looking away

【Come】

To pass the loneliness with thoughts,

It is sanity before being lost.

To pass the time with desire,

It is the indulgence before the diffusion.

90. sunset

The sky is as blue as blue, and the place where the sky meets the sea is completely mixed into one color.Liu Tong stood by the sea, the slight waves rolled over the insteps, the fine sand under the feet was washed by the waves, gathered in the fingertips for a while, then suddenly sank again, withdrew from a pit and sank heel.

The company's annual meeting was held on a beautiful island, but since the day I went to the island, there have been days of heavy rain. Today, it finally cleared up after the rain.Under the blue sky, the sea is as soft as a lover in his arms, gently stirring the people on the shore with waves of fine waves.

Swarms of small fish in the warm sea curiously surrounded the body that suddenly increased in size in the water, timidly looked around, and boldly pecked at it directly. turned elsewhere.

The crowd on the soft beach gradually increased, laughing and playing, enjoying the beauty of the holiday comfortably between the sea and the sky.

In order to avoid the scorching sun in the afternoon, Liu Tong and his party came to the beach in the evening.Colleagues spread moisture-proof mats on the beach and filled them with prepared beer and snacks. Everyone drank and chatted happily.

At this moment, Liu Tong has no interest in everything in front of her. She has been staring at the dark blue sea, silently refusing to speak.

"Boss, are you going into the sea?" A colleague asked her after handing her a bottle of beer.

Liu Tong waved his hand and said with a smile: "You guys drink first, I'll go swimming for a while."

"Don't go, it's almost sunset, what a pity to miss the beautiful scenery." Jacques sat beside Liu Tong, staring into Liu Tong's eyes, and stopped him in a low voice.

Liu Tong reached out and pressed Jacques' shoulder, and stood up.She untied the belt of her long skirt and said with a smile: "You landlubber, you must have never watched the sunset at sea. How about it? Would you like to follow me to the sea to see the scenery is better than watching it on the shore?" That's too much."

Jacques looked at the sea, then looked up at Liu Tong, and shook his head timidly.Liu Tong laughed loudly, rubbed Jacques' hair, turned and walked towards the beach.

Under the skirt is Liu Tong's favorite full-leg black swimsuit. There are two wide cloth belts on both sides of the swimsuit's waist, crossed around the shoulders through the back, and then inserted obliquely into the neckline that is as high as the front of the body and reaches the collarbone.This design can not only embellish Liu Tong's tight waist and slender legs, but also cover the scars on her body so that there are no traces.

Jacques admired Liu Tong's back, and there was a trace of unknown sadness in his heart.

When he came to the beach, Liu Tong put on his swimming goggles, and after a simple warm-up, he threw himself into the embrace of the sea and swam to the depths of the sea.

Some of the colleagues who were drinking beer and chatting on the beach saw Liu Tong traveling farther and farther, and they couldn't help but feel a little uneasy: "Why is the manager farther and farther away? This is almost reaching the warning line!"

Everyone looked at the water when they heard the sound, and a familiar colleague said with a smile: "It's okay, she is good at water. It's like this every time I go out. I swam to a distance and came back. I couldn't go into the water a few days ago. I guess Let her swim, let's drink ours." "Oh..." After hearing these words, the concerned colleague nodded suspiciously.

Jacques came back with a dozen of beers he just bought, and saw Liu Tong's shrinking figure on the sea from a distance, and couldn't help frowning.He turned his gaze to the nearest security tower on the shore, and he could vaguely see a figure shaking.Then, he moved his eyes to the coast again, secretly noting the location where the lifeboat stopped.Although Jacques also felt that it should be no problem to swim in such a calm sea according to Liu Tong's water quality.But as a landlubber, he always has an inexplicable fear of the sea.Every time he sees Liu Tong swimming in the sea alone, he will secretly make these preparations so that he can feel at ease.

After finishing all this, he sat back next to his colleagues and asked everyone to continue drinking.

Liu Tong stretched his limbs, floating comfortably on the sea outside the warning line, feeling the fish pecking his calf mischievously, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth.

At this time, the sun had already slanted to the west, and the light was no longer dazzling.The sun put away the domineering light that made people dare not look directly at it during the day, leaving only the original shape and the intertwined colors of red and yellow.The sea was shining golden by the setting sun, and even the wings of a few seabirds flying by seemed to be inlaid with gold.

Liu Tong gently touched the water surface beside her with his hand, and let the sea wave wave her away.It was extremely quiet in my ears, and I couldn't hear anything except the sound of sea water surging.Liu Tong closed his eyes gently, and Xiao Fan walked slowly in front of him.

"How are you? Miss me? You idiot, why don't you answer my phone? I'm divorced, do you know..."

Liu Tong raised his hand, wanting to touch her face.She seems to have lost weight, and there are faintly exposed hairs, which seem to be a few white hairs: "Are you okay? I miss you so much! I dare not answer your phone because I know that in that Under the circumstances, there is a destiny that we can't fight...you can't fight, I can't choose...right?"

"Lady, Lady! Please immediately back to the security line, it's very dangerous."

(Ma'am, ma'am! Please get back inside the safety line immediately, it's very dangerous.)

A blast of horns on the lifeboat brought Liu Tong back to reality.She stood up and stepped on the water, raised her right hand and made an "OK" gesture.Then, looking back at the residual light in the distance, Xiao Fan's back with his head lowered dissipated amidst the faint light.

91. bright

The sunset at the seaside fades quickly before people's eyes.

The sun seemed to be attracted by gravity, and fell into the sea without hesitation.The sky darkened, the golden color of the sea surface sank into the depths, and the color of the sea also dimmed.

The waves became faster, and the water temperature suddenly dropped several degrees. Liu Tong was afraid of the cold, and his muscles would convulse when the water was cold, especially in the sea where the bottom could not be reached. If his legs and feet cramped, it would be dangerous.The cold awakened Liu Tong's perception, and the thoughts drifting in the sea returned to his brain.After Liu Tong made clear the direction of the shore, he began to swim back.She felt that the waves were obviously bigger than before.

As it got darker and darker, Jacques and his colleagues put away the tablecloths, and some of them returned to the car first, and returned to the hotel together when everyone arrived.Some people followed Jacques to the beach, chatting and watching Liu Tong's figure swimming back from a distance.

"Did you swim back?"

"Which one is it? Why can't I see it?"

"It's getting dark, boss, hurry up!"

"It's windy, is it going to rain?"

"I think the waves are getting bigger... This Liu Tong, alas!"

Everyone chatted about their worries.Jacques frowned, staring at the approaching figure without saying a word.

The waves were getting bigger and bigger, and the water that hit the beach turned pitch black, and the waves beat vigorously, forming layers of foam on the shore.The number of people on the shore gradually decreased, and the people around waiting for their relatives and friends to go ashore became anxious. Some shouted "swim back quickly", and some took off their shoes and waded into the water to meet them.At this moment, Liu Tong's colleagues also stopped talking. They looked at the woman who was still some distance from the shore, and felt that she was swimming so slowly.

The waves were getting bigger and bigger, Liu Tong was in the sea, and his ears were full of the sound of splashing water.She couldn't see her colleagues on the shore clearly, nor could she hear everyone's shouts. She could only feel her own fatigue, and felt that the harder she pushed, the less she could travel far.As the waves rolled, she felt that the distance from the shore was getting farther and farther.

What about the fish in the water?Looking under the water, I can't see anything but pitch black.Maybe the school of fish is also afraid of such a sea, so they all hid at home.

The waves were getting bigger and bigger, and Liu Tong felt that her body was about to freeze. Her arms moved up and down mechanically, and her legs beat up and down stiffly. Frozen.Looking at the shore from a distance, all the shining light spots seemed to be covered with a halo, shaking left and right, which made Liu Tong's stomach feel uncomfortable, and she felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.

The waves are getting bigger and bigger, Liu Tong has only one feeling left, that is too tired.She was so tired that she didn't want to move, and she didn't want to open her eyes.While swimming, she thought: It would be great if I could go back to the hotel right away. I want to lie in the warm bathtub to soothe my cold limbs. I want to lie on the bed and have a good sleep. I want to drink a small cup Soju, and a big steak... But, when will you swim back?Why does the shore seem to be getting further and further away...

Sirens were raised at sea, and torrential rain hit.With the sudden intensification of the wind, the rain swept straight onto everyone's faces, making their cheeks sore.

Jacques could no longer see the sea clearly. Where is Liu Tong now, even he can't be found.He took out his mobile phone to call rescuers, but there was no signal.He couldn't wait any longer, and hurried to the security tower, but the staff he met on the road said that there was no one on the tower now.Everyone got on the lifeboat and went to the sea to pick up those who hadn't come back.

The man comforted Jacques and said: Don't worry, the lifeboat will definitely find Liu Tong and bring her back.Jacques had no other choice but to return to the spot and continue to look into the sea, eagerly waiting for the familiar figure to appear.

So tired, Liu Tong couldn't move for a while, but as long as she stopped rowing, she would be knocked off balance by the big waves that followed, and she couldn't breathe, forcing her to start moving again.

"quick!"

There seemed to be some sound in Liu Tong's ear. Was it the sea breeze that brought the shouts of colleagues on the shore?Or, deep down in her heart, did she know how tired she was?This voice urged myself: Don't be sleepy, don't be tired, don't just stop like this.Be faster, swim faster.Liu Tong bit her lower lip fiercely, and the pain instantly spread to her limbs. She swam forward with all her strength, waving her already frozen and unconscious arm.

However, Hailang will not sympathize with her helplessness, nor show any pity for her plight.A gust of wind brought a huge wave and rolled it down.Liu Tong's head had just left the water, and before he could take in a breath, the wave hit her head firmly and hit her face.The salty seawater suddenly rushed into her nostrils and into her lungs...

Liu Tong's breathing was blocked in an instant, his chest hurt as if it had been exploded, the choked sea water soured his facial features, his eyes were covered with tears, and he couldn't see clearly.

Liu Tong's ears were buzzing, and his facial features were like a levee opening the gate, pouring in more and more sea water, gradually, gradually,

Her consciousness began to blur.

At the last moment when she lost her mind, Liu Tong seemed to hear the sound of the boat, she raised her arm vigorously, and called out with a voice that only she could hear: Xiao Fan, save me... Xiao Fan, I am here!

The relentless water swallowed the top of her head, dragging her to the dark bottom.Liu Tong stared wide-eyed, looking at the water that was originally farther away.The water seems to be less cold, the waves are not so big, and everything around is peaceful.

Suddenly, Liu Tong's eyes lit up. In the daytime sea, Xiao Fan was swimming towards him in a blue and white swimsuit. She slapped her legs, splashed the water with one hand, and reached out to Liu Tong with the other.

Liu Tong thought to herself: She is so beautiful, she looks so good swimming!The corners of her mouth are curled up, is she smiling?Is she laughing at my embarrassment?Then she must not know, in fact, I feel great now.

Liu Tong stretched out his hand, trying to catch Xiao Fan's slender fingers, but he couldn't reach them.

"Tong, come." Xiao Fan said.

"Okay..." Liu Tong stepped on the water and leaned forward, and greeted Xiao Fan in the light.Her eyes are persistent and full of happiness, with her arms outstretched and her heart still beating, she blends with the person she loves forever.

92. Smashing down

Xiao Fan parked the car in the parking lot in front of Wei Heng's office building.When the car drove in, she discovered that the parking lot, which was originally open on all sides, had been surrounded at some point.All passing vehicles must enter and exit through designated entrances and exits. A small board room was set up between the entrances and exits. A middle-aged man with a cigarette in his mouth recorded the numbers of the vehicles entering and exiting.

Xiao Fan originally wanted to go directly through the parking lot and go to the coffee shop across the road to find Yueqing, but she could see the fence nearly one meter high, so she had to walk back to the exit of the parking lot and follow the path beside the building like Walk across the road.

Walking out of the parking lot, Xiao Fan looked back at the middle-aged man at the entrance who was smoking a cigarette and had tattoos all over his shoulders and back. He thought to himself: It doesn't look like a good stubble. Could this be the so-called random charging?In broad daylight, is there no one to care about?There are dozens of companies in this building, and the underground parking spaces are limited after all. Do you have to pay them every day to go to work?This is too outrageous.

After thinking about it, the person had already walked to the side of the building facing the main street.Xiao Fan raised his eyes to look at Yueqing, but unexpectedly found that everyone on the road seemed to be looking at her.Xiao Fan looked down at his clothes, there was nothing inappropriate.When Xiao Fan raised his eyes in doubt, the man at the toll gate also turned his head back.Only then did Xiao Fan realize that everyone was not looking at her, but at the top of her head.

As soon as the tattooed middle-aged man raised his head, he let out a hoarse roar: "Cao, jump off the building!"

Xiao Fan was taken aback for a moment, and then he heard the voices of everyone pointing:

"Look, look, it's a person, a person!"

"Female, I can see clearly, it seems to be a female."

When Xiao Fan didn't understand what was going on, following everyone's gaze, he also raised his head... only to see a dark figure hitting him directly.

Xiao Fan subconsciously dodged to the side, but it was still too late.

There was only a sound of "touch", and a person smashed firmly on Xiao Fan's head and her face, and the salty blood suddenly rushed into her mouth and nose, and rushed out of her face. body of......

Xiao Fan only felt that his breathing was instantly blocked, his chest hurt like it was exploding, the blood choked in his nasal cavity invaded his facial features, his eyes were also covered with a layer of blood, and he couldn't see clearly.

There was a buzzing in her ears, and her facial features were like a levee that opened a gate, and more and more blood gushed out. Gradually, gradually, her consciousness began to blur.

At the last moment of confusion, Xiao Fan seemed to hear Liu Tong's shout: Xiao Fan, save me... Xiao Fan, I am here!

"Where are you? Liu Tong, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Fan asked anxiously in a voice only he could hear.

She widened her eyes and looked at the blue sky, and the originally distant horizon seemed to drop before her eyes.In the blue like sea water, Liu Tong stood there wearing a black and white swimsuit, smiling quietly and staring at himself.

Xiao Fan thought to himself: She is so beautiful!What a beautiful smile!Why is she standing so far away?Why don't you come by my side?Is she still going?No, Liu Tong, come to my arms, let me hold you tightly, and never separate again.

"Tong, come" Xiao Fan's lips could not make a sound

"OK..."

Xiao Fan heard the answer she most wanted to hear.She sat up and greeted Liu Tong in the light.Her eyes are persistent and full of happiness, with her arms outstretched and her heart still beating, she blends with the person she loves forever.

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As soon as Li Jun stopped the car, he saw several police cars and fire trucks parked in front of Weiheng Business, as well as a large group of people pointing around there.

He was too lazy to watch the excitement, so he staggered into Maoer Coffee, looked left and right, but found no sign of Qingyue.Just as I took out my phone to ask where the person was, the phone rang.

"Where is anyone? I'm here." Li Jun found a seat by the window and planned to sit down first.

"Come on, come on, shit, something happened, something happened to Lao Fan, come on..." Qing Yue yelled incoherently on the phone.

Li Jun raised his buttocks just as he was about to sit down, "Come on, come on, come on, where are you coming from? What happened? What are you in a hurry for?"

"I'm downstairs in Weiheng, I jumped off the building...Damn, I jumped off the building..."

"What? Lao Fan jumped off the building?" Li Jun shouted, startling the other people in the coffee shop. Everyone looked at Li Jun with puzzled expressions.

Li Jun quickly ran out of the coffee shop and rushed to the place where the crowd gathered.As soon as he arrived here, he saw Qingyue and two medical staff carrying a man onto the ambulance stretcher. The man's head and face were covered with blood, and the blood flowed down his hair onto the stretcher, and then dripped onto the ground.

Li Jun heard the doctors say: Hurry up, the signs of life are weak, so hurry up.As soon as the stretcher was pushed onto the ambulance, Li Jun grabbed Yue Qing: "Where is Lao Fan?"

When Yue Qing saw Li Jun, his expression changed from dull to sad and angry.He pointed to the person on the stretcher, and said tremblingly in a high-pitched voice: "Where is it? Didn't you see it, there! There, the one lying on that stretcher is her!"

"Ah!" Li Jun was completely taken aback, "What the hell is going on? Didn't you just talk about having dinner together! Why did she just..." Li Jun roared.

Yue Qing threw off Li Jun and grabbed his arm: "I don't know what the hell is going on." He pointed to the person on the other lifesaving stretcher behind him and said, "It's this mental patient who committed suicide by jumping off the building! Damn, it's not good where she died, so she chose to jump here. As a result, when she jumped off, Xiao Fan passed by here. It hit her right. This inch, why is it so fucking unlucky."

"Ah!" Li Jun seemed to be listening to a story.

He looked back and saw that the person in the stretcher was in a coma.But the doctor said: Vital signs...stable.

The author has something to say:

To pass the loneliness with thoughts,

It is sanity before being lost.

To pass the time with desire,

It is the indulgence before the diffusion.