It turns out that no one survives in love

Under the powerful coercion of various deadlines, Lin Rui finally put all the bad things behind him and started to work hard.

He retreated in the apartment for three days, turned off his mobile phone, fought frantically against a computer, and ordered quick-frozen dumplings when he was hungry.When he finally left the customs on the third day, he felt like he had been reborn as a whole, and he was about to go out to have a big meal to celebrate.

After taking a shower, shaved, and changed clothes, I turned on my mobile phone to search for delicious food nearby, only to see two WeChat messages.

One was sent by Haiming, asking him to play, but it turned out that it was two days ago. Since it had already expired, he decided not to return.

I was a little sorry at the beginning, but I immediately slapped myself in the heart, I don't have a long memory!Being passionate is a disease, and it must be cured!People just asked, probably forgot, some people play with him, who are you?

The other one is a request to add friends, and the note is "Jin Yu".This surprised him quite a bit.

Less than 1 minute after passing the request, the other party sent a message,

"I'm Jin Yu, let me invite you to dinner~(^_^)"

Lin Rui frowned, he didn't understand the habits of the children nowadays, and the emojis were flying all over the sky.He replied "Okay", but the other party replied in seconds, "I'm at school, is it convenient for you to pick me up?"

Lin Rui didn't feel that the other party was pushy at all. On the contrary, he liked such a straightforward child very much, which made him feel much more at ease than those polite and thoughtful people.So he replied "Success, I will send you a WeChat message at the door", took the key, and went straight to the Academy of Fine Arts.

After being stuck for more than 40 minutes, I finally got to the ground.

At this point, the school gate is full of people and cars picking them up.He was about to notify Jin Yu via WeChat, but found that the other party had sent a string of phone numbers, and added, "This is my number, it's convenient to contact (^з^)"

Lin Rui called, and 3 minutes later, Jin Yu appeared at the school gate, wearing a white T-shirt and jeans, still as simple and clean as ever, youthful.Lin Rui opened the car window and waved to him, but the other party smiled immediately when he saw him, and then rushed over.

Sitting in the car and fastening the seat belt, Jin Yu showed him a mouthful of white teeth and a pair of pear holes, "You are really fast! Are you coming from school?"

Lin Rui was put in a good mood by his smile, and said with a smile, "No, come from home, oh, the apartment. Tell me, what do you want to eat, young master?"

Jin Yu's eyes were bright, and he blurted out in a second, "Chaozhou Beef Pot!"

Lin Rui laughed, how long must he be hungry.

It was too late to make an appointment at this time, and Jin Yu directed Lin Rui to drive to a small restaurant on the street as a humanoid navigator.After parking the car and walking to the store, Jin Yu introduced, "Brother Rui, don't look at this small store, it's very authentic!"

Lin Rui was stunned for a moment when he was called "Brother Rui", and then he couldn't help laughing when he thought of "Old Qin". Well, another day, let Qin Yue hear the difference between the two names and tease him.

Jin Yu didn't mean to be polite at all, he ordered the table slowly, Lin Rui teased him, "What's the matter, great painter, writing hard, hungry?" Unexpectedly, Jin Yu replied very seriously, "Yes, I have been I'm busy with the art exhibition for the new semester, and I've eaten a bun until now, and I'm starving to death." Lin

Rui immediately turned on the parental mode, "No matter how busy you are, you have to eat. Whether it is delicious or not is another matter, but you have to eat. You are still young, and when you reach my age, you will know the importance of your body."

Jin Yu chuckled, "Like Lao Qin, you like to chatter about 'you're my age', what age are you? That's an exaggeration."

Lin Rui also laughed, "Now there is a generation gap in 5 or even 3 years. If you do the math, I'm almost half a century ahead of you."

Jin Yu didn't give face, "Oh, then I will tell Qin Yue when I go back today, you taught me that he is half a century older than me."

Lin Rui almost choked to death with a sip of tea. He coughed and pointed at Jin Yu, and after a while he recovered, "Bear boy."

When the food came, both of them were so hungry that they stopped talking immediately and ate the pot.After eating a big bowl, Lin Rui finally felt that he was full of blood and revived, and then he slowed down, and asked inadvertently, "Why do you want to find me for dinner today? Where is your old Qin?"

Jin Yu ate vigorously, beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, he swallowed the meatball in his mouth, took another chopstick of beef, and then looked at Lin Rui,

"Brother Rui, to be honest, I asked you out for dinner today because I want to ask you something."

Lin Rui thought to himself, "I knew it." He said helplessly, "Tell me, what's the matter."

Jin Yu put down his chopsticks, took a sip of water, and said seriously, "I want you to be my model."

Now Lin Rui was really surprised. When he received Jin Yu's WeChat, he knew that Jin Yu would not just find him for dinner, but he really didn't expect such a thing.

In Lin Rui's consciousness, it is a deep-rooted fact that he is not good-looking. When he was young, this kind of inferiority complex was obvious. From Liu Yi to Haiming, no matter who he stood by, he always had With a sense of "I am not good enough".Now in his thirties, the matter of appearance has long been ignored by him. Even when he is occasionally smug, he pays more attention to temperament and taste.Now that Jin Yu suddenly asked him to be a model, he thought for a moment that he had heard it wrong, or that the other party was making a joke.

Seeing the disbelief on his face, Jin Yu anxiously explained, "I'm not joking, Brother Rui, I'm serious. As you know, I'm busy with the art exhibition for the new semester. Originally, I've already found a model. But suddenly I didn’t feel the previous creativity, and I didn’t understand why. I locked myself in the studio for a long time two days ago, and I suddenly figured it out. I have no desire to express the previous creativity. For me , Painting is a kind of expression, and you must have a strong desire to express in order to have shocking works.”

When Jin Yu said these words, his expression was extraordinarily serious, which was in stark contrast to that young snack.His glasses are bright, and he really glows with a youthful look.

Lin Rui suddenly remembered that once he went to Italy for a meeting, and he also went to a small restaurant for dinner. Sitting at the next table were two Chinese students who had just gone to study and looked less than 20 years old.The two ordered a table of dishes and ate very happily. They talked about everything from opera to architecture. One of the boys with a little baby fat said that one day in the future, he will have a world tour, and the first stop will be in The National Center for the Performing Arts should also be free, so that people across the country can appreciate the charm of opera and let everyone see the performances of our own opera artists.

He thought at that time that he was really old, not only in age, but also in mentality.These two children are full of vigor, enthusiasm and fearlessness. There is no heaviness of life, no confusion and decadence in their topics, not even women and cars, but only courage and yearning for the future.You can say they are naive, you can laugh that they have not been baptized in life, but such purity and bravery are what a prematurely aging soul like him lacks.

The same is true of Jin Yu, enthusiastic, direct, and bold. He has what he wants to express, and he also has the courage to express it.He suddenly felt really envious, both Jin Yu and Qin Yue.What a blessing to be with such a person.

Seeing that Lin Rui didn't speak, Jin Yu thought he was unwilling, and anxiously explained, "Brother Rui, really, when I saw you, I knew that you had the sense of conflict that I wanted to express."

Lin Rui smiled, "What sense of conflict? Don't tell me it's a combination of Chinese and Western cultures."

Jin Yu didn't take his jokes, but said word by word, very seriously, "The scars behind the strong, the sadness under the joy."

Lin Rui felt his blood froze in an instant.The scars behind the strong, the sadness under the joy.He thought he was covering it up very well, but he didn't expect that the one who saw through him was a 20-year-old boy whom he had only met once.

Jin Yu continued talking on his own, even a little excited, "Brother Rui, don't think that I am in the second grade, what I said is my true thoughts. How should I put it, um, when I saw you, what appeared in front of me It’s a particularly conflicting picture. It’s the kind where the flowers are blooming and the bones are covered.”

Lin Rui suddenly shivered. He felt that he was covered in cold sweat, his cervical spine was stiff, his breathing was short of breath, and his teeth were clenched.

Jin Yu finally realized that he had said the wrong thing. He asked himself that he was usually very sensible, and he knew what to say and what not to say, but when it came to painting and creation, he instantly became that wrong person. A stupid boy who knows how to assess the situation but not the severity.

Seeing that Lin Rui's face had faded, it was frighteningly white, and quickly apologized, "Brother Rui, I, I'm not, alas, don't be angry."

Lin Rui slowly picked up the teacup and took a sip of the tea. The hot tea slowly warmed him, and he gradually came to his senses, "No, you didn't say anything wrong. I'm just surprised by your sensitivity." He took a piece of green vegetable, chewed it slowly, swallowed it, then looked up, looked at Jin Yu and smiled, "Okay, I promise you."

He wanted to see, from a third-party perspective, what he really looked like.

Jin Yu originally thought that Lin Rui would not agree, and might even no longer want to make friends with him, but now he was overjoyed and said happily, "Thank you, Brother Rui! I'll treat you to this!"

How could Lin Rui let him treat him, so he said. "Of course I invited it. It's a great honor to have a great painter in the future take a portrait of me." The two of them substituted tea for wine, holding glasses and laughing, as if the momentary stiffness and coolness never existed.

Lin Rui packed a beef porridge for Jin Yu to take home for Qin Yue's supper.After sending Jin Yu home, he slowly drove back to the apartment, and suddenly felt stuffy, so he couldn't help opening the car window.The cool night wind blew into the car, dispelling the haze and heat from his body.

Jin Yu opened the door and found that Qin Yue was boiling water, "Are you back? Didn't you mean to meet a client? I thought you were going to be late."

Qin Yue came over to give him a hug, and kissed his hair, "It's enough to make up your mind. The next thing is Lao Wang and the others, so I'll be back."

Jin Yu said regretfully, "Oh, if I knew about it, I would have invited Brother Rui to sit down."

"Lin Rui?" Qin Yue was very surprised, "Why are you together?"

Jin Yu poured the porridge into the bowl and said, "I had dinner with Brother Rui tonight. I told you that you went to meet a client, so Brother Rui packed the beef porridge for you as a supper." He placed the bowl on the In front of Qin Rui, "I thought it would be hot when you came back, but now it's alright, it's still hot. You eat something before going to bed, I have to take a shower, and then I'll probably be exhausted in the studio tonight, you Go to bed early, don't wait for me."

He hugged Qin Yue tenderly for a while, then kissed his green stubble, then immediately let him go and ran to the bathroom before Qin Yue was about to return to kiss him. When he reached the door, he turned around and gave Qin Yue a sly blow kisses.

Qin Yue couldn't stop laughing, sitting at the dining table, looking at the bowl of beef porridge.The porridge looks very good, and you can still see the heat. He stirred it slowly with a spoon, and then ate the whole bowl mouthful, enjoying the warmth of his stomach gradually filling up.

Sure enough, Jin Yu wasn't exaggerating, he was super busy for a week in a row.

He rented a studio with the school, which can be used alone between 1pm and 4pm every day.Lin Rui also reported on time every day. After the first day he went to find that Jin Yu really forgot to eat lunch, he would bring lunch for Jin Yu every time he went there. .Jin Yu didn't let him see the unfinished drawing, so Lin Rui became more and more looking forward to and curious about this work.

Qin Yue also felt very curious.Jin Yu didn't go to bed until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night for a whole week, and immediately fell asleep as soon as he climbed into bed. In Jin Yu's own words, he was as tired as a dog.At first, Jin Yu said that he had a good dinner, but Qin Yue was furious when he found the box of instant noodles in the kitchen, and went home every night to cook for Jin Yu with all his strength, and then went to the study to continue working .In the end, after he finished his work, he found that Jin Yu was later than him, so he couldn't help being curious and distressed.

One day after a week, Qin Yue finished his work for a whole day, and suddenly realized that it was already 8 o'clock. He was wondering if Jin Yu had dinner, so he hurried home, only to find that Jin Yu was happily sitting on the sofa eating Ordering takeaway, it seems that there are food and vegetables, and they are still hot, Qin Yue is finally relieved.When Jin Yu saw him coming back, he rushed over to hug him like a steel cannon, Qin Yue was funny and heartwarming, "Why, the masterpiece is finished? Let me see, is the great painter tired and thin?"

Jin Yu took his arm, "I want you to be the first audience of my works." He said and pulled him to the studio.Qin Yue didn't have time to change his shoes, and he didn't have time to take off his suit, so he could only leave the briefcase on the sofa and be honestly dragged to the studio by Jin Yu.

Jin Yu turned on the light and stood in front of a drawing board that was as tall as a person.The drawing board was covered with a cloth, and the air was filled with the smell of drawing materials.

Jin Yu looked at Qin Yue with bright eyes, "Are you ready?"

Qin Yue laughed, "Well, it's ready, master, please uncover the canvas."

With a sound of "swipe", Jin Yu uncovered the canvas, fine dust was flying, and under the illumination of the light, there was a montage effect.On the drawing board in front of him, Lin Rui's tall and thin figure appeared, standing at the intersection of half-bright and half-dark light.He was wearing a light blue shirt and trousers, showing a slightly tough facial line.Jin Yu mastered the colors very well. He outlined Lin Rui's thin shoulder blades and straight back that were prominent in Lin Rui's thin shirt.In the painting, Lin Rui stands in front of the window, and outside the window is the thick night.The other half of his profile emerged from the reflection of the glass window, and a slightly furrowed brow could be seen.The interior is filled with warm colors, and the outside of the window is dark and boundless.Qin Yue stared blankly at Lin Rui in the painting. He seemed to hear his heartbeat and pulse, feel his breathing, and even feel his strength and loneliness.

Qin Yue stared at the painting fixedly, he felt suffocated for a while.In this suffocation, his blood began to howl, hitting the blood vessels, causing waves of sharp pain all over his body, which could not be subsided for a long time.

The author has something to say:

I checked the first few chapters today and found that the quality was neglected because of too much rush to write stories.A lot of details are unclear, the writing style is not three or four, and there are many typos. I feel very sorry for the friends who read the article.So change it again.Sorry again.