaved, just quietly leaning against the window to watch the Denghe outside.

This point is blocked everywhere, a red light stops for a few minutes, Su Rong may be tired from watching, and suddenly said: "Who is Jiaxue?"

"The girl who helped me raise the dog." Bo Yan tapped his fingers on the steering wheel, and he didn't know why he added: "I gave her the dog."

The dogs are all given away, obviously there is no need for people to keep dogs, but how can a drunk person understand.

"I don't want to raise a dog for you." Su Rong replied in a wrong way.

"I know."

I have always known that you want pure love, exclusive, equal, nothing to do with everything, just love.And you only love the lover you choose, like some kind of stubborn migratory fish, if a dam is built, it will wait there quietly and persistently, no matter how you guide it, you will not detour, you will die there.

There was that kind of fish in Boyi's public welfare project last year. Of course, Bo Yan would not say that it was because that kind of fish reminded him of a certain person.

Su Rong then stopped talking, he was always like this when he was drunk, because he felt hot, he tossed and turned on the leather seat.He doesn't have a top-notch appearance, let alone in the entertainment industry, his skin is fair, and he is exquisite and good-looking, but he is still good-looking for ordinary people.

In a sci-fi movie, love is regarded as the most powerful source of power for human beings, and it can even transcend time and space. Thinking about it now, it is probably not so ridiculous.Love is like the light in an old fable. It is an unquantifiable thing. It can not only fill the whole room, but also fill up all the gaps in the world. It is almost the best illustration of idealism—even if the world’s top You can get all the beauty at your fingertips, and you still think he is the prettiest.This sounds arrogant, but the person who said it is actually a bit powerless.

But if it wasn't for Su Rong's words, he wouldn't have stopped.

When waiting for the next red light, Su Rong suddenly asked him: "Bo Yan, how does it feel to sleep with someone you don't love?"

This question has been lying in wait for too long, so Bo Yan is not surprised at all.In fact, when I received his call that time, I should have told him: Actually, I didn't give up on you first, but I knew you gave up on me.From the moment you met Jiaxue, Bo Yan was classified into another category by you. That category of people doesn't necessarily want to be with the person you love, and you don't need others to love you.As long as you get it, Ruhua's appearance is gentle and temperamental, regardless of whether she is because of love.

The so-called love is just an insignificant adjustment in their lives, and it may not even need this adjustment.

Seriously, this is probably the first time in Bo Yan's long life that someone has completely denied him, and he was almost a little shocked.There is a mixture of innocence and sophistication in Su Rong, which he always thought was so.But at that moment, he realized that Su Rong was actually only covered with a layer of sophistication. Like a small animal that likes to imitate others, he picked up many pieces of sophistication from the people around him bit by bit, and stuck them to himself. On his body, a fake shell was formed to protect the innocence inside him.

People in the world often regard ignorance as purity, and that kind of innocence is too fragile and will quickly dissipate after puberty.But Su Rong used this method to deceive the world, and finally persisted for many years. Bo Yan was once included in his side, but soon he escaped.Bo Yan originally thought that he would run away forever, until he met Li Shang.

It turns out that I am not his dam, but Li Shang is.He waited there blankly, ignoring his own signal, and refused to follow no matter what.

In fact, Bo Yan didn't even know why he was here, just like he didn't know why he had to spend two years of annual leave to wait for an apricot. At first he thought it was because he had never received such love, but Jia Xue loved him.Later he thought it was because the feeling of snatching was the most attractive, but getting it didn't seem to relieve the desire.And then finally to today.

He had to admit that the reason he wanted Su Rong was not important, the result was here.

"Su Rong." He called his name earnestly, and turned the car to the side of the road. This place is the entrance of a certain alley, and it is very quiet. I don't know what kind of tree is above his head. It was illuminated by the street lights and cast mottled shadows on him. on the front cover of the car.He unbuckled his seat belt, turned around, and looked at Su Rong.

Su Rong also turned around and looked at him seriously.

"You're angry."

"I do not have."

"When my master broke up with his boyfriend, his boyfriend scolded him 'I've slept through you'. I don't know why, but I always remember this sentence." Su Rong still said drunkenly: "Do you think I'm Because of this, sex and love must be tied together? Is there something wrong with my concept..."

The wine was too strong, he really couldn't piece together the logic of these things, but Bo Yan could understand it, what Su Rong said was always one thing.The love he talked about has never been more than one kind.

"But you didn't dare to love someone because of this, right?" He reached out and touched Su Rong's face, the normal body temperature was also very cold to Su Rong, so he leaned his face against Bo Yan's hand Here, like a cat waiting to be petted on the head.

"You are very brave." Bo Yan even praised him.

Su Rong shook her head.

"I'm not brave, I'm slow." He told Bo Yan earnestly: "I'm like an old mill, the whole world has entered the steel age, and I'm still turning my windmill slowly...but I've worked hard , I've been reading, but I read it wrong, do you know the story of the old mill? Bo Yan."

"I do not know."

"My head hurts." Su Rong hugged her head, as if she was about to cry: "Why can't you let me go, let me be my slow windmill alone, I can turn quietly in the corner by myself, it doesn't matter if it lasts forever, Don't rush me, it's only me who is slow, and it won't hinder others..."

"Well, I know." Bo Yan seriously comforted him: "Are you Don Quixote?"

Su Rong raised her head and looked at him expectantly: "Can I be Don Quixote?"

"Yes. I can be Sancho, and we will challenge the windmill together."

The way he nodded was so cute, and before Bo Yan realized it, he had already kissed him, probably because he had imagined this scene too many times, so he felt a sense of peace of mind like the dust had settled.

Su Rong first responded instinctively, his kissing skills were so jerky that it made one's heart soften, and then he reacted and pushed Bo Yan away.

"No, it's not right, Bo Yan."

"Why not? Just like you use my phone to cover Li Shang's phone, use me to cover Li Shang."

He is so smart, he even guessed the reason when he received Su Rong's call, how could Su Rong deliberately recite his phone.It must be because he wanted to overwrite a number that was etched too deeply in his mind, so he panicked and wrote down all the numbers in the phone list, and he was among them.

Su Rong obviously understood what he meant, but he just shook his head: "This is not acceptable, Bo Yan, this is too unfair."

"Why isn't it fair?"

"You are Bo Yan." Su Rong looked into his eyes seriously.

You are Bo Yan, how many people want a kiss from you but can't, you are worthy of the best people in the world to love you wholeheartedly, so you shouldn't be treated like this.

Bo Yan smiled.

"Don't think of me so noble. Think of me as taking advantage of your fragile period. Would it be better?"

Su Rong didn't have the ability to think about this logic anymore, he just frowned and curled up on his seat at a loss.In fact, Bo Yan didn't lie to him, he was taking advantage of others' danger, but it wasn't alcohol, but he clearly knew that Su Rong was immersed in some kind of great pain, this pain was indescribable, so he still couldn't describe it.And that always arrogant man named Li Shang couldn't detect it either.Although Su Rong was drunk and dazed, she never remembered what she did.

When the pain overwhelmed him, he knew it was safe there.

One of the differences between an idealist and a doer is that the former cares about the process, while the latter cares more about the result.The world operates according to the latter logic, just like where the dam is, so are the fish. The final solution to the Boyi project is to hire a group of local people to use buckets of water in that season every year. Go scoop up the fish and carry it over the dam.Naturally, sometimes it is so stubborn that all sonic baits are meaningless, and human beings have to let go of the arrogance of technology and use the most primitive way to win.

The way he scooped the fish, although it didn't look smart or elegant, turned out to be what he wanted.

He wants the fish to live.