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It was early morning when Bo Yan sent Su Rong home, and it was no surprise that he ran into Li Shang downstairs.

If this scene had happened three months ago, he would have probably already called it up.In fact, Bo Yan was really hurt that time. Even his family called to ask, suspecting that he was kidnapped. He just didn’t say the reason. ?”

He said, "That's right, it's about competing with others and being jealous."

Everyone took him as a joke, anyway, he was always steady, after this incident, he added two more bodyguards, but it was useless, every time he saw Su Rong, the driver might not be able to keep up.

Always on a whim, always going forward.

Li Shang has also changed a lot. The last time he was able to hold back his meal, it could be said that it was because of the large crowd. This time, there was no one around. Also held back.Love is such an interesting thing, it can tame a beast like a sheep.

Of course, the fierceness is still the same. Bo Yan parked the car in the downstairs parking space, and just as he helped Su Rong out of the car, he came over like a ghost, and said directly: "Let go."

He seemed to have been waiting for a long time, and he could see that he was suppressing his anger. Bo Yan deliberately provoked him, and said, "I just invited Su Rong."

"What's up with you, it's not your turn to compete, it's just me and my sister from the beginning to the end." Even though Li Shang said so, he began to threaten him again: "If you don't leave, I don't guarantee that you can Go back standing up."

Because of this conversation, Li Shang stared at the floor numbers in the elevator with a murderous expression.Su Rong was so drunk that his whole body was limp, and kept screaming hot. Li Shang found the key card from him and swiped it, and asked him again: "Password?"

"I won't tell you." Su Rong was still vigilant in a daze.

Li Shang laughed angrily at him, supported him with one hand, and took out his phone with the other to call Lin Sa: "Open the door!"

Lin Sa looked sneaky again, and whispered, "I'm outside."

"Tell me the password." Seeing that he refused to tell, Li Shang told him directly: "Su Rong is drunk and can't open the door."

He has always been like this, he was misunderstood once, refused to explain again, and directly handed the phone to Su Rong, Su Rong was so drunk that he obediently called his brother on the phone.Lin Sa said it twice, but he didn't see Li Shang talking, so he hung up and sent a message.

Li Shang was already full of anger by this time, he had an impromptu event in JK in the afternoon, he went there in formal attire, didn't eat dinner, and came across this when he came back.In the past, the house would probably have been demolished, but now he could not bear it, and directly grabbed Su Rong into the bathroom and poured water into the bathtub.Su Rong couldn't stand still at all, leaned against the wall and slid down, sitting in the corner, he was drunk and looked obedient, watching Li Shang take off his coat, pulled out the dark blue tie on his shirt, and rolled up his sleeves , this action is actually very beautiful.

"Why drink?" He asked Su Rong like this, but the drunk person just looked at him stupidly with a smile, even if he grabbed his collar, he didn't have any sense of danger: "Why did you lie to me about going for a walk? "

Su Rong didn't answer, his light amber eyes had a drunken light, the light from the bathroom shone on his face, and his skin had a very warm glow.If it is bitten, it will definitely break the skin.And if he is so drunk, maybe he will cry directly.

Li Shang stared at his eyes. The anger in the youth's dark blue eyes was so beautiful, like a beautiful gem. When this face came close, no one could resist touching it, not to mention that he was already drunk. up.

Su Rong thought so, and did the same. He stretched out his hand to touch Li Shang's face, as before, he showed that kind of sad but focused eyes again.

Li Shang didn't speak, but grabbed his collar, picked him up, and kissed him. The drunk Su Rong is so gentle and cute. What he drank was Long Island iced tea. This fool must regard this wine as low-alcohol wine Come drink.

However, Su Rong suddenly struggled, he seemed to be very resistant to kissing him, muttering something while pushing, Li Shang was startled for a moment, and then he heard him call "Bo Yan".

As if a bucket of ice water was poured from the head to the bottom, he asked Su Rong directly: "What did you call me!"

Su Rong obviously realized that something was wrong, but he didn't know what it was. Alcohol made him very dull, but his eyes still followed Li Shang instinctively, watching his figure anxiously walking around the bathroom Go, like a trapped animal.I don't know why, Li Shang's emotions can infect him, even the pleasure brought by alcohol can't comfort him, he just wants to make this person happier, so he apologizes instinctively: "I'm sorry."

It seemed that even an apology was enough to irritate him, because it proved that he was indeed at fault.At least twice, Li Shang stared at the shelf in the bathroom, as if he was going to smash it in the next second.He is always like this, all emotions lead to destruction, even if he tries hard to suppress, that nature will emerge from time to time.

"I'm sorry." Su Rong apologized again, he was a little at a loss, it would be fine if he didn't drink, but it's too painful to be sober, maybe he will become an alcoholic queen ant.

The handsome young man in front of him finally stopped, even though his hands were still clenched into fists, and the look on his face was so sad.

"It's okay." He said, as if he was telling Su Rong, or just comforting himself, he said, "It's okay, I have a very strong heart, and I'm not afraid of being hurt."

I don't know why, Su Rong started to cry again, that strong feeling of self-loathing came up again, like a mountain, about to crush him, he curled up in the corner of the bathroom, hugging his head, It's like trying to shrink yourself into a ball, hide, and hide where emotions can't find him.

Li Shang was terrified by his appearance, and even forgot that he was angry. He quickly squatted down and reached out to touch his shoulder: "What's wrong? Is my sister scared? I'm not angry?"

However, no matter how he explained, Su Rong just curled up into a ball, Li Shang had no choice but to half kneel down, hug him, trying to calm him down.For the first time, he realized that Lin Sa was not alarmist. Su Rong seemed to be hiding some kind of deep pain. He seemed to be completely destroyed. Obviously Vincent came back, Adam also left, and Li Shang was trying his best to treat him well. , when everything started to get better, he was still unable to return to the way he was before.

"It's okay." Li Shang comforted him like this. He stroked his back like comforting Xiaomai. Su Rong trembled more than Maimai. Li Shang could only try to coax him: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if your name is Bo Yan, I It didn't hurt much. Remember? I've been through much worse than this before. I'm Li Shang. I'm not afraid of pain at all. It doesn't matter what you want. Don't be afraid, I promised you, I It will find a happy ending for us."

However, the young man in his arms was just crying bitterly. He seemed to have accumulated so much pain that his chest was so full that he couldn't even feel his heartbeat. He was crying so sad that Li Shang His eyes also became hot.

"I'm sorry." Li Shang finally apologized to him: "I know I've made a lot of mistakes, and I've been studying hard. But sometimes I'm very stupid. If my sister wants something, you can tell me, okay? ?”

He cried for too long, Li Shang was worried that he would catch a cold in the bathroom, so he took him back to the bedroom, let him lie on his side on the bed, and sat on the edge of the bed himself, lest he vomit in the middle of the night.It's been three days since Su Rong came back, and his bedroom is still in order, he seems to regard it as a place to sleep.

Li Shang remembered that he was not like this in the past. Su Rong had many bad habits. He never put back the things he let go, and his attention was often distracted. He always liked to collect all kinds of strange things. His room was always left untidy all day. There are many more things.Even on that island, when his back was aching, he picked up a lot of stones and put them on the windowsill, and threw his clothes all over the floor.

He seemed to have lost the strength to live as before.

Li Shang waited patiently until his breathing gradually subsided, got up to pour water for him, but was held by the corner of his clothes.

"What's wrong?" He stroked Su Rong's hair and asked.

"I watched your travel show." Su Rong told him in a hoarse voice, "I watched it before I came back."

Li Shang smiled, squatted down beside the bed, and asked him patiently, "Does it look good?"

Su Rong didn't answer, he seemed tired from crying, so he fell asleep leaning on his hand.

When she woke up the next day, Su Rong ran away.He drove away while Li Shang was making breakfast, and refused to answer the phone. Even Lin Sa didn't know where he was. After asking everyone, he found out that he went to Vincent.

Vincent is completely retired now, and it was the age to retire, but the ninth floor has a lot of things and they are still piled up, so he still lives on the ninth floor, doing nothing else, copying scriptures at home every day.When Su Rong arrived, he was copying the Shurangama Sutra. When he opened the door, he smiled and asked, "Why are your eyes swollen?"

"Drinking." Su Rong was a little depressed.

Vincent went to the refrigerator to get ice cubes to apply to him, but he was still not very happy, and said, "Didn't you say that sex is empty? It doesn't matter whether it looks good or not."

Vincent just laughed, Su Rong was not considered to be in the best health since she was a child, and Yi Zhan had the best physique, after staying up all night, she was still very energetic, Pei Yinai held on, and she was always beautiful.It's Su Rong, as long as the days are a little bit worse, even if it's just a night of sleep, the next day will be swollen. Vincent also joked, saying: "Xiao Rong looks better at night, her face is a little smaller."

While rubbing his face, he asked him if he had had breakfast, brought out the boiled vegetarian porridge for him to drink, and warmed him up with milk, and sat at the table to watch him eat.After watching for a while, he said, "I thought you wouldn't come to see Master."

"Hmph, why don't you watch it?"

"Aren't you angry with Master?"

Su Rong stopped talking immediately. In fact, Vincent was right. He didn't look for Vincent for a few days after he came back, and it wasn't just because he was worried about losing weight.

He ate for a while, then glanced around again, and said, "The last time I came here, the doors were locked and everything was emptied..."

At that time, he wanted to come here with Lin Sa, but Lin Sa was too busy, so he came up by himself.The entire ninth floor was evacuated, and the feeling was indescribable.I didn't feel this way when I moved from Huatian to Baili Media, because everything was there, and Vincent was there too.But that time he came up late at night, and the place where he grew up became so strange, he felt like his home and family were all gone, which is hard for those who haven’t experienced it to understand.

"I left too hastily." Vincent admitted softly, "But I'm afraid it would be worse if I stayed."

"Are you afraid of him?"

He has no one else, it must be Adam. Vincent later found out that Adam bullied him, colluded with people in the fashion circle, refused to lend him clothes, robbed him of job opportunities, and deliberately made him look bad at parties.In fact, everyone is better than Adam, he is the oldest and most experienced one, and Pei Yin is not so bad.But Vincent even thought about the worst scenario, that several people would unite to deal with Su Rong.

"Well, I thought I became a monk and repented, and his anger calmed down. I didn't expect him to still refuse to let you go." Vincent reached out and touched his head: "Master was really too fierce back then."

"But your master is also very fierce."

Vincent had a sore nose. In fact, he had asked himself this question thousands of times. He was too bad for his apprentice. He regretted it as soon as he saw the rabbit.People are most afraid of getting old and poor. Once a person gets old, the world will show its fangs.The more you love the people, the more they will bully them to death. In fact, he has restrained himself a lot, but it is still too late.

"If I had known earlier, I would have put it away. Don't be partial, maybe he wouldn't hate you so much." He still patted Su Rong's head.

He knew that Su Rong had been greatly wronged.

"Then I'll choose what I do now." Su Rong sipped his porridge with his head down, he always knew how to ease Vincent's heart.In fact, Vincent thought he had done his best to Adam, and taught him all his skills, and the beatings Adam received were nothing compared to when he was young.He was still a real apprentice at that time, and it didn't matter if he was beaten to death, at least he would only be beaten if his apprentice did make a mistake.He has never met a good-tempered master, so he doesn't know how to be a good-tempered master. Adam blamed him for being partial to his apprentice, but he never regarded Su Rong as his apprentice. He always regarded Su Rong as his child. Parents love their children. How could it be wrong?

What's more, there are not so many right and wrong things to talk about in the world, and Adam never thought of reasoning with him. He just wanted revenge, and when Vincent was old, he would bully Su Rong and deal with his sympathy.

So Vincent didn't have anything else to say, he just stroked Su Rong's head and watched him drink the porridge.

"But it would have been better if you hadn't become a monk." Su Rong sipped his porridge, and said again, he was actually small-minded, and was still blaming Vincent for insisting on becoming a monk, which scared him to nothing.

"Fool, if I don't go out, he might be even worse." Vincent laughed: "How do you think Master dares to come back?"

"Why do you dare to come back?" Su Rong was really stupid when he was stupid, and asked him: "Because of whom, Pei Yin?"

"Because of Li Shang. You were not stable at that time. Later, Master found out that he was reliable, so he came back. Don't think Master is vulgar, life is very vulgar. Look at Pei Yin, what a good person he found. He offended him. There are so many people, who dares to touch him? Lin Sa is happy, so what good will come of it? Whether it's good for others or good for clothes, it's not that no one will buy it. You and Li Shang have a good time, don't make trouble, and the master will come again I don't worry about you anymore."

Huang Lei and the others complain in the group every day that their parents are too lenient. In fact, parents all over the world are the same. They always have three meals a day, and they should be safe and sound.

Probably because of the hot porridge, the heavy stone-like thing that had been stagnant in Su Rong's chest for the past few months finally healed up. After drinking the porridge, he fell asleep again. He dreamed that he was traveling in a car, and Mai Mai sat in the back It seems that Lin Sa is not the driver.It was almost noon when he woke up, and Vincent asked him to eat, anyway, he always treated Su Rong like a pig, always worried that he would be hungry.Su Rong slipped out, Vincent was a vegetarian every day, he wanted to find some meat to eat.

Baili Media is still the same, but it has changed a lot of people, some recognize him, and some don't, and those who do recognize him actively greet him.He went downstairs in the elevator, originally wanted to go to Pei Yin's apprentice to find out the news, but bumped into Huang Lei in the elevator.

"Brother Rong!" Huang Lei was overwhelmed with surprise, and immediately came up and grabbed his arm: "GaoGao, hurry up and call Luo Wei, Brother Rong is back. Hurry up, don't let him run away!"

She didn't dare to do this when Rita was around, but Su Rong didn't expose her, after all, she was also half a manager now.Although the half assigned by Mr. Yin is the powerful character, but she is also in charge of a lot of things, and she usually has a bit of aura when she speaks and does things.At this moment, this very aura manager is half hanging on him, trying to drag him back to his studio.

After dragging it back, she felt something was wrong. All the girls in the studio were cheering, and she was the first to realize: "Oh, no, you are here. Where is the BOSS? He is on vacation for a week!"

Su Rong pretended not to hear, and greeted Luo Wei and the others. The studio also recruited a lot of newcomers, which made him a little embarrassed. It felt like returning to school after graduation, with young and eager faces, and Mixed with tacit gossip eyes.Huang Lei really took the lead and was very thoughtful: "Brother Rong, let's have dinner right away, let's go to the boss lounge."

"No, I'll go to my office, oh, this is already your office, right?"

Huang Lei smiled embarrassedly.

"What about the dressing room?"

"Your former boss of the dressing room has always kept it. These few months have been movies and variety shows, so I don't have much time to be in Beijing, so I borrow one from the third floor to participate in activities..." Huang Lei hinted frantically, While leading Su Rong to his previous dressing room, she was very well-informed, she obviously knew about Adam, and deliberately offered credit for Li Shang: "It seems that the BOSS beat Adam here at the beginning."

Su Rong couldn't stand it anymore, and finally got her away by asking about the menu, and pushed open the door of the dressing room by herself.

It is obviously inappropriate to say to keep it. Huang Lei couldn't tell it, but he recognized it at a glance. The dressing room still has the same appearance as when he was a makeup artist. Even the table was not cleaned up by himself. It sounds really messy.

He used to be in a daze here before. Speaking of which, it was just over a year since he and Li Shang really started to entangle. Before that, he had spent countless long nights alone in this dressing room, as if being trapped. A bird trapped in a cage can't find a way out.No matter how bad the situation is now, it won't be worse than that time. At least no matter what, he has left a name in Li Shang's heart, and he is no longer obscured by everyone in the past.

This idea is too unpromising, but it is much better than the previous mentality.In the morning, he told Vincent that compared to the one he said that he treated Su Rong as an ordinary apprentice since he was a child, so that Adam would not be jealous of his choice, he still chose to grow up like this. Those words were not purely to comfort Vincent.

The knives that Adam stabbed were painful, but he was already a strong adult. He grew up in Vincent's love. Although he doubted life because of this, his background was still warm.Like a tenacious seed, even if the forest burns out, it can sprout from the ashes.Just like now, as long as he drinks a bowl of hot porridge, he has the courage to continue walking.

Last night, he was drunk and thought it was Bo Yan who kissed him. Li Shang said, it doesn't matter, he has a strong heart. Su Rong cried because of that at first, because he knew that Li Shang took his words Compare it with what happened when he was a child.

He never thought that Li Shang would go through something like that again.Then when I thought about other things, I couldn't stop crying.

Li Shang said that he has a strong heart, but Su Rong actually thinks he is also very strong.

Two very tenacious people, if they try their best, do they have a chance to get a good ending?

Huang Lei came again, she came here under the pretext of reporting the menu, she first said what takeaway she ordered, and then told Su Rong with a smile: "Brother Rong, I'll show you something."

"what?"

She took out a wallet, obviously it belonged to Li Shang, JK is a blue blood luxury brand, and the leather goods under its name are also very powerful, Li Shang is a global endorsement, of course all of them are from his family, he is used to carrying only a little change in his wallet , maybe for the homeless on the roadside or something.Then it was full of cards, Huang Lei mysteriously took out a photo from the wallet.When Su Rong saw it, she blushed a little.

It was a Polaroid photo, which was taken in Lishang on the island that day. In the photo, I looked at the camera with a blank face. Lishang leaned over and kissed himself. He closed his eyes. Kissing with lustful meaning, as if at that moment, he just wanted to kiss himself like this.

Su Rong quickly reached out and took the photo.

He was still thinking of an agent, and couldn't help but said: "You still take it out and see, if it gets out, the consequences will be serious."

"Boss put it in his wallet." Huang Lei said innocently: "Do you think he is too much, so many activities, pick-ups, shows, if you forget to change your clothes, and someone else takes it, you can't buy it for millions of dollars." return."

Li Shang is like this, arrogant is really arrogant, his mobile phone is also like this, it looks casual, in fact, only less than three people can touch the studio, but Huang Lei still learned it, knowing that it is best to be careful and prevent erroneous things from happening.

"Is this the time you went abroad with the BOSS?" She looked inquisitive: "Hey, they all said that this photo is so sweet, and you even drew a Q version..."

"You show them back?" Su Rong's eyes suddenly widened.

"I just held it in my hand and danced a little bit, but they didn't see it clearly, so I won't do it next time." Huang Lei saw that he was about to criticize her, so she quickly found an excuse to escape.

Su Rong took a look at the photo, it should be burned, it's too dangerous to keep it.The same goes for Huang Lei, she didn't learn much from Rita, she learned a lot from playing with people, she should only have access to Li Shang's wallet studio, she wanted to deal with this photo, but she didn't dare, for fear that Li Shang would come back to her Trouble, while I am here today, hurry up and leave it to yourself.Li Shang would not blame her for being burned by herself.

It has never been easy to learn bad and difficult to learn good.

However, her thinking may be exactly the opposite of her own, and she feels that this is the real skill she has learned.

Su Rong used to think that he was very good, he imitated Pei Yin perfectly, and everyone praised him for his cleverness.But that was the time to watch from the sidelines. After living in real life for the past two years, I found that these pretense are only a temporary thing.

He was drunk last night and told Li Shang that he had watched his show a long time ago.In fact, he secretly read it before he came back, so when he looked at Li Shang's painting book, he recognized which issue each painting was from.

Li Shang in that show is very dazzling. When I was a manager, I sacrificed the income of the studio to plant the foreshadowing, and finally the harvest season came a little bit.He showed his best side in that program, a lot of casual performances, conversations with passers-by during the journey, and views that cannot be written in the script, all displayed one by one.Now no one would say that he only has skin, and Xiao Su invited him to that movie for this reason, and there will only be more opportunities like this in the future...

He will have a great future.

Last night, Li Shang didn't understand what he said, so he didn't understand why he was crying.He kept asking, sister, what do you want?you tell me.

But how can I tell you?I want your love.

At the beginning, in the parking lot that day, I thought it was because I wanted revenge, so I wanted to see him jealous, see him angry, and hear him talk about his thoughts, not the calm look he is now.For some reason, seeing him walking around in the bathroom like that, Su Rong suddenly understood.

What I want is that he is easily affected by his emotions like before, that he is angry with himself, entangled, and walks around like a trapped animal. prick.But Li Shang is too smart, he grows up quickly, he can understand love very quickly, he has the ability to love, just like he was in that show, he became a cut diamond, revealing the most dazzling one side.

How can a diamond belong to the one who cut him?

I was just lucky. I met Li Shang who was still in the state of rough stone at a good time. I probably could only meet Li Shang in that state.Like the quarrel before I left, one person didn't want to ask, the other didn't want to talk, such an embarrassing quarrel, now it's just my unilateral retreat...

I and him, like everyone's campus love when we were young, didn't even need a reason to break up, but the pace gradually staggered.The only difference is that Li Shang is not a teenager, he is just late for many years, and now he is catching up quickly.He will soon find out that he will not be his best choice, and he doesn't even have any common language at all.what's the topic?Akira Kurosawa?I went to see Don Quixote by myself, but I bought the wrong book. The old miller in that book is so pitiful. The whole world is using machines to grind flour. He is alone guarding his windmill, stubborn and bad-tempered. , Day after day, I put the sand into the bag, thinking that I still have flour to grind.Facing Li Shang's stubborn resistance, he was just deceiving himself.

No matter how hard the windmill works, how can it keep up with the Iron Age?Tong Xiaojia is afraid that she will lose to Qin Jianjia, but there are so many Qin Jianjias in this world, someone can talk to him about Akira Kurosawa, and someone can talk about the Renaissance and the decline of the Medici family. Do you want to be like those "survival" Is he not allowed to chat with anyone of the opposite sex or the same sex?Or is it hoped that the Li Chamber of Commerce will be interested in the nuances of the sixteen colors of the eyeshadow palette?

He even knew that Li Shang was not lying, that he loved himself, but what he wanted was never such a short-lived love awakened by loss.It is a long, unaffected and indestructible love. That kind of love comes from the resonance and mutual appreciation of the soul, but how can I let Li Shang appreciate it?

Tong Xiaojia is doomed to be disappointed.