It turns out that no one survives in love

In the afternoon, Lin Rui received a WeChat message from Haiming asking him to eat fish head hot pot with Zhou Yan at night.Lin Rui and Zhou Yan discussed the project plan and a new collaborative article all afternoon, and then at six o'clock, both of them felt a little unable to think, so they walked slowly to the parking lot.Zhou Yan was tortured by all kinds of data and models all afternoon. He obviously wanted to have some fun with his brother at the moment. The eighth woman asked, "Hey, have you known Mr. Hai for a long time? Look at the way you two met today. It looks like a husband and wife who have been separated from the two places reunited after ten years! That is touching... Tsk tsk," Lin Rui said, "It's more than that. It's still chug." He said excitedly, but his tone was calm.Zhou Yan would not let him go just because he was acting foolishly, "Ah, to be honest, you two have such a good relationship, so will we have all the data we want in the future?" Lin Rui sighed, "You are a Baidu Huh? It’s just a small company, everyone knows how much data there is.” Seeing his troubled look, Zhou Yan was immediately satisfied, and teased him meanly, “That’s not necessarily true. , Those who have too much data will drown people.” Lin Rui was already exhausted, “Yes, yes, one day, I will drown you first.”

The two of them were so happy that they were "cheap". They were teasing back and forth, and suddenly they heard a burst of hearty laughter from behind.Turning around, I found that it was Liu Ying.She didn't go to class today, so she wore a navy blue dress, which lined her white skin, and her hair fell down, making her look slim and charming.Unexpectedly, the goddess opened her mouth and immediately turned into a ruffian, "You two are really flirting, acting like no one else. What's the matter, go on a date?" Lin Rui was startled by the comparison, and choked there. It was Zhou Yan who reacted quickly, It looked like he had been trained for a long time, "Isn't this the wedding anniversary, let's go out to a restaurant to celebrate." Lin Rui rolled his eyes, really, there are always surprises for Zhou Yan's lower limit.Liu Ying immediately followed up and said, "Hey, are you going to a restaurant? Take me one. I also worry about having nowhere to eat." Zhou Yan looked at Lin Rui when he heard this. After all, it was Haiming's treat and he came for Lin Rui He still had to see what Lin Rui wanted.Lin Rui was actually not very willing. Although he accepted his fate, he was not the real Virgin Mary White Lotus. Deep down in his heart, he could not avoid rejecting all beautiful creatures from approaching Haiming, at least not in front of his eyes.But it's not easy to offend Liu Ying's face, not to mention that she doesn't know what's going on, so she thought about it and said, "I'm treating a friend, if Teacher Liu doesn't mind, let's go together." Most people will forget it when they hear this sentence , but Liu Ying was never an ordinary person, and said straightforwardly, "Okay." Lin Rui was annoyed.

When he arrived at the restaurant, Haiming was already waiting on his seat. Seeing Lin Rui standing up to say hello, he saw a beautiful woman following him. He was taken aback for a moment, and then asked with a smile, "This is..." Zhou Yan intentionally Looking at Lin Rui without speaking, Lin Rui stabbed Zhou Yan with a knife in his heart, and then introduced with a smile, "This is Liu Ying from our department, Mr. Liu, and this is Haiming, Mr. Hai. Our project for this project It is with their company." Liu Ying stretched out her hand generously, "Hello Mr. Hai. Nice to meet you." "Hello Mr. Liu, Lin Rui and I are old friends, just call me Haiming." So Greet three people to sit down.Lin Rui sat diagonally across from Haiming, and Zhou Yan sat next to Lin Rui, so Haiming helped Liu Ying open the chair, and the two sat down next to each other.Haiming was very caring, and there was another lady present at the dinner table, who ordered light dishes, and even asked Liu Ying about the ingredients that she should avoid.Lin Rui sat there staring at the menu, feeling that his gaze was about to light the menu, and kept saying to himself, keep your demeanor and don't show timidity.He held his breath to maintain a calm image, so he didn't say a few words throughout the dinner, for fear that he would breathe fire if he was not careful.He had known for a long time that Haiming would have a girlfriend or even start a family one day, and when that day came, he would be so sad that he would die.He has been mentally prepared for ten years, which is not insufficient, but he did not expect that he would break his merits just by eating with an ordinary friend.The other three enjoyed their meal, Liu Ying was cheerful and generous, Heming was well-informed, and Zhou Yan was humorous. Lin Rui felt that he was isolated from their world.He couldn't talk, and didn't want to talk at all.After a meal, he didn't taste much at all, but his stomach hurt from eating it.

After a meal, Liu Ying and Haiming have exchanged WeChat and phone calls, followed each other's Weibo, and made an appointment to play tennis together if they have time in the future.When all this happened, Zhou Yan kept winking at Lin Rui, but Lin Rui didn't say a word, and honestly acted like a blind man who could only drink water.It was already late after dinner, so Haiming proposed to send Liu Ying and Lin Rui home, Lin Rui said blankly, "No, you can send Teacher Liu, I will go with Zhou Yan." He walked towards Zhou Yan's car without looking back.As he was walking, he heard Liu Ying thanking Haiming, and for a moment he felt powerless.

On the way home, Zhou Yan laughed and gossiped with him, "It seems that Mr. Liu is always having fun with Hai!" He also said bitterly, "I told you to hurry up! Look, look, such a good girl, being caught Your brother got there first! Hurry up now, it’s too late!" Lin Rui looked at the spoiler and became even more depressed, thinking, "Hurry up? I’ve been queuing here for ten years, so it’s not the same thing." He had a stomach ache. Powerful, I leaned weakly on the seat and stared blankly at the traffic flow outside the window and the receding high-rise buildings, suddenly felt that I was really boring, the ending I knew 800 years ago, now it’s just a real show, what the hell is it? Gas, really hypocritical.So he closed his eyes and pretended to be dead.

When he arrived at the apartment, Lin Rui took some stomach medicine, and then went to take a shower.After washing and drying my hair, I was about to check my phone, and then turned on the computer to continue working, only to see an unread WeChat message from Haiming.He paused, then clicked, "You haven't eaten anything today, go to bed with a glass of milk tonight." Lin Rui threw himself on the bed, and then felt that all the strength in his body was drained, and he was tired everywhere. , He felt that he really had no progress, and he would never be able to resist such warmth.A psychiatrist once told him that the inability to resist is due to extreme desire.He lacked love since he was a child, so he held all the warmth in his hands and didn't want to let go. If he wants to change all this, he should find someone who can give him enough warmth and love. The doctor even suggested that he can try Talk about love, even intimacy.It's not that he doesn't understand this truth, just like you only have 100 yuan, of course you will hold it tightly in your hand, and losing a dollar will make you feel distressed to death.But if you are used to having 1 yuan, it doesn't matter if you lose a dollar.Lier is the reasoner, but the problem is that he got this 100 yuan when he was dying of poverty. From then on, even if the 100 yuan is nothing special in the transaction, even if the 100 yuan is old and worn out, even if there are more 100 yuan, he just wants to fight with this 100 yuan.It's not that he doesn't care about others, and Haiming's caring is no better than other people's, or he is more careful, but it's different here.What can he do, he is also very desperate.

He lay down for a while, feeling like he wanted to die, but immediately thought that there was still an article to be rushed, and a review that had expired, and more. . .He didn't have time to die, he had to struggle to get to work, but his phone vibrated, and he turned it on with a shiver. It was still Haiming, "Both Mr. Zhou and Mr. Liu are your friends, so they are also my friends." Did you explain it cryptically?Calculate. . .Bar. . .Lin Rui threw himself back onto the bed and gritted his teeth. It seemed that he would not be able to work tonight. He was really dead. . .