red dust upside down

If it was Li Shang in the past, he would have kissed him directly like this.What was sex to him?It's just a physiological impulse, even anger can be a trigger, he even uses this as a way to confirm that Su Rong still belongs to him.If it continues, Su Rong is not sure what will happen, maybe he bit Li Shang and gave up since then, maybe it's just another round of dragging.

But this time Li Shang withdrew his hand.

"My sister doesn't like it, so I won't talk about it." He said calmly, as if it was as easy as putting a tame beast back in a cage, he even took a step back, obviously the distance not only affects Su Rong, but also him.

Su Rong didn't even realize that this was not the Li Shang he was used to dealing with, he looked at Li Shang in surprise, Li Shang was not surprised by the look in his eyes, he was probably embarrassed, but finally said it out.

"I'm learning." He seemed to be talking about something ordinary.

"what?"

"Lin Sa said, between me and my sister, I am the smart person, and I have to be responsible for making my sister and I have a good result." He said something so easily that would make Su Rong angry: "This is the first time I have had a relationship with my sister." People fall in love, but I can learn."

His dark blue eyes were so frank, Su Rong didn't know how to respond for a while.He could only instinctively say: "Oh, so you opened a new class, right?"

He was just mocking, but Li Shang actually answered seriously: "Maybe all the education I have received is for this moment."

"what?"

"I learned to cook dinner because of Amelia, which is a great insult to me. In fact, many things I learned made me feel very insulted, especially during the years at that school. Li Rui still thinks that she That's right, I still feel that my current appearance is due to her. Maybe I always want to prove her wrong subconsciously, so I am a bit self-destructive. I don't listen to other people's advice. Jin Yunsen said let me reconcile with the world, Lu He asked me to watch Nezha eviscerate his father, and I scolded him saying that I am not interested in the family relationship strangled by the symbiosis of East Asian Confucian culture..." Li Shang said the most deadly sentence frankly: "It is actually my sister Let me find a way to reconcile with the world."

The car he was holding was cold, but Su Rong didn't feel it at all.Li Shang is too smart, he knows that Su Rong has been waiting for this sentence for three years, and he didn't even lie, Su Rong knows that if he is willing to lie, he and he will not be here today.

"I used to regard my sister as a part of the world, and poured my malice towards the world on you. Maybe I was the one who Yi Zhan said. I tried to control my emotions but to no avail. Fortunately, Now I'm past that stage," he said frankly.

"Why, have you become a fairy?" Su Rong taunted instinctively.

His words were far less tricky than what Li Shang said before, but he still felt a tremor in his heart when he said them.He has long known that whether it is hurting people or deliberately misinterpreting people, it will not make you feel happy, but will only wear out your own soul.

And Li Shang didn't seem to care about the ridicule, as if even Su Rong's reaction was in his expectation.He has always been so determined to go his own way. In the past, Su Rong wanted to have a good relationship with him, but he insisted on being his bastard, and he couldn't resist it no matter what.Even if Su Rong doesn't want to talk about it now, with his character, he will never give up easily.

"That day when I was cooking breakfast for my sister at the hotel, I already noticed it. In fact, I had a clue in LA earlier. There are many things that are the same as cooking. No matter what the reason is, if It will be worth it if you can make it for your sister in the end." Li Shang looked into his eyes and told him: "If it's you, everything is worth it."

"My sister is my answer," he said.

Su Rong seemed to have lost the strength to resist in an instant, and he let Li Shang take out what looked like a picture album from the car and hand it to him.He put the thick album in his hand, he instinctively withdrew his hand, and the album fell to the ground.

It's worth a quarrel if it's the former Li Shang, or even the former self.But Li Shang didn't, he just bent down to pick it up and continued to hand it to himself.Su Rong picked it up, and he wanted to run instinctively, but Li Shang didn't grab him and press him on the car like before, he just stood there and looked at Su Rong, his eyes were calm, seemed a little sad, and seemed to be Su Rong's illusion.

Su Rong didn't know what to say, but just looked at him.

"you……"

"If my sister wants to ask about my emotions, yes, I really want to grab your arm now, but I can restrain myself." He didn't need to listen to Su Rong's question at all.

Lin Sa was right, he was terribly smart, he didn't even need Su Rong to ask, he figured out what Su Rong wanted to ask.He's so smart, it took him two months to sort out his thoughts, and he even knew what Su Rong wanted.So when he said that, he cut him open for himself to see, the burning desire, and the jealousy, he knew that Su Rong wanted this.Otherwise, why would I be angry because of his calmness?

Su Rong's wound has not healed yet, and he has already transitioned to the next stage.This is a completely unequal war. It may be a comprehensive crushing from intelligence to processing ability. At the beginning, he wanted to fight. No matter how he backed down, he could make himself fight with him. Now he wants peace, and he uses all his strength. Can't break with him.

Even his own self-control is inferior to him.

So what if I said a hundred times that I don't want to take revenge, I obviously want to see Li Shang lose control like I did back then, those pains that I couldn't get, standing by his side but feeling the fear of losing him all the time.That's why Li Shang's calmness aroused his anger, even if he knew clearly that he was sad, it would not help.Otherwise, why should I hold on to him like this? Even if the past cannot be let go, there is no need to sneer at him now.

Li Shang's intuition is so keen, so he took the initiative to tell himself his feelings, like feeding a hungry beast, his emotions are what he wants to eat.The confession that he mistakenly regarded as sexual harassment just now was the first time, and this is the second time, he took the initiative to show himself the wound to satisfy himself.

If this is the case, then what is oneself?monster?Talking about loving him, she also got the result she wanted, but she wanted to take revenge like this.He even got Bo Yan involved, and got into this muddy water.I can't be Lin Sa, because I'm not free and easy, and I can't be Pei Yin, I can't even dare to love and hate, so what am I?

Su Rong stood where she was, she was clearly wearing a down jacket, but she felt chills all over her body.He knew that human nature could not withstand questioning, but this time he looked at himself, only to find that everything was so ugly.

When he made a big deal about wanting to be Xiao Lin, he thought that at most he would just lose a few years and get emotionally hurt. He even felt that there was nothing wrong with having a big show when he was young.

Little did he know that this love would turn him into something he didn't even know.

Probably because the expression on his face was too frightened, Li Shang showed panic for the first time today.

This new course called love is obviously not as easy as he imagined, at least Su Rong's reaction at this moment is something he never expected, the panic on his face is almost pitiful.Li Shang instinctively wanted to go up and hug him, but Su Rong took three steps back.

"Don't come here," he said, but quickly explained, "That's not what I meant."

"it is good."

Li Shang then really stopped, just looking at him intently.

"Go back."

Li Shang didn't speak, Su Rong thought he was worried about himself, so he said: "I'm fine."

"I want to stay here."

"why?"

"I want to stay close to you."

The handsome and tall young man, the top beauty in the entertainment industry, said such words in the most candid tone, who could resist not being moved.

But Su Rong's tears fell quickly.

"I'm not going," he said.

"Okay." Li Shang said.

He seemed to believe Su Rong, but Su Rong knew that he would spend the night in the parking lot.Because he is Li Shang, the stubbornness of Mai Mai is one-tenth of his. He is in good health, and he does not show fatigue after sleeping in the parking lot all night. As he said, he is serious about falling in love with himself with a posture of learning from scratch, and this siege battle will never end.

"You know I won't soften my heart." Su Rong announced in vain.

"I don't need my sister to be soft-hearted. My sister can live as she wants. You can vent your emotions, take revenge, or ignore me. Just be yourself as you want, and I will find the answer for us."

No walls can stop this.

It has always been like this, no matter how tall the wall is, as long as it is dug around the clock, it will fall down sooner or later.

Su Rong almost fled back home.

This length of time can't be explained by any takeaway. Fortunately, he didn't want to explain it. He just hurried back to the bedroom, took a shower, then lay on the bed, and then began to suffer from insomnia.

The book was lying on the ground beside the bed, Su Rong didn't even have the courage to put it in the drawer.

By the time he couldn't help but open the book, it was dawn, and he had already guessed what it was.

Under the cover of the minimalist style, there are pages of storyboards, sketches, and even colored drawings. Li Shang drew the movie he wanted to make, the movie that he didn't have time to make because Rita came back.His style turned out to be so gorgeous. I discovered it on the island that day. His sensitivity to color matching is not inferior to his own. The page of the Dunhuang murals is even more shocking...

He drew the travel program he recorded, every place he has been to, the dome of the church in Rome, the white houses and the blue sea in the Mediterranean Sea, this is his journey.

The best one in it is in the tropics, dated half a month ago, and he wrote two words with a sketch pencil in the lower right corner: Su Rong.

There is a golden dome of Buddhist buildings in the distance, and it is the seaside market in Chiang Mai. There are colorful tropical vegetables, bustling crowds, and young couples holding hands. He is just a beautiful young man in the crowd. Concerned, everyone returns to everyone's home.

Su Rong knew what he wanted to say, because at that time, he was in Yili, watching an apricot blossom.He knew what Li Shang was thinking when he drew this painting.

Such a beautiful scenery, why is the person I love not by my side.Why should we torture each other in our best years instead of loving each other.

It was this kind of thought that made him burst into tears when he was by the lake.

The author has something to say: birthday, so it's later, sorry.

Hongchen is actually a transitional article, originally written for my younger sister. If nothing else, it should be the plot I am most familiar with, but Li Shang is unexpectedly out of control, a bit too clever, or it may be because the outsider's perspective has been too long.

Fortunately, my sister is still very good, and love is never an easy lesson.