ma'am i want to be quiet

The little girl cried sadly, but the next day she still ran up tenaciously to find Shu Fan. Feng Chengzhou didn't know that her daughter could have such persistence and persistence.Efforts do not necessarily pay off, no one means no one, Shu Fan is still missing.

The seventh day, the eighth day, still not found.Feng Tiantian was already in despair, she felt that as long as Shu Fan was alive, as long as she appeared in front of her, she would not pursue anything.

On the ninth day and the tenth day, Feng Tiantian felt that even if Shu Fan died, it would be nice if he could see her dead body, but Shu Fan just disappeared without a trace.

Feng Chengzhou comforted his daughter that the little beggar must have left their city, and if they were destined, they would definitely see each other again in the future.She knew in her heart that something must have happened to Shu Fan who was so thin and weak to go anywhere.Something happened, and I haven't been able to find her and rescue her.Feng Tiantian blamed himself for not taking the little beggar away directly.If the little beggar followed him, nothing would happen.

Feng Tiantian took the responsibility for Shu Fan's accident on herself, she felt that she caused Shu Fan to lose his life.Feng Tiantian accepted his father's persuasion, no, he accepted the fact that Shu Fan would no longer appear.For the next month, she always stayed in the alley in a daze, occasionally passing by, she would stop to be lost in thought, her mind was always why Shu Fan didn't show up, what happened to her?

A month passed before Feng Tiantian let go of his attention, and started running around in the streets and alleys again.Feng Chengzhou finally let go of his heart. With a child's heart, he will not pay attention to one thing for too long after all, just let it go.However, he didn't know that in a person's life, the most sincere and sincere heart and sincere devotion when he was a child will never be forgotten.

Thanks to Shu Fan, everyone in Feng County now knows Feng Tiantian. She is more familiar with Feng County than her father, Feng Chengzhou, the parent official.People watched this young lady walk around the streets, gave her food and drinks, and made her happy.Of course, this excludes Feng Tiantian's cuteness and cuteness, but also because Feng Chengzhou is a commendable parent official who is dedicated to serving the people.

Shu Fan, who was watching all this from the opposite side, smiled wryly. There are really people in this world who are sincere to him, even if they have only met once.But his relatives cursed him to die every day, Shu Fan raised his head and looked at the sky.The sky was blue, and the clouds changed with the wind. The sun shone behind the clouds and shone on people's faces, warm and bright.Mother, I should call you mother in that life, no matter what, I wish you well, you must be well, my daughter can no longer be by your side.

It's not that Shu Fan doesn't want to see Feng Tiantian, she knows that with how much Feng Tiantian loves her, if she sees Feng Tiantian, she will definitely take her home.At that time, whether it is a companion, a maid, or even becoming a concubine of Fengchengzhou when he grows up, these are not Shu Fan's wishes.In her previous life, she worried too much and lived for others. In this life, she is more selfish, only thinks about herself, and lives only for herself.She wanted to live freely, and if she went to Fengfu, she would definitely be bound.

As for Feng Tiantian, Shu Fan thought the same as Feng Chengzhou, thinking that as long as it takes a long time, she will fade away and forget.As a child, what you care about is always beautiful clothes, food and drink.Those who cry and make noise will forget it after a long time. Maybe after many years, it will become that you don't know me and I don't know you.

Time, so ten years passed.

This day Wang's sister-in-law knocked on Shu Fan's door again.Sister-in-law Wang is really a very enthusiastic person. She watched Shu Fan grow up and was really satisfied with this sensible, capable and smart young man.That's right, it's a young man. Shu Fan knew deeply that women in ancient times couldn't help themselves. For the sake of her ordinary and free life, she disguised herself as a man.Seeing that the capable and sensible Shu Fan is still alone at the age of starting a family, Mrs. Wang is anxious.If she didn't have a daughter, she would definitely want Shu Fan to be her son-in-law.

"Xiaofan, let me tell you, the girl my sister-in-law is talking about this time is the little niece of the third aunt who is a neighbor of my sister-in-law's friend. The little girl is beautiful, ingenious, she is the leader in work, and is diligent and thrifty. Let me tell you, sister-in-law, To marry a daughter-in-law, you have to marry someone who can live, who will help you with housework, who will live carefully, keep you warm, and give birth to a white and fat boy, that's enough."

"Don't look for those women who are too beautiful. They are butterflies. They eat yours, use yours, shout at you three times, and never think about you. Such women are useless and can't live. I The little girl I told you about is pretty, she is diligent and thrifty, she is definitely the best candidate to be a wife. Would you like to meet sometime?" After Sister-in-law Wang finished speaking, she looked at Shu Fan expectantly, and Shu Fan expressed that she was under a lot of pressure.

In order to avoid being constantly dragged by Mrs. Wang to go on blind dates, Shu Fan said that he wanted to find a beautiful, lovely, gentle woman who loved him wholeheartedly.But the troubles have not diminished, because of this, Mrs. Wang brainwashed herself every day, saying that the most important thing for a wife is to be able to manage the house and live well, which caused Shu Fan a headache.In Shu Fan's dark heart, he thinks that Sister-in-law Wang's slander of beautiful women is definitely because she is not beautiful, so as to improve her image.Forgive Shu Fan for being bored and causing her heart to be too dark.

"Sister-in-law, thank you. But I really don't want to start a family yet. You see, I don't have anything. What can I use to start a family? Don't treat that girl badly. You should introduce such a good girl to others. Shu Fan has no luck." Shu Fan Fan cupped his fists to thank him, and said in a humble tone.

"You say you, start a family and start a business, start a family and start a business. After you get married, someone will take care of the house for you, so you can concentrate on doing things. Isn't this the best of both worlds?" Sister-in-law Wang said without discouragement.

Shu Fan sighed in his heart, if such a concept was placed in the era she lived in, it would be really good news for all men in the world.

"Sister-in-law, I really don't want to think about these things yet." Shu Fan expressed his headache.She originally thought that she had no father or mother, no relatives and no reasons, so she could definitely live a happy life and do whatever she wanted.But where do you think that the ancient people were so enthusiastic and sincere, really, really meddling too much.The villain in Shu Fan looked up to the sky and shouted loudly, I just want to be quiet, to finish this life in a normal way, free and unencumbered, come and go alone, can you ignore me? ? ?

"You're really, let me tell you, that's a really good girl. Sister-in-law Wang, I'm so talkative, I praise you so much, I say you are capable, stable, gentle and polite, and you are a person who makes great things. That's why I was allowed to come here as a matchmaker. , you are still not happy. Don’t think about being beautiful, gentle, smart, cute, and capable of housekeeping. There is no such good thing. Such a good girl, why do you marry someone, can you just find someone to live with peace of mind?" Sister-in-law Wang said Talking about Shu Fan with a face full of hatred.

"Yes, yes, my sister-in-law is right, but I believe I can find it." Having said that, what Shu Fan thought in his heart was, I don't want you to praise me, just hurt me hard, if you can't find it, find it. No, it’s better not to find it, I just want to live happily by myself.

Sister-in-law Wang, who didn't know Shu Fan's inner monologue, said some daily things before leaving. Shu Fan watched her walk away muttering all the way, and felt very warm in his heart.In my previous life, when I was alone in the night and was tortured by illness, I wished I could die, and I wished I could bring my family to die. My heart was really cold, indifferent, and even very dark.Now, it's great to have such a nosy, warm-hearted, sincere, kind, and helpful neighbor like Mrs. Wang.It was because of their nagging warmth that Shu Fan could have a happy smile on his face.It was impossible for her to have such a mood in her previous life.

Shu Fan closed the door with a smile, looked at the cold and sparse courtyard of his house, shook his head, if Mrs. Wang was here, she would definitely say that Shu Fan would not live well.If I can have a woman, I can put up a fence, raise some chickens and ducks, grow some vegetables and so on.Although Shu Fan has a yard, don't expect a beggar to have some land, she is already very satisfied with having a yard.People, with this, will want that, and the human heart will never be satisfied.Don't want more, desire more, heart will be more tired, Shu Fan doesn't want to make himself so tired.She has lived a lifetime of fatigue and hardship, and in this life, she will be free and unrestrained, and just be happy.

Speaking of being happy, because I couldn't find the little girl who cried heartbrokenly, now the little girl has grown into a big girl, she is really very beautiful, Shu Fan is very pleased.The world is a wonderful place full of people who care about themselves.

Speaking of which, the reason why Feng Tiantian didn't find Shu Fan at the beginning was because Feng Tiantian focused on the little beggar and didn't pay too much attention to the clean and handsome Shu Fan, not to mention that Shu Fan could dodge and hide in the dark on purpose. How could it be discovered by Feng Tiantian.

These years, she has been hiding in the dark, no, not in the dark, but living beside her in a way that Feng Tiantian can't imagine, watching her grow up bit by bit, like a perverted peeping Crazy, very satisfied.

Of course, the current Feng Tiantian is well-known.Because she couldn't find Shu Fan's relationship, she would hang out in the street every day because she was worried.There is really no place in this town that she hasn't been to, and she has gotten to know almost everyone in the town, small businesses, hawkers, stores, restaurants, and restaurants, and she is quite familiar with it. It really helped her father understand the people's conditions.Familiar with the people's situation, I also learned that there are bullies and hooligans.Feng Tiantian is considerate to the good people and is very popular with the common people, making them wish that Feng Tiantian is their daughter.When dealing with bullies and hooligans, they will be aggressive and ruthless, and they will fight directly with fists and kicks. If they can't win, they will ask Feng Chengzhou to help.