ma'am i want to be quiet

As for her, she is driven away by the money for medicine and surgery every day, and is tortured by illness every day. Every day, she thinks about how to survive today, how to persist tomorrow, and how to ensure that the number of the medical card can last until tomorrow.Too tired, too bitter, wishing to go to the end of life early, where would I still think of myself, would still want to feel sorry for myself.Therefore, no one in this world cared about herself, even she forgot.

But today, on the first day of inexplicably transmigrating, she saw pity in the eyes of a little girl who was younger than herself, no, the little girl, it was so funny.Shu Fan, who was full of sarcasm, looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus cake and candied haws in his hand, the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing down.He obviously didn't care at all, but why he was so sad, why his eyes were so sore, and why did the sand get into his eyes.

"Hey, don't cry, eat quickly when you're hungry. Seeing you like this, you must be often robbed by others, that's why you're so thin." The little girl watched Shu Fan cry and began to educate Shu Fan seriously.

"Don't just watch, hurry up and eat, you are so stupid, no wonder you are bullied. Don't be afraid, I will guard you here, no one will rob you, I will protect you." The little girl looked serious. said.

"Hurry up and eat! If it's not enough, I'll buy it for you. I have money on me." Seeing Shu Fan hold the sweet-scented osmanthus cake and candied haws in front of his eyes, but refused to eat while watching with teary eyes, the little girl became anxious and confirmed the situation. It was a fool who anxiously pushed something to his mouth.As a result, Shu Fan's face and mouth were covered with sweet-scented osmanthus cake crumbs and candied haws. The stickiness of the sugar juice and the softness of the pastry made Shu Fan's face smeared, which was very funny. Of course, the two of them didn't care at the moment These.

Shu Fan looked at the little girl in a daze, not caring about his current image and situation at all. Of course, as a beggar, there is no so-called image.She didn't expect that a person in her twenties, who can be said to have experienced vicissitudes of life, would be moved by a little girl. It's unbelievable, no, it's really embarrassing.

"Look at you, you don't even know how to eat when you bring it to your mouth. You must be a fool, a thin and pitiful fool. You are so stupid, so stupid, what should you do? Do you want Daddy to take you home, but Daddy will definitely not I will agree. What if someone bullies you again after I leave, what will you do?" Shu Fan's tearful gulp looked stupid to the little girl, and he couldn't help but worry.She looked around at the beggars who were looking towards the little beggar, feeling extremely worried.Shu Fan really couldn't figure out how such a young child could be so smart, well-behaved, kind, so sensible or so imaginative.

"Little beggar, how about I give you these copper coins, alas, no, someone else will definitely take it away. Little beggar, should we make an appointment, where are you waiting for me, I will send you something every day Come here." The girl said seriously.

Shu Fan didn't speak, just joked, she survived in such a difficult home, now she has hands and feet, free from disasters and diseases, and needs a little girl to support her.She rolled her eyes, not wanting to have such a sterile conversation.Her action was missed by the little girl who was thinking seriously. Seeing her silent, the little girl's eyes became more pitiful and distressed.

"I didn't expect you to be not only stupid, but also dumb. It's so pitiful. Don't worry, I will try to sneak out every day and bring you food." Shu Fan rolled his eyes even more fiercely, but the little girl who talked too much to herself Ignored her at all.Shu Fan seriously suspects that the little girl has hallucinations, maybe she doesn't care whether there is someone in front of her at all, and she can talk about it all day.

However, Shu Fan really guessed right, the girl really has hallucinations.The girl's name is Feng Tiantian, her mother died of dystocia, and her father is Fengchengzhou, the magistrate of this county.Although he dotes on Feng Tiantian, he doesn't spend much time with her.The nanny is old and not used to the thinking of children, so she often fantasizes about her own mother, imagining that her mother is by her side, talking with her and playing with her. This is how the problem of talking to herself is developed. .Later, his father finally found out about his daughter's abnormality, and found a smart and sensible little girl who was a few years older than her to accompany her to make her get better.However, the problem of talking to myself cannot be stopped.Fortunately, this girl is well-behaved, smart, and sensible. The county magistrate saw that there was nothing wrong with her, so he let her grow up on her own.Therefore, Feng Chengzhou is really careless as a father.

"Okay, little beggar, let's just say that, you'll still be here tomorrow, and I'll bring you food, don't forget the wrong place." The girl saw her maid walking towards her from afar, ready Just kidding, she hasn't had enough fun today.

Shu Fan wanted to be self-reliant and not ready to beg for food, so he shook his head.

"Did you not understand what I said, I, come tomorrow, you, stay here, you know?" The little girl completely misunderstood Shu Fan's meaning, thinking that Shu Fan could not understand her words, pointing Pointing at himself, pointing at Shu Fan, he was drawing a circle around Shu Fan with his hands, meaning to let her stay still and come back tomorrow.

"Do you know?" The little girl saw her maid approaching, looked at Shu Fan with her eyes, and ran away.

"Hey, Miss, it's not easy for me to find you, so don't run away." The servant girl walked past Shu Fan panting with her waist in her waist.This is Feng Chengzhou looking for a maid to accompany Feng Tiantian, she is smart, but she listens too much to Feng Chengzhou's words, Feng Tiantian doesn't like her.

Shu Fan looked at the little girl's small arms and legs running fast, shook his head, in the words of the world she used to say, she is really a girl like the wind.The little girl is really Feng, her surname is Feng, her name is Tian Tian, ​​and her nickname is Tian Tian.The little girl is so capable at such a young age, so that later, his father Feng Chengzhou had to use the county's police to find her, so that Miss Feng's appearance and reputation are really known to everyone. .

Shu Fan didn't want to care about Feng Tiantian's words, but she wanted to confirm the little girl's feelings.

The next day, Feng Tiantian looked proudly at the missing maid behind her, raised her eyebrows and came to the alley that she had agreed with Shu Fan yesterday, but there was no one there, she frowned, then let go, and nodded to herself in annoyance I was worried about why I didn't make an appointment with Shu Fan, I was really scared by my girl, I must remember to make an appointment today.As for the time, you must agree with the little beggar on the time to meet, yes, and the name.Why was he so sloppy, he didn't even ask the little beggar's name, the time, or where he was staying, Feng Tiantian felt that he was too stupid, he must ask everything today.

From dawn to midday, from noon to dusk, the little maid found Feng Tiantian, but she still didn't see Shu Fan's figure.His eyes went from anticipation and excitement at the beginning to uneasiness, and finally turned to loss and sadness.The anticipation and joy on the smiling face turned into bewilderment, and finally left with sadness and loss.The most important thing is that Feng Tiantian cried, crying so sadly that he couldn't be coaxed no matter what.

Feng Tiantian was sad, the little beggar clearly promised to wait here yesterday, but he broke his promise to himself.In fact, Shu Fan didn't, she didn't agree, she didn't nod, she even shook her head at Feng Tiantian, everything was directed and acted by Feng Tiantian.The most important thing is that there are so many beggars in the city, she doesn't know where they live or what their name is, and she doesn't know how to find Shu Fan at all.Thinking of not being able to see the little beggar, Feng Tiantian felt very sad.But how could the little beggar miss the appointment? Will something happen?Out of worry, Feng Tiantian cried even harder.

The little servant girl couldn't persuade her no matter what, she just invited a bearer to carry Feng Tiantian back.Of course, it was inevitable to be scolded by the county magistrate.But she couldn't help her daughter's crying, and Feng Tiantian still appeared at the entrance of the alley the next day.

Feng Tiantian and the little maid waited for Shu Fan at the old place all morning, but they didn't see anyone.Feng Tiantian was very angry, she told the little maid to wait at the same place, and she started running around the city, looking for Shu Fan.She decided that if she found Shu Fan's figure, she would beat him up hard, make her disobedient, make her not show up yesterday, make her wait all day yesterday.But he didn't find that there were countless little beggars in the city, but none of them was Shu Fan.Feng Tiantian reluctantly went back to the alley, sat there for a day, and finally followed the little maid back with her head downcast.

On the third day, Feng Tiantian still arrived at the alley early, she decided to sit here for a whole day, watching the people coming and going, hoping to find Shu Fan's figure.The little girl sat for a whole day, and the county magistrate was very surprised when he found out, but at home, Feng Tiantian couldn't sit still for a quarter of an hour.After waiting for no one for a day, the little girl returned home wearily, and burst into tears when her father asked her.Having not seen Shu Fan for so long, she felt that she would never see her again, so she cried very sadly.

Feng Chengzhou is indeed a good father, seeing his daughter so sad, he simply sent a group of people to follow Feng Tiantian and ask them to search for Feng Tiantian, but after a day, nothing was found.Feng Tiantian returned home feeling bored, and fell asleep without eating.

On the fifth day, Feng Tiantian cheered up and prayed in his heart that he would find Shu Fan today.She was afraid that Shu Fan might be in some danger, and was waiting for her rescue. I have to say, the little girl has a really rich imagination.On this day, Feng Tiantian searched with great care and care. She checked all the beggars in the city, and searched all the ruined temples and cave cellars.If it weren't for the amiable faces of the officers and soldiers, everyone would have thought they were looking for a wanted criminal.But no, nothing was found.Feng Tiantian cried again.She felt that she really couldn't find Shu Fan, and if Shu Fan was really in danger, she couldn't save her.You passed by in my world, but I lost you.

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