looking away

【break free】

The evil of the previous life, the fruit of resentment in this life.

The governor is the most difficult to control, and he says it out of shame.

True and false, false and false,

Who dares to assert,

Three realms, five dimensions and seven realms, no soul?

A pair of leather racks are in the world,

Get rid of the rot and think about the past.

93. Drift

The few people left on the coast were already in a panic.

They were staggered by the storm, staggered and approached the sea carefully, and wanted to look into the sea carefully, but before they could see clearly, they were almost knocked down by a big wave in the sea, so they had no choice but to retreat further. In the anxious expression, the fear of the sea was added.

Just when Jacques and others were at a loss, a lifeboat on the sea sailed out of the rolling waves, and it was Liu Tong lying on the boat.The lifeguard was busy resuscitating Liu Tong, and she was out of breath at the moment.

Jacques ran to the lifeboat in a few steps, and the lifeguard asked, "Is she the person you are looking for?"

Jacques nodded again and again, his voice was choked in his throat, and he couldn't speak.

Liu Tong, who was pale and in a coma, was lying on the hospital bed.Beside the hospital bed stood the doctor, nurse, Chen Guang, Jacques and two other colleagues.The doctor said: It is a blessing among misfortunes that he can save his life. As for when he will wake up, it is not sure yet.

Jacques sat on the edge of the bed and held Liu Tong's hand, his complexion was not much better than Liu Tong's.Chen Guang sighed and patted his shoulder.Then he turned around and said to the people around him: Hire someone to take care of her first. At her house, after a few days when Liu Tong's condition is stable, I will go and notify her.Several people nodded, and secretly let out a sigh of relief.

At this time, Liu Tong's consciousness was wandering in a place she was not familiar with.She was barefoot, wearing the swimsuit she wore when she went into the sea, standing in the middle of the corridor of a hospital.People coming and going around were walking fast, and no one stopped and stood opposite Liu Tong.Liu Tong knew in his heart that he was either in a dream, or his soul had passed away... Thinking of this, Liu Tong was not sad, but he just got rid of a pair of skin and bones that would eventually decay, and finally got rid of the secular mouthpiece And eyes, isn't this what she has always dreamed of?Moreover, Liu Tong suddenly remembered a great convenience of being a ghost, that is, you can go wherever you want, see whoever you want, and watch for as long as you want!This is simply fantastic.

Liu Tong was happy, but looking around, she couldn't help frowning again.Such a rare opportunity, how could she come to the hospital?And it wasn't the one I was living in.

Just wondering, Liu Tong saw a group of people rushing into the elevator room, and there were two figures among them, whom she seemed to be very familiar with.The elevator went all the way up and stopped on the 7th floor, and Liu Tong followed to the 7th floor.

This floor is the operating room, and the indicator light outside the operating room door shows: In operation.The people who just came up, together with some people who were waiting here, sat together, no one spoke, and their faces were full of worry and anxiety.

Liu Tong saw the faces of those two people clearly, and not only became more puzzled.how are they hereWho are they waiting for?Could it be...?Liu Tong walked through the door of the operating room and into the operating area.

It turned out that the consciousness would also be tense. Liu Tong felt that her feet were gradually hanging off the ground, and her curled fingers were tightly clasped in the palm of her hand. She cast her frightened and helpless eyes on one operating room after another.She saw a mother who had a caesarean section, a middle-aged man with a heart bypass, and a lady with a broken bone in a car accident.When she walked to the last operating room, she couldn't see the face of the man who was undergoing brain surgery.The atmosphere in the operating room was extremely tense.While observing the data on the instrument, the doctor gave orders decisively, and the alarm kept beeping for some unknown instrument.

Liu Tong was a little panicked, his free consciousness was already floating in the air.She came to the bed, stared at the bloody face, looked and looked... When a drop of crystal clear foam touched Xiao Fan's face, it turned out that the consciousness would also cry.

Xiao Fan opened his eyes as if he had just woken up.She looked at Liu Tong and smiled.

"You came?"

Liu Tong nodded.

"Why are you flying so high?"

Liu Tong floated a little lower, gently stroking the cracked corner of Xiao Fan's eye with his hand: "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore. Are you okay?"

"I?"

"Well, I see, you're underwater..."

"Oh yeah, you came and pulled me out of the water. I'm fine."

"It turned out to be true..." Xiao Fan smiled gratifiedly.

Liu Tong said: "Yes, it's all true. You saved me, but you..."

Xiao Fan shook his head and said, "I'm fine."

"Xiao Fan..."

"Ok?"

"Let's go."

"that's it?"

"that is it!"

Xiao Fan sat up slowly, leaving behind the busy heads and bodies of the doctors.The beeps of the heart monitor formed a constant line, and the doctors were in a panic.

Xiao Fan took Liu Tong's hand and walked out of the operating room.The elevator door opened again, and Xiao Fan's mother appeared in the elevator accompanied by her relatives. When she saw the tears of sympathy in everyone's eyes, she fainted.

Xiao Fan panicked instantly, she let go of Liu Tong's hand, and ran to her mother, wanting to shout, scream, and hug her, but how could a soul do this?She was flustered and at a loss, squatting beside her mother, with her hands wide open, brushing her mother's face over and over again, opening and closing her mouth and muttering: Mom, Mom, wake up.

Liu Tong stared at this scene silently, then walked to Xiao Fan, patted her on the shoulder and said: "Go back, hurry up, maybe there is still time."

Xiao Fan looked back into Liu Tong's eyes, and finally said: "Tong, I can't let my mother go. I'm sorry..."

Seeing the corners of Xiao Fan's eyes filled with tears, Liu Tong smiled wryly and shook his head, then leaned over and gently kissed Xiao Fan's forehead.

Is it just in a dream that you can't let go of all this?

Well, I will smile and watch you go away.

94. Amnesia

"Finally saved!" Everyone in the operating room let out a sigh of relief.The doctor dragged his tired feet to the operating room and told everyone the good news. Yueqing couldn't help crying: "Great, Lao Fan is fine."

Xiao Fan's mother was lying on a bed in another ward. As soon as she woke up, she heard the news that Xiao Fan was fine. She called her wife silently in her heart: You must protect our daughter over there and make her happy. Live a healthy and happy life and don't suffer from such hardships again.

On a bed in another ward, Yu Li was still unconscious.Both father and younger sister were by the bed. Father looked at Yu Li's pretty face on the bed, and his mind was full of the girl's appearance when she was a child.Her immature voice seemed to still be echoing in her ears, but now, she was lying here.

Lao Yu lowered his head and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. After his wife passed away, he has been silent at home, not caring about his daughters, and just wanted to end this lonely old age as soon as possible.Who would have thought that before he left, the daughter couldn't wait to take a step first.When the call came home, he couldn't believe it, it was his daughter?That gentle, sensible, kind daughter of the Gu family did such an extreme thing?

He rushed to the hospital in a hurry, until he saw Yu Li lying on the hospital bed, he still thought it was just a nightmare.

The nurse came in to check the physical data, and said while recording: This is the first time I saw that I jumped from such a high building, and it was only a fracture.really weird.

Father Yu hummed in embarrassment.He didn't want to hear other people mention the matter of jumping off the building again, but he couldn't control other people's mouths.Yu Li's ward door is often surrounded by a group of people.While satisfying their curiosity, they also discussed among themselves: I didn’t die by jumping off the building, and almost killed someone else.I heard that that person is an executive of a company, what is this called?

Yu Min was very upset these two days. After she got out of the fear of Yu Min's suicide at the beginning, she immediately fell into the follow-up matters, and the matter of going abroad for further study was completely ruined.

"Why isn't she awake?" Yu Li frowned and muttered.

"It's hurting my brain." Father replied in a low voice while massaging Yu Li's calf.

"Dad, do you want to stimulate her with a trick? I watched it in a TV show, play her some songs she likes to listen to, find someone she likes to call her, or hit her, yes, hit her on the head. Just hit her on the head again during the TV show, and she might wake up."

Old Yu stared at him: "Nonsense, thank you for having read the books. You can also believe things in TV dramas? Do whatever the doctor tells you to do. You are not allowed to use those tricks."

"Dad!" Yu Min pouted and complained: "You still blame me, I'm also in a hurry, my sister's lying down for a day is a day's money. How can our family have so much!"

"You don't need to worry about money." Old Yu replied bluntly: "She has been taking care of us all these years, and now...it's up to you as a younger sister to take care of her." Old Yu's voice softened, He looked at Yu Li and said with distress, "Oh! It's not your sister who wants to lie here."

Yu Min didn't notice her father's sentimentality at all, she curled her lips and said, "Hmph! She definitely doesn't want to lie here. She just wants to lie in the morgue! It's a good thing now, she didn't lie in it, and almost got someone else in." , thanks to Xiao Fan's fate, otherwise, the police said she would be sentenced to at least 7 years."

Lao Yu didn't speak any more, he just hoped that his daughter would wake up early.He secretly made up his mind: as long as Yu Li wakes up, he must treat her well and make up for what he owed his daughter all these years.Thinking of this, Lao Yu held his daughter's hand.

At this time, Lao Yu suddenly felt Yu Li's hand move slightly in his palm, and then saw his daughter's eyes slowly opening. Lao Yu called out excitedly: "Lily, are you awake? You are awake, You are awake."

"Wake up? Wake up! Nurse, nurse, my sister is awake!" Yu Min ran out to call the nurse, and his father's excited smile was mixed with tears of happiness.

The doctors were busy checking Yu Li's physical condition, Yu Li looked at everyone blankly, at a loss: "I, what's wrong?"

"Son, you scared Dad to death."

"dad?"

Yu Min smiled at the side and said: "Sister, you're so tall, it's okay to jump off and stare blankly, you're a celebrity now."

"Yu Min, don't say a few words."

Yu Li looked at the father and daughter, not knowing what they were talking about.She cast doubtful eyes on the doctor.The doctor noticed her abnormality: "What do you feel uncomfortable now?"

Yu Li replied: "My ears are buzzing all the time, my head hurts, and what's more," she looked at Yu Min and his daughter again, "I don't seem to know them."

"What?" Yu Min's voice raised an octave: "Damn, amnesia? Can't it, is it true or not?"

After a detailed examination, the neurologist told Lao Yu: Yu Li may have lost her memory due to an injury to her brain, and she needs medicine and psychological counseling, as well as the cooperation of her family, to recover her memory at an unknown time .Lao Yu looked at Yu Li with a dazed face, and he didn't know what it was like.

95. Farewell

After Yu Li woke up, except for her memory, her body recovered day by day.With everyone's explanations, she knew how she jumped off the building, and went to visit Xiao Fan in the ward on the second floor. She unexpectedly discovered that she felt more intimate and familiar with this person in front of her than a relative.

Because of this, she felt even more guilty about Xiao Fan's injury.She would come to Xiao Fan's ward to sit for a while every day, and the most she said was "I'm sorry."

Xiao Fan had already come out of the initial anger. When she accidentally found out that Yu Li was the one who hurt her, she even felt that God had played a big joke on her.Especially after Yu Li communicated with her several times, Xiao Fan discovered that not only did she lose her memory, but also her temperament changed.Not only is she no longer bitter and mean, but she also has a bit more wisdom and humor. You can even vaguely see Liu Tong's shadow from her actions, words and deeds.

Thinking of this, Xiao Fan shook his head and laughed at himself in his heart: I'm really crazy, I can't just think of everyone as her just because I want to be alone.

Yu Li had a dream. In the dream, she was wearing a black and white swimsuit and swimming in the sea. The wind became more and more violent and the waves became bigger and bigger. The limbs gradually sank to the bottom of the sea.She dreamed that Xiao Fan swam over to save her, and called her name over and over - Liu Tong.She woke up from the dream with a shudder, and when she looked up, the clock on the wall was just past 2 o'clock in the morning.

Liu Tong has been in a coma for fourteen days.When her mother heard the news, she was silent for a long time before telling Chen Guang: My current husband is seriously ill, and I can't live without people... I don't have any extra savings... ..

After Chen Guang put down the phone, he felt more compassion for Liu Tong.After tidying up briefly, Chen Guang planned to go to the hospital. The doctor said that her condition was not very good, and her high fever persisted due to another lung infection.

Liu Tong's consciousness has been drifting away for too long, she couldn't bear to leave Xiao Fan, so she wandered around in the hospital all the time.She saw Xiao Fan waking up, saw Xiao Fan's mother smiling, saw Yue Qing and Li Jun teasing beside the hospital bed, and she saw Yu Li... She suddenly had a thought in her heart, and heard that consciousness can be attached to others body, why don't you try it yourself?

So, Liu Tong tried to walk into Yu Li's body again and again.In the beginning, when Yu Li was still very weak, this matter was very easy to do. Liu Tong walked into Xiao Fan through Yu Li's feet, saw Xiao Fan through Yu Li's eyes, and touched Xiao Fan through Yu Li's senses. After reaching Xiao Fan's hand and smelling her breath, Liu Tong felt extremely happy.

But later, as Yu Li's body gradually recovered, when Liu Tong wanted to walk into her again, he would encounter huge resistance pushed outward.Yu Li's gradually clear consciousness gained the upper hand, and she clearly declared her ownership of her body.

At this moment, Liu Tong is hovering beside Xiao Fan's bed, looking like a lonely ghost, she is afraid of staying but unwilling to leave, entangled, sad and hesitant, making her upset.She knew that time was running out.She planned to try again tonight when Yu Li was asleep and her consciousness was scattered. She wanted to use Yu Li's body to bid farewell to Xiao Fan.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, Liu Tong took advantage of Yu Li's body to sit beside Xiao Fan's bed.She gently pushed Xiao Fan's hand, and whispered Xiao Fan's name.

At this moment, Xiao Fan was in a dream, staring at the pitch-black sea in a daze.This was a common occurrence in her recent dreams.Sometimes the sea water floats with microwaves, sometimes the sea water is surging and noisy, and sometimes the sea water remains motionless as if angry.Today, the sea water is different again, as if holding back an undercurrent, wanting to break through the sea and shoot onto the coast again and again.

Xiao Fan was watching, only to feel a familiar voice coming from her ear, she held her breath and listened carefully for a while, ah!It's Liu Tong.She opened her eyes at once, and Yu Li in front of her made her stunned.

"Xiao Fan, it's me."

Xiao Fan propped himself up and sat up, and asked suspiciously: "Yu Li? It's so late?"

Liu Tong lowered his head and hesitated for a while, and when he raised his head again, there was a layer of mist in his eyes: "Xiao Fan, don't talk, just listen to me, okay? I'm not Yu Li...Of course, it's just for a while Not Yu Li,"

"Then who are you?" Xiao Fan was even more surprised.

Liu Tong put his index finger on his lips, signaling Xiao Fan not to interrupt: "I have limited time, listen to me." Xiao Fan saw Liu Tong again from her movements, and told her intuitively that the person opposite looked like Yu Yu. Li's people are serious.

Liu Tong went on to say: "I am Liu Tong. More than ten days ago, I drowned while swimming in the sea. I saw you when I was unconscious. You brought me to the surface of the sea and let the lifeguards find me. But When I was rescued, I was already dying. Although my body was still lying in the hospital and in a deep coma, my consciousness could never return. I have been guarding you since my consciousness drifted away.

I look at you lying on the operating table, and I talk to you, oh yes, I talk to your consciousness.You still wanted to go with me.But...hehe, forget it, let's not talk about this.I found out that Yu Li was the one who injured you. I borrowed her body to visit you several times when she was weak.But, my body can't last till dawn.Once the body passed away, my consciousness was completely broken.So, this will be the last time I see you. "

Liu Tong took Xiao Fan's hand, put it on his chest, and continued slowly, word by word: "My dear, thank you for making me so happy in this life. You also have to live well and happily. "

Liu Tong's words connected the dream, intuition, and vague consciousness in Xiao Fan's brain. It only took a few minutes for Xiao Fan to go from surprise to clarity to fear.

"...Liu Tong..." Xiao Fan took Liu Tong into his arms and hugged him tightly, "Is this the only way?"

Liu Tong raised his head, kissed Xiao Fan deeply, then sat up straight with tears in his eyes, and said with a smile: "I have to go, Yu Li's consciousness is about to wake up. During this time, I will use her body to A lot of my consciousness remains in her mind, which will affect her to some extent, but it is not a bad thing. I hope my consciousness can give her some influence, so that she can live a more relaxed and free-spirited life. Xiao Fan , if this is the case, please send me away with a smile. I love you."

Liu Tong turned to leave, Xiao Fan jumped off the bed and shouted: "Liu Tong, don't go." But in a blink of an eye, she disappeared.Xiao Fan bent down on the ground, weeping bitterly.

Epilogue:

The grave-sweeping crowd gradually dispersed, and Xiao Fan, who was dressed in black, sat in front of Xiao Fan's grave and put two goblets on it.

"This red wine is your favorite. I didn't give it to Li Jun and the others if they wanted to drink it, but I brought it here for you to taste," Xiao Fan poured two glasses after he finished speaking, and drank one himself first.

"Time is so fast. After today, I will be 50. Oh, by the way, the golden retriever raised at home is almost 7 years old. It is getting lazy now, and it is probably old. You say, if it is gone Shall we still keep it?" Xiao Fan turned his head to look at the tombstone, and chuckled, "I guessed that you were afraid that I would be lonely, okay, let's raise another one, this time a black back, I remember you like it too... ...."

The cell phone rang at this moment, Xiao Fan put down his wine glass, picked up the phone and said, "Lily, are you back? How is your father? Well, that's good. I'm still here, and I'll go back after sitting down for a while, you Do not worry."

End

The author has something to say:

Resentment light in the heart,

The writing under the pen is clear and muddy.

Relaxed and relaxed,

High and low.

Jumping quickly and slowly, the song should not be the soul.

Long and short point painting, painting is not handy.

Live differently and enjoy yourself.

It's not bad to adjust the time.

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