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Even though the winter morning is bitterly cold, the air is fresh and comfortable. There is warm sunlight refracted from the gaps in the trees and reflected on the road. cold.

On this day, Su Qinghan woke up very early. After getting up, he took a shower, freshened up briefly, and then began to choose clothes in the closet. After picking and choosing, he felt that none of them were good. After repeated consideration, he chose a set The plain coat looks very low-key and natural, but the inside is actually very delicate and can highlight the temperament. Su Qinghan looked at himself in the mirror and couldn't help but think of the phone call a few days ago.

Lin Mu told her that the condition for breaking up was to stay with her for a day, which seemed a bit ambiguous, and Su Qinghan admitted that he was really overthinking at that moment.

She originally wanted to refuse, not for other reasons, but since she had already decided to let go, there shouldn't be any more involvement, but Lin Mu's voice was hoarse and exhausted, and she could hear her My heart hurts.

She said, "Isn't that enough for just one day? I'm going back to Canada soon, so why don't you stay with me for the last day?"

This kind of request was almost a begging. With Lin Mu's low profile, Su Qinghan couldn't bear it, so he had to agree.

Well, it's the last time.

So yesterday Lin Mu sent a text message, and made an appointment to meet at the largest playground in Songqi City this morning. When Su Qinghan first heard the proposal, she was taken aback. She had thought of many possibilities, but never thought of the place of the date. It was in the amusement park. After all, people who were about to enter their prime years, places like playgrounds were really not suitable for them to go.

But what came to mind was such a scene.

In her junior year, Su Qinghan saw the photos of the playground posted in Moments, and she was a little envious. She was still nestled in Lin Mu's arms. I fed her a sip of strawberry milkshake, she smacked her mouth contentedly, and said on a whim: "Mu, shall we go to the playground next time? I think it's very fun. I've never been to it when I grow up." .”

Indeed, since childhood, both of her parents died, and she was fostered by Zhou Zongming's family. Although he treated her very well, he was not a family member whose blood was thicker than water. It was inevitable that she would not be as willful as before. From then on, Su Qinghan knew how to restrain herself Like, be a well-behaved and sensible child.

When I was in college, although I went to many places with Lin Mu and went abroad, I just never went to an amusement park. This became a gap in my memory, an unfilled cut in my heart, and I always have a lot of regrets when I think about it. .

Not surprisingly, Lin Mu reached out for a tissue, gently wiped off the milkshake left on her mouth, and smiled softly at her, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

But then something like that happened, and he managed the Su family for five years, and he was full of hatred for the past, so naturally he never thought of this agreement again.

Now, it has been brought up again.

That person seemed to take her words to heart forever, even if she herself forgot, she still remembered.

Su Qinghan's eyes flickered, unspeakable sadness and sourness surged up in her heart, and the corners of her eyes became a little sore again. She tried her best to calm down her emotions, tidied up and went out for the appointment.

After today, they will be thousands of miles apart, and they will have nothing to do with each other.

But no matter what, we must live the remaining days well, live hard, work hard, and be full of hope for the future.

Su Qinghan saw Lin Mu standing at the gate of the playground from a long distance away. After all, she was so tall and slender, her back was always straight and upright. Standing there, she was like a pine and cypress that was not afraid of the severe cold. independent.

As he got closer, his sight became clearer. Lin Mu was wearing a light gray long windbreaker, a snow-white knitted scarf around his neck, and a paper bag in his hand. The loose hem of the clothes was scattered on both sides. , but still can't hide her slender figure inside, she didn't tie her hair up today, and the soft black hair fluttered gently in the cold wind, slightly covering her sharp side face, with a kind of half-hidden look like holding a pipa The face is touching.

As if in a heartbeat, sensing Su Qinghan's gaze, Lin Mu turned around, saw her at a glance, and then gave her a faint smile, although it was very faint, it was unusually warm and gentle, just like her, Always give people a sense of comfort and caring.

Su Qinghan was stunned, because Lin Mu put on a rare and delicate heavy makeup today, and smeared blush on his cheeks, showing a good complexion. The bright red lips seemed to be molded by blood, which is cold in winter In the atmosphere, there is a very abrupt and strange beauty. Under the sunlight, her dark and shiny eyes are covered with a layer of gold, which is extremely dazzling. When looking at her, there is a natural tenderness. But nothing less.

Seeing Su Qinghan standing there in a daze, Lin Mu smiled and walked over. Seeing the other party's bare neck, he frowned, untied his scarf, and put it on Su Qinghan's neck naturally, while stroking carefully. After tidying up, he blamed helplessly: "Why did you forget to bring your scarf again? Although it's not cold today, you should pay attention."

Her tone is so familiar and natural, as if taking Su Qinghan back to five years ago, they are still enviable relatives, there is no barrier, and there is no grudge, between them, there is no five years that cannot be overcome There is not so much love and hatred.

However, that is only as if after all.

Su Qinghan didn't know what to say for a while, she couldn't act as if nothing had happened like Lin Mu, so she didn't advance or retreat, she could only stand there stiffly.

Lin Mu saw that she didn't speak, but the expression on her face didn't change at all. She handed the paper bag in her hand to Su Qinghan, "For you."

"This is..." Su Qinghan didn't expect that this paper bag was a gift for her, and it wasn't a holiday recently. She really couldn't think of a reason for Lin Mu to do this, and she refused for a while.

"Your birthday is coming up in two months. I should be in Canada at that time. There is no way to celebrate your birthday, so I have to wish you a happy birthday in advance." Lin Mu saw that Su Qinghan didn't reach out, and there was hesitation in his eyes. Looking at it, he continued to add: "We will be friends from now on, don't you even accept gifts from friends?"

Having said all that, she really felt guilty if she refused to accept it, so Su Qinghan had no choice but to take it, and Lin Mu asked her to open it again, and she opened the paper bag. Inside was a small lake-blue brocade box, curiously Opened it and found it was a string of bracelets.

The bracelet looks to be made of silver, with a very simple design. There is a delicately carved flower in the middle, and a bright and dazzling diamond is inlaid in the center of the flower. There are also small diamonds at intervals on the chain body, which are shiny and beautiful .

Su Qinghan didn't understand flowers, so she didn't know which flower it was. Such bracelets are rare, low-key but delicate, which suits her liking.

"I'll help you put it on." After saying that, Lin Mu took out the bracelet, and carefully put it on Su Qinghan's hand. The size of her wrist was just right, and it matched her fair skin, complementing each other perfectly.

"Thank you." Lin Mu's overly intimate behavior still made Su Qinghan a little unnatural.

Lin Mu noticed the uneasiness in Su Qinghan's eyes, and couldn't help but his eyes darkened. He sighed in his heart, and said seriously: "Qinghan, since you have promised to stay with me for a day, please forget all the unpleasant things and take care of yourself. Just play for a day, just like before, okay?"

Seeing the sincerity and concentration in her eyes, it seemed that all the boredom, distress, and anxiety in her heart had been dispelled, Su Qinghan nodded in agreement.

This is also good, forget everything, and spend this day without worry and depression. I hope that after this day, there will be no regrets between them.

After laying down their burdens, the two started a day trip to the playground.

With Lin Mu, you will never have to worry about the itinerary, she will naturally do all the strategies, and fortunately it is the middle of the week, there are not many people in the playground, and there is no need to queue up for various rides.

Scream on the roller coaster, scream crazily on the jumping machine, experience the spinning on the big pendulum, and find the thrill of fear in the haunted house. In the playground, you can forget your self-esteem and shame, because all the screaming and Shouting, people will not cast strange eyes, regardless of age, they are all equally free.

After Su Qinghan completely let go, she naturally played with all her heart, and was even a little excited and energetic. She wanted to go up and try all kinds of rides, and regardless of her age, seeing her child-like disposition, Lin Mu smiled, covered his mouth and coughed, and followed.

After playing the rapids and bumper cars, Su Qinghan was a little tired. Lin Mu asked her to rest on the bench, went to buy water by herself, and bought two bottles of mineral water from the beverage machine. Just as she was about to walk away, she felt The corner of the clothes was pulled.

As soon as Lin Mu lowered his head, he saw a little girl holding many balloons blinking her big eyes and looking at her, while pulling the hem of her clothes, she talked to her in a childish voice: "Sister, do you want to buy balloons? "

Lin Mu knelt down, touched the little girl's fluffy and soft hair, and said with a smile, "I don't like balloons."

Because of her refusal, the little girl showed a distressed expression, and the frowning and pensive little look was so cute, seeing Lin Mu's mood improved, the girl's eyes suddenly lit up, and she said cleverly: "Then sister, do you like me?" You can buy it for someone you like! Look at how beautiful these balloons are, why don’t you just buy one.”

the person I like?

Lin Mu thought of something, a gentle smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, the little girl stared straight at her eyes, and said childlikely: "Sister, you are so beautiful!"

Lin Mu's smile deepened. She stroked the girl's hair and asked, "Where are your parents? Why are you selling balloons here?"

The girl's youthful face was full of serious expressions, she said: "Mom and Dad both work outside, only my grandma will accompany me, and grandma will sew clothes at home, so I will come out to sell balloons and share the burden for grandma."

Very sensible child.

Lin Mu's heart suddenly softened, and she touched the girl's head lovingly, and said to her with a smile: "Then I want all your balloons, you should go home early."

"Really?" The girl's bright eyes were all ecstatic.

"Really." After speaking, Lin Mu took out the money from his wallet, "The money is for you, so you don't need to look for it."

"No, I have to look for it. Grandma said you can't take ill-gotten gains." The little girl took out a small pink purse from her pocket, counted it with her fingers, and took out a few neat bills. Zhang handed it to Lin Mu with gratitude in his eyes.

"Sister, you are such a good person, thank you!" The little girl gave all the balloons in her palm to Lin Mu, smiling brows and eyes, she stood on tiptoe, and kissed Lin Mu's cheek.

This scene happened to be seen by Su Qinghan who ran over impatiently.

Su Qinghan suddenly felt a little upset, even though the other party was just a little girl, even though the relationship between her and Lin Mu was no longer the original relationship, seeing this scene, she still felt jealous and uncomfortable, even though she didn't want to admit it at this point.

Lin Mu also saw Su Qinghan, she stood up, and handed her the mineral water and balloons in her hand.

"You are the one my beautiful sister likes!" The two adults were silent as they looked at each other, but the little girl shouted excitedly. Such words made the thin-skinned Su Qinghan feel hot, even the awkwardness just now All dissipated.

"Sister, I wish you and your beautiful sister will be happy forever!" The child's mind is always pure and beautiful. In her world, there is no worldly and strange vision, no gender distinction, only simple and pure love.

The little girl waved her hands at the two of them who were stunned, and the little pigtail ran away hopping.

It was Lin Mu who recovered first. She smiled, as if she wanted to relieve the awkward atmosphere just now, she took Su Qinghan's hand naturally, and led her forward, "Are you hungry? Let's go eat something Bar."

There is a snack street in the amusement park. In the evening, there are more people. In the smog, there are people with bright smiles holding skewers, drinking beer, and talking loudly. Added a vigorous vigor.

Attracted by the aroma of the food, Su Qinghan also let go of the embarrassment just now, and went to the side of the food stand to pick it up happily. Lin Mu was responsible for holding the balloons and paying, and took the extra food boxes in Su Qinghan's hand little by little. I found a relatively quiet seat, wiped the chair and tabletop with disinfectant paper, and the two of them sat down.

Seeing Su Qinghan's satisfied expression while eating the meatballs, Lin Mu only felt that her gloomy mood due to the imminent parting also rose. She pursed her lips and smiled shallowly, feeling bitter and sweet in her heart, which was extremely complicated.

After eating and drinking, people will inevitably feel lazy. Su Qinghan only felt that the pace slowed down. They were about to go to the last event tonight, the so-called must-have for the playground-the Ferris wheel.

The Ferris wheel in this amusement park is the largest Ferris wheel in Songqi City. It is said that it can overlook the panorama of the whole city at the highest point.

The carriage of the Ferris wheel was shaking slowly, moving up bit by bit, the scene on the ground was getting smaller and smaller, Su Qinghan secretly glanced at Lin Mu, who was looking at the scenery outside the carriage, with deep and complicated eyes Maybe, she didn't know if she had heard such a hypocritical legend.

Legend has it that lovers who ride the Ferris wheel together will end up breaking up, but when the Ferris wheel reaches the highest point, if they kiss their lover, they will go on forever.

In junior high school, Su Qinghan, like all ordinary girls, had longed for such a love, such a dreamy scene, even when she was with Lin Mu, she also thought about it, they would kiss at the highest point of the Ferris wheel, and then together forever.

However, dreams are not reality after all.

They are no longer lovers, can't kiss, let alone go forever.

The cruel reality is to ruthlessly crush the beautiful dreams, leaving only fragments all over the place, glowing with crystal clear luster, like tears left by a woman under the moonlight.

Su Qinghan regained his composure, only to belatedly realize that the ferris wheel had slowly descended from its highest point.

Suddenly, an indescribable sense of loss and sadness welled up in my heart, and my heart felt empty, as if someone had taken out a large piece of it.

She subconsciously looked at Lin Mu, who just happened to be staring at her quietly. Her dark and bright eyes were the same as before, only reflecting her figure, but soon it would no longer be so.

Su Qinghan couldn't bear it anymore, tears of pain and pain fell down uncontrollably.

The ferris wheel is slowly going down.

They all know that parting is inevitable.

The author has something to say:

After writing it, I put it up directly.There is only one small request, can those who are willing to comment not skip the comment?

The next chapter will be updated next Friday. I have three days off next week, so I should be able to finish the text.The recent chapters are a bit heavy, so I can't wait to write a sweet side story (*￣︶￣)