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Although Mai Mai was very worried about the fact that he grew up to be Li Shang, and then his father didn't like him. Sitting on the safety seat, he kept shaking his legs worriedly, but he was a child after all, so he told Su Rong A few words are forgotten.He really likes Su Rong so much, he was so anxious sitting in the back seat, he kept leaning over to talk to Su Rong, asking him what he had done in the past few months, and hearing him say that he and Lin Sa were driving around while driving. Stop eating all kinds of local delicacies, and my eyes are bright with envy.

"Hmph, you just won't take me there!" He crossed his arms and sulked.

But this sulking didn't last long, when the car stopped, Su Rong came down and picked him up, and coaxed him a few words, "Traveling in a caravan is very hard, and my father is sick..." He also forgot.She also stretched out her arms to hug Su Rong's neck, touched his face, and asked him what's wrong and if he's recovered.As for the matter of Li Shang, it has long been forgotten.

The pity that Yi Zhan was not here at the beginning of the journey was filled with regret.Yi Zhan came down to help move things. He was fine recently anyway, but Jing Hua just got off work at this time and arrived early. The two of them moved upstairs with ease, each with a box.

This house was given to Su Rong by Vincent. It was his savings and the money Su Rong earned as a broker. It was in Xinghai. At that time, he probably heard that Su Rong was looking for a house in Xinghai, so he bought a house.There are three types of houses in Xinghai, and Su Rong's is of course the smallest one. Although it still has one house and one ladder, there are only three residents on the first floor. It is naturally incomparable with Li Shang's house, but it is enough to live with wheat.There is also a special children's room and study room, decorated in the Japanese style that Vincent likes, the whole house has plain wooden floors, and the living room is directly tatami, and wheat runs all over the floor wearing socks as soon as it hits the ground.Lin Sa has prepared sake and food, and everyone sits and chats together, talking about what there is and what is not.When Yi Zhan talked about his diving experience, he paused.

Su Rong actually knew that he went to Li Shang's program, and also knew that he and Li Shang had a good relationship now, anyway, he just drank sake as if nothing had happened, Jinghua didn't wink over there, and turned on the TV to look for that program, but Lin Sa helplessly After taking a look, he closed his hand.

"I'll go and see what's in the refrigerator." Su Rong didn't want them to go to the kitchen to check because they were tied up, but what could be in the refrigerator?There was quite a lot of wine.

It was getting dark, Jinghua ordered takeaway, everyone ate, and finally sat on the floor and played cards. Vincent is also very good. There are cards in the new house, even mahjong. This is the first time Xiaomai has seen such a living The scene, just like a child running around, holding chocolates, scratching his stomach while watching.Su Rong pulled down the hem of his clothes to cover his belly, teasing him: "Don't look at the wheat."

"Then how do you fight?" Mai Mai didn't listen at all, and quickly ran behind Yi Zhan: "I want to watch!"

Yi Zhan rubbed his head with a smile: "It's so smart, I know your father's card skills are not good, come, learn from me, and teach you to win pocket money."

"Don't teach Mai to fail." Su Rong said while holding the cards.

"It's easy to teach badly by following you, and then you will become a money-spreading boy, giving money to people everywhere."

In fact, Su Rong was on the ninth floor back then, and his poker skills were at least above average, not to mention the top. He also learned how to play poker from Pei Yin, and he liked to play tricky and weirdly. Even Pei Yin was so angry that he wanted to beat him up.Makeup artist apprentices actually have a lot of free time, mahjong can't be played, they all play poker, in fact, they play most of the time, Su Rong sees, eating snacks by the side, just like wheat now.So I didn't really think that Mai Mai couldn't watch it, so he was teased by Yi Zhan, smiled, and said: "Mai Mai, come here and learn from Dad, Yi Zhan's skills are really bad."

Mai Mai still likes to watch him, and came over as soon as he heard it, he was more serious than going to school, Yi Zhan even teased him: "Your father was much smarter than you back then, and he even bought shares, and bought lollipops when he made money."

Hearing that, Mai Mai went to search the suitcase and found a piggy bank. Usually the piggy bank is a little golden pig. This one turned out to be a conch. At first glance, he thought he had brought the conch from Li Shang. Want to buy shares.

I don't know how Li Shang bought the conch-shaped piggy bank, maybe he used some snacks for wheat.

In fact, just sitting like this, chatting, eating snacks, playing cards, peacefully, like when he was a child, he will probably heal slowly.What's more, Vincent also came back, Jinghua asked him, "Have you gone to see Master?"

"I'll go in two days, and I'm in a bad state now. He's worried after seeing it."

There are no obstacles in life, he is Su Rong, he has a strong healing power, even if it is slow, he will get better in the end.As long as the people he loves are still there, what can't be overcome in this world?

It was already dark, Mai Mai had been making a fuss all day, and fell asleep a little, Yi Zhan took him to take a bath, and the three of them played for a while.Yi Zhan raised a child very rough, checked the bathroom, found no danger, filled half a tub of water, threw wheat and his plastic duck in, opened the balcony to smoke outside, chatted with wheat, and wheat squeezed The duck made a sound to answer him.

Su Rong also went over to see how the wheat was washing. He was arranging a small theater for his ducks, acting out the story of the prince fighting the evil dragon.

"Stop playing, be careful of cold water." He came out after saying a word, and saw Yi Zhan smoking on the balcony, and seemed to be staring down.

"What are you looking at?"

"It's nothing." Yi Zhan laughed at him instead: "Your sister's raising method will make Xiaomai a little bit later."

"It's like you, rough skin and thick flesh?" Su Rong scolded him, and then went back to continue playing cards. In fact, it's not much fun, but people really need some ordinary things to do at this time Yes, it has the effect of letting the heart slowly fall back to reality.

After Mai washed, he went to coax Mai to sleep, promising to sleep with him in the children's room later.Mai Mai dazedly fell asleep with his piggy bank in his arms, and dozed off, not forgetting to plan what to buy when he got the Yizhan share.Su Rong laughed and got up, he thought Yi Zhan was playing cards, but he was standing on the balcony again.

Knowing that Yi Zhan didn't have that much addiction to cigarettes, he asked him, "Why do you keep running around here?"

"Pour water to drink." Yi Zhan raised the glass to him.

He really won't lie, in fact Su Rong guessed about it at this time, when he went back to play cards, he lit a cigarette and opened the double windows of the balcony. It was still very cold in Beijing at night in April, and the cold wind was blowing Entering, he clearly saw a glimmer of light in the parking lot downstairs.

He sat back to watch them play cards again, refused Jing Hua's request for the four of them to play together, he even smoked another cigarette, and then started walking to the entrance, changing clothes and shoes.

"Are you going down?" Lin Sa asked in surprise.

"There's a takeaway that got lost, I'll go down and get it." He lied terribly.

But Yi Zhan still smiled at him meaningfully.

Su Rong hurried downstairs, the elevator was quiet, he looked into his eyes against the wall, not knowing what he was thinking.

He has always had a poor sense of direction, and he walked around to find the parking lot facing his balcony. He recognized Li Shang's car, after all, a lot of money passed through his hands.He doesn't drive this Panamera very often, but because it's relatively low-key, it's just right for this.

He walked directly to the driver's seat, and before he could knock, the window came down by itself.

The lights in the car were not turned on, so it looked like a close-up of a movie, but Su Rong felt that she would never watch his movies in this life.

Those face-slapping scenes and heart-pounding revenge belong to Pei Yin's pleasure world, he is Su Rong, he can't do it, he has no time to enjoy this so-called "pleasure" now, he has never been able to stop hurting others get any fun out of it.He just felt very painful and hoped that this stage would pass quickly.If Li Shang is as good as before, he should lose interest in himself soon.This is just a troublesome point, but sooner or later it will show its original shape.

"I didn't mean to follow and monitor you." Li Shang looked into his eyes and told him: "I just..."

He thought he could say it frankly, but he paused on the edge of his mouth, how ironic, human beings have so many words to express hurt, but it is so difficult to say a few gentle words, as the director said, this is love cowardly.

But he learned everything so quickly, and quickly dealt with his own problems, telling Su Rong frankly: "I just want to make sure that you are still here."

"This is it?"

Li Shang laughed. In fact, if he started first, the rest would be very easy, even if it was a very difficult show of weakness for him: "I know, but I can't help it."

His dark blue eyes are so sincere, and he doesn't even hide his smile. If it was the old Su Rong, he would probably be ecstatic.However, Su Rong just took a step back.

"If this is some bitter plan, I can't possibly buy it..."

They seemed to have directly switched the way of getting along, Li Shang became the frank and brave one, but Su Rong always speculated about him with the worst malice, and the previous fights were all like this.But Li Shang obviously had a different way of handling it than Su Rong did at the beginning.

Su Rong's attacks seemed powerless to him, and it may be because Su Rong really can't be a bad person, and the hard thorns he grew in a hurry couldn't stop Li Shang at all.Li Shang smiled instead: "Actually, I have something to tell my sister."

"I do not want to hear."

"But I owe this to my sister." He opened the car door directly: "It's cold outside, come in and say it?"

Su Rong's reaction was to take another step back.

"Okay." Li Shang simply walked out by himself and stood outside with him.In fact, even the cold outside didn't have much power for him. In the same cold night, Su Rong was still a little huddled in a down jacket, but he stood upright in a formal coat, and even reached out to unbutton it.

"Don't play with this suit, I can't wear it!" Su Rong directly refused.

"I know, my sister only wears Bo Yan's clothes, and my sister doesn't like my clothes." He said this, with a sad look in his eyes.

This sentence seems to be said by the Li Chamber of Commerce in the past, but not in this tone, in this way, and in this way, it will only make things better, not worse.If he had spoken in this way back then, probably he and I would not be standing here today.

Su Rong pinched her own palm for this weak thought, and continued to stare at him indifferently.

"At the time when Li Rui called, I knew my sister didn't listen." He calmly said the words that caused the upside-down quarrel: "But I became angry because I was afraid that my sister would know what happened at school, so I not only I wish my sister wouldn't listen at the time, and even more I hope you don't know it in your life..."

"I don't want to know now either."

He was lying, he wanted to know terribly, and it supported his confidence in rejecting Li Rui. He believed that one day Li Shanghui would tell him how cute Su Rong was at that time. They said that he used love to generate electricity, and he even believed that he would eventually Could one day melt an iceberg.Just thinking of this, Su Rong felt his eyes heat up.

"But I owe my sister this." Li Shang said.

Su Rong's tears fell quickly, he was too weak, and he knew it, but the accumulated grievances seemed to find an outlet, rushing out.Li Shang's eyes instantly became very complicated. He reached out to touch Su Rong's face, but Su Rong quickly avoided it.

"Don't come here." He just backed away. Among all Li Shang's heart-breaking skills, the only one he really learned was this: "Say it, and leave after you finish speaking."

Li Shang obviously left without agreeing to finish speaking, but he finally spoke: "Amelia is the homecoming queen of my school, and the most popular girl in the school."

"I know this." Su Rong vowed to be the worst listener and not give him any warmth.

"At that time, there were many students from LA in our school. They were ordinary white rich children. That school was a traditional private school, dominated by white families, who were both in politics and business. Among the students in my class were the Kennedy family. They had their own The group is similar to a college fraternity. Amelia is the leader of the girls' group, but she has a good image, does not engage in bullying, and has excellent grades and high grade points. Our school is an 11-point system, and she is above [-] , all A+ grades."

"Oh, you liked her?"

He regretted it when he said it, the intention was to be sarcastic, and it sounded like jealousy.Li Shang really laughed: "It should be said, I thought I liked her."

"But the only person I really liked is my younger sister." He said.

"What happened later?" Su Rong didn't answer the question at all.

"At that time, their boys' group had nothing to do with me, because I was very good at beating, and the dormitory supervisor would take care of me if I was beaten. And my grades were good, and a female teacher also saw that they were targeting me, and she was always concerned. I even threatened to give them a demerit, so they had to find another way to deal with me. The leader of the boys at the time was Randy, the captain of the football team, and Amelia's boyfriend. If nothing else, he should be the king of homecoming, But he figured out a way to ask Amelia to come and tell me that she would choose me as the homecoming king. In our school, in order to show the so-called gentlemanly demeanor, only the homecoming queen is voted for, and the queen appoints a boy as the king. king."

"You believe it?"

"Well, George persuaded me, but I didn't believe it, because they also staged a breakup scene. At that time, I climbed upstairs to bask in the sun, and they were arguing below. I thought it was because I passed the handkerchief enough to be a gentleman. Her. Anyway, I excitedly started to prepare for being the homecoming king, sending flowers to her every day, and the homecoming king and queen would have dinner together. She told me that it would be best to make it myself, so I went to learn Cooking dinner and dancing are part of the school, but I also practiced seriously by myself. Waiting patiently for homecoming, now that I think about it, that may be the last time I hope they will accept me."

Su Rong knew that his anger was calming down little by little, but he couldn't help it. He even knew the ending of this story, but it still didn't detract from the importance of this story to him. Maybe it was just because Li Shang was willing to tell it.

"You guessed it, right?"

He is Li Shang, fate is so contradictory to him, given him the best genes, the most beautiful woman and the most intelligent businessman offspring, there is a [-]/[-] chance that there will be such a combination of beauty and wisdom.But throwing him into a group that cannot accept him, his race is the original sin.The group repelled him, even though his hardware was no worse than the best of them.

"Yes, I guessed it. In fact, I should have guessed it a long time ago. I even saw my flowers being thrown in the trash can by her. It's just that I wanted to be accepted so much, so I lied to myself. But in the end it was not stupid enough, But what is the most ironic, does my sister know?"

"Amelia is in love with you."

How could you not like it, as long as you give him a chance to get along with him day and night, as long as he gives the world a chance to get along with him day and night.His mixed-race beauty is not restricted by race, and his intelligence can also resolve prejudice. As long as he has normal aesthetics, even if he doesn't like his style, he will at least like it after getting along day and night.Just like liking an ancient Greek sculpture, even if there are differences in culture, human beings have a common perception of beauty.

The 17-year-old Li Shang should be more dazzling than now, not to mention that at that time he was not as cynical as he is now, without so many sharp thorns and hard shell.He's just a beautiful, talented 17-year-old boy who wants to have his first homecoming dance with him. Who can't be tempted?

"Yeah, like all crappy romance movies, Amelia has a crush on me. She's really going to choose me to be homecoming king, and the decision was made with the prom organizers the night before because ordering balloons with names on it .The girls who play well with her support her decision. Maybe the elite education of that crappy school still has a role. She broke up with Randy, chose the evening dress, and waited for me to go to her house with wrist flowers Pick her up."

"You didn't go."

"Yes, I didn't go." Li Shang calmly finished the story: "When she hurried to the school in an evening dress by herself, what she got was a party without a partner, and the float was sitting alone. For the first time in history, the absence of the homecoming king was my contribution. Now they are all elected by popularity, so that if someone releases pigeons, at least No.2 can make up. As for me, I never went back to that school , I went to UCLA, the story was told by George, he said Amelia cried very sadly."

His last chance to shake hands with the world was wasted like this. This is a story of Li Shang style. If the world doesn't accept him, he will be the worst one.Breaking everyone's heart so everyone is so busy crying that no one notices he's sad too.

"Amelia's marriage..."

"I didn't call her back. She probably didn't want to run away for me. She is a person with normal values ​​and a Christian family. Now that the whole world is anti-school bullying, she will inevitably think of me, so she wants to atone for her sins."

"You won't give her a chance to redeem herself?"

"I don't make comedy movies, and I'm not responsible for the fake happy ending. My sister has always been clear about who I am." Li Shang told him softly: "Just because I'm in love with my sister doesn't mean I want to love this girl." world."

Yes, he has always been very vengeful.

Su Rong didn't even have time to realize that Li Shang said that he fell in love with her. After realizing it, her eyes widened in shock and stared at him.

Even if it is a false illusion, this wording is too much.

"You don't want to be like this..." He felt too weak when the words came out, so he changed his words immediately, and said viciously: "What's the use of you saying these words?"

"What does my sister want to hear from me?" He still said softly, but took a step forward.

Su Rong keenly sensed the danger.It was Li Shang's calm attitude that gave him the illusion. He should have guessed it long ago, but whenever the past is recalled, the worst Li Shang will surface.He was like some kind of strange beast that would bite if it felt pain, even mixed with some of the most primitive impulses.

It shouldn't continue to develop in this direction, but Su Rong is still not to be outdone and said: "I want to hear you tell the truth!"

"Are you telling the truth?" He skillfully forced Su Rong back. Behind him was an unknown private car. The body was cold to the touch. Su Rong had nowhere to go. She raised her head and stared at him in a panic, but was caught by Li Shang skillfully. His jaw was closed, and his eyes were so dark in the darkness: "Sister, do you really want to hear me tell the truth? You want to know, from the first time I saw you in the morning, I wanted to kiss you, kiss you so hard Come on. I want to rip your clothes off, tear your shirt off and fuck you till you cry. I even want to take you to some island where no one will find me and stay there with you until the end of the world..."

The familiar feeling of being trapped surged up again, the smell on his body was so confused, how could he feel that it was a forest on a snowy day, and it could be burned with just one fire.

And the most unpromising thing is that he is retreating like this, with almost no room for resistance, and he can't even scold him, so he can only say weakly: "Don't..."

I shouldn't have eaten so much beef and mutton before I came back, and I shouldn't even have slept with him in the first place. At least I can maintain that strange and sensitive posture of resistance, instead of falling into his breath without any promise like now. inside.

Su Rong's last rationality was to slap him backhanded.