looking away

【Wish】

When I come, I don’t want to, I don’t understand, I don’t understand

Go through with the situation, the wish, the cause and the fruit

Regardless of whether it is love, willingness, courage or cowardice

Will be different, wish to be similar

75. They

After returning from Z City Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital, Liu Tong was so obedient that Xiao Fan couldn't believe it.Quit smoking and drinking, take medicine and apply medicine on time, and don't even look at the things you shouldn't eat.With Liu Tong's self-discipline and medication, the scars tended to soften after more than half a month. After more than a month, Liu Tong's pain and itching symptoms were relieved, and he could sleep more peacefully at night.Seeing how she cooperated with the treatment, Xiao Fan finally let go of his worries.

Recently, my mother and Xiao Fan communicated more and more often, from once a week to two or three times a week.Sometimes I would make video calls with Xiao Fan, dragging my wife to talk to Xiao Fan.Although he kept saying the same things every time: the recent situation of friends and relatives, Xiao Fan's work mood... But Xiao Fan gradually felt that Zhang Luyun was the one he wanted to inquire about most when his parents went around.

When it comes to Zhang Luyun, Xiao Fan also finds it strange that this person who is neither tepid, nor impatient, nor far nor near, can keep in touch for so long.Xiao Fan felt that it was impossible to say that it was because of liking or love.In the time after we met, we met only a handful of times. The understanding of each other depends on the voice. Where does the love come from?

Why?Xiao Fan couldn't figure it out.She asked Zhang Luyun, is there no suitable person around?Zhang Luyun smiled and said: Maybe there is, who knows?I can't see it anyway.So Xiao Fan stopped talking.

She knew that her original selfishness had swelled with the longer Zhang Luyun existed.She even sometimes wondered, if Zhang Luyun told the truth, would he be as calm and indifferent as he is now, and agree to marry her indifferently?Anyway, the life separated by two places should not have much influence on him...

After this idea popped into his mind, Xiao Fan couldn't help but often fantasize about the feasibility of this matter.She designed the scene of the confession, guessed Zhang Luyun's expression, and planned her life once she made it clear.

This kind of wishful thinking became more and more full and concrete in Xiao Fan's mind.Sometimes, Xiao Fan would suddenly feel that it would soon become a reality.But what if it did happen?Xiao Fan was actually not sure.

Two months after Gao Yu's father passed away, after discussing with Liu Tong, Gao Yu took her mother to ZhH City to live with them temporarily, and her mother lived in a bedroom with Gao Yu.When Liu Tong first met her, she couldn't believe that a woman who hadn't reached 50 would look so old. Life tortured her with thick joints and deformed fingers. Her forehead and face were covered with fine wrinkles, and there were a few strands of gray and white on the top of her forehead. Her hair is thin, and she speaks in a very low voice, and the slightest sound will startle her.Gao Yu took her for a medical examination, and she weighed less than 80 catties... But even so, her strong personality couldn't bear to be taken care of blindly. After a few days, she was anxious to go out and find a job .Gao Yu naturally refused to let her go. She said that her mother had been tired for half her life, and she had to take a good rest this time, and then talk about other things after her body recovered.The mother couldn't hold back Gao Yu, so she had to be obedient, and silently grabbed all the housework in the family.

Lao Xie's bar was exchanged to a foreigner.The night before the handover, Lao Xie called Sister Shu, but Sister Shu didn't answer, and then sent a message asking: What's the matter?It was inconvenient just now.Lao Xie smiled wryly, and replied: I've cashed out the bar.After a long time, Sister Shu replied: Yes.There is no audio.Lao Xie thought: This time, all the memories left by Sister Shu will be emptied.Xiao Fan said: "A person who is going to leave, let's leave as soon as possible. Don't leave too many and deep marks in each other's time. Once you don't wipe them off, you will be under pressure." Just like Sister Shu , passionate when she loves, decisive when she leaves, that moment is the brilliance of fireworks in her memory, but what is left for Lao Xie is a dreamy memory that is hard to get rid of for a long time.

Xie Qiu's self-study room opened. She is skilled in craftsmanship and conscientious. It didn't take long for the students to be full.In the past few days, Lao Xie is thinking about renting out the left and right small business services together, so that he can recruit more students.Just after one o'clock in the afternoon, Lao Xie sent the last batch of students back to the store and cleaned up the restaurant with the waiter.At this time, the door was pushed open, and Liu Tong walked in wearing sunglasses and shaking the car key in his hand.

Lao Xie looked up, and then smiled: "Yo, rare visitor. You are a busy person, why did you come to my small temple?"

Liu Tong took off his glasses: "Why? Don't you let me come? Once your bar is closed, it's hard for me to see you. I usually have to avoid those children. I'm afraid it will have a bad influence on you, so I can only rush for this time I dare to come to worship you. Is it easy for me?"

Lao Xie wiped his hands with a smile, picked up a pot of freshly boiled water and said, "Don't talk, when will I think you are not a good influence, you and Xiao Fan are not invited even if I want to, go to the back room and sit down." , I’ll make you a pot of good tea. My friend just mailed it to me, and I’m still not willing to drink it myself.”

The two walked into the house one after the other.

After Lao Xie made the tea, he sat down and looked at Liu Tong and said, "Is there something wrong?"

Liu Tong nodded: "Old Xie, I heard Xiao Fan said that you want to expand the scale and recruit people?"

"Ah."

"I want to recommend someone to you, do you think it's okay?"

"Okay, an acquaintance who knows everything is the best. You can't ask for it. No recommendation is needed. You can do what you say. Let her come."

Liu Tong waved his hand: "You don't know who it is yet, so don't talk too much."

Xie Qiu asked suspiciously, "Who is it?"

"high rain"

Lao Xie was stunned for a moment.

Liu Tong looked at Lao Xie's expression and smiled slightly: "You don't have to answer me right away, think about it. I'll probably tell you about her situation."

It turned out that Gao Yu had been struggling in Liu Tong's company since last year, and his room for advancement was greatly limited due to his low education.No matter how hard she tried, the gap caused by the lack of knowledge was still unavoidable in front of her.In addition, this year, Gao Yu's family had a few incidents, she asked for leave one after another, and there were a few mistakes at work, which made it difficult for Liu Tong to intercede for her.Originally, Gao Yu wanted to resign and find another job, but after her mother came, she didn't dare to lose her job rashly, so she continued to work with her heart hanging.

Liu Tong knew that the company would not delay Gao Yu's affairs for too long.Therefore, pay special attention to the company's personnel adjustment.Yesterday, Liu Tong received news that Gao Yu was on the company's list of dismissals.So, she found Xie Qiu, trying to find a place for Gao Yu to retreat.

After hearing this, Lao Xie sighed: "Liu Tong, it's not that I don't help. It's not that Gao Yu is not good. You know, if there is no such thing, I would like to have someone like her come Help me, but now..."

Liu Tong raised his hand and interrupted Xie Qiu: "Old Xie, you just need to tell me whether to use her or not. I will solve other problems. Since I can propose this idea, I will naturally have a solution. Her I will do the work."

After a pause, Liu Tong continued: "Old Xie, if Gao Yu can help you with his ability, your business can grow even bigger."

Lao Xie smiled wryly, thought for a while, and finally nodded his head as if he had made up his mind: "Okay, I believe you. However, the ugly words are up front, and nothing can affect Lin Lin at any time, otherwise no one will It’s not okay to say.”

Liu Tong smiled and stood up, patted Lao Xie on the shoulder and left.

Gao Yu submitted his resignation letter before the company's dismissal notice was issued.After she went to Lao Xie's self-study room, Xie Qiu became even more powerful, and the next year the study room was renamed Lexue Workshop, and the business became more and more prosperous.

76. Roundabout

February in winter is the most comfortable time in ZhH city.The undiminished green shade along the road, the clear blue sky, and the cool temperature.When the sun is good, there are more and more people walking in neighborhoods, parks, and even on both sides of the road to exercise, stop and chat.

Xiao Fan walked out of the conference room wearing a light gray casual suit.She held the notebook in one hand, and turned on the cell phone that had just been turned off for a meeting with the other.

"Manager Xiao, wait a moment." A woman's porcelain bell-like call came from behind.Without looking back, Xiao Fan also knew that it was the voice of Chu Wu, the director of the Supervision Department.

Xiao Fan secretly took a deep breath, then raised the corners of his mouth, turned around and stood facing Chu Wu: "Manager Chu, what's the matter?"

As the first dance approached, a strong fragrance rushed towards his face, and Xiao Fan took half a step back with unnoticed movements.

"Manager Xiao, you're leaving in such a hurry, I won't be able to catch up if I'm one step late." Chu Wu blamed in a half-coquettish tone.

"Hehe, Manager Chu was joking. No matter how fast I am in a company, I can't run far. Why do you have to hurry?" Xiao Fan laughed.

"Oh, I can't do without chasing you. Manager Xiao Fan is a busy person in our company. How many times have I been to your office area but I haven't found you?"

"Oh? Manager Chu came here? Why didn't Xiaoxia tell me? I have to question her when I go back. Isn't this rude..."

When Chu Wu heard this, she quickly waved her hands: "No, no, I just noticed that you were not there when I went to work. I didn't ask the secretary to leave a message for you. Don't wrong a good man." After finishing speaking, Chu Wu naturally stretched out her hand Holding Xiao Fan's arm, he led Xiao Fan to the conference lounge.

After the meeting, the lounge was empty. When the cleaning employee saw the two people coming in, he stopped what he was doing and closed the door with his backhand when he exited.

Xiao Fan intentionally sat on a separate sofa first, and looked at Chu Wu with a smile: "Next time, Manager Chu, if you have something to do with me, please don't make a trip in person. It only takes a phone call, and I will definitely show up in time." In front of you, having an appointment with a beautiful manager is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and I can't wait for it."

Chu Wu's eyes were bent by Xiao Fan's smile, she pretended to be angry and glared at Xiao Fan: "Your mouth, it's not worth your life to coax people to death. No kidding, I really need you for something."

Xiao Fan sat up straight and put on a posture of listening attentively.

"I heard that you are also from City D, right?"

"Ah."

"Oh, that's good. Manager Xiao, my sister told you that you must help me..." Afterwards, Chu Wu related the recent conflict with the on-site supervisor, which caused the on-site supervisor to be emotional. The work was simplified, and the emotions were passed on to the workers, which eventually led to construction problems, and the users complained to the company, which was briefly described.

After finishing speaking, Chu Wu sighed and said: "Oh! You heard it at the meeting just now, and I will be punished. Tell me, what does this have to do with me? It is the workers who put the pipeline If you make a mistake and have a bad attitude with the head of the household, just fire them. Why do you have to involve me? Besides, even if there is management responsibility, it should be Xiao Li's responsibility, right? He is the supervisor who arrested the scene. He's fine, why bully me? Let me tell you, our company discriminates against female executives, especially those who have no background and background like me, so it's even easier to bully. No, it's something that can't be beat , all want to drag me, this job is simply impossible..."

Xiao Fan saw that the more she talked, the more excited she became, he deliberately cleared his throat and interrupted Chu Wu: "Then, Manager Chu... looking for me?"

"Oh," Chu Wu raised her hand to touch the corners of her eyes, wiped away the tears that were about to flow out of her eyes not only because of excitement, but also because of grievances, then leaned forward and reached out to hold Xiao Fan's hand on her knee.

"Can you help me?"

"You said, if I can do it, I will do my best." Xiao Fan speculated about her intentions in his mind.

"I heard that you and Mr. Ning have a good relationship. Both of you are from D City, and you are old friends. Can you help me set up a line. Well, I figured out that if we women want not to be bullied, we must You have to rely on me, don’t you think I’m suffering from the lack of a backer this time? You said that Xiao Li, if he didn’t have the support of his uncle, would he dare? Tell me, what is he, an undergraduate from a ruined school? Graduate, what will he do..."

Seeing that Chu Wu was about to digress again, Xiao Fan hurriedly answered, "Manager Chu, Ning and I always knew each other earlier, but it was only in the working relationship. What are you talking about..." Just now Suddenly, Xiao Fan saw that Chu Wu's face was getting colder, and his eyebrows were about to raise. Therefore, what Xiao Fan wanted to refuse directly was immediately held back in his mouth.

She changed her mind and reminded herself secretly: Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan, hasn't a Li Yuping educated you yet?How can such a person refuse directly?No matter how reasonable she is, she will definitely not understand.You see, for this kind of management responsibility that she should bear, she can even blame him and others, so let alone other things.It is wishful thinking to wait for such people to be considerate of others and understand their difficulties.As long as it is not good for her, as long as it is not in line with her wishes, it will definitely become her enemy.Hey, how can I have the time and experience to guard against such villains all the time?Forget it, in order to avoid trouble in the future, let's take a step back.

Thinking of this, Xiao Fan clasped Chu Wu's hand with the other hand: "What you said... really makes people sympathetic. So, Manager Chu, don't worry. Even if it's me and Prime Minister Ning has nothing to do with him in private, but for your sake, I want to go to him. I'm willing to go all out, even if it's a nostalgic relationship with him, I'll make a connection with my sister. Help you to seek justice , I want an explanation."

Tears welled up in Chu Wu's eyes after what Xiao Fan said, she pulled Xiao Fan up from the seat and hugged him tightly.While patting Xiao Fan on the back, he said: "Sister knows it, I can't go wrong with you. One look at you is benevolent, one look at you is kind, one look at you is caring, one look at you... you know What are you thinking, sister. Thank you, sister, thank you..."

She suddenly pushed Xiao Fan away, picked up the handbag on the sofa, took out a passport and handed it to Xiao Fan, saying: "There is 5 yuan in it, you take it first, these things will cost money. You Look, just make an appointment for me to have a meal with President Ning first. Sis, are you waiting for your letter?"

Xiao Fan looked at her back as she turned and left in a hurry, and then looked down at the card that was forced into her hand.Can't help but smile wryly.I thought it would be easy to deal with it, who would have thought that there would be such a thing.well!What is this?

Xiao Fan shook his head helplessly, picked up the mobile phone on the corner table and glanced at it, he couldn't help being stunned.

14 missed calls.7 from Li Jun, 5 from Yueqing, and 2 from Liu Tong.She first dialed Liu Tong's cell phone.

After the call was connected, before Xiao Fan could speak, Liu Tong hurriedly said: "Call Li Jun quickly, there is something at home. I will buy you a plane ticket now."

Xiao Fan's heart tightened.

77. Bondage

Putting down the phone call with Li Jun, Xiao Fan hurried to Ning Xiaofeng's office, with Li Jun's words lingering in his ears over and over again: The old man was walking in the community yesterday, passed out on the road, and fell on the snow piled on the side of the road, Later, it was discovered by the sanitation of the snow-plowing community and notified the ambulance called by the family.He also said, "Father's illness is quite serious this time, and he hasn't woken up yet."He also said: My mother didn't sleep last night, and she rarely talked to anyone. During the period, she only asked Xiao Fan once when he would come back...

Everything in front of Xiao Fan was blurred. During the period, someone had greeted her, but Xiao Fan couldn't hear anything clearly. She just nodded blankly and rushed into President Ning's office.

"President Ning," Xiao Fan saw two colleagues sitting opposite Ning Xiaofeng as soon as he entered the door, as if they were reporting something.The three of them were taken aback when they saw her break in, and then the colleagues withdrew with Ning Xiaofeng's understanding.

"Sit, Xiao Fan." Ning Xiaofeng had never seen Xiao Fan look so flustered, and knew that something urgent must have happened, "Don't worry, speak slowly."

Xiao Fan stepped in front of Ning Xiaofeng a few steps: "I want to ask for leave. My father was just taken to the hospital, and the family said that the situation is not very good." Speaking of this, Xiao Fan's eyes turned red, and she tried her best to restrain her emotions.

Ning Xiaofeng stood up when he heard the words: "I'll ask the office to buy tickets for you." He was about to pick up the phone, but Xiao Fan stopped him.

"Thank you Mr. Ning, my friend has already bought it, it's just my work..."

"You go, I'm here."

Xiao Fan nodded, and just about to turn around, he suddenly remembered something, turned around and put a piece of paper on the table: "This is the first dance manager of the Supervision Department, and I want you to have a meal with her. She begged me for help, and wanted to communicate with you more, I... can't refuse, you know her... Anyway, this matter is up to you to decide. I, then I will Let's go first." After she finished speaking, she turned around and left in a hurry.

Ning Xiaofeng looked at the photos on the table and thought about Chuwu, and he smiled lightly.Walking to the window, Ning Xiaofeng looked downstairs and saw Xiao Fan's car leaving the underground parking lot.

He silently thought: After the incident in City D, Xiao Fan became more mature.In the face of blows, not only did she not become cowardly, but she accelerated the process of cocooning and transformation.Today, she is no longer the person who only knows how to work but doesn't know how to get along with colleagues.She will always pay attention to the surrounding environment at work, carefully protect her own world, and actively maintain the relationship around her; she will pay attention to creating a workplace environment with her colleagues at work, do not avoid or dodge, and actively and bravely deal with potential conflicts and conflicts. contradiction.It can be said that compared to Xiao Fan in D city a few years ago, she is more valuable to the company now.Especially with her comprehensive ability, she has become an indispensable arm in Ning Xiaofeng's work.

At this moment, Ning Xiaofeng prayed secretly in his heart, hoping that Xiao's father could turn the danger into safety as soon as possible.At this time, the company and I cannot do without Xiao Fan.

When Xiao Fan returned home, there was a packed suitcase at the door.Liu Tong is wearing an apron in the kitchen, making dumplings.

"Don't be busy, I'm not hungry." Xiao Fan took the water from Liu Tong and sat at the dining table.

"The earliest flight was at [-] o'clock in the evening. I wanted to go back with you, but after thinking about it, I just bought your own ticket." Liu Tong said while kneading the dough with his head down.

"En." Xiao Fan understood that Liu Tong was afraid that going back with him would cause unnecessary trouble.

"Don't worry. Li Jun said that the situation has stabilized now. After you go back, you must take good care of your uncle, and at the same time, pay attention to your attitude in front of your aunt. Don't show panic and worry in front of her. You have to give her confidence."

"Ah."

"Also," Liu Tong kneaded the noodles into long strips, and then cut them into evenly sized noodles.Xiao Fan saw that Liu Tong skillfully sprinkled the noodles on the noodles, kneaded and flattened them, and rolled them into round dumpling wrappers after a few strokes.

Liu Tong picked up the dumpling wrapper and said, "I heard that Zhang Luyun is in the hospital where my uncle lives."

Xiao Fan raised his head and glanced at Liu Tong without saying a word, reached out to pick up a piece of dumpling wrapper, and wrapped it up.

Liu Tong raised his hand and slapped the back of Xiao Fan's hand: "I don't need you, there are not many of them." Then he continued: "It's better to have someone you know in the hospital, so you can rest assured. Uncle is very sick this time. It’s really heavy, thanks to him.”

Xiao Fan used one finger to scratch the face that was spilled on the table, without making a sound.

After a while, several rows of dumplings were neatly placed on the panel, and Liu Tong turned around and lit the fire to boil water.While the water was not boiling, she softly said while washing the basin and bowl, "If you are a good person, you should think about it."

The sound of the fire in the stove, the sound of water flowing from the faucet, the clinking of washing basins and bowls... overwhelmed Liu Tong's words.Xiao Fan vaguely felt what Liu Tong said, but couldn't summon up the strength to ask, she got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face, recalling the last time she saw her parents, a line of tears flowed down her cheeks and dripped into the pool.

The author has something to say:

When I come, I don’t want to, I don’t understand, I don’t understand

Go through with the situation, the wish, the cause and the fruit

Regardless of whether it is love, willingness, courage or cowardice

Will be different, wish to be similar