mourning dove

When Yu Gu got sick, the fish died and the fish tank was broken.

I don't know what happened to Yu Zhenkuai's head, and suddenly it was wrapped again with layers of white gauze.

Yu Yuanzhen still looked the same as before, but he stayed by his side more closely than before, and did not allow anyone to approach him. Everything was done by himself.

Because of illness, the trip was delayed on the road, but until the illness almost recovered, Yu Yuanzhen did not see Yu Yuanzhen urging the departure.He doesn't mention Yu Gu, and he won't ask, anyway, he will never know what Yu Yuanzhen is thinking, just like now, the other party patiently prepared a formal suit for him, and he doesn't know what to do.

Yu Gu's real portrayal is the portrayal of Yilai stretching out his hands and opening his mouth, even putting on clothes, he can sit there motionless in a daze, while Yu Yuanzhen half kneels in front of him, stretching out his hand to tie his tie gently.

Yu Gu lowered his eyes to examine the face that was close at hand. He had rarely looked at Yu Yuanzhen in the eyes before, let alone looked at him carefully, but now he suddenly felt a strange feeling.The years did not leave too many traces on Yu Yuanzhen's face, he seemed to be the same as before, not even gray hair.

This somewhat distant feeling suddenly alerted Yu Gu to an alarm.

Yu Yuanzhen couldn't help Yu Gu staring at him in a daze, dazedly, and patiently and gently turned his neckline between his brows, and tidied it up properly, and finally rearranged the red tie pinned in the middle, and then he was very satisfied and gave up, praising him He said, "It's so beautiful."

Yu Gu's appearance was originally inclined to the gorgeous type, but now that he is still ill, his face is pale and has lost color, and he also looks sick and haggard.

It seemed that no matter what kind of person this person was, he was hooked on beauty.

The way he lowered his eyes looked extremely docile, such a silent and dull softness, Yu Yuanzhen couldn't help but want to hold him in his hand and take care of him carefully.However, when he raised his eyes, the subtle coolness and indifference in his eyes made people respectful, it was sharpness wrapped in softness, and there was an inexplicable inexplicable stubbornness.

Yu Yuanzhen also had an impulsive thought, which was to slowly, slowly, smash this person's stubbornness and dig out his sharpness from the softness.

To make him unrecognizable, to only belong to him.

But now he just looks at him dotingly and smiles, as Yu Gu knows well, no one can guess what Yu Yuanzhen is thinking, no one knows what he is planning behind his calm appearance.

"Where are we going?"

Finally, when Yu Yuanzhen knelt down and put the shoes on for him, Yu Gu spoke.

Yu Yuanzhen looked at him, his A Gu was dressed like a little prince today, with a beautiful and delicate face, but his complexion was not very good, so he looked at him with little anger and asked at the moment.

He didn't answer the other party's question, but instead asked, "Ah Gu, do you want... to have more pets?"

Yu Gu was taken aback.

Yu Yuanzhen said softly: "Keeping those you like, I remember you used to like cats, flowers, and..."

Yu Gu shook his head slowly and resolutely.

"I will die." Yu Gu looked at Yu Yuanzhen seriously, and emphasized very seriously: "I will die."

"No." Yu Yuanzhen looked at Yu Gu firmly, "I won't in the future, as long as you like it..."

"I don't like it," he said.

"OK then."

Yu Yuanzhen put on another shoe for him, and now he can take his lover out completely.

It was windy outside, and Yu Gu didn't like wearing hats or scarves, so Yu Yuanzhen tried his best to hold him in his arms, Yu Gu's face was still flushed red from the wind, and he looked really cute.

Yu Gu patted his face, feeling like a piece of jelly.He still doesn't know where Yu Yuanzhen is going to take him and what to do with him. No matter what Yu Yuanzhen wants to say, he has the right to know it. For the rest of the time, he just needs to follow the other party's footsteps like now.

Yu Yuanzhen clenched his hand, but it was still cold and couldn't be warmed up.

They stopped in front of a photo studio.

Yu Gu raised his eyebrows in surprise, and couldn't help but look sideways at Yu Yuanzhen, just as the other side turned his head to look at him, the corners of his eyes and brows showed the patience and tenderness only for him, and he said at this moment: "It's all here... I want to take a photo with you."

Yu Gu couldn't figure out the intention and purpose of the other party, or just wanted to take a photo with him.

Yu Gu thought of the posthumous photos, which made him suddenly want to laugh.

Yu Yuanzhen noticed a smile on the corner of his lips that suddenly moved, and his heart was like the soft snow that fell in winter. It was soft with a poke, and softened into a ball of cotton for the other party.

Yu Yuanzhen should have made an appointment in advance, otherwise they wouldn't get ready as soon as they arrived and start working in an orderly manner.

The complexion on Yu Gu's face was not good, especially the thin lips without a trace of blood. The makeup artist wanted to put some makeup on him, but Yu Gu refused it in disgust. He was not a woman.

Yu Yuanzhen just said, "Follow him."

After thinking about it, I still suppressed my urge to kiss each other.

Yu Gu became inexplicably agitated, he didn't know why, his heart panicked all of a sudden, Yu Yuanzhen's hand was tightly clenched to him, and he couldn't shake it off.He glanced at the other party angrily, and was patiently comforted by a few words, persuading him to finish taking the photo.

I had no choice but to agree not too happily, but became more depressed and panicked.

Yu Gu didn't realize that the location of the photo of the two of them was actually a little inappropriate, but because he was extremely bored, he just wanted to finish it quickly, so the degree of cooperation also increased. The photoshoot was done neatly.

Yu Yuanzhen gave the other party the address, and asked him to develop the photos and send them to the address, which made Yu Gu guess whether the other party was going to stay here until the photos were developed.

While still thinking, Yu Yuanzhen asked him, "What do you think of the photo?"

Isn't it washed out yet?

Yu Gu knew that the other party was asking about his feelings, so he said perfunctorily, "It's okay."

"What do you think of using this when we get married?"

Yu Gu's brain exploded, and he immediately looked up at Yu Yuanzhen to confirm the meaning of the other party's words, but he didn't want the other party to chuckle by himself, and seeing him like this, he continued to add the second half of the sentence, "...just kidding."

"..."

He would rather be a posthumous photo.

Because of this joke, Yu Gu's restless heart was beating up and down on the way back. The discomfort in his heart made him irritable, and it was the irritableness that Yu Yuanzhen could not calm down.

Back at the hotel, when Yu Gu wanted to be bored by himself, Yu Yuanzhen unexpectedly handed him a book.

this is……

"You used to like to watch it." Yu Yuanzhen smiled, "I dug it out and brought it with me this time."

Yu Gu took it with trembling fingers, and Yu Yuanzhen also consciously didn't want to disturb him, and said to deal with something and left space for Yu Gu to digest.

This is a poem, the cover is a little old, maybe it has been wiped by someone, so when Yu Gu reached out to touch it, he didn't touch a dust.

The strange and familiar object is in his hands, this feeling is indescribable.

He still remembers that he used to like to read back and forth so much, and then he didn't know where he abandoned what he no longer wanted to see.

Why is everything slowly changing?

Yu Gu searched for his memory, opened the book, and when his fingers stroked the inside of the cover, he suddenly felt something hard, like a card.

Yu Gu recalled that he used to love to write down his thoughts on cards, and then secretly hid them in the inside of the cover so that no one could find out.

After so long, he had forgotten all about it.

While thinking this way, Yu Gu slowly pulled out the card, looked down, and there was a line written on it——

The most damning thing is to live until now.

The date is three years ago.